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face devellopment on TikTok: 15-2-2025 /21-10-2025 clearly got younger by herbs /4-11-2025 got old again. Effects of poison attacks

IMAGE OF MY FOOTSOALS: the downpart is one cm thick, spongy, blue, even shiny, right side. They have been swollen, this is what is left of it now. You clearly see it. i have to be working, stay in the house all day. My question is: poison in the blood doesn't show on an x-ray photograph, but this is a layer in the footsoal, will this show? By an x-ray you can see whether it's organic! (12-7 16:56) 14-7 8:45 the GP says it's fat under the bones so nothing will show on an X-ray, and on an X-ray only bones show and a spike or so. 18-8 have subscribed to another general practice centre later, heard nothing yet. My feet won't change, the X-ray will come in time.

"quotes quotes" from 10-8 to 15-8                                                                                                                                                                              10-8 "07:16 seeing i need a bolt, the city of The Hague should be under UN control."                                                                              07:25 "in Islam you can help the orphans and marry 4, chapter the Women, sura an Nisaa" (Holy Quran 4:3)                                       11-8 14:29 "Christianity is a deal with Jesus, within the law system of Moses" He takes on Himself the sins, a deal with you.                  18:48 "i said you can use the delta under the ultralight to go against the wind" hanging with a windsurfing sail under an ultralight. 12-8 14:45 "i support Scouting because the kids can mess around a bit, cubs joint boys girls, scouts/guides a two way split, scouts female lead, guides male lead, new Rowans the lead, only consult assistence by elder Rowans, in contact with the leadership"       14-8 11:02 "the container tubeway, less stresss on flying, easier rail, no more homeless, container is easy home"                           11:02 "Another thing for the Pacific is datacenters, endless storage, so storage there, or at sea near"                                                   15-8 10:21 "For Chinese i propose a 4 numbersystem written next to the vowel, like my 100tone names, to say the height" 

27-8 the important news is in day blocks, the rest follows after the email of Christien subject, in subject blocks that grow. New up. Next subject will be if one of the four rc20loops works, The GFX-5 works now, i hope two of the rc20's can be operationable again. The letter of Christien ought to have been: Nico, how can i make you notice, when we see you, do you see yourself in the mirror?

(13:28) 15:30 sis martiene been by, she read the email of Christien, showed her the rubber round the jack of the GFX-5, that ist was broken right before the concert. She said i could be more in the open. i said if the GFX-5 happens in the week before the concert, it's strange. It never happens, i didn't rehearse so much. If Christien denies this, she's a liar, liars must have reasons to ly or are bad.

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(21:00) 22:00 dialed 112 emergency, heard strange sounds outside for an hour. Next time i must dial municipality police. Well done. Here's the emergency or important news, behind it is the general, going up, each new subject a block i can add a line or more to. 23:39 Christien ought not have come in here, she's already ill, you need be whole to stay a long time, after being here you get ill. "Waar sta ik in dit geheel?" Where am i in all this? It's about herself, it isn't meant for me. This way she never writes or speaks to me Informing people about me, not telling me it's wrong, then  you speak in the you form. Her concern about me, who doesn't notice! i'd say the feet could also be the herbs, i may take too much. Is it organic or anorganic? On a rontgen it shows. Labis only the blood

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(00:26) 02:27 received a remarkable email in the he form of Christien, asked her to whom she sent it too:

"Nico denksels zondagnacht/ochtendvroeg. Waar sta ik in dit geheel?

• Ik heb dit jaar de bezorgdheid om Nico voelen groeien, op momenten dat er (weer) een contact wegviel of door hemzelf werd afgezegd. Daar kwam een alarmerend moment in mei bovenop – er was onenigheid met de muziekgroep(leider), en er waren mensen die bang waren om zijn gedrag. Minstens 1 meisje vertelde Heleen over aangesproken zijn door hem, met een compliment over hoe ze eruit zag, en een uitspraak over hemzelf als iemand die wel zou willen trouwen?, ik weet de woorden niet, maar het veroorzaakte schrik en angst. Nico zegt dat er niets gebeurd is, en zei  in mei dat hij er helemaal niks mee bedoelde.. Ik denk: dat verzon ze niet. Ik denk:  het uiterlijk van nico  kan meespelen. Zijn gezicht heeft minder mimiek, staat strakke  dan voorheen, zijn ogen kunnen indringend zijn. Ik geloof hem - dat hij het goed bedoelt- maar denk  ook dat hij niet altijd weet, wat voor impact hij heeft op anderen.
• Gevolg was dat Heleen aan de bel trok, omdat er onrust was in de Shalom, en omdat zijzelf het ook niet helemaal vertrouwde, ze zag dat hij niet rustig over dingen kon (uit)praten, dat er snel een gelijk hebberige situatie was, dat hij impulsieve acties ondernam, zoals eigenzinnig muziek willen maken ,etc. Ze vond dat hij er niet goed uitzag. Communicatie werd lastig. Ze zag zelfs noodzaak om hem de toegang tot Shalomkerk tijdelijk te ontzeggen, voelde druk van anderen en had deernis over hem, maar ook onmacht.
• Gevolg was dat ik probeerde contact te krijgen met Achter de Voordeur. voor overleg, wat (terecht) door zijn contactpersoon werd geweigerd. Wel kreeg ik een doorverwijs adres om mijn eigen zorgen als familielid neer te leggen.
• Melding is opgepakt, en bij mijn weten is er een gesprek met psychiater geweest. Ik heb begrepen dat Nico zich keurig heeft laten zien en dat er geen hulpvraag is vastgesteld, en dus geen stappen zijn geweest – noch dat door hem gevraagd is (?) om zijn klachten van voeten en van vandalisme te laten onderzoeken. (Dat vat ik op als a. hij heeft het vermeden, terwijl het dan door een dokter aangevraagd zou zijn en door verzekering betaald. Of b. Zij heeft het niet nodig gevonden omdat ze denkt dat het niet nodig is?) Wat ook mogelijk is, is een constatering dat hij zich redelijk kan handhaven en er nu  geen gevaar voor zichzelf of anderen is, wat bij drukbezette psychiaters een van de dingen is die afweging zijn. Als hij geen hulp wil, kan ze niks, tenzij hij weer in psychose zou raken.
• Wat denk ik na dit alles zelf?

Nog steeds geloof ik hem in de ervaring van narigheid - als hij vandalisme benoemt, of zich zorgen maakt over zijn voeten. Maar ik geloof niet in de enige verklaring die hij daarbij acceptabel vindt (anders neem ik hem niet serieus), namelijk opzettelijke sabotage en vergiftiging. Mijn mogelijke andere opties worden weggewuifd.Dat soort eenzijdigheid en stugheid in zijn denken maakt communicatie erg lastig en ik denk dat het dus ook weer in de hand werkt, dat hij alleen komt te staan…hij heeft de dokter gezien, en die wijst zijn theorie af. Nico staat alleen  over de Enige methode om gif te vinden in zijn ogen: een roentgenfoto                    *Waar zit nou de kluts tussen ons? Ik zie verschil tussen toen hij nog (kleine ) dosis medicijnen gebruikte, en nu. Ze hebben hem serieus genomen in zijn wens om zo min mogelijk medicijnen te gebruiken, maar steeds daarbij de ‘voorwaarden’ gegeven om dat met succes te doen (structureren in tijd, hulp bij huis, groepscontacten ,e.d.), die aangeboden, passend bij zijn interesses (godsdienstig/e.d), sport aangeraden. Hij wou niet meer patiënt zijn, en bij het minderen van de doses zag ik dat hij weer vaker zijn eigen weg wilde gaan, dingen niet leuk vond en anderen losliet, en geen patiënt zijn dus ook geen medicijnen meer, hij was toch vrijwillig in behandeling? Hij spreekt zich heel stellig   uit over hoe goed het gaat, hoe redelijk hij is, hoe hij zonder angst en depressie leeft. Alsof dát de enige symptomen zouden zijn van zijn kwetsbaarheid…de enige die de ondersteuning van medicijnen zou vergen zoals voorheen ( wat was het clozepam of zo,  of 1x per maand iets aders?) Maar hij kan niet zien wat ik (en anderen?) opmerken: dat  hij zich heeft teruggetrokken van contacten, steeds meer in zijn eigen wereld leeft. Dat hij anderen kan overrompelen. Die anderen zijn ideeen niet altijd kunnen meemaken, invoelen. Die de mening, het inzicht,  gedachten van anderen vrij snel bestempelt als onzin, onlogisch, onwetend. Hij weet veel. Hij denkt veel. Heeft argwaan/ kritiek. Misschien dus ook wanen (het gif?). Vertelde nog van de stemmetjes dit voorjaar.   Het is een van de kwetsbaarheden voor een (latente) psychose

*Hoe zou het nou verder kunnen? Die gang naar de buurtmaaltijd..Hij wil misschien toch weer naar de mensen? Zijn woorden dat hij het goed kon vinden met de mensen neem ik serieus – maar het was vooral goed een paar jaar geleden, en is nu beetje kapot.    -Ik vind die sociale symptomen het engste. Het eigenwijze. Ik zou willen dat hij tot een soort aanvaarding zou komen van zijn ‘handicap’ en daar  - al is het tegen zijn zin, of zijn trots, in – iets van overgave kan vinden.  Zijn last is geen ‘geestesziekte’ maar wel een last die hij draagt. So be it. Maar doe er dan iets aan om het beter dragelijk te laten zijn in de wereld en in de omgang met mensen van God, mensen die graag een beetje van je houden en van wie je zelf ook een beetje warmte krijgt.                                      Ik laat het even bij deze klu(t)s."

In english:

"Nico thoughts Sunday night/early morning.

Where do I stand in all of this? This year, I have felt my concern for Nico grow, at moments when contact fell away (again) or was cancelled by him personally. On top of that came an alarming moment in May – there was a disagreement with the music group (leader), and there were people who were afraid of his behavior. At least one girl told Heleen about being approached by him, with a compliment about how she looked, and a statement about him as someone who would like to get married? I don't know the words, but it caused shock and fear. Nico says that nothing happened, and said in May that he didn't mean anything by it at all.. I think: she didn't make that up. I think: Nico's appearance might play a role. His face has less expression, looks tighter than before, his eyes can be penetrating. I believe him – that he means well – but I also think that he doesn't always know what kind of impact he has on others. The result was that Heleen raised the alarm because there was unrest in the Shalom, and because she herself did not entirely trust the situation either; she noticed that he could not talk things through calmly, that he quickly became right, and that he took impulsive actions, such as wanting to make music headstrongly, etc. She felt that he did not look well. Communication became difficult. She even saw the necessity to temporarily deny him access to the Shalom church, felt pressure from others, and felt pity for him, but also powerlessness.
The consequence was that I tried to get in touch with Achter de Voordeur for consultation, which was (rightly) refused by his contact person. I did, however, receive a referral address to express my own concerns as a family member.
The report was taken up, and to my knowledge, there was a conversation with a psychiatrist. I understand that Nico showed up properly and that no request for help was established, and therefore no steps have been taken – nor did he ask (?) to have his complaints regarding his feet and vandalism investigated. (I interpret that as a. he avoided it, whereas in that case it would have been requested by a doctor and paid for by insurance. Or b. She didn't think it was necessary because she thinks it isn't?) Another possibility is the observation that he is managing reasonably well and that there is currently no danger to himself or others, which is one of the things considered by busy psychiatrists. If he doesn't want help, she can't do anything, unless he were to relapse into psychosis.

What do I think myself after all this?

I still believe him regarding the experience of distress—when he mentions vandalism, or worries about his feet. But I do not believe the only explanation he finds acceptable in this regard (otherwise I don't take him seriously), namely intentional sabotage and poisoning. My other possible options are dismissed. That kind of one-sidedness and rigidity in his thinking makes communication very difficult, and I think that, in turn, contributes to him becoming isolated...

He has seen the doctor, and the doctor rejects his theory. Nico is alone regarding the only method to find poison in his eyes: an X-ray.

*Where exactly is the rift between us?

I see a difference between when he was still using (small) doses of medication and now.

They took his wish to use as little medication as possible seriously, but consistently provided the ‘conditions’ to do so successfully (structuring time, help with household chores, group contacts, etc.), offered these, fitting his interests (religious/etc.), and recommended sports.

He no longer wanted to be a patient, and when reducing the doses, I saw that he wanted to go his own way more often again, didn't like things, and let others go; and not being a patient means no more medication, after all, he was in treatment voluntarily, wasn't he?

He speaks very emphatically about how well things are going, how reasonable he is, how he lives without fear and depression. As if *those* were the only symptoms of his vulnerability… the only ones that would require medication support as before (was it clozepam or something like that, or something else once a month?). But he cannot see what I (and others?) notice: that he has withdrawn from social contact, living increasingly in his own world. That he can overwhelm others. That others cannot always share or empathize with his ideas. That he quite quickly labels the opinions, insights, and thoughts of others as nonsense, illogical, or ignorant. He knows a lot. He thinks a lot. Has suspicion/criticism. So perhaps also delusions (the poison?). He even mentioned the little voices earlier this spring. It is one of the vulnerabilities for a (latent) psychosis.

*How could things proceed from here?

That trip to the neighborhood meal... Maybe he wants to see people again after all? I take his words that he got along well with people seriously – but it was mainly good a few years ago, and is now a bit broken."

02:32 it seems to be about me, to other people, in a completely different way than she talks to me. I give the Dutch, that's excact. 03:02 it's translated by Google, this must be a clear mistake by her, it wasn't meant for me. We'll see if she tells to whom it was. 04:59 on Whattsapp she told me she sent it only to me. As the reply to her latest email i only asked to whom she sent the 'thinkings' 05:31 seeing the way it is written, it's not to me. Didn't check the mail, simply wait for her to awake, may call her if she doesn't reply. Will ask her why she talks so different in this directive than she talks to me. She denies all this when talking to me, i'll select some.

14:09 she has time for ringing me this evening. This part of her thinkings is very definitive: "But he cannot see what I (and others?) notice: that he has withdrawn from contact, living increasingly in his own world. That he can overwhelm others. Those who cannot always relate to or empathize with his ideas. Who quite quickly dismiss the opinions, insights, and thoughts of others as nonsense, illogical, or ignorant. He knows a lot. He thinks a lot. Has suspicion/criticism. So perhaps also delusions (the poison?). He mentioned the little voices earlier this spring. It is one of the vulnerabilities for a (latent) psychosis." i cannot see it, she says. In the following she almost sits at the psychiatrist's chair: "It is one of the vulnerabilities for a (latent) psychosis—I find those social symptoms the scariest. The stubbornness. I wish he would come to some kind of acceptance of his ‘handicap’ and—even if against his will, or his pride—find some surrender in it."She would never say i have a handicap to me. In the following she is above the psychiatrist, mentioning a 'she': "She didn't find it necessary because she thinks it isn't necessary?) Another possibility is the observation that he is managing reasonably well and currently poses no danger to himself or others, which is one of the factors weighed up by busy psychiatrists. If he doesn't want help, she can't do anything, unless he were to relapse into psychosis." may be about Marijke van der Velde, the psychiatrist of me and Frank van Esch. So she diagnozes me. and criticizes psychiatric aid as being too gentle with me 14:23 my idea is that i'm not at all in a pschosis, i'm not extatic or depressive, i like to keep my home clean and tidy, my appearance clean and my clothes okay, am calm about feet and vandalism. i do my very best to keep out of psychiatry, i like to keep this home. 

(12:46) 14:46 Christien just called me, she says she sorted out some thoughts and sent them to me. i said you say i have a handicap, i have a psychosis, and psychiatry is acting too weak with me. She said it isn't so definitive. I aksed: must i be forced to medicines in my current condition? She admitted it's not yet the case. i said i take the risk of relapsing into psychosis, i know that that's a danger. i told her she would first app before calling me, i thought she'd call in the evening. It was like a robbery, I didn't expect it. Also she was making her point adding sentences when i wanted to reply,  starting to talk when i just said one sentence, stopping when i stop

talked before on a webcoin free of inflation, no gamblecoin, for the whole web to be one market. In the beginning 100 WebBit is the life for a general Third World poor person. You can make a figure. It can be a set of products consumers buy everyday, also possible What is the most stable? Best a consumer's set in the West, we like it, the Third World is unstable, they can adjust their prices evt.  Copilot can also search like you can't, searching the web for you, but only one thing at a time, unless you buy or download more. i advise hardwear, the pc can't work too many searches. i propose a copilot device you add to your pc, on the web, one of them on the pc only. Plus a webfree pc, which can be the new pc, a combi webfree and a webpc, 'copilot inside' selecting what enters it only. copilot 2 flees the search pilots, they get dirty. If you make a superpc. Then there can be a lot of copilots for searches, takes time. The best thing to give a talent is a smartphone, a group a container. Most valuable now are container webcafés with webrooms. Then you don't need a smartphone or pc, just some money. Every human being must be able to get on the web, connect to people. Give people the possibillity to make money, the poor spend all, the rich possess and invest some. The poor make the economy roll.

about the 2tele, it can best be two Chapman sticks, each with a multi effects, an amp for each to chack them sepearate, then combined to the amp. Like if two persons play Afterglow they can best be over one delay, the same delay for both, and one amp. i will keep the doubleguitar this way untill i can buy a new 2tele of 2 similar ones, then i seperate the 2, brown Telelefty is very good! i would build a combi facory, also making the speakerguitar. Then if sale rises, just price up, by bidding. Other factories pick it up. i keep my quality. Others can buy excactly the same as me in contact with me, or an improved version, when i want to do the old. i would like a 100tone with repeating sounds if dying away, if holding a key keeping on, a tuner, a pitchbend, chorus off when on the jack, chorus on when off the jack. i like an SHS with all modern ridms, possible putting sequencer on after recording, beatmaking (both of the two). The 2tele i'd do seperate bodies, thin multiplex for easy feedback, 7 string or more, necks also seperate, to bend. Fabby of Lokaalvredebreuk sessions where i played too, is an easy onehand player on the left, he can solo left, so on the right he plays with his right hand and taps on it, easy! Now he can play metal on his own. Guitarplaying has become so easy by the sound compressor, the light guitars, we adjust guitar strings better, they are featherlight. When you play metal you play very soft if you hear it acoustically, except if you hit notes on attack. All you do has much effect. Van Halen played Steinberger so a 2tennisracket. look on Ebay you see a lot of them, buy too, mine is far too big. the solo side can be smallscale. Left side solo effects, right side ridm -both a 7 string, both a tremolohandle, each a multieffects, a headphone switch to the two, into one amp with two channels i'd say. Nice if we take Boss size for general effects in the guitar, that you can have a set or a multieffects in it with a floor control, plus a screen and joystick on the guitar. The body of the guitar can be full, but one size, so a multieffects 4 effects size i'd say, minimum. Easy for going to the jamsession or rehearsal, on the street, just a guitar. With my speakerguitar i need no amp, i can play walking. Then you can have 'best clean' always. It was my fav sound lately, the GFX-5 'best clean' over the pedaltrain, switch easily onesound. One size Boss is easy for pedaltraining, a front tuner/noisegate last, i like comp fuzz octaver wah fuzz delay, so the wah must be size Then the joystick is the wah if no floor control, i take 6 and no multieffects, switch a bit on the effects by the joystick while playing.

my Philips repeats USB's by the red button, a whole map or a single video, so it's the one without a laptop. The other two are for working on it while the other runs, one of them has no USB port, so it needs the laptop, the other can play by USB while working. i make live videos adding them to my ambient of sound & vision. It's experimental, so sorry for the sound of Pippi Lankaus Hut,basic situation that can be endless in possibilities for scenes.i like pippi and Marilyn at the intake, Pipi as here, Marilin in her shortskirt dress of her (model intake, seek the word) video. You have an outdoors, an intake etcetera, no original stuff, just to present a model. The intros are the trailers. You can play just intros. Sort them out on talking/story etcetera. Nice for TikTok is a stay/play longer, if it repeats ten times you get the whole video .Why does YouTube go on, while on most pornsite you have to put things on. Ads on YouTube pay for YouTube, why force us to be member? Why the long ads/loud ads? Pay per video download. Why the ads on my pornsites: older women want to meet you? Classic scenes can be repeated and improved, by your scene you profile! With 2 bigscreens you have the hut, if you make a pic. Or somebody does it by ai, he just puts it over the background roughly. So you can let this 'hut' contain a lot of tailgirl stuff, but one must be a redhair that could have been Pipi, who cares, just fantasy! (..:..) The Something real videos will be taken off the video/audio page, making a double tv of the sound&vision, it adds to my roomsound i have it on both now. Two is easy for me, i have 2 laptops, i work on one. i believe in endless energy, but not in wasting energy. The new video is on it but i lost I am Mowgli, sorry, it will be back. Planning to make a Fostex album for Soundcloud, things of TikTok. 17:43 made the Marilyn on the Philips, it goes 10 back or up at a hit on the remote. Everytime you see 10 up you can go 10, fast videos this way, staying at a nice part, moving fast through it seeing shots  i make a fast speed version of my vids with end Marilyn. My videos have poor sound if handcamming, poor image of relecting. But i make a handcam choice of the screen, you can copy it. i call that partscreening, there's up/down speeding, leaving out/repeating. You can shoot fixcam much piccles and partscreen it later.

by the 4 numbers added to the Latin alphabet we can write Chinese. Hindi has 50 characters, you can have 2 or 3 added to almost similar letters, so with 123 you can write sanskrite. All languages in the World can be written in Latin with the numberletter system, but make letters similar to the Latin. i'd like the Israeli to write their alphabet Latin too, Latin has develloped from Abraham to Greek. Some letters added, some lost. Colours can be representing numbers/letters, you have an endless variety, but tones are better, they are distinct. So you can make a four octave and have it representing 48 letters. We have bichoice, on/off, for our computer. The DNA has chemics. it can be all things, just a memory storage and an actor, there can be all kinds to store better. i hope the Israeli learn Arabic, they live in their region. It's a brother language, you can write arabic very fast, it's the connected writ of Abraham. The alphabet is still in pairs, the different letters with similar sound are still spoken differenly in Arabic, not in Jewish. The bichoice can stay, the number/letter combi is endless storage, you have 26 letters with endless numbers, just in 2 of 36 keys. If you keep the order letter-number, you can flow it in doubles, if you do numbernumber or letterletter you can store more, choice. So that's storage by doubling keys of the computer, especially diversed in all kinds of cases, your copilot knwos, you write to him. you simply make a code to a storage or an action in 36 key, or in tone, or in colour, if you have audio info or screen, copilot knows. If you use a space after each doublekey, you have 3 spaces for endless variety of things as coded for your storage or for your action For view you have lines and colours, like a map. For economy there can be sounds, distinct heights. So location by view, amounts by sound i'd say. Searching the right transport for a knowledge or an action, the copilot knows the language then he can understand it.

i like to read the Bible, i see it as a record of God's dealing with a lineage of men. God spoke to Abraham: in your seed i will bless all peoples. Abraham is the Jews by Isaak, the Christians by Jesus, the muslims by Ismail, by the Quraish kaba keeping tribe of Macca. The 5 books of Moses are: 2-5 the Moses history, 1 history before him, i guess a summary of older records. In book 2-5 are two covenants, the Sinai covenant and in 5 the Kanaan entering covenant. Both have a promise, in Leviticus 26 and Deuteronomium 28. God freed Israel by Moses, they are God's covenant people like a contract. God let the second generation enter Kanaan with the same contract. The 5th book of Moses is invalid, he doesn't read the old law. The 2nd too, Jacob knew God's name Ex 6:2 Gen 28:13. So our contract is corrupt, but Jesus has it up there for when He returns. The sentences of Sextus have the negative golden rule also held by white magic, don't do to another as you don't like yourself. We're one family, God will bless us if we bless others, or punish.

what i played on the headphone GFX-5 clean/clean echo was on ADG strings 00 0200 00 4000, 02 000-2 02 400-2, i pick thumb + two People hear me playing, also my instruments and gear are bugged, so people have all kinds of infolines on stuff i sit play for hours. Transcriptions can give the precise line you play, or just the positions that are played, you know the piece, or improvise the position The best to bug are my GFX-5 and my 7010 Fire, i like to play over the headphone, rhythm guitar, i want a voice box over my ridm. When you have the positions you can improvise in them. Clean echo is nice combined with clean no echo, playing the theme clearly. The longest delay i reached by the dd7 was stereo one side, as i remember. Nice if you have a sound/positions noter of what you make. That counts for all kinds of artists, you like to create, others note how you didi it that day making that thing that was okay. 

26--8 from here i go up. Important stays on top, but the actual is on top of the non emergency stuff. Next message is above this one The next are general notitions of all kinds of subjects, not time noted, untill i stopp adding to it, after the transcription of Afterglow.

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quotes: "A woman is boss in her body, also with anal, choosing for sex work doesn't mean all is possible"                              "Education is necessary, at least maths, computer, english, but kids may choose for working"                                                                    "i advocate the right of kids to have sex, not the right of adults to have sex with kids"                                                                                "At playgrounds you cannot disturb the playing kids, they can be interested in adults that are watching"                                            "The 18 years rule can be for anal sex, except if the minor chooses for it, or for the initiative to the minor below 18"

(05:04) 07:04 i'm not a child abuser. i advocate the right of kids to have sex, not the right of adults to have sex with kids. The child has the initiaitive, the child has the lead, the child sets the boundaries, the child may give the lead to the adult. i proposed that a kid has a dildo, to show the size that is possible. A woman is boss in her body, also with anal, choosing for sex work doesn't mean all is possible. The 18 years rule can be for anal sex, except if the minor chooses for it, or for the initiative to the minor below 18. With the finger you cannot enter, except after permission, with a dildo too. There can be a mama for anal and an elder sister for hard working. Kids remain kids and they must have the right to play. At playgrounds you cannot disturb the playing kids, they can be interested in adults that are watching. Education is necessary, at least maths, computer, english, but kids may choose for working. 

(15:18) 17:19 23-8 i am gone here. YourWeb placed the combi version of Something Real, the one of Home page, on Video/Audio. The chatbot lately told me that there's one month notice period, but i read that i have to stay here up to 31 March 2027. Byebye!

"Algae are the fastest-growing food. One little cell divides, and then you have twice as much. Just think about your aquarium—it suddenly turns green." "After that i'd say insects. Crookrotches can eat food rests. But you have to sticker foods containing them."

24-8 (03:43) 05:43 listening to the Broadway Matadors version of Hair with Sue Kramer. It's officially the Munchen version, with a Chech band, the Broadway Matadors, a very weak band whenever i checked them. i said the song Hair and Walking in Space can be of Robert Wyatt of Soft Machine, so i thought the tape was Soft Machine with Andy Summers of the Police, Ian Anderson of Jethro Tull on flute, Pink Floyd on sax, Donna Summer singing Aquarius and Let the sunshine in. The tape has a topless girl singer on the cover. Donna Summer and Liza Mitchell of Boney M sang in the Munchen cast of Hair. When i hear the drums it cannot be Robert Wyatt, it must be Christian Burchard of Embryo. They were already active in the late 60's and they are a Munich band. Then the sax can be Edgar Hoffman and the guitar Roman Bunka. In that case there may be an older version with Soft Machine + Police guitar. i hear that sound in Joe Cocker's Try with a little help from my friends. That's a flower power version of an older nutty Beatles song. i love praise music, i hear the sound of the singer of the Pearls of Joy and the Cd 'Revivle at Brownsville' in singer Ready of the tape. It could be an early Prince arrangement. Kid Creole and the Coconuts 'The lifeboat party' live 1983 can be Prince, it has a Prince solo. 25-8 (03:53) 05:53 watching Jesus Christ Superstar, 'What's the buzz' may be of Embryo, the whole rhythmic accompaniment too.

year 2045 town of Kleinsadtl Tirol, Bonum Runka gets invitation to Embryo Fest summer 2045. With him the winters in Kleinstadl are cozy. He speaks Italian and has a friend Christiano Burtiado that plays all except guitar, that's for Bonum, both sing. If you give them an instrument they play anyhow, but if you give them time to prepare something and even bring their own instruments it's crazy. They like to take part in the contest for Embryo songs there and ask the people for favourites and for musicians they like. It's nice cold winters again, you can ski and the crowd in Kleinstadtl isn't so big, but everybody streams them worldwide or plays them. That's remarkable, it's just the winterskiparty stuff, but now the whole world likes it. Embryo isn't big, but everybody's very excited!

November 2025, landing Rome for a day countryside Italy, tomorrow Suiss Alps sights and foods, then Germany 'bierfest and bratwurst', then French countyside visit and cuisine, then English culture anywhere on the isles, then depart from Holland. Four big countryside European countries with a distinct food culture, two very special countries: Suiss and Holland. Suiss is hard to conquer because of the mountains, Holland because of the water, and because of the money it makes as the harbour to Germany. That has iron and coal, it's an industrial country in warmaking. Holland has had a German emperor in the medieval times, in fact Dutch is a dialect of German, because of the water it's independent. Europe has very various cultures and colours, also the countryside. If you start in Rome on monday you are in the weekend in Amsterdam. But why the weekend, it will be 24/7 culture, weekend is pricy. Germany could have won the war two times, that would have made the Germans rich, Holland liked it better if the Germans lost.

(02:21) 04:22 promised Hof Wonen yesterday by phone not to play concerts, it's disliked by some. They will try to set up a board, that's good, i don't get anywhere. Told them i get paid for the lodgingroom downstairs, i'd like them to pay to Hof Wonen directly.

honeymoon vacation 2 times 3 bridegirls, 3 for her and 3 for me. Young is the starter, the others dance. When i get excited my wife may say she'll dance for me, better than the girls. When i like to, i go dance with her. I love her, she may offer another girl of the 6. Then i'd like to have film of it, by an agency that knows how to do it. For the kids, in the family album, YouTube, the fans, whatever. The bridegirls can stay as family, as long as we don't decide to raise a family. I don't marry another woman my wife doesn't accept.

Moonbulbs can be on Antarctica and the Northpole, in deserts and rocky areas, in deep sea, underwater. i have Greenchoice energy, and if i make more money i'd ask if i can pay more and help them investigate and invest, and may be get a share of profit. When we get cold again we can skate the 11 cities tour on skating here, as long as the good ice stays. In the old days there were longer periods of frost, so the tour could go on  with more people i mean. Then people can also skate it in more days, staying a night in the eleven cities or the area. There can be a bid on cards besides the members. Why can't best race it when it's possible? First 11 men then 11 women. Why not let sportsmen and women start first and later the recreative people, is that normal or not?  Every skater has a cruisespeed for long distance, you start in groups of speed, men and women mixed, so you can work together. That way you have not one race, but a list of races, each having a male and a female winner, one of them the general speed winner. If you skate faster than the fastest of the race before you, you get a special mentioning, but you have to be before them to win it. We can use bulbs on the outer planets, they're gas/fluid, we can find energy there to keep up a good environment inside the bulb. Using bulbs we don't influence the ecosystem, we don't loose energy, Moon conditions possible. The old temperature can return. On highschool we learnt that in Pittsbugh the city was black of smoke, but all changed. 2045 is liberation day jubilee, let's try it to have an evident change in the rise of temperature then, that it goes down instead of up. We can harvest iceblocks in the arctic then.

tried the GFX-5 with a rubber around the jackplug, there's a place i get sound. i move to the dinnertable or office after breakfast. Had it on my officetable with a headphone. Wired a rubber around the jack first. Had a lowvolume connection. Was nice with sound Gary M. Super with Tommy B, very much action/sound difference, but not as fuzzy as it was hardvolume. Wishbone Ash Locked In. 26-8 19:41 played 'The thing i made trying' Tommy B sound, it's 2/half minute on the Brownstein over the 2 times 10w combi, hori. Played at night over the headphone, Exodus over the GFX-5 multieffects, broken the 3 to 9 concert. Still  it was nice at the concert. If you can play barréchords it's easy, GFGF FEFE GG, GFGF FEFE GFGF GGopen, there can be soloing or rhythmic playing on the open. For flatfinger you tune string 1 down to D, the 3d string, you play 5353 3232 5325355 two times, then on the open strings solo or so. i didn't prepare the open, but note and share the transcription positions for others to try, not to play after you, but be in harmony. 21:33 played it on the spanish, hope i have enough spce left here. I'm so happy all is heard by the web, we gave away sound&image Will try my other rc20's i keep the Afterglow roomsound here. GFX-5 i played xx22xx xx20xx xx00xx also 22 2-30 00, the same as a fullstring.i want it on my rc20 in the musicroom, so we can pick a sound, here Afterblow, there 222000, that's 3 positions in a line. i have 4 more rc20's left, i hope to find 2 operating ones for an ambient inn the musicroom too. Have 6, Afterglow is 2, one rhythm, the other solo, i can keep the solo going along to other music. Playing an offscreen version of Aquarius of the broadway movie on my iphone, so nice there's lownoise, not only Charlie, but parties you bring your own amp, mine is an iphone only when in nature!i played 022 020 000 in fact in the beginning, it was A,A7, what would be 000? The first is the basic, the second a quarter, i say D4, it isn't D12 or what it would be, because it's right next to the D of the chord, it's D4.But then i don't play the third 0 so it's D. No touch.

the  transcription of Afterglow, it has 5 parts, 1 intro, 2 rhythm, 3 chords 4 winding chords, 5 end bass. Intro: 0507, 05 07, 02-3-0 02-3-0. Rhythm: ADstring power DE DE BCAA BCAA. Chords: x022 x022 x024 x025 x024 x020x042 repeat,  x0222 x223 x0200 x0223 repeat. Winding chords: 022 032 022 002 032 repeat. End: 02 03 02 00 03-2. it was made at Cartesiusstraat 168 in December 1996..

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21-8 (23-12) 01:12 made a video called Super & Top, will put it over my Bible reading video as soon as possible, a spanish guitar vid.

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(04:10) 06:10 made video Dedicated to Anouk 4, the other 3 are on my Spotify album/Soundcloud playlist. It's on video/audio page. By the way Rolls Royce wants to sell small nuclear reactors, don't they like to fill East Pacific with rotor turbines? Ac/dc overflow. 06:30 the 3 Dedicated to Anouk instrumentals were on the playlist with about 10 videos, before there were 3 videos in a series of playing fast/getting as much sustain as i could, with as low volume as possible, resulting in  'full compressor before multi effects'.

(10:19) 12:19 been to the wensday hoodmeal in the Shalomchurch. Heleen Joziasse said i had to call her first. She also said my pants were dirty. She will call my sister, she thinks i need assistence. Didn't stay to eat, but friendly greeted her at going, wasn't mad at her. She's hospitalizing me. However calm and reasonable i am, she is feeling uncomfortable with me, feeling put under pressure

(14:17) 16:18 uploaded a video of me reading Jeremiah 18: 1-12 saying God prophesies hoping that it won't come true, like with Jonah and Nineveh. Isaiah 24 has a prophecy of the Earth being destroyed, also Zephaniah 1:18. Eretz (land, world) Israel was destroyed after the preaching of Jesus, two times, in 69 and in 120. Jesus wept over the city of Jerusalem and foretold the women of Jerusalem that the barren whomb would be better off. This judgement was foretold in Maleachi 4, the end of the Old Testament.

(14:44) 16:44 i use blackseed shampoo, neem, argan, rosemary for the head, teatree, but not  for the dick. i soap in at the sink and shower the soap off. Besides that i make herbal powdered blendermuesli and herbal tea, cold tea with concentrated applejuice. As for the herbs, i just use what i can get in the reformstore, of immunesystem boosters and slime dissolvers, lots of herbs do. i don't like to name brands, but Himalaya is good for Neem, and al Hourra is good for blackseed. Maca oil is good in masturbation oil. i used Korn oil, but i can't find it anymore. With oils you have to be very carefull not to put in too much. Keep the skin in good shape. Argan shampoo of Dr Organic is also very good, you can find it at Holland and Barrets. Slime dissolvers fight a problem that may be the basis of all our health problems, if we beat that problem we get healthy. There's something in our slime. Slime is body's own. A thing i know is that by slime dissolvers we don't loose our balance at aging, our balance organs get full of slime. Why nobody cares? i'm not a medical doctor, i have no recipe, i just share what helps me, and people isolate me. Well it's your own fault, you suffer of it To my mum i gave a pot of ginseng cream because it helped me against cramp, but she didn't even try it. You're allowed to share what helped you. It's different when you pretend to be a phycisian and make money by it. i have my erection back after 3 years.

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(11:41) 13:41 by choosing for growth in the Pacific the Club of Rome isn't true anymore, there aren't borders to growth, half of the Earth is still unused. As said earlier, there also isn't overpopulation, there's space. Also there isn't a refugee problem, they can live there in container homes. We can produce food, solar and wind energy there, and transport it by H2, datacentres can be there, two thirds of homes on water are under the surface, so of a pile of containers some are under water, no problem if they are in a place that is waterproof. The moonbulbs can be in deserts too. Between the urban areas water can be temperature conditioned for chorals. If we grow in the Pacific we can sustain the beauty of the continents, like the Amazon tropical forest. No reason for going to the Moon, to stop making kids,  to kill refugees, to stop economic growth. My old schoolfriends are wrong, they really have to stop. 14:59 placed the ambient of Fantasy & Ecstacy on my video/audio page again, it's the ambient of the Family of Lola too. No newies.

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(02:38) 04:38 oil can be used at childbirth with complicated deliveries, like with young girls giving birth. With oil sex is easier too. i had discussions with Islamic chatbots about marriage of young girls, in Islam you take a bride built for childgiving, wide hips, and on the other hand marriage of young girls is possible. It's known that the rate of deaths at childbirth by young girls is higher, that's a reason to be against sex with immature girls. But now there's condom, there's abortion, sex doesn't have to lead to a pregnancy. In Islam there are people going for here and now pleasure, and others going for the reward of God, that's the reason for controversy. About the age of Aisha, some scholaars say she was 12 at marriage (Ibn Kathier), 18 is possible too, but all agree on the fact that the marriage was consummated after some years. He married a young bride, but waited untill she felt like it. She loved him very much. 

(08:33) 10:33 been called by Hof Wonen, have to wait untill my contact is back from vacation. They asked me things like: do you ever have a concert anywhere else? So i doubt it whether i can give a second concert. i did my best, i want this house to meet, like in the old days when there were only Dutch people, there were dance evenings. Like i also did my best for the Earth, nobody supports me. So what i do is work on the house, so that it's stable, eternal, clean, tidy. My music gets no response, so why work on it? Goodbeye! When i mentioned the posters that were torn away, she said: that's the way neighbours are nowadays. Traditional Dutch elderly! 11:02 by the way when foto's and vids of a smartphone come in view on a laptop, the oldest come in view first, so you have to wait.

(13:23) 15:23 when we grow in the Pacific, we don't need to waste the Amazon river. The tropical forest is much more valuable for tourism than the soil there. It won't come back the way it is now, we'll never be able to bring it back. You can have tourism under the ground, in tents, supporting the ecosystem. For the Pacific it's valuable to do it, we can grow chorals and preserve fishes etc.

(15:29) 17:29 been reading the Sentences of Sextus in Dutch by Slavenburg. It's only half the book, what we know now, about 250 sentences, there's about 300 more i estimate, 25 pages are missing. So the transciption version of the book is double as thick, this is a book that may have been copied up to the present day. In Nag Hamadi is also a version of Plato's Republic, it's a gnostic library. i have it on Activities page, according to me it's a record of youth statements of Jesus, noted/dictated at a Roman villa (29-7 04:15) 

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quotes: 02:00 "i advocate lesbianism because being one on one with a man can be dangerous for girls, living alone too"              02:00 "a man can do it too hard, then there's an elder sister, if anal there's a mama" about the Family of Lola, 4 videos on Home.

(22:04) 00:04 made a rotating chords pattern for Hot & Cool, DGB strings 003, 021, 201, 021, 000, 021, 201, 021, so G, D7, Amin7, D7,  G, D7, Amin, D7. i advise only the E and B string for starting to play the guitar, you learn to strum or pluck a string by the left, and choose notes. Or 2 strings on the left, but then i would advise tuning EB, so you just play a flat leftside finger for making a rhythm guitar. Then build up. Ten years ago i wanted to start a band with 3 string and 4 string guitars, easy rhythm playing and easy solo techniques to good sounds. i wanted to teach people to play. For a ukalele i would tune ADGB, then you have the middle strings of the guitar. If i find a steelstring ukalele or an electric i will try it. Ukalele's aren't a fullgrown instrument to me, for a single person it isn't body enough. 00:28 the notation of the pattern of Hot & Cool was a bit rough, made it precise, wrote A instead of G. Have the pattern on an rc20 running, already before i wrote it here, waited untill the new day had begun, Lesbian are sad tunes. 01:03 played a melody on the rc20, it's only 6 notes on the whole loop, because i have it over the dd7 delay, i play not much notes. It's DCB, DBC, the first before G, the second before Amin7. Will record a better video of Nana Kitami called Hot & Cool, good shots. 01:27 made the video, became beautifull. Added a 3dd3 drum and a rotating bass in the music room, so it's not only a guitar now. 01:40 wanted to keep the original improvisation on it, but i had to remove it to place this one. Will try Fantasy & Ecstacy ambient. 02:34 no it will be a video of the ambient rhythm as it is now, it's evolving all the time, will put it next to it, Hot Cool Ambient.     02:00 i advocate lesbianism because being one on one with a man can be dangerous for girls, living alone too. i made the Family of Lola because a man can do it too hard, then there's an elder sister, if anal there's a mama. Not the real mama, it's just for security. 18:18 replaced Hot Cool Ambient by 'dd7 jam on E/D', just a way of accompanying yourself with a delay, playing ED inbetween.

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quotes: 10:21 "For Chinese i propose a 4 numbersystem written next to the vowel, like my 100tone names, to say the height"    11:31 "Shots can be real good, you make a selection of the loose shots of Oily Dance, in a map, on shuffle repeat"                        11:31 "Shot selection in right order, at speed to match the housetrack, the image is a bit fast, that's more often the case"

(05:17) 07:18 played an improvisation on D, G, and D string, which i may find a place for somewhere on website, a bit of plucking. 08:16 will be Hot & Cool, when i figured out a pattern of playing it, i play it on the rc and make a nice tune, a harmony for the SHS. 09:01 i am perparing for a on hour concert on thursday, Hof Wonen didn't call, so i tell them monday i intend to do so. i like to speak Afrikaans, South African, old Dutch. It's very simple, it could be a system for German tongued regions, like Germany, Austria, some Swiss, Dutch, you use the pronounciation of your region, also words of your region, but within the frame of the Afrikaans. The German language is hard for foreigners, you agree on a simple grammar and common words, speaking it the way of your region. My problem with French is that they speak so fast, written i understand a lot. Spanish is a simple and easy language spoken by very much people, but the economic language is English to stay i guess, because Chinese is hard to write on the pc, also hard to learn to read, all the characters. English has the pronounciation of words, you need to hear them, if only read you may make mistakes. For the world you come very far with English, French and Spanish, because of the colonial past. French and Spanish are Roman, English German with a lot of Roman words. Spanish and English are easiest. Simple English, possibillity to say an unknown word in Spanish. For Dutch Afrikaans is nice, easy to learn and to use, you can use it for German too, using their words, it keeps it simple. So a way of mixing langauages that they melt together. Language is always develloping on, like with strangers coming in, speaking a simple way. 10:21 have two worked out programs for one hour sets on thursday, streetguiar ac/el and jazz. Then i only play that 13Jazz accompaniment with all kinds of guitars, then the SHS over the stereo delay + rc20, and 100tone over the guitar instalation + rc20. This because i was playing a Jamie Collum tape, then a Sade video, then Micro Bikini all kinds with 13jazz + guitarsoloos. By the way i would tell my copilot to cut out all non sound parts out of the 3 Micro Bikini Oily Dancers videos of an hour, you can make nice 90's underground house tracks of them. Or only the closeup parts, leaving out the cunts, then it's half hour only each set, 3 times 5. For Chinese i propose a 4 numbersystem written next to the vowel, like my 100tone names, to say the height, then you can write Latin. So sorry follks, now Xi decides we all have to learn Chinese, now it's an easy pc language. But brother Xi, all people know English, Spanish or French, these languages combine words and ways of saying. Isn't that easy for the Chinese people too? Is English easy? 11:31 shot selection shuffle of Micro Bikini Oily Dancers 1, 2 & 3 along a 3 piece house track. Shots can be real good, you make a selection of the loose shots of Oily Dance, in a map, on shuffle repeat. Or just 3 tracks of shot selections in the right order. If you like to play music along the 3 housetracks apartly, shuffle untill you play shuffled end images, you get image as long as the track. So a map of beginning images, a midpart map and an end map of each group of 5 dancers. 2silver, called Nana Kitami or so. sorry memory fales. Shot selection in right order, at speed to match the housetrack, the image is a bit fast, that's more often the case. 13:33 made Nana K., a vertical, and a horizontal of the music room meantime, i have put Nana K. on place of the Spider, no space for the ambient roomsound video. So now Fantasy & Ecstacy ambient is gone, the ambient to the Family of Lola, it goes like that. by the way, why is scrolling in fixed amounts, why can't you just scroll precisely? When i make a page the underline position changes.

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quotes: 11:02 "the container tubeway, less stresss on flying, easier rail, no more homeless, container is easy home"                     11:02 "Another thing for the Pacific is datacenters, endless storage, so storage there, or at sea near"

(06:24) 08:24 recorded my roomsound, transported the rhythm version to my pc, at the ambient video i got: not enough disk space. i moved two videos to a storage, then i still get it. You cannot copy/paste it, i have to type it 9,43Mb of 931 Gb available. It's 127 Mb, so i have to connect another storage, on which i play a video now, so i do it on that laptop. i put the rhythm version on I.A.M. keys. 08:37 90% of 5 Gb storage used on YourWeb, the video is on it, i guess it's the ambient, beautifull video, you hear both roomguitars. 08:43 the rhythm video is on Home, have to think of a title and a description. By the way my tablet has oil on screen, now videos get soft image because the cam focuses at the oil, that is better than the pixels, the tv screens look nicer too. The pixels are ugly, the best screen can be a laptop, no reflection. But it depends on which laptop. Partscreen videos and copilot selections, super. i show the girl and the dick mostly, or i follow the actions of the girl, or the actions of the man, but not viewing the man, only just a bit. Me as a man i don't want to see the porn actor, but what happens to his dick, i want to see only girls, what they do, as big as possible. i had the oil by touching screen with porn, best it flows like YouTube, you get the leftside up video of the choice, you can switch it off. i like to choose for repeat while viewing. i like the browser to know my order 'tight petite' untill i search for a new browsing term. Is there good vertical porn to give to the person you treat: browse on my films, or film me? For the blowjob bice is a fixcam at the girl, fixscreen at client, zooming possibillity for both. Fixcams are nice for onstage people, each can have one, you get them by wifi too. Mirroring your room completely with 'mirroring' is easy. A mirrorroom or a screenroom can be a small studioroom with fixcams. You can't put a screen on 'mirror', it's from a fixed campoint, a mirror reflects on all places, it's a surface. You put a verti/hori screen to mirrors, you can stand in front of it seen from one of the fixcams. Fixcams can be free to place by vacuming, you can see yourself

(08:49) 10:50 recorded four videos to the sound, the Family of Lola, mama, 2 daughters and elder sis, mama can anal, sis does hard 11:02 dedicated puppet sale to the container tubeway, less stresss on flying, easier rail, no more homeless, container is easy home. Another thing for the Pacific is datacenters, endless storage, so storage there, or at sea near. Vulcanoes/earthquakes 'outer city'. 13:07 recorded The spider's house, singing verse 29:41 of sura al Ankabut, chapter The Spider of the Holy Quran. Prophetic verse. 13:47 it's on this laptop now, will try to get it on audio/video, i take the ambient out evt, evt I am Mowgli keys too, best is guitar. The EU has a share in the Pacific, of France, may be all countries liking to have a 'lot' there can have one, and it can grow and move abit in the first time. So French Pacific may become urban, likewise around Hawai. The UK has a part inbetween, so it may be an urban belt. The South Chinese sea could be fastly built full if countries could take a 'lot' there, if meant for dasha's country houses for the well to do, they can spend, nice place. Refugees could be in the Choral Sea, or South of Indonesia, Australia has parts there too, it earns of it. Lunar City can be in the eastern Chinese Sea, the Japanese Sea, both are more quiet than the ocean, i guess. Pacific University would be between Japan and the Phillipines, there's space enough. Two urban zones, to the coast, and South of Hawai. 15:31 played an old video, because i had to use the storage my loopvideo was on, i create ambient roomsound and vision. It was a nice image, now it's I'M ON TV. Am playing it a while now but the sound is okay, i take Fantasy & Ecstacy guitar off the audio/video. 15:19 it's on it, didn't have to take the guitar video of Fantasy& Ecstacy off it, super. If i'm really making money, why can't i spend? 19:57 double dod you need more often then the dod comma, why up? Shore Asia, Shore America up. and Central, stop Hawaii. The worldwide tube would be Paris Moscow Peking Tokyo LA NY, down to Tahiti Urban. On sea two third is under water without digging! 20:13 one of the two I'm  on tv's is halfpeed now, the dd7 rc is now with Marshall the Guv'nor, Aria Metal Master, Tube Screamer and Behringer, four distortions on low, had a string of ac/dc plugs leftover by the new setup, so have all fuzzes in the living now.

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(03:20) 05:20 making vids to the current no rhythm ambient, the 2 rc's of living and musicroom, an electric and a clean echo, the tablet is on the stand for filming, and the vid i made of the tablet on the stand is playing on the iphone, head on the foot of it, easy. Filming Gina Gerson, Russian pornstar tight petite, i will make a horizontal when i found another similar video for the roomview. Petite is about the bossom, like Kitty Yung is very petite, but not tight. Gina is bigger, and less petite. Like mandarins and oranges. Tight is about the vagina, women can be petite, that is liked, it's called tight pussy. Petite can also often mean small of stature. So a woman of any age can be tight petite, a pornstar can stay tight petite all her life. Aged can get silicon, why do small kids get silicon? 05:54 i like to film partscreen, only the essential, so i do it by hand. The tablet reflects, changing the cam position keeps it visible.

(09:31) 11:31 at highschool i had drawing with art history, first year there were exams for it. In Holland we have a philosophical painter, Brueghel, the one of the Tower of Babel. In Italy you have Rafaello, also philosophical. The painting style of both could be Leonardo da Vinci. But i don't know if that is possible, Rafaello is later, where are the rooms that he made his wallpaintings on. i do believe Leonardo could have made the David, i don't like the rest of Michelangelo, and he may have planned the St Peter. Then there may be handwriting of Leonardo in the drawings of Michelangelo, and the stroke of Rafaello and Brueghel may be like his. you can compare the set up of the Last Supper, Rafaello has learned from Leonardo, Leonardo could have done it the same way. 10:04 sang I am Mowgli chorus line to Rotate the beat, having the SHS on acoustic, left one of the two, bass only, cammed singing. 10:14 singing is a bit too loud, i do roomdub, always tricky, but it's a nice video, i look bad, but you  see the new set up of the room. 17:00 made Fantasy & Ecstacy, a loopstation guitar tune, it will be on top on my  audio if possible, almost in a minute, it's on my tv.

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quotes: 13:23 "i have a massage video that repeats. Such dvd's get a sticker, they are 'eternals'"                                                          14:45 "i support Scouting because the kids can mess around a bit, cubs joint boys girls, scouts/guides a two way split, scouts female lead, guides male lead, new Rowans the lead, only consult assistence by elder Rowans, in contact with the groupleadership"          14:45 "if you like two bands for girls to go mad, 6 strippers/singers with Take That, acoustic guitar singers with Gipsy Kings"

12-8 (11:23) 13:23 recorded 'I am Mowgli' on the balconee, playing the iphone singing along and playing a solo to it with the same guitar. When i went to seek the Samsung, i recorded the view of the screen in the Sextine Chappel to the radio, 2 vids, 1 'view only' . i have a massage video that repeats. Such dvd's get a sticker, they are 'eternals'. i do this as magic for my house, the 4th i founded. Will put both videos here, the iphone is vertical, guitar only, nice for the Home, the song will be on video/audio, so new stuff today. 13:57 have the vocal version loud, the vertical soft + the iphone version. A pity my Samsoung doesn't repeat but i wouldn't do it. 14:16 have the vertical just so loud you here it when close, have the iphone as ambient to it, the laptop is screen along the unused third tv, the keyboard a bit square forward only, the plugs over the edge of the tv cabinet. I write on the normal laptop, tv is still ok. 14:45 nice song for a Take That reunion, of course one of them can play an acoustic, does the first time, then Robbie Williams along, the others chorus along, starting stripping up to their orange pants during the verse, Robbie all the song undressed the same way in the chorus, by two a bit young wolfy Janes. If he agrees with the text, for the world Scouting recreation, to play how they like to. If you like two bands for girls to go mad, 6 strippers/singers with Take That, acoustic guitar singers with Gipsy Kings, girls on stage too best lighter strings for solo guitarists, you can have low thick, high thin, but it's nice a bit of vibration to the tone of the acoustic. For Take That you need a good deejayversion of the music, and only nice songs yoiu like to remember, or only Robbie Williams songs.i support Scouting because the kids can mess around a bit, cubs joint boys girls, scouts/guides a two way split, scouts female lead, guides male lead, new Rowans the lead, only consult assistence by elder Rowans, in contact with the leadership of the group i'd say 15:19 there are dods on the right, you can fullscreen by 'zoom arrow most right', back by right side mouseclick 'fullscreen end' nice. 

(17:54) i guess it will be so on the other laptop, i'll check 19:55 recorded 'Rotate the Beat' to an ambient i recorded before, i place it. 20:17 it's on it, the ambient follows later, it's the guitars and the 3dd3 only. By the i was always critical of women in the army for the load you have to carry, but there may be boys along able to carry more. There can be an agreement of the fee for sex work, easy.  20:12 getting 'sorry we're having a little trouble, have put the ambient out, a keyboard, a 3dd3, 2 rc's  (in the living i have a dd7 rc). 20:58 will add the ambient rightaway, it's also a vertical, so I am Mowgli is gone now. I hope kids may have a good time together.

11-8

quotes 13:57 "it's homesex, in home things are possible, easy dress by the way" on Islam.                                                                    14:29 "Christianity is a deal with Jesus, within the law system of Moses"                                                                                                    18:48 "i said you can use the delta under the ultralight to go against the wind"

11-8 (22:18) 00:18 on this pc i have the keyboard video14house, on the other a guitar tune with sex sounds. Oh it's the mediaplayer. 00:37 the mediaplayer was still running, i put the pc on, it had gone out while playing, the sound was louder than the concert video. 07:25 let me explain it better, i tried the same video on my Home page on my other laptop and it was a different sound, and why.

(09:34) 11:34 made a porn video Sex with you, while playing my new Home video with the Lolita video song of lately, on the spanish. Now i'm making a roomsound with the Phoenix + rc20 over the dd7 along the song for a second video for on the other tv repeat. 09:59 played it on leftystrat, superguitar for clean and for metal, good tremolohandle, still tuning DADEAD for learning to play on it.

(10:57) 12:56 the reactions poster was torn away. Called Hof Wone but my contact is on vacation for 3 weeks. Will be called in two days. Hung the poster under the security cam now, and made a short note to my first note in the elevator. Made the second video. 13:27 will make a vertical of Sex with you on the iphone for the ambient, the two videos and my roomvideo and another with solo's. 13:46 made a first one with me visible with a guitar in the balls, it's 5 now, 2 were in the garden, then a vertical of the other video, the first one was horizontal, i don't know why, so i sang along both the videos, the ambient, then the vertical of the song with solos.

(11:57) 13:57 will do prayer here along the music while sex goes on onscreen. ican go to the sleeping, where's a carpet facing Maccah but i don't see it as bad, it's homesex, in home things are possible, easy dress by the way, bought 3 ihraams, pilgrim's towels, you can wrap them round your waste or wear them around your shoulder, and sleep under them. i said i say: laka lii, but that's not correct, it's 'of you, for you', and at sitting up: 'for you, of you', can't translate it in short in Arabic. I had to say it in English. 14:22 made a new video passing by the tv's solo was going, you hear the sounds louder passing by. Also showed the new setup of the music room, so when i play it on the iphone, sometimes the ambient goes. A problem is the song video, it has rhythm guitar. 14:29 said the prayer, it's 5 times a day: at your service, here am i to do your will. It's ordained at the ascension of the Prophet, that's why he was ordered up to the throne, to tell him to keep a five times a day prayer practice, he said it's the throne visit of the faithfull, so we can pray for what we think important then. Daniel held a prayer routine facing Jerusalem. Jews do regular prayers. With 'of you' i mean: yours. God bought the faithfull by the promise of Paradise, if they abstain from larger evil and do good often. Islam is a law for all peoples of the Earth like the law of Moses, Christianity is a deal with Jesus, within the law system of Moses. We are washed clean, made new men, but that is the inner man, it's renewed, and by that we renew our lives, in the power of God. In the Quran Muslims are told to 'hasten to do good works', saabiquu bil khayraat (5:48), show yours is true. Verse 5:47 is for Christians, we are told to live after it. Now what do we have to live after? After love say Jesus and Paul. And we do so by faith.

(14:26) 16:26 can make music in the musicroom again, connected the instruments, and the ac/dc, the GFX gives no sound because of the jack in, but also it jumps from soundbank to soundbank, when i didn't shift soundbanks, so i get the wrong sound, my bank. 18:18 recorded 'No text yet' with all stuff, first made a vertical checking all whether it was on. Will put it on the video/audio page. 18:32 have it there. Have it here on two tv's to see and hear how good it mingles, have also the vertical for the stereo tv on vertical. 18:48 mingles very well, 2 tv's, depends on the mix, may be put it on pause at the start of the melody, 2G, 4Dis, 2G is the scheme. Won't use the vertical yet, nice if the two are excactly the same, just put the mix different. The stereo connection to my tv is bad. It's not an excact loop, i couldn't reach the stop button of the iphone fast enough, so if you put it excactly at a different place it shifts. Decades ago i thought of tv glasses, you see stereo if it's filmed double. I was in favour of Google Glass for tourism, easy guide. i also thought of a rotor windmill and recorded it at the patent office. A rotor can be a pillar turning horizontally, with an antenna system to make it higher or stronger, also a gearbox for harder wind. i once had an argue with my family on sailing with an ultra light, i said you can use the delta under the ultralight to go against the wind, they said it's impossible, you need a sword. i: you are. 19:14 unravelling the X-masslights, it's in the Sextine Chappel too. i say prayer here, because i like it through the ambient music. 19:43 there's a proposal for concert 2 times a month, one hour only, not in the weekend. Wrote fine with me, (can prepare better). Renewed the guitar ambient of the old video by a short loop theme with the same guitar as the video, super(!), a bit better tuned. 18:07 playing the vertical now, the other is low. Played 'first UK' tonight, in the dead of night/by the light of day is a three parts song, but the Bruford tune must be cut out of the start of the third part. If Holdsworth can play violin, and the person can write music and play keys too, all solo's of Enigmatic Oceans can be played by one person. Jobson and Holdsworth are good with written stuff, like the keys/guitar solo of it. National Health first album is written music, parts may not be of the same person, as with Wishbone Ash. The one guitarst (Holsworth) plays with 2 distortions, doesn't need attack, the other (Stuermer) needs to pick all notes he plays. The person must be able to play violin beautifully, if a writer. Like the start of the tune on the first album of Holdsworth Velvet Darkness. 20:33 made a shorter vertical for on the Home page, best part of it. 20:43 on it, the laptop can be half open on the back of a table, the part with the ac/dc plug, (with my AKOYA), over the edge of the table, then you can not see it from one side, but from front/side. 21:12 installed the wah and the octaver and played one bassriff along the two chord theme for the iphone, By the way i love to play the bass, we have a positive supersinger, Seal, if he sings i love to play the bass, but he must be a very good bass player, i guess. At the Paris concert dvd he sings 'Solitary brother', i guess 'What is love' must be his. He's 'the best house of pop', he's the best singer. He likes to make multivocal arrangements, we're all singers except Bill Bruford, but he was in Yes, he must have sung along there. By the way if Jon Anderson would sing along he would like to do the vocal arrangements i guess, Jon has a different style than Seal. Imagine Jim Kerr with a real sinthi accompaniment, crazy! Jim is a band singer, he always has the Simple Minds sound behind him.

10-8

10-8 quotes "07:16 seeing i need a bolt, the city of The Hague should be under UN control."                                                                  07:25 "in Islam you can help the orphans and marry 4, chapter the Women, sura an Nisaa" (Holy Quran 4:3)                                   23:58 "People are sneaky, take down posters, don’t respond. Always have been" Snaky people, those sneaky people, hiding snakes!

10-8 (03:23) 05:23 made 'quotes quotes' from start of August. The elevator notice has been put a different place, no reactions yet. Will convert the new vertical music videos into screenfilled, still have to name them. Easy, have them on astick, and on the pc, can rename them while watching them. Start today at cleaning the musicroom, had a relaxed day yesterday. Stuff is still in the doorway. 07:16 seeing i need a bolt, the city of The Hague should be under UN control. The city of the UN international courts of warcrimes. 07:25 in Islam you can help the orphans and marry 4, sura the women, an nisaa. Slaves cannot be forced to sex, rape is forbidden. Slaves do the jobs they are fit for and can have possessions, like heritage. A slave stays a person with relatives. Slavery was forbidden at the industrial revolution, there's a relationship between a cotton crop machine and the US civil war, the third world had no machines. When slavery was abolished there had to be a possibllity to keep working under contract conditions, or a field. i sing Exodus of Bob Marley with Get Up Stand Up verses God is black and white. If God is the Cosmos, us pieces are black and white. You can have selfish charity, it has been there always, but no rape. You can make it desirable to them, but a person owns it's body.

(09:30) 11:30 will have to make new videos to the live music, that can be on the website, the non sex is all still porn. Will do that. 11:42 it became 2 mandolins, that's 10rap, have 4 minutes on it, try to get it on Home, the same instruments as the first videos. 11:31 used 91% of 5 GBstorage, video is 513 MB, 9% of 5 GB is more than 513 MB, i threw I Love Your Body for it. but didn't help. no i guess i'm wrong, 10% of 5 GB must be 500 MB or not, i'll google. 11:58 yep one GB is 1000 MB, i must make a shorter video, 3 min. 12:03 made 3 minutes 14house, it has a louder rhythmic 79typewriter and a softer 78computersound, try to get it on it, i hope so. 12:13 it's on it.it's with English countryside image. England and Japan both have sense of nature, England in gardening, beautifull. 23:51somebody has put a 'rats in the hood' flyer of the municipality over the reactions poster. i have reacted: weekly,longer songs. People are positive when talking to me. So i can go to Hof Wonen at the end of the week saying no negative reactions, only positive. 23:58 People are sneaky, take down posters, don’t respond. Always have been. And it’s about the original residents from the nineties, people in their late 80s, who say that everything was better back then and wish those times would come back. But they’ve never liked me, God knows why, me, the one who’s always trying to do something about it. Office hours for the building, communal meals, National Neighbor Day, people on the board, it’s like it’s not allowed, nobody participates, Nico has to handle it all. Tricky. They aren't acting in the open. Bad neighbours, never speaking up, just sabotaging. Coming to the meal without announcing and so. My enemies are hiding snakes, never speaking up to me openly, just messing a bit in the way that isn't allowed. Moral majority haha as for the concerts that's good, they take away posters but they don't react, so i can go to Hof Wonen with an empty reactions poster, they simply never openly react. They poison my room and sabotage my instruments, but they want no normal discussion! The guerilla fighters aren't the ones in charge. Guerilla is hiding, withdrawing. They aren't Hof Wonen, they're just earlier people.

quotes 31-7 to 9-8: (31-7) "nowadays girls in porn become 18 being a virgin! Always fucked in the ass, forgotten the vagina."                 1-8 "said before i like to have an appartment in the centre and in Scheveningen, then Amsterdam, then small old Dutch towns"       3-8 "2 clickers and a scroller would be nice on Windows 12?"                                                                                                                             3-8 "i believe Jesus went to the East after his bar miswah in the Temple, He knew He was right in all. i believe He also passed by America, so He was there two times"                                                                                                                                                                       3-8 "my fee would be the hour income i have at that moment, or for low budget send something good, i may pay the trip".              5-8 "the laser aquarium is ideal for sex, you can zoom too, partspace."                                                                                                           6-8 "there's a Moon on Earth that can be filled with the moonbulbs: the deserts"                                                                                             7-8 "By the way if you always cut out talk parts in which nothing happens and sexplaythings out of Japanese porn (jav), tell your copilot to do it always!" "Why no white pornstars love Japanes girls, marry with bridegirls."                                                                        7-8 "Two video system, different ways!" (Now a 3 audio source system for ambient fixing: beat, ambient & song) (3 videos 10-8)       8-8 "i believe Hyrum Smith was besides Jesus at the first vision of Joseph Smith: "this is my son, hear him"                                            8-8 "i give up a stadium for a church, my music is for God"                                                                                                                                 8-8 "i've cut an apple in 8, the 8th in quarters, 2 for in my cheeks"                                                                                                                    8-8 "About 80's Positive. Kate Bush possible too, we accompany a positive singer"                                                                                        9-8 "Tithing can be maxi, of all, or mini, of the leftover after your needs"                                                                                                        9-8  "The erection suffers most of unsafe sex, it's essential for sex industry that the male has a good erection"                                        9-8 "shampoos, oils, meals, teas, massage, and condomsex"                                                                                                                              9-8  "the Ginger Lynn Hollywood videos, the long sex action from those fast clippy sex scenes of her"                                                      9-8 "a my size dildo. You can have 3 with you to give away saying: if you like it, come back."                                                                           9-8 "There's specialisms, like anal, not all girls do it, or just with one, so in BDSM both must agree"                                                         9-8 " there's the a.i. for porn and the silicone robot for real, or love machine combinations by screen and treat by a device" 

9-8

9-8 quotes: 01:16 "Tithing can be maxi, of all, or mini, of the leftover after your needs"                                                                               (the set:) "acoustic 100tones, acoustic jam +, streetguitar, electric streetguitar, acoustic Nico, electric Nico" last 2 shift, better loop.     05:33 "The erection suffers most of unsafe sex, it's essential for sex industry that the male has a good erection"                           05:33 "shampoos, oils, meals, teas, massage, and condomsex" in Pacific we can grow what we like/need of herbs, cheap energy.       06:16 "Brownstein/Vester: (Nico/street) behringer-tubescreamer-noisegate-rc20-career-squire. Phoenix: rc20-dd7 2 miniamps. SHS: Korg-Crate, sinthi (filter 135 from left)-Behringer, midi Dr550-miniamp. 100tone: 3dd3 miniamp. mike: karaoke."                             13:31 "the Ginger Lynn Hollywood videos, the long sex action from those fast clippy sex scenes of her"                                             14:01 "a my size dildo. You can have 3 with you to give away saying: if you like it, come back."                                                             15:02 "There's specialisms, like anal, not all girls do it, or just with one, so in BDSM both must agree"                                               15:02 " there's the a.i. for porn and the silicone robot for real, or love machine combinations by screen and treat by a device"

(23:15 8-8) 01:16 have all the blocks of cam but the voicemessages are too long or too short by mistake. Last song is missing, Samba Pa Ti in a sung version with a solo, as i play Your Presence, but just sang the melody, somebody asked if i could play it, good song. The best blocks are the acoustic and electric Nico songs, the electric street is nice too, still have to listen to the 100tones and the acoustic jam. Have one pornclip Paradise City after solo + ending till it was full, 3 minutes, that's all, i play the music on the iphone. The acoustic Nico Songs belongs to the electric block, by mistake didn't record the ambient from half 6 to 7, but may been bugged. Mocro Hulandy was good at the acoustic set but i had to replay the sequencer for the electric set, it was my starting song tonight. In the planning book i'll make a drawing of the way it became, the instruments. So will be sitting and writing, was a nice sound, crazy. Will clean up the musicroom tomorrow, i believe in a sabbath, but not holy, there's work. Tithing can be maxi, of all, or mini, of the leftover after your needs. Zakaat is after assets, so poor people don't need to pay. Tithings is easier for wealthy people with assets. Good to pay both, but tithings are of a later prophet of the Mormons, and are of the Old Testament, i never did it. If i'm baptized. 02:07 have noted the setup. My order is: acoustic 100tones, acoustic jam +, streetguitar, electric streetguitar, acoustic Nico, electric Nico, or the electric sets only. If not, 3 sets: ac keys/ ac jam +, ac street/ el street, ac Nico, el Nico. The second block can be third.

(03:20) 05:20 keeping doors open, everybody had that problem. A button to keep it open, we need it. It's a need why isn't it everywhere? By the way selecting the non porn of porn, especially beauty images and dance. i used to make non porn versions of videos i had, a video you could play, Hollywoodsex without the scenes themselves. There's a load of them. It can also be trailers to choose from, which scene do we want? A load of non sex scene beginnings or beauty parts running which to pick. By day non sex, by night the same with sex. Between the hard porn scenes are beautifull images. A.I. can sort it out fastly, just feed what you like. 05:33 now there's condom it can be safe, with the herbs we can cure. i believe in what Jesus said about adultery, but we aren't one flesh anymote, if we use safesex. And that's the best for the erection. The erection suffers most of unsafe sex, it's essential for sex industry that the male has a good erection, the more sane the better. By shampoos, oils, meals, teas, massage, and condomsex. 05:43 if a male lost it and can't afford transplantation, i think you can make a dildostand, he always has the favourite size for a girl. 05:52 if you didn't loose it it can be above the dick, two strings to/around the back, enough. So no need to fix it on the body too.  

(04:16) 06:16 the set up: Brownstein/Vester: (Nico/street) behringer-tubescreamer-noisegate-rc20-career-squire. Phoenix: rc20-dd7 2 miniamps. SHS: Korg-Crate, sinthi (filter 135 from left)-Behringer, midi Dr550-miniamp. 100tone: 3dd3 miniamp. mike: karaoke. 06:28 i tried the Behringer for the drum, but a miniamp was better, so i used it same setting for the sinthi. Didn't set my sound for Paradise City, i have 21 trumpet for it, now it was 00, not a good sound. Also i forgot the portamento stringbend like tonestarter. 11:07 the most poppy parts of the concert were Nico songs acoustic and electric, and street electric. Could have filmed more than one video tonight, had copied my Samsung so i can trow all videos and pictures that i don't need to have for sending at chats.

11:16 my aim is a monthly music day, yesterday evening there were people, they were positive. There could be a house audio canal. 13:09 the Samsung is full with verticals of the ambient image i plyed tonight, playing electric street and Nico electric over the iphone 13:13 simply copying the whole phone again, 8-8 vertical. All seperate songs with nice image by handcam. Gives worse sound, best have the sound on the tv you film a video of, always good sound. Now i have a nice map of verticals/audio to play on my vertical tv. 13:23 it comes on the big storage, i take the pictures out and transport the map of vertical 8-8 porn to this pc, my vertical/stereo tv. 13:19 it's transporting to here, 16 items, will have some of the music over the stereo now. can sort out the videos in persons filmed 13:31 will do so in sex action/non sex. Have four maps of short Little Lupe clips, beauty, strip, masturbation, and sex, forgot blow, also nice non sex story intro. The videos of Little Lupe are beautifull and not very violent, it's hard sex action with a Playboy bunny. i hope llonger versions excist, also of the Ginger Lynn Hollywood videos, the long sex action from those fast clippy sex scenes of her. 13;43 playing them on the side, evt put a good one on repeat, not playing the sound yet, still listening to the iphone Nico songs. 13:46 chosen the 2nd clip for the image, when i put the sound on i'll find out if i want to keep it on repeat or search for another one. 14:01 i use condoms masturbating, i use oil to it with a.o. maca, super. i want a my size condom, just know your length top side, and i want a my size dildo. You can have 3 with you to give away saying: if you like it, come back. Or what you think her size, asking: you like this? A girl can have a dildo with her, saying: this is my size. That's the border, same with anal, teens can have a dildo 'their anal'. Teens you may finger anal, like when doing doggy, but only after knocking and being opened, that's also with dildoing, stay outside! 14:16 women are boss in their body, an unborn child too, it's a part of her body, the small new life, it still has no life connections. There's endless different shuffles if you never do the order you did again,second back, thid way back, always an order that wasn't. It can be an acitivity by the copilot or a small program, good shuffling. It can be standard on Windows 12, improvements all agree on. 

(12:23) 14:23 my time table was out of order, will make quotes. Of the last block i made two. It's just to give her pleasure, no hurt. 14:33 the video is Cmon evrybody medley, having a latino trying a girl at the coffee corner talking her into it, doing everything too. It's halfspeed, i was playing it for the image, nice the rock 'n roll drum breaks in the singing/guitar, may keep this for the room ambient, while cleaning up the music room. All is still just inside the door. Can make videos on my iphone again, the stereo tv is on. 14:35 had better left out Jailhouse Rock, it's a modulation. Made a verical of the sound with new image of the same, becomes iconic  same image, halfpeed Summertime Blues/Cmon Evrybody, will see how long the sound is okay, won't make a new vid without now. Will cut back the tv to the level of the iphone again, so a low volume i can easily get loud, the iphone, now the tv, for ambient.        15:02 there's the a.i. for porn and the silicone robot for real, or love machine combinations by screen and treat by a device, if is wanted something no girl is found for. There's specialisms, like anal, not all girls do it, or just with one, so in BDSM both must agree. 15:13 Jailhouse Rock has a nice break for slower, Summertime Blues too, if it's a loop you can just use them, break is nice. Chop in three, three has a shuffle possibillity, you can chop the audio, i'd do it by 3 voicemessages on repeat, if they do so, sometimes not. 15:29 the psychiatrist can let patients browse videos and use a.i., and have talks about it, face victims, workers may be a bit easy. You get valuable info and the person can try a bit, the worker can explain why it's not allowed, all is under control, sex is paid for. So private web rooms, but possibly limited access, you work by reward and punishment. i liked the fries and pancakes, and icecreams. 15:49 i really neede friendship, now i'm happy, but my house needs assistence, then i can go out to play on the streets, i love it. Also i had no assistence in finding a house. One day i was told; it ends. Also when here, my weekly help fell away. All must go on then. It seems psychiatry aims at hospitalizing. Best if family and friends help people to stay out. Hospital for addictions and criminals only. Suicide isn't a crime. But the others want to know before, and have the possibillity to help, at least say goodbeye. It's your own life. i have adviced russian roulette and HO parties, just fix the geiser water heater, people did it in a car. Dying must be easy, but known.

(14:12)16:12 i propose a monthly concert by poster, was liked by some people, tried things before in the house. Contact Hof Wonen about it,will hang only a small note in the elevator, will hang a reaction poster in the meeting room. People agreed it's a good thing. 18:10 made a 3/4 to the halfspeed Cmon Evrybody of my concert, on a tv vid and an iphone vid, its GFX-5 3/4 speed 106, Behringer. 16:29 sorted out the verticals, the non sex are Exodus, Kom Oerend, Mocro Hulandy, Spring of 26, Stratus, the Colouring, the seventh is halfspeed. May keep it out but it's all Pippy Langkous, red hair long leg stripper. There's also a Marilyn Monroe girl, smily. The girl has nice nippples but not a nice pic, the face. So numbered mask parties with are easy for girls with no nice pic, face. Pay. 19:15 playing Exodus repeat, so fullscreen, have GFX-5 3/4 121 but you can calculate, in ambien it can all be by feel, spread sound on the amp, in the Behringer there's compressed sounds that spread the beat of a rhythm box. Choose amp, mode, or speaker. Have the Exodus video on two tv's now with the 3/4 like an ambient sound, not connected to the beat, just in harmony, going on. 19:56 dropped the 3/4, can best be precise. Made a new vid of the Exodus i made, for the iphone, that's now the lead ambient, 2tv.

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8-8 quotes: 04:48 "Will empty my Samsung and iphone and record all audio, some nice songs i put a cam on"                                   "My aim is monthly concerts and a singer, and people sharing my coop"                                                                                                         "i believe Hyrum Smith was besides Jesus at the first vision of Joseph Smith: "this is my son, hear him"                                                     "i give up a stadium for a church, my music is for God"                                                                                                                                     "i've cut an apple in 8, the 8th in quarters, 2 for in my cheeks"                                                                                                                    09:34 "About 80's Positive. Kate Bush possible too, we accompany a positive singer" from 2-8

8-8 04:48 picked a place for the stage. Will empty my Samsung and iphone and record all audio, some nice songs i put a cam on. That's 5 hour blocks of audio on the Samsung. The lyrics will be improvised. If i get a singer the lyrics is up to her, i've got a tablet. My aim is monthly concerts and a singer, and people sharing my coop. Then i can play on the street as much as i like, that's income. Had the map of 100tones on all night, low volume, keep it on all day, when i'm in i hear it, will play them when i empty the iphone, it has an awfull storage capacity, will sort it out on horizontal, vertical porn or music. Will take a shower, have breakfast and move the stuff and set it up, and then start emptying the iphone and rehearsing the 100tones low volume, down there. First things first. I will be making music down there from 10, not earlier, there's a 10 to 10 policy as far as i heard, no loud music from 10 to 10, i keep it. In the sleeping is a prayer carpet facing Makkah, i pray there, here in the living i pray facing the window, i do one rakah only, saying laka lii at the prostrations and lii laka at the sitting up, besides what we say as muslims. i keep prayer as much as i can and pray along muslims when there's prayer. i'm a muslim having a small fast prayer praxis summarizing my obedience to God, keeping it. I don't have a new religion, i am a Christian who accepted the Quran as Word of God, Muhammad being a Christian from birth. As a Christian i am a Mormon, i believe Hyrum Smith was besides Jesus at the first vision of Joseph Smith: "this is my son, hear him". In 2020 i lost my depressivity by praise, and i gave my music to God. i make pop but among my music is religious stuff like Bob Marley did too. If my music is good nobody cares. But i give up a stadium for a church, my music is for God. Of course i keep my dates, i will appear at a concert, but a church concert at Maranatha New Life in the Shalom Church is more important to me than a stadium. i've cut an apple in 8, the 8th in quarters, 2 for in my cheeks. i like to put applepieces and cranberries into my tea. Now i go to work!

(05:06) 07:06 the stuff is in the doorway, made a small video to it with 2 46mandolins on, will be on Home, 2 46Mandolins. I use the Behringer for the keys, the 2amp for the guitar, the Crate for the mike. There's a karaoke too, it has echo, i have a second mike. (05;55) 07:55 fixed the nameboard and the mirrors on the balconee, made a second video, also on Home. Eat now, and then move. The applepieces are in the refridgerator, under a bowl on a saucer. Have already something, eating i check the films on my iphone. The muesli is bulgur with raisins and cranberries, the blender was too full so i left out a bowl before blending, that has a bite for working while chewing. Will put the applepieces in it and blend it some more, they get brown, but i don't do it now, i like them. By using the blender i can add my herbs, which are slime dissolvers and immune system boosters, also i can make chews or swallows. i make PraiProPsy music, Praise, Protest and Psychedelic, music to change the world. Religion changes hearts, lives, societies. Will try to get my iphone clean, it's 5 blocks of a bit less than  an hour. Will throw what i published, copy the rest in a 4 map on my new big storage. Porn or music, horizontal or vertical. Do the audio in blocks of an hour too. Hate to empty the iphone. Can keep the verticals, strange reason for choosing but it's the way it is, vertically it's fullscreen now, and a screen is nice. i keep nice screens. Will rehearse at 11, will hang signs. This laptop will move down with the stuff, the old one will stay here, can use it too if i'm here.  

(07:34) 09:34 in the common room now, only the laptop, make a 2nd vid of moving the stuff. About 80's Positive. Kate Bush possible too, we accompany a positive singer. 10:06 have all instruments and amps here, made a better video, with music to it. Will make one more when everything is in place, more or less. 10:18 pick up some things upstairs, a load of wires, stands for my 2amp and so. Have the map of 100tones running lowvolume here, as a kind of musical presence. There will be a new Home when i have 2 vids.

(10:11) 12:11 having all in place without connecting the wires, made the 2nd vid, loading it up to here. 12:14 couldn't transport to my pc, now my iphone doesn't show on 'my pc'i get 'a device connected to your pc doesn't work' no matter if i pull out the USB. So i can't give the actual scene videos on my Home page. When my iphone isn't visible, on my iphone i have to allow a device connect. 10:50 my one ispot multi adapter connection didn't work. Tried the other, it worked with my 2 100tones, now i connected all, it doesn't work on the 100tones anymore too. 13:13 the Vox with the 7010 works, the Phoenix is over a double miniamp with the dd7 stereo delay, it's all as loud as the speaker, good music makes you be silent, but people must be free to talk of they like of course. 14:12 also can't transport to my big new storage, so can't empty the iphone, just dropped some videos i know they are on my pc. 14:15 my Samsung memory is transporting, so when the iphone is full, i can go on with the Samsung, but that's the audio recorder.

(13:01) 15:01 all is ready, i install the Samsung and the iphone and i play my acoustic keyboard set. 15:05 the cam is ready, i put the audio recorder on. 16:06 played two half hours, play the streetguitar set later. Relax. One guy sat to it reading a paper. Will watch a bit first, and get the camstand. 17:26 the music is going on, going to eat a bit. Nice sound going on, will try to improve it a bit still. 

(19:13) 21:14 concert over, there were some persons in the evening.

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7-8 (08:04) 10:04 quotes: "Why no white pornstars love Japanes girls, marry with bridegirls.""they teach us the way not to hurt them  (07:55) 09:55 "By the way if you always cut out talk parts in which nothing happens and sexplaythings out of Japanese porn (jav), tell your copilot to do it always!""the sexplaythings and the talks in which nothing happens, happy there is a copilot solution now."  11:58 "Two video system, different ways!" by the two videos you can fix an ambient with your phone and the tv/stereo.                        12:16 "We had the audio/video smartphone combi stand." Now a 3 audio source system for ambient fixing: beat, ambient & song. 15:18 "had a call of Hof Wonen that the concert can take place, will hang a note in the elevator." i can use assistence for the house.

7-8 08:23 my clock of the pc is still 2 hours back, my wallclock was right. Asked someone. No populationproblem, refugeeproblem, we can have a refugeeblock between Australia and Indonesia, containers make good homes. By the way, if the bulktube is 5 by 5, that's a spacier home solution. How is it possible that my clock is 2 hours back? My Samsung has the correct time. Never happened.

(07:55) 09:55 watching porn, getting my cam ready to do a combi sound video of what i did tonight, 2 differents sounds, added an SHS. By the way if you always cut out talk parts in which nothing happens and sexplaythings out of Japanese porn (jav), tell your copilot to do it always! except if you say i want to know all of this chick. So the company knows, may be asks for some girls pay, may be cuts out all plaything parts and 'nothing happens visually' parts. Why no white pornstars do Japanes girls, marry with bridegirls, may be they teach us the right way not to hurt them, Japanesee can be so soft too. Let's hope the 2nd WW doesn't return, we like them this way. But not with the sexplaythings and the talks in which nothing happens, happy there is a copilot solution now. But the bridegirls can be by sexplaythings and a bit of free talk only, while your party is playing with the real man that needs a care.

(08:28) 10:28 recorded Sex with you along a pornvid, will do it with two lolita videos, the ambient no voice and the rhythm voice. The tv is vertical now, easy because it was in front of a mirror, i took that tv and i want this pc, so i replugged at and found it easily. (08:44) 10:44 the 2 vids are a mirror of me and the Lolita tv in front of the tv, playing the ambient now, can also watch the song version with rhythm, because only the ambient is on. Will try to get this one on front, it's a nice interaction between me and the vid (08:52) 10:52 the ambient will be on my Home. 10:56 the ambient is on the right side, that's the video, but then with a song to it. (09:02) 11:02 nice sound, but it may be porn because of the text, in combination to the image. It's a declaration i don't want other than sex, not to hurt. This is the way it came to be, the original video is better, when i made the tune, sung along the night ambient. (09:09) 11:09 the video is on it, only watched it on iphone yet. The coat is of my late brother Hans, a historian of Leiden University. Playing it a second time, will play it as a vertical. It's a vertical tv. The text is a problem with the image, i may get trouble with it. ok.. So it's an easy combination, you play the video same place it was made. You see your place. my niece's name is Tineke Bijl. Money. (09:28) 11:28 played the video on the iphone for the image, then for the sound, nice music, it's on still, no need for ambients now. The video is for the ambient. My videos are combivideos often, you can combine them, a pity if one of them got rid of, was blocked. They are devellopments of the same theme. It's on the Brownstein, just a dd7 over an rc20with 2 miniamps They hate music for sex (09:41) 11:41 i play the iphone still, it's the best sound for the ambient with on the stereo and the tv the song, the iphone still hearable, when you switch, it's the iphone, that's also a nice rhythm sound, soft. Then the stereo can be loud and the ambient on. But now there's the ambient with the song softly through it, ooh no, now is the song on, and also softlly on the tv and the stereo. Summarizing: iphone ambient with soft song over tv and stereo, iphone song, and iphone song loud on tv and stereo, ambient on. (09:54) 11:54 the stereo is loud, the iphone softer, mingles well. Can put it on ambient still, with the two videos you fix it, a system, (09:58 11:58 it's louder on the tv, iphone still on song. Two video system, different ways! Sahabi and Gabi are very welcome to receive people to the house. If people like to see the house, they can show it to them. Also they could open the door, when playing.

12:04 The 2video system is a quote now, when on ambient you can switch to another video with 2video system, it's on and you fix it (10:16) 12:16 loud on all, iphone still on song. So 2 sound/video sources only. We had the audio/video smartphone combi stand. That was iphone/audio smartphone, this is iphone/tv. This is a home situation, but a stand is easy for playing a video along audio. (10:43) 12:43 recorded an 8 minute of the sound/vision now in the room, for over the iphone when i may put the video on ambient. 12:39 put both on ambient, beautifull. I have a house with neighbouring people that are against me, tomorrow i give a concert. On the meantime there are people interested to see the house, also there is a doorbell for people that are invited, like my own family. my ambient is with a stereo dd7 over double mini amp, you can do it over the stereoset, sound later the other speaker, no delay. (13:06) the third is the beat. i have the keyboard sequencer of it, E D C A, E D A C. i checked it, i wrote it was G, it was A. The changer. On the SHS i use 02, it's with 12 the easiest following to record a sequencer. Then you put it in a different sound you like or play it once more. If you have that keyboard and make my sound by it, it's easy along the song and ambient. Beat and ambient along. i can make videos of Monieks objects, i can make sound/vision for the homes of Tineke, that was my idea. Homes for videomaking. If you have the eightcam system you can watch the video in the room you made the video, on the laseraquarium. Room in a room. (11:27)13:28 still have to make the text to the videos, will explain a bit. 11:31 the video meant as a real meeting with me and her. (11:52) 13:52 ambient and the keyboard sound, 02 is a kind of techno sound. i hope for a remake with all usable, modern sounds. The first line is usual, the second same chords alternative order, so like an ambient, rolling in itself, then i put it on bass only. Now it's an ambient world with a small world rolling in itself, the SHS, a small rhythm, so like a small amp with as pecial sound to it evt. Then the ambient world is a sea, but the beat is distinct, rolling on a bit someplace, not overall. No song, it can be all put on small.

(13:14) 15:14 will make 4 videos according to notes: 13jazz 26/26, 15funk 10/12 EDCDD, F,G,A. 12rock 38/64 unisono/samenote, 27jungle  54/55. Will be short videos.

15:18 had a call of Hof Wonen that the concert can take place, will hang a note in the elevator.

(13:32) 15:32 had a reaction by Moniek the nieces won't be there. Will reply asking whether they are interested in roomsounds.

(14:05) 16:05 two videos are good, Jazz and Funk. will be on my Home soon. 16:15 the other two too. 16:22 they are all four on it. 16:49 have sorted out the days up to 1-8 by putting an ampty line where the subject changes (by enter), it's easier to find subjects. Have put Coffee Moorning back on video/audio, so all 7 Casio 100tones are on it. i have 6 SHS tunes i try to play too, so all short.  The set; Coffee Morning, 13Jazz, 15Funk, 12Rock, 10rap, 14House, 27Jungle, SHS: Paradise City, Mocro Hulandy, Early Daybreak, Livestream 17 GMT, Up and Down, Love in the Air, the Colouring, Higher than the Sky, all the sequencers of the SHS, all short.

(15:39) 17:39 there's a new I Love Your Body video, same tune, the old double doesn't fit on my website anymore, so a shortie. 16:03 it isn't the new one, a minute please. 18:14 watched it upside of it and downside, midscreen isn't good. 'There's more to life' meaning we need to eat, or we can have fun. It's a working man's world, so it can be a job. But it's also the highest recreation, top. But it's the old video without the ambient along it, both were side by side on my Home. Now there's 4 100tones+ 3 on video/audio.

(17:37) 19:37 played through my street acoustic set. Set up the sound for the electric streetguitar, but i can't get sound out of my GFX_5, the jack in doesn't work, the GFX does work. Will use the pedaltrain. So i can't demonstrate my new Clean 2 over fuzzy amp sound, also not easy switching guitars, one sound. But it's nice playing with a pedaltrain. Will try to make a good sound tomorrow. When i prepared for it, i make something of it with any instruments i have. But i have no time to prepare for the lyrics probably.

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6-8 quotes: 18:04 "there's a Moon on Earth that can be filled with the moonbulbs: the deserts". No need to go there largescale yet.

6-8 02:03 hear someone made a duo laserroom recording, a man/woman pornscene 3 dimensional.  it's a commercial hologram. 08:24 holograms aren't new, but a laser aquarium is a simple room device by which you can watch football and porn with zooming.

09:15 i call my 2tele a Senegal doubleguitar. There's the normal Jimmy Page doubleguitar, the Stevie Vai is two directions, mine is both forward like a Senegal double harp. i like to play on it, but it's good i don't have to play Dolphin Dance then, just normal music. i guess Stevie Vai can play 2 directions, when i have learned playing lefthanded on my leftystrat, i'll also be able to play on a Vai. if you want to play onehanded on a guitar, it's all about the sound. Compressing or fuzz makes that you just use your left hand for it. The compressor gives less attack and more sustain. It levels the sound. Robert Cray has a clean sound with sustain, compressed. So for my Senegal doubleguitar it's easy two sides compressor. If you have cheap goodsounding spanish guitars chop half of the body. What i do is combine them for rhythm or combine them for solo, 'both the same', or try to accompany yourself, Dolphin Dance. My tuning for Dolphin Dance was left side DADGB (no high E), right DADGBD (both sides E one tone down). Then i have a quarter, DG, a high third, GB, and a low third, BD, on the solo hand, that's the right hand. I have a G sharp chord, 3 highest strings on the left, DGB. i like to play open string for rhythm and onestring for solo. Onestring tapping both sides gives a nice sound. You need the capo for playing different harmonies, because with one hand for rhythm you also play the open strings. I use the capo more and more now.

17:49 there will be no livestream on TikTok, took the message off my profile there. Will record the audio on my Samsung. In the evening there will be two sets, first streetguitar, then a break, then Nico songs. If the concert takes place, i'll be called by HofWonen. There have been concerts here for dancing, this building is from 1992, in the beginning there were only Dutch people living here. It was quite a nice neighbourhood. Now most Dutch people have gone, those who stayed are real old. These are the people criticizing me. Though they say: in those days it was nice, we had dance evenings, bingo's, meals. When i try to bring it back they try to block it. Now i organized meals, the National Neighbourhood Day. The coffee circle is still running because of me. i'm the only member of the activities board. i proposed the concert to the coffee circle, they said okay. i always organized things, it never was a problem.

18;12 am playing the Nico songs set now. The Crate amp goes on and off, can't use it. The Behringer for the dr 550 rhythm box i'll use for the SHS keyboard now, which i amplified by the Crate. May be i use a mini amp for the dr550, Mocro Hulandy has a drum.

18:04 there's a Moon on Earth that can be filled with the moonbulbs: the deserts. Why go to the deserts on the Moon when we have them here? Devellopping moonbulbs is nice in a good climate, but you can place them anywhere, with water you don't loose, with a climate you can condition. If we have the Pacific for making energy, there is no energy problem anymore. You can have solar under wind, under water you can make light, because you have a lot of energy. So under the energy production can be grown plants/fish. (20:54) 22:54 this is my clock time in the room, the pc gives 20:54, don't know why. There's nothing wrong with the clock, a mystery.

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5-8 quotes:  20:59 "the laser aquarium is ideal for sex, you can zoom too, partspace." projecting only part of the space you cammed.

5-8 12:39 the poster in the elevator was gone again, i've put a shorter one there. Met people of Hof Wonen, told them about it, they said other people living in the house say it's illigimite. i said i discussed it at the coffee morning it was okay, there is no board of the activities commission, i'm the one who followed up the chairman, if they have criticism, let them join the board, it's just me and the one keeping the finances of the coffee morning, 2 man. i'm the one who kept activities going since the old chairman passed away.

12:43 so if the concert takes place, i give a free ticket to the Thai girl that said she wanted to be my singer. Can she sing Early Daybreak and Livestream 17 GMT? i like to play guitar, like Ike of Tina Turner, the Ikettes are still named after his liveshow girls. Gabi and Sahabi are also invited, if you just ring at the door. A problem is i'm not at home that day, i'm arranging for the concert. i'm convinced the Thai girl would love the concert, especially the evening program, i hope she doesn't have to miss it, can't stream it

12:50 had no reactions from my family about my invitation, may be they're preparing a surprise, may be they think i'm getting mad.

12:57 will play Sweet about me of Gabriella Cilmi in the acoustic street set. Heard the song on the radio in the supermarket, thought it's a more modern song. Will also play My Sweet Lord, will open with If i had a hammer, it's a 55+ house, it must be wellknown songs i play. Mine are of the days i worked in the factory and listened to the radio all day, now i never listen to anybody's music.

13:01 i'll be called back by the people of Hof Wonen, i guess it's no problem, we can organize activities if we like. If not, no problem.

13:03 the 3 month time out of the Shalom church/hood house is over, i could have gone to the wednesday open lunch. Heleen said: "since you don't feed yourself well, it's not good you don't come to the lunch". My food is better than theirs. Heleen also criticized my way of dressing, but my clothes are clean, second hand, it's a hoodhouse with a food bank. i know how to dress a cheap way. Heleen believed the story of bandleader Freek, and the girl's story that i had done a marriage propsal to her. But Heleen is also my pastor, she has been in my house, advising me how to deal with my vandalism of musical instruments problem. Heleen has chosen between the others and me, when i'm also in her neighbourhood, she's the pastor of a hoodhouse. Shalomchurch knows my prayer i like to sit in churches to pray or be silent, i was there every week for Maranatha New Life service, a bit too early to prepare for it.

13:11 i hope the USB of my Samsung can be repaired, then i don't have to work at the library. There's wifi at the Albert Heijn too.

13:13 i will keep this website as long as i'm short of money, when i have some spare cash i take the new website and transport this.

13:35 had a call of Hof Wonen, agreed with them i'll stop at 9 in the evening. They want me to inform them before doing such things 13:48 rectified it at the posters. Now people may be too late for the streetguitar set or the Nico songs. Everythig isn't definitive yet.

16:44 played the Nico songs set, there will be a solo in Paradise City and a reprise. Will play the whole set with one sound, my Career/Squire combi with GFX-5 on Clean 2, i play on the Brownstein. The streetguitar is on the Vester, probably the same sound. Now i have 2 hours, i do it all in one set, i play streetguitar untill there's people, or when there's people already, i start with Nico's. Then it's better to have the Vester over the Marshall, so i don't have to plug out/plug in, a different sound completely for street. So i start with C'mon evrybody and some more songs, and i end with Kom Oerend, i do the Nico Songs when i think it a good moment.

17:14 i'll rewrite the stuff in the house, saying it's a concert from 7 to 9, in the afternoon it's more relaxed, but a concert evenso.

20:59 the laser aquarium is ideal for sex, you can zoom too, partspace. Eight cams in the 8 corners of the studeio, 8 beams in the corners of the aquarium. i thought of football, this way you can sit around it, but it's a bit far off, you like the close ups of screen. Partspacing is beaming a projection of a part of the space filmed bu the 8 cams. A football stadium with a zoom camera for all.

21:10 the backdoor poster is gone, it was the original of the 5 photocopies, of which 1 is still hanging. Will make a new one now.

4-8 16:50 have trouble with the USB of the Samsung, which is my hotspot source for all laptops. Also i can't get videos from my iphone to my laptops anymore, not rightly coded. So i can only play them over the iphone. Couldn't get a Spring of 26 video by USB to the public library, where i'm now. Will play Paradise City, Mocro Hulandy and Higher than the sky at the 3 o'clock set too, over the speakers of the keyboard, may put a microphone to it. If the concert goes on later than 10 it will be more acoustic too, that level.

16:56 The electric set of 7 o'clock will be Dophin Dance, then on the Brownstein Higher than the sky and Blue, on the Leftystrat a clean echotune and Happy. Then the Vox just over the 7010 speaker effects, it's that loud. Then the electric steetguitar set has 2 rc20 tunes, Sweet Jane and Stratus, one guitar only, Exodus. C'mon evrybody, Paradise by the dashboard light. Smoke on the water, and 'Kom Oerend' are rhythmbox, same drum different speed. Nico hits starts with Higher than the sky, Mocro Hulandy, Paradise city, then Early Daybreak, Lifestream 17 GMT, Up & Down, Spring of 26 All this i can play already, then the Colouring and Daarboven 17:04 i need to make the rest of the 100tone tunes, made 7 accompaniment/sound combinations of which 3 are worked out. i add 3 SHS tunes to it at the end of the set. Then a program acoustic hits with eventual requests by a list i'll hang there. Then i play with the 2 acoustics along the 100tone, the 100tones always on 14House and 76Telephone, also the Vox 7010 combi, and the Phoenix speakerguitar, also acoustic. i only have one good rc20, so i record a solo of the last two for the break. The Colouring will be one rc20, me playing solo or rhythm along, not too long. The solo of Love in the air will be playing along a rc20 loop riff, so 'solo encore'.

17:20 that's all. The blueberries in the Houtwijk were okay, no bad taste afterwards. Had it with blueberries from the Uithof, also the bushes along the old winding dike were cut back before the season. It's a protected birds area! Aren't the birds eating them?

17:19 to Elon Musk i already said there is no population problem if we fill the Pacific, there's no refugee problem too, containers.

17:23 when i stop here ther is a term of one month, also i loose my domainname nicoisamahmoud.com, i'd like to keep it, setback. 17:28 YourWeb's chatbot Webby says: You transfer the domain to another provider using a transfer code. Please note: "for some domain extensions, such as .com or .net, a 60-day block sometimes applies. This way, you can continue using your domain name as usual!" so i can ask YourWeb for a transfer code and keep my name, and i if i stop now, i must have the new website before the end of September i guess, i hope it's the end of August. 17:39 Webby couldn't tell me the right place where i find the excact date, she was wrong about the place where i could find it, and she stopped giving answers. i pay once a year, i can pay a new site if i stop

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3-8 quotes 04:56"2 clickers and a scroller would be nice on Windows 12?" How was no right side clicker on Windows 11 possible?  06:06 "As Soundcloud i'd put it all on one volume, TikTok too." userfriendly. also advertisements as loud as videos on Youtube.  "nice name for the Jon Anderson/Bono accompany all songwriter/singer band: 80's POSITIVE" if all of us agree, veto band decisions. 14:00 "won't make it for the livestream, sorry" i will record nice parts next saturday anyway, trying to get a livestream then                14:53 "i believe Jesus went to the East after his bar miswah in the Temple, He knew He was right in all. i believe He also passed by America, so He was there two times" i believe the Aquarian Gospel, Christian Science and the ly detector are of Hyrum Smith.        20:16 "my fee would be the hour income i have at that moment, or for low budget send something good, i may pay the trip".              21:41 "if people play classical using effects it's best to have a clean too" others like to try different sound over it, ask you to pay it.

3-8 00:54 new video on video/audio Ambient Room Image, with underwater swimming. On my new site can be a porn section too. 01:03 have the video on the vertical tv now, nice you can add screens by filming parts, it can be for the music too, or just for image. A pity you can't use the iphone for a horizontal screen anymore, and the Samsung voicemessages don't repeat easily, was easy. The video was along Joe Satriani music of the album Time Machine, side live, side studio. i left out Woodstock Jam, parts can be very bad

01:10 i'm adding a line at yesterday's story of the X band 01:13 halfway 23:58 Like Steve Lukather's 6th of Candyman. Best jazzmetal

01:21 i simply copy/paste this website and add a porn page. So i open the new website before end of the month if i can. Will inform.

01:28 add a bit to my fav guitarists 23:58 a bit higher, added Ted Turner, Rory Gallagher, and mentioned Tommy Bolin, can be good. 01:44 added Peter Greene and Mick Taylor as composers, but Peter is a very nice player too, the best of the three of John Mayall. 01:49 forgot Prince, but he never was my fav, untill i found out how much he may be has made, now i started to like him too. i did.

01:53 i didn't let Frank van Esch in last time, but i'm ready to play with the New Age Reunion, we had no gigs yet. Menno on drums, Tjebbe on bass, me and Frank on keys and guitars, Kevin and Martiene on vocals, or me and Kevin on vocals, or me with the bass. We play the videos, when it's a keybord running Tjebbe and Menno can play along, or stop a while, Menno can play percussive, Tjebbe's a drummer too, by the way Tjebbe is a streetguitarist, he sings well and plays guitar too. We can be a very varied dance. Have sent mails to all stages in The Hague informing of my Anouk song videos. Will play Love in the air next saturday, nice tune.

02:18 i have my video on the tv that i have my stereo on, i have two vertical tv's now, with the same video running, ambient Joe. 02:22 called the video Ambient Joe because it can be played ambient, if one has the bass sound, the rest only a bit of high in it.

02:29 added Jimmy Page, he's to me more a composer. That's a pity bands have to split up, later bring out stuff on other names! Like Crosby Stills Nash and Young made the song of America, then it's a Stephen Stills solo, and Neil Young Spirit in the sky i'd say.

02:55 made a second video with an rc20 guitar like the ending of the video, have the stereo on treble only now, i put delay over my rc20, then i have the ambient in stereo. You can make ambient with videos, or make a sound along it. This is a bit wild in harmony 03:04 the video is on my home page, i have it on one of the verticals and on my iphone. The swimming video still runs and the rc20. 03:21 of the 2 side by side tv's i made a longer video of only underwater image, i transport it to the other tv evt for underwater only. Then i have to go back to the original TikTok images a while to replace it. Can't upload such a long video anymore in my package.

03:39 by a.i. ambient can adapt to harmony, this doesn't work, because there's too much harmony changes in the piece i picked. So you can have a list of music staying in one harmony, with the kind of harmony, the tone it's in can be adapted. Easy ambient pieces

03:52 on the new website i place new things that are good, and old things with nice image and good sound. i will build it up slowly.

04:11 have my rc20 over 2 amps in different places now by the dd7 stereo. Tonight i make very bad music, wrong choice of track.

04:17 the longer video was hoizontal, so i'm on one vertical again. Two verticals is super, also you can make horizontals of it. i'm on totally underwater now, with an ambient stereo beat with Joe Satriani coming through it a bit still, Ambient is still experimenting. Ambient is in the mix, i put all tv's and iphones having the same sound on, i wish i had a voicemessage recording of an earlier phase

04:31 added a line to the fav guitarists about Ritchie Blakmore not playing feedback tremolo anymore when in Rainbow, that was metal, tricking, he was tricky. Carlos Santana is really a fav guitarist of mine, but he can bluntly do the same dull thing all concert. Why do they do that? Rory Gallagher playing blues all the time in his later days is imaginable, but Ritchie was not good anymore.

04:48 the video was HiHaHo underwater 1, have three, was on repeat, have put repeat off. Have the first videosound on the iphone

04:56 of the things i said lately, 2 clickers and a scroller would be nice on Windows 12? How was no tight side clicker ever possible? 05:17 i do it all materially, screenfilm, roomrecording, If on pc you can make it easiy follow the bassline of Joe, with a.i. all is easy. Partscreening is nice, good to note the original video, there can be repeats, slowdowns, colourfilters, a.i. can do it for you, you like.

05:36I had shared the idea of a camera/laser system, 8 corner-point cameras during recording, 8 laser beams in the 8 corners during display, a laser aquarium. Nice for football, but i guess tv will remain, easy. 8 cams in the corners, 8 cams in the stadium. 06:04 livestream acoustic street 14:00 GMT, electric street 15:30, two 100tone try 18:00. TikTok house hasonangan, interesting first.

06:06 had a nice audio of Ambient for Joe so i put it on Soundcloud, i've put it on top of New Stuff 2 but it's not as loud as the rest. As Soundcloud i'd put it all on one volume, TikTok too. 10:15 played a theme to Ambient for Joe on a video on video/audio page.

08:58 downloading the TikTok app for livestreaming, having the sound for Mocro Hulandy, will do a tryout, when i did it i say it here. 10:29 have problem, i don't have TikTok on my phone anymore, may not be able to activate my livestream studio. i try before 2.

11:01 i said Nomebody's wife Jimmy Page, but the lyrics may be of Anouk. If she sends me lyrics i can start writing, so she can  see.

11:09 wouldn't that be a nice name for the Jon Anderson Bono accompany all songwriter/singer band: 80's POSITIVE (2-8 23:58) The idea was a mailband, sharing nice themes/lyrics, reacting, choosing the best stuff, what the others don't accept you can use yourself

11:22 have put two handwritten posters with the concert set up where the poster was gone, in the elevator and at the door, will see

11:30 for clicking by the touchpad without the right side, there is this video: https://emea01.safelinks.protection.outlook.com/?url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DeyeQuG21e6s&data=05%7C02%7C%7Cf532776dc17f445104ce08def1411b6b%7C84df9e7fe9f640afb435aaaaaaaaaaaa%7C1%7C0%7C639213459096194016%7CUnknown%7CTWFpbGZsb3d8eyJFbXB0eU1hcGkiOnRydWUsIlYiOiIwLjAuMDAwMCIsIlAiOiJXaW4zMiIsIkFOIjoiTWFpbCIsIldUIjoyfQ%3D%3D%7C0%7C%7C%7C&sdata=FaUBLly%2FxzB7L0RL%2FDN3EAccbKPGiQ1IvJCnbw0PpdY%3D&reserved=0 Link by my brother Leonard. Still for a lot of people it's too late.

14:00 won't make it for the livestream, sorry. Eventually i will come back on it, but i guess it's too hard, i don't want to loose time.

14:53 on the sentences of Sextus, i believe Jesus went to the East after his bar miswah in the Temple, He knew He was right in all. i believe He also passed by America, so He was there two times. i believe the Book of Mormon was different in the days of Joseph Smith, there are hidden groups. Jesus came back from the West and picked up carpenter work again, and made more sentences. Joseph Smith saw two personages in the first vision, One pointing at the Other "this is my Son, hear Him" i believe he saw Hyrum. Hyrum was the patriarch of the church, meaning the new Abraham. He was never rebuked in Doctrine and Covenants, Joseph was.

15:14 will film each song apart, vertical, choose two for on the site. 15:30 will put Daar gaat ze and The Joker on the website fastly. 15:40 the videos don't transport, the green flow isn't seen, only white, when i click it away the small screen stays. i keep on trying. Now the iphone doesn't show on 'my pc'. i pull out the USB plug every time, i also used taskmanager putting 'verkenner' back on. 15:47 it's a pity, the 2 songs were nice, then i could slowly work per song, noting things. Happy there is no livestream, i rehearse.

16:16 did 10rap 2mandolins and 14house 78computersound/79typewriter on video too, play DC,EDC on 78, and simply C Dlong. 18:33 had no hotspot, Samsung was empty. First 2tele piece GUITAR WRITTEN is on the Home page next to The Joker i hope, unsure

18:40 with a double Chapman stick you can play King Crimson one man. Effects are nice over it, like to learn it, the stick crazy piano.

19:00 put a video of the tv balls instead of the working man's video, have them side by side, vertical and horizontal, crazy sound.

19:21 changed the name into Dolphin Dance. i'm trying to get the tv balls video on my oher tv too, but transporting is hard for me. Will make a longer version now using a rc20 for the echo, so i can play two sides solo. Will do that on the evening and leave a theme ambient, to pick the Vester or Brownstein. Can even play all guitars, the black leftystrat is a good metalguitar, nice tremolohandle. i lost the handle of the Yellowberger, also i get no sound out of it. It's in a bag to be picked up by Marijn Roerade, for the Sustayniac. 20:08 made the video, can't get it on the pc so i play it over the iphone along the ambient. i listen to it, good parts and worse ones. 20:16 my fee would be the hour income i have at the moment, or for low budget send something good, i may pay the trip. For hurry people just make an offer. People must point out in what music they are interested if they want to come over then i prepare for it. This is a demolition hood, my house is newer, it will stay, it's art. In the hood buildings are broken down, but it's not easy, no know. 21:28 two video's of Dolphin Dance now with Leftystrat and Brownstein, the last is a good dance in the echo, called Happy and Blue, they're on the Home page now, so Dolphin Dance and The Joker are gone. i dubbed the sample playing along in the end with 2tele. i get more and more finished parts, i work on the hard parts. At 9 i open with Higher than the Sky, i just play the theme, guitar solo.

21:41 if people play classical using effects it's best to have a clean too. Current was trying different GFX-5 sounds over my dub loop. i had a Japanese synthesizer record of the Firebird, a classical piece. But i mean excactly playing, modern sounds. Others deejay it, or put sounds to your classical piece. It's really different playing it with their fav sound, you really bes play it a few times, superfeel. A classical piece is the notes, people always tried it on other instruments, was never forbidden. If you play it excactly, bring it to life!

22:41 added John Martyn as a fav, and The Edge, solid as a rock. He's a rhythm player firstplace, solo was out, has a nice voice too.

2-8 21:08 did the streetguitar acoustic, the streetguitar electric and the keyboard acoustic set today, that's the 4, 8 and 3 o'clock set. Will do them tomorrow as a livestream, at 14:00. 15:00 and 19:00 GMT, so at their proper times. Go on after that with harder sets. 21:16 the sets are one hour long, so i best do the streetguitar acoustic half an hour later, at 15:30. Won't make TikTok ad video's. 21:55 of the 5 posters i made one is still hanging, in the place where the concert will be. Will hang a small message with my nr 77.

22:31 am playing my 90 cassette Joe Satriani Time Machine, will play it all night less loud, when at the sidebegin the fast tunes start. Will send a second email to my both nerd nephews about ambient, that ambient can be Grieg to Grieg, Debussy to Debussy and Satriani to Satriani as a harmony, while the ambient world keeps it's squence with different sounds and tones in harmony, by a.i. Wrote them it works by samples, with or without rhythm along or lead rhythm, and that people like to record a sample, store the samples, and so it can be all kinds of soundworlds. That it is a sound in your room, on whether you play music or not, if you like. 23:05 wrote the email, invited them, will invite the family. will ask Christien to invite my nieces. We can make money together.      23:25 wrote the email to my family, the wide family is invited, it can be a kind of reunion of the old nephew nieces circle we had.

23:48 the acoustic set is Daar gaat ze, the Joker, Fly like an eagle, Survivor, Halo, Love is battlefield, Heaven is a place on Earth, Get up stand up, Don't stop, We are family, Paradijs (Dutch streets of London/Another day in paradise rap), the electric set is C'mon evrybody medley, Paradise by the dashboard light, Smoke on the water, Sweet Jane, Stratus, Kom van dat dak af/Oerend hard, of which 2 are with a loopstation, Sweet jane and Stratus. I can do my rap to the Stratus loop too. it will be on my Vester electric folk.

23:58 Stevie Vai and Joe Satriani are the first real jazzmetal. If you meet play the tunes all can play that agree on playing the tune. The guitar is a super sound source for solo and rhytm, it has all kinds of sound worlds, you can effect the guitar tune supervaried. My fav hippy is Jimi Hendrix, my fev hardrocker is Ritchie Blackmore, a pity he stops feedback/tremolo soloing in Rainbow. That's also with Carlos Santana, he can play so varied and you see him doing the same dull thing over and over. Peter Green and Mick Taylor are songwriters, Mick Taylor wrote Honkey Tonk Women and Brown Sugar i'd say, Peter Greene Black Betty. The three albums of John Mayall with Eric Clapton, Peter Green and Mick Talor are classics, you hear the songwriters. Jimmy Page is a very good composer, listen to Cashmere, he wrote the Butterly Ball, Freeway of Rober Plant, Anouk's  Somebody's Wife. Ted Turner is a solo composer, Eagle of Abba, the Guitar man of Bread, I was made for loving you of Kiss, Hotel California second i'd say. Rory Gallagher's first albums are the best, live he's a showman. Tommy Bolin is funky and effects, he's free, but i'm not always a fan. My fav metal is Ozz Foxx of Stryper, i hope he is well, we can be eternal Foxx! i hate it when the singer doesn't play. Joe Satriani is my fav! i mentioned Grieg and Debussy, Jimi Hendrix has a harmonic world, Joe Satriani too, special ways of playing chords and arrangments Santana too, Brian May, he has a distinct sound and way of playing, Jeff Beck plays his notes varied, Adrian Belew creates sounds. i don't like Prince but he can be very good, he's a crazy songwriter, beatmaker, arranger,  varied, with all he could have played i love him. i'm a fan of John Martyn, particular sound, him alone isn't good with an electric, must be acoustic then. The Edge is solid like a rock.

i wrote on X i like a band with Adrian Belew, Thomas Dolby, Seal on bass, Bill Bruford, Howard Jones, and Jon Anderson or Bono. All singing except Bill Bruford, Seal vocals harmonizer, Howard Jones instruments harmony, Belew Dolby  effects, me & Belew guitars. Bill Bruford plays all kinds of rhythms easily, he would coordinate rhythm. Like The Pilgrim of Wishbone Ash's a dance tune, no 4/4. i contacted all of them if i could, especially on X if possible.

i like to play with Anouk and believe we can play at the US festival, if we take Sjako as an accompaniment and add Bas Krumperman of Diesel. With Krezzip singer and Ilse de Lange we have three blondes. If we want raps we ask the urban dance squad rapper, but what does he do when he doesn't rap? Not always a rap, may be in all. Anouk can remember Tina Turner, she had the saxophonist bandleader, and Syreeta songs i'd say.

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1-8 quotes "12:41 ducked and bound my 2 tele's together, have the straps on full length, each over their own shoulder" video/audio 15:08 "said before i like to have an appartment in the centre and in Scheveningen, then Amsterdam, then small old Dutch towns"  15:26 "i can stream it on TikTok, Dutch time 15:00, that's 14:00 GMT." afternoon acoustic, evening electric, 18:00 2tele 2rc hour.       17:20 "That Thai girl that wanted to be my singer that night on the Markt, does she like to join?" there's a guestroom, two beds.

1-8 07:50 in my video Ufo Sighting 3 was a moment i had to put out a cam, see it on the end of the 90 min video, by screenreflection i would like to upgrade at YourWeb, make it a videosite, but since they gave me a specially treated outdated template i don't want it i could have a webshop here, ask download money, it's a nice website, but  YourWeb especially doesn't want me to have loops, see the comment of my copilot yesterday 19:42. i had done all he told me, nothing worked, i have an old template, with things blocked. 08:22 i made pics of my look for the concert, i wanted to put them on my laptop, but my Samsung doesn't show on 'my pc', so i try my other laptop, where i'm playing videos. There's only 2 USB ports and one is in use by a stick, so i take out the mouse and work by the laptop mouse, which is only a rectangle field. Nice if there would be  a left/right clicker and a scroller on Windows 12! (i make a new screen to search contents of the pc by clicking on yellow icon with my right side clicker, then left side on the list that shows), but now i couldn't do that, i had to click the video i was playing away to go to the backscreen, there click a yellow icon. Now when i dragged one picture from the Samsung to my laptop picmap, (press and move while keeping pressed), it transported, but the next one didn't anymore. i have to put in a mouse to transport the pics, because there's only 2 USB ports on my Windows 11 laptop. 18:30 by the way there's my morning song on my Home page, in Dutch, its religious, i'm still the way i was, i love God and Jesus still. 08:55 in the old template of YourWeb you can make a video 'background', then it becomes a loop. i cannot do so, it's a special one. Still nice that i can say it on a site of their own, that's the web. But do they show it? Well i wasn't got rid of in material reality, face it. 12:09 can't transport from my iphone on this one too, the green line doesn't flow, i see only white, after a time i get 'not possible' Made a doubleguitar of my folkguitar and my spanish, can hardly see over it. Some ducktape to keep it in place + a rope, put on X. i always pull the USB out and put it in again, but now my phone doesn't show anymore on 'my pc', would have to do it on the other. Used the strap of the downer guitar, the folk, but should have made the strap very long. Solo on spanish, rhythm on the folk, nice. 12:41 ducked and bound my 2 tele's together, have the straps on full length, each over their own shoulder, tuning EBEFisBE as i did. Am loading the video up on my audio/video page, i'll try if i can put the spanish/folk video to it. Will keep the 2 telecasters this way. 12:52 the other comes by the side, one is horizontal, the other vertical, see what happens. Want a 'no internet' laptop. Would be good if each pc was with a no internet part, like 2 seperate pc's, you only put in it what's copied offscreen or what's virus scanned. These people put virusses on porn and anything to get into your pc, say Putin or Chi, or the big tech, people selling it to anybody. 13:52 took the folk/spanish video off my page, and added a better double tele video, i'm making serious music, only serious videos 15:08 as said before i like to have an appartment in the centre and in Scheveningen, then Amsterdam, then small old Dutch towns, so you can meet people at sea or in town, and invite them for a week in a smaller town, nice touristic Dutch city, but a little quiter. 15:21 Morgen Raggetje was Gismin-B9, G-Emin. Next saturday the first set is acoustic, at 3 i play the double 100tone Morning Tea and more, at 4 streetguitar, at 5 i put the keys to the guitar and jam a bit with the sounds, when i have it set up i play daily sets, i can stream it on TikTok, Dutch time 15:00, that's 14:00 GMT. i will try to stream my rehearsals daily in blocks, saturday whole time. at 7 i start with the double tele with the dd7 and the Fender space delay with each a rc20, over the Marshall and the Career/Squire. i will start streaming the rehearsals when i like the thing i play, when it's something you can present, 8 will be electric street guitar, songs with rhythm box like Paradise by the dashboard light/Smoke on the water/Exodus, rc20 like Stratus/Got to get something started/Sweet Jane, at 9 i play tunes like Mocro Hollandy/Paradise city/i love Anouk/Love in the air/Daarboven/Eqionoxe rap. People can ask tunes, for the street guitar i make a jukebox list of all the songs i can play and sound well. After stopping the sound goes on. 15:41 the one man Status Quo telecaster is down strings thick, high strings thin, good solid rhythm playing and easy bending solo. the set of 7 o'clock starts with the double tele, but it has 2 rc20's each tele has one, so i make an ambient to play on other guitars. 15:53 announced the livestream next week on my profile at TikTok. Will make daily videos again when doing rehearsal streams. 17:07 chatbot Webby of YourWeb says loops aren't possible. Copilot says this time "Fact: JouwWeb does not support video looping for uploaded videos. That is a fixed limitation of their own video player. So: an MP4 that you upload directly to JouwWeb cannot loop. I was too optimistic about that earlier — my mistake. I am always open to correcting myself, so it is good that you pointed it out." "i have been trying to get my videos to loop on YourWeb an hour last night because of you" He supposed it, YourWeb blocks it. 17:13 YourWeb doesn't accept porn, for 5 euro a month more i'm on www.sedproductions.nl a specialized pornsite, may be i do it. 17:18 inquired with Webby for a way to keep this website, but pause it for a while, so i can open it when i have money. Not possible. 17:20 i make accompaniment, i'm a player. That Thai girl that wanted to be my singer that night on the Markt, does she like to join? 17:51 there's a guestroom downstairs, and as a muslim i hold that after engagement we use condom, after marriage no condom. If it's a serious relationship, if not serious, it's that i put the condom on if she can't or won't. Marriage is because of the kids you get. As a muslim i only marry a second time if she agrees with her. If she is a loose girl i may use condom, she can do it without as a job. When we agree on a kid it changes. Our marriage can be a partnership. Entreprise, like music, videos, guest houses, a movement. 19:37 the 2tele can be with one neck two sided, but you like a finger inbetween may be, some space is better. One body of course. Two thin bodies is better for feedbacking. i had a multiplex Egmond guitar of Wehkamp, it feedbacked very well, thin and layered. 19:55 made the 6 hour sets, a set up. Made a second amp setup, now with 2 equal guitars, one the GFX-5, the other the pedaltrain., one the Marshall MG30DFX, the other the Career/Squire 2 10W. The Crate is for the SHS keyboard, with the Korg over a mini amp. It has the dr550 as always as a rhythm box, the other SHS is acoustic, as 2 of the 100tones. i want it to be a not so very loud concert, or later it can go on quiter, like the afternoon set is all acousic, except in the end i play the Vox over the Zoom 7010 with 2 rc20's. So tomorrow i can try how long my sets are. 13 acoustic streetguitars, 6 electric streetguitars, Nico hits Spring of 26, Mocro Hulandy, Up & Down, Early Daybreak, Livestream 17 GMT, Paradise City, i will try what sounds good and works well, the last of the six sets. It must be easy to play, Music i won't play, but if people ask for it, still rather not. Love in the air, The colouring of God, nice dancing. A good experience of my best music, a nice dance event, an easy relaxed soft background music with a dancefloor if you feel like it. 21:18 a vertical can be 2 videos running, you can fix on either, replace either. i make vertical videos now, often of a laptopand a tv screen. Also because i can play it fullscreen on the iphone. By the way my videos show on the ihone, transported they're unvalid

31-7 quotes: 04:38 "nowadays girls in porn become 18 being a virgin! Always fucked in the ass, forgotten the vagina."                    19:58 "the web isn't equal chance. They don't let me do my thing." YourWeb gave me an old template in which videos don't loop.

31-7 00:35 have put my video Family Life Pitch 5 on Home. On YouTube it was switched to 'friends only', and also i don't see a name 00:37 people owning YouTube, X and TikTok have to interfere with a YourWeb website. That's a serious threat to the Big Tech, haha! right before this i couldn't upload a 386 Mb video, the limit is 500 Mb and my storage was 600 Mb. A soundless Samsung recording. 01:04 ambient rock, drum mix of 2dd, national hatfield and no drum 2dd aborted, the first ones are ok, same tv postion! Miraculous (am turning vertical videos 90 degrees for a vertical tv, this was the other way around from the first map, but there's no problem.....) 01:19 did everything right to let the VLC mediaplayer do the same once more with the four missing videos, but i see nothing starting pulled the USB out and put it in, after choosing 'convert' i pressed 'start', then it stopped, so i did it once more without doing 'start'. 01:27 so now the four are converting. i forgot to tick 'add convert to the name', so then it's the second of the 2 same named videos 01:32 there aren't 4 double videos in the map, and in the converted map aren't extra too, the VCL media player stopped converting i try it once more hitting 'add convert to the name' too, see what happens. But strange it starts to convert before you click '' start. 01:44 it didn't start after clicking convert, also not after start, then the VLC mediaplayer just stopped being a screen, it didn't start. So it all happened 3 ways, starting at convert annd then stop at start, starting at start, not starting at all, and the videos i don't see. 01:48 to me it seems there's the hand of man in it, like with the blocked video size. i may do everything right but they will stop me. 02:08 had a Ufo sighting in the room, but not of the 3d kind like with Only Human. Good that everone has a cam nowadays, proof. 02:27 the video having sound now is the oldest of the 2, the one that had no sound when i played it over my own media player. 02:32 at home Ufo Sighting 2 has sound, 1 has sound now too. i hope you all have sound with Ufo Sighting 2 too, a pity, no sound. 04:07 there's different sizes of e.t.'s, halfsize of our length is easy in spacecraft, often seen, may be just by hormone intervention. 04:38 nowadays girls in porn become 18 being a virgin! Always fucked in the ass, forgotten the vagina. If young looking, it's assing. 05:02 crime to the girls, painfull, and the pussy feels right to them, they love it, and crime to us, their asses are lost before we need a tighter hole, it already isn't tight anymore. Why widen up girls asses to fuck them when their vagina is tight, you like the ass later. 06:15 replaced the 2 videos by a new one, Ufo Sighting 3, with a theme like Ramadan 25, and a similar sound, it's my Vox over 7010 06:45 during Ufo Sighting 3 i put out the iphone that was filming, then you see a bit of wild cam work, i had to look at the iphone. The video that i was filming had gone out so the iphone filmed black, but with nice music, and not so very long. Talked to the cam. The video i made is 90 minutes, first you see me searching videos, then i put the screen in front of the cam, then cam on stand. When i started filming i made the remark on the virgin pornstars of 18 years old, a nice small tits teen. TeenyTitsGirls.com terrible! 07:20 at that time i stopped converting to 90 turn. Converted a map of 20 lolita's and a YouTube map, but 4 failed, and didn't work.  i want my videos turned the other way around. VLC mediaplayer turns the other way round then the 'right side down corner' dods 18:21 cleaned up the guest room, took the curtains to wash them. 2 of the 5 posters were taken, people are critical and unfriendly. 19:42 on YourWeb videos can loop, i tried with help of the copilot. "You are using a YourWeb template in which: sections do not have a settings panel, video elements do not have a settings panel, HTML is not available, background settings are not available, video loop is NOT supported in regular elements. So you are in a limited template / old editor where the default video widget can only: upload, play. And has no settings whatsoever. That is why you cannot find a loop anywhere. That is why you cannot find autoplay anywhere. That is why you cannot set a background anywhere. That is why you cannot add HTML. That is why a settings panel never appears. It is not your fault. It is the template's fault."So why YourWeb gives me an old template, loop is impossible. 19:52 in old templates loop is possible too, by putting them on background. That was made impossible in my template, especially. YourWeb doesn't want people to hang out on one of her websites. People would spend time here playing my videos. Before i upgrade here, if i ever would after the video storage incident yesterday, they must first explain why i didn't get the new template. 19:58 the web isn't equal chance. They don't let me do my thing. Just like here in Holland they seem to have forbidden me to play.

30-7 quotes "22:56 the screenfill of Windows 11 doesn't work, a vertical stays the same. Let's make a better new Windows instead of a worse one". i'm trying to make a map full of screenfill verticals tonight, one looses audio, the first of the other, rc1, aborts.

30-7 12:02 I have the key to the guest room downstairs. The shower still needs to be cleaned, but it looks tidy. Sleeping space for two people. I’m going to hang a poster downstairs and make a flyer with the invitation for the concert. Everyone needs to bring their own drinks and snacks, and you’re responsible for the person you bring. Since I make ambient music, I don’t always have to play; it starts at 3 in the afternoon and goes on until however late feels fun. I sometimes play a bit if it’s asked for, and I can play a small guitar set. No orgies, you should just go to your apartment; I’m not really into that kind of massive thing. Central it's normal. 12:16 made an improvement in 29-7  07:08, i meant all rich people having a countryside residence in the world can connect there. 15:43 i have 86 letters and 5 posters. 16:46 all letters are delivered and the posters are hanging. My life is preparation for a concert. 19:08 bringing together verticals on my audio/documents USB, space on it anyway. Will do them: VLC file, go the the map, choose a video, open it, it plays, then 'tools' or 'extras', effects & filters, video effects, geometry, turn 90, then you need to convert it to put it on a new file, otherwise it doesn't stay. I would like to have the videos screenfilling always, i wouldn't turn the tv for it, on the side. Why do i need to convert the video after having turned it? To make it stay. i'm a hermit and a workaholic so i've got something new. If i had the copilot on my laptop along me, i could have asked him to do it. Every time you click him away, he's forgotten everything! If i could download a good copilot softwear, with a good memory to it, or a copilot device like a webcam you can add to your laptop My nephew is a computerprogrammer, if i were one i'd fix one combining a chatbot and a search engine and a big memory. i can't. 19:36 converted all the videos in a map by filling the convert link screen with all 20 in my tryout map, nothing happened to them. 19:44 it was the old place map, now i do the audio/docu USB map, it's slowly converting, 20 items, get "convert" added to the name. If it works my copilot was wrong, you can do a whole map in once, but you need to fill the 'convert links screen' with the videos. 19:53 two of the videos in the map has 'converted' added now, so it works, you can do a whole map at once, 19:56 copilot admits! 20:20 transported 8 converted videos to a convert map 20:21 it works, so i have my first map of verticals, but not yet complete. 20:22 they're turned the wrong way around, at the dods down right they turn to the right, here they turn to the left, must turn tv. 20:24 so i must do the whole map once again, i want them turned the same way as you do an incidental single video, that's easy. 20:27 had to put the tv on a different spot because of the foot/stand of it, i want the tv to be horizontal at times too, mostly  vertical 20:29 i don't have sound along. My videos you can play for the sound or for the vision, now these are Japanese schooldress lolita's. 20:31 two of the videos were on TikTok, also sound blocked, though it was experimental ambient beat, completely my own music. 20:47 i read a notion on my laptop screen: 'audio can't be played, it's wrongly coded, video can still be played' Have to ask copilot. 20:51 every time a new video starts i see the message. 20:54 copilot says there's a number of reasons for loosing audio converting. 20:56 i'll keep on trying untill i found the way, then i will slowly convert all vertical videos into 'horizontal on the side'/vertifullscreens 20:59 i have the concert next saturday, and i have an awfull lot of vertical music videos, so i just do a few offscreen TikTok videos. 21:11 good that i do it using transported videos on a USB, i could have lost my ambient. It's very boring ambient but it's nice to play. It's of the same days as my Little Lupe shorts, but it isn't sex, just smiling girls putting their clothes right, like a moving old painting. 21:15 it says it was coded in the MP4a code that can't be played. Copilot gives 3 possible reasons: "1. The audio codec was turned off during conversion 2. You used a video filter that doesn’t include audio 3. The original audio is a “weird” codec", too hard for me 21:19 i will only do it with transported videos on an USB, because my videos are original recordings, converting is too dangerous. 21:23 when my Windows 10 laptop was full i transported all to a storage in one download, i pulled out the plug halfway by mistake, i've lost a lot, i had to keep it on the old laptop, play it, that's what i do with iphones too, if there's a lot of good music on it, but the horizontal screen function changed: you can't play horizontals on them anymore, only verticals. It was a nice small video screen! i had a video on X that started vertical to go on horizontal, that way i made videos that i could play horizontally on an iphone screen. 21:31 my other map was on YouTube with 2 videos of the Mirror Twins and others, me getting more close so the sound is very poor 21:38 i open the map, it's on the other side! Opposite of the lolita map. i expected it to be normal verticals, or turned the same way! 21:42 so now it's on the right side, checked it by putting an Angely video on the side. i want that video in the verticals of the USB too 22:07 am doing it again with a whole map at once, stupid of mine, has to be MP4 + AAC, you need to change the profile name even. 22:20 rc1 was converted i thought, but may be it was still loading up, when i wanted to watch it, i get: 'this video can't be played: may be damaged, may be not supported'. Very tiring and depressing, frustrating, but it's sparring me to be super patient constant 22:18 if you have your own copilot on your laptop he can have full view along without any privacy problems, he can know all of you. 22:35 won't play the "YouTube TikToks" map untill it's complete, may have to do rc1 again. Will play "TikTok Lolitas" a little longer. 22:38 have made a setup for my amplification and effects, then i don't connect to experiment, just a lot of possibillities. Will try it. 22:45 now the map with the nice image/poor sound has sound, and map with good sound/boring image gets wrong turn/no sound. 22:50 in art there is a lot of vertical, the portrait both body and face are verticals, but more pictures are, a vertical tv is a nice screen. 22:53 you would like to be able to play a choice of a map, put all videos you play of a map halfspeed, turn all 90 degrees, zoom all. 22:56 the screenfill of Windows 11 doesn't work, a vertical stays the same. Let's make a better new Windows instead of a worse one 23:00 right before this i made the quote: play a choice of a map, all halfspeed, all 90 turn, all zoom, wouldn't that be possible W12? 23:02 then you have your videos a new way, like you can use colour filters or effects over them for the occasion, ask your ai to do it, you giving only likes and requests. Giving likes and dislikes to your ai's all you have to do, the ai has a memory, copies what you do. 23:07 when i do screencopy by hand i do partscreen, which ai can easily learn, the essential part of the screen whatever turn it is. 23:10 if the webcopilot doesn't recognize your pc, who you are, ai is hard, like Grok of X. You want your own copilot who knows you. 23:13 i have Coffe Time on the iphone and on the 3dd3 3 times lowest delayspeed D, turned up F and G ( the 'little second' ambient) 23:16 if you put a rhythm to it it's a piano improvisation. A Casio 100tone in 3 speeds. because of being turned up to a 3d and a 4th. 23:18 i advise the speed of the D as the connection to the rhythm, which can be a dd3 too, but there can be a double beat on a dd3 in fact it is a delay that you turn into a sample as it is delaying. i take the wire out of it and put a rubber around it, it's a super thing! 23:21 drumming along with a sample of the D you may get a nice drum sound for along the 3sample piano, if you like to have pure. 23:40 if you put a delay on much feedback, what you play repeats, if you have a sample you record one wave of that feedback delay that's like what you do with a dd3 that is on delay and you switch it at once into sample, but then you get the perfectly timed copy. 23:51 my new video UFO OVER COFFEETIME has no sound. It was the small second piano + a piano that i played along as i told here 23:59 dropped Current to get it on the Home page, it's less long than Mirror Doorway, but it doesn't upload. My soundless video. 00:03 it's 386 Mb, the reason YourWeb gives is: "Max. 500 MB per video, 94% of 5 GB video storage used" so not too big, storage ok! 00:07 i guess the YourWeb computer doesn't make such faults, it must have been the human hand making the ai do a crime to me. 00:09 so here on my own website i do what i did at the big tech too: YourWeb, you do a crime to me! i pay my money to you why so? i cannot upload a 386 Mb video when the limit was 500 Mb and when i still can store 600 Mb as far as i know, a Kb must be 100 Mb. 00:13 it's important to me, it's my video Ufo over Coffee Time, it's nice image and it has no sound, Samsung just puts the sound out. 00:16 i will do a voicemessage recording of the audio too, so the two can be combined, because it belongs to the Coffee Time video.

13:52 quotes: "me and them disagree on sex and torture, but what good is it for to destroy the Earth, our common home, where can we go? Us like to save the Earth like a hobby, our home, by charity, crowdfunding. But why hobby polluting it, burning it down? Dangerous. By the water of the Pacific we make the Moon into an underbulb garden. Is a tube to a Moon satellite possible? Not so very far away. We must not loose water, the planetoids, and moons of Saturn and Jupitar are nice for colonizing if we have a new propelling idea. A tube is easy for transporting water, there's a lot in the outer planets, for all interplanetary /-stellar /-galectic."

29-7 04:15 added  Sentences of Sextus to my Activities page, seems to me to be youth lines by Jesus, dropping a word at a Roman. 04:24 i digged a bit more in Nag Hamadi, I, 2 the Apocryphon of James is the most interesting of the Jesus dialogues, and the beginning of the Gospel of Mary. Have read Sextus up to sentence 349, it's true or unclear, a bit changed, a dirty well of good water! 07:08 Pacific is our dasha, it's our suburbian island ocean, we can make atols or isles in groups with central meets, Global Suburbia. Can be the name of a dasha city, Suburbia, all the rich local dashapeople worldwide can hang out together, because there's space. 07:26 my notes on Sextus screen 8 got lost, may be more. A pity, it was a nice screen, i go to sleeep. Serve coffee to the house at 10. 07:34 we can grow choral reefs inbetween, we can control temperature of the water, keep fish and dive there, make bottombulbs. Best it is in the South East Asia region so the sea between China and the Phillipines for easy connection trips. The USA and France have vast territories, to do easy occupations like solar/wind or food production, or combined, with ac/dc you can fill oceandeep. 29:48 if we can build on water Jakarta can also stay on it's place. We have science, we can solve problems. Best not make problems. 08:13 if there's a tubetrain Paris-Moscow-Peking-Lunar City, the place for Lunar City is best in line from Moscow to Peking. You want a worldwide tube, by Hawai to LA, there to NY there to Paris again, first single container wide, later 5 by 5 or 4 by 4 containers wide. By the bulk network you also send split up stuff like post along what you bulk. You bulk 5 wide to also move container homes or so. You may ask Kim Wilde to sing the Kids in Suburbia for fundraising to make a dasha city in the Chinese Sea connecting globally. The starter was fundraising for the Lunar City project, now it is to attract the yaughts of the world to go live together in Global Suburbia. Sea shipping is for heavy wheight. When we grow in the Pacific we can conserve the old world, and we'll build a new on the Moon. A tubetrain is fast like an airplane, and easier to lay as a normal train. The airplanes are a burden now, it can be on 02 the easiest. 09:27 going to serve coffee. SHS 2RC means a Yamaha keyboard, 2 Boss loopstations. (clean in the living, effects in the musicroom). 11:41 in 10 days there will be a concert here. i'll start at 3 oçlock in the afternoon, for the day people, on saturday, invite one only. Will send an invite to the neighbours, about 86. By the way there's a guestroom here at nr 51, also there's the storage at nr 53. i promised to clean nr 51 up. i have a person keeping finance, i'll invite Herman. a basketball referee, to head the 3 person board. 12:08 recorded Coffee Time, a double video, playing it downstairs, and filming the iphone with my Samsung upstairs, 2 times 76tel. It's what i played as a background music of the coffee, all the time the same piece, will try to put it on the video/audio and the home 12:33 have put Current at the Home page here, and Coffee Time at Newest Stuff of the video/audio page. i'll level up here with ads. 12:45 the theme is two times 76telephone, DCD, GFG repeat, DD GG repeat, end GG, possible no playing, if sample swerving notes. Will work on the Sentences of Sextus sorting it out on Jesus or someone else, commenting on the hard to place sentences like i did. i had all the stuff on a dining plate, didn't have my mikestand, put it on the wooden dining plate, it resonated. i'll invite Sebastiaan. 13:18 rewrote the comments same way. i must have paged from the editor Activities page to Info by the left side top go back button 13:39 my Sentences of Sextus are all commented now, as far as i took them, took one 'someone else' remark out to have 8 screens. 13:52 me and them disagree on sex and torture, but what good is it for to destroy the Earth, our common home, where can we go? us like to save the Earth like a hobby, our home, by charity, crowdfunding. But why hobby polluting it, burning it down? Dangerous. by the water of the Pacific we make the Moon into an underbulb garden. Is a tube to a Moon satellite possible? Not so very far away We must not loose water, the planetoids and moons of Saturn and Jupitar are nice for colonizing if we have a new propelling idea. A tube is easy for transporting water, there's a lot in the outer planets, but we need it for all interplanetary/interstellar/intergalectic. 15:27 the China Sea will be Suburbia region, the Lunar City can be the campus of Pacific University, where it's divided on science, having all universities possibillity to be represented, so you're in a corner of your own science, free to follow lessons of diverse uni's Hawai will be the central place but for a city it will be the ocean around it. By the way island bulbs are solid, atols are liquid bulbs. 15:52 the reason to do it on sea, is that you just need a way to blow up some material into a bulb of the size of any Moon crater. The sea is levelled, deserts never are, they are hot, cold, so it's good to practise there. At the Pacific there is endless practice room, the climate at the Pacific is much nicer for practicing, and a lot of teams will want to partake, because bulbs will be very lucrative. 16:39 for cyclones you need to ty the dasha's/bulbs together and to cover them, using ties over them, making a streamlined cover. If it's windy only, like in The Hague here, the Binchorst i proposed for a 24/7 shopping center, you just need to ty the bulb up on top Overthere, old industry plot, you can also dig into the ground, like at sea all homes having 1 space on top, have 2 spaces down. The Southern Chinese sea Hongkong/Manilla/Singapore/Bangkok as Suburbia, easter Shanghai/Tokyo as Lunar City/Pacific University. The university growing apart per science moving to a bigger plot to have more space, untill it's filled between Shanghai and Tokyo then you can fill it up to the bottom of the sea. Now it's more and more by the web, people don't need to travell much, only some. 17:15 homecontainer travell will produce containergipsies connecting to tubetrains. Moscow-Peking has space for extra funtowns, you can go one stop only, or town by town taking time everywhere, seeking an funtown that can receive passengers of 'all stop's. Like there can be for cruiseliners, artificial funharbours, or funpeople boats coming to the side while travelling to a new harbour. Old world harbours can grow outside, on sea, and keep their city and countryside the old way, there you can have vacation lodgings If you make the onsea buildings strong, they are a help, may be, against sealevel rises, breaking waves, keeping higher water out. Hawaians can live outside the vulcanoes, just be on the island for the job, Hawai can stay the same, except that vulcanoes evolve. People like to have their own bulb system, so the outside harbour grows by public spending on the home, and it protects the coast. The sea is like the empty painting. On land there are many more physical geography barriers, rivers, coasts, mountains, borders. 19:01 Half of the Earth is empty, growth is possible, lifting the burden of the continents, the tubeway replacing  lot of air travell. Gowth there will produce world economic funding for the ecological changes, to make material production circular and sustainable. There aren't too many people, there isn't too little space. The Pacific provides space for food production and housing / recreation. 30-7 12:27 living on sea is free from earthquakes, so people in Tokyo, L.A. and Istanbul can live in a suburb be free from fear on sea.

28-7 22:32 made video Current SHS  2rc20 is video filming screenside viewing the cam image, filming the room behind me. Tv is ok! 

27-7 16:43 my Samsung smartphone doesn't show on my Windows 11 laptop anymore, i can't store videos by that laptop anymore. The worst thing that can happen to me is that i have made a nice stick, like one with all vertical videos, and it doesn't show anymore 21:47 my dd7 is stereo echoing an rc20 recording. Now one side doesn't sound anymore. hate to receive people overhere musicallly 10:49 added the text anf the chords of Air Song to the video on my audio video page so people can easliy copy/paste it to check it. 13:47 voices asked me to play beautifull music. i played the video Playmate, a video of playmate Jessica, a smiling roundbreasted African girl, that video was on Rumble. Now after that my tv set sound falls away every 10 seconds or so. It didn't do so last days. Bought a new tv because of it, but it's something that can be put on and off by remote control possibly, like also the damage at my keyboards. One of my  Yamaha SHS 200 keyboards was black keys on the accompaniment side, white on the right. After i called the police about it, it was over. My Yellowberger produced no sound at all. Will check it again, may be it was 'paranoia vandalism'. So if the voices want me to play music they better first do something about the remote controls, if they really want to hear my music. 

26:7 quotes "18:42 so they don't want you to rotate videos, play verticals horizontal. TikTok must stay a short on your smartphone, it must not become a vertical tv, big in your living room. i'm not free to do so in mine" i cannot turn my videos by Handbrake 1.3.3

26-7 00:02 when i was playing  on the street at night in the weekend, a Thai girl said she wanted to be my singer. She calls me son of God, which is what's written in the Revelation of St John: "he that overcomes will be my son, and i will be a God unto him" Rev 21:7. It seems she has been saying all the way she will be getting here, because of a dream she had in which i told her that was the case. 07:20 on my website are now 3 versions of Funky Carillon, 2 on my homepage, a 'bass only' on video/audio, it's on Soundcloud too.  14:34 on Windows 10 is a screenfill possibillity, so you can make partsceen videos fullscreen. On 10 is also a jack in, i can load up my cassettes easily by it eventually. Would thart there were a jack in for videos. They make it hard to save your nice video parts. On the Windows 11 mouse of the laptop itself is no 2 sides click possibillity, so you need an external mouse on your laptop. In the train? On the Windows 10 laptop it was there. So things deteriorate, what is the reason for it, who wants it, why? We want a better 12 or none 17:30 now i have a row of 10 videos, i want to rotate, i must click on "filters", but there i see no rotate, i ask the copilot, wonder what he says? "What now? You have two realistic solutions: ✅ Solution 1 — Install the correct HandBrake version (with rotation)
The rotation feature is available in older versions of HandBrake (1.3.x and 1.4.x)." So they stopped the handbrake with rotation function, i have to have the old one, why is the old one better, like with the Windows 11? Who is the manager here, does he want us all to keep our vintage stuff? Because in the old days it was better, they want everything to be shit, that's why we need to have new . 17:38 we must have Handbrake 1.3.3 my copilot had forgotten i wanted rotation. My own copilot would have remembered that. 17:48 1.5 1.6 and 1.7 have no rotation function, 1.3 and 1.4 have. Also you can't see which version it is, you must click 'help'to know. 18:01 now you must choose from a number of sites offering a Handbrake 1.3.3 you don't know what you install on your computer. 18:30 if i download the 1.3.3 i get the 1.11.2 no matter what. 18:42 so they don't want you to rotate videos, play verticals horizontal. TikTok must stay a short on your smartphone, it must not become a vertical tv, big in your living room. i'm not free to do so in mine 18:52 there's also FFmpeg, Avidemux that you can download, Clideo Rotate Video, Kapwing Rotate Adobe Express Rotate Video sites on which you can do it, and you can do it by the own VLC video player. I'll try that. Want to have a map before tonight.

25-7 05:48 when i wanted to record the morning roomsound, a kind of reggae. the loopstation shifted to an old one, Pearly guitar. 07:06 can't find the remote of my Panasonic tv. Lately i had to rewrite the lyrics of Airsong because i couldn't find the songbook. 07:14 put the reggae sound videos off public, the 2 morning videos weren't the real rc20 ambient sound anymore, but a video. 15:28 wanted to upload my new ambient, i got: ACCESS DENIED You don't have permission to access "http://www.tiktok.com /tiktokstudio" on this server. Reference #18.60be6e68.1784985873.2c84bced https://errors.edgesuite.net /18.60be6e68. 1784985873.2c84bced. i cannot upload on TikTok anymore, i will look why. Also don't get my profile. Uploaded a praise song lastly. 15:39 have put the video on my audio/video page as newest stuff. Made a vertical tv because now i record verticals, make an USB. Problem is that you have to turn the video for every new video, if you repeat one video no problem. Will search the settings for it. 15:45 the copilot says that if you select all videos you can turn them by handbrake. Copilot: open up Windows, type Handbrake, drag all videos into it, turn them 90 degrees, click Start encode. Will first just put videos on repeat. Cannot change my TikTok now. 16:05 my account House Hasonangan is still there, so i'm not blocked. May be it's something on my pc, it's not the virus pc, it's new. i'd like to be able to put my videos in the good order at TikTok, so you can page through them and you get a chain, like a playlist. Also it's bad you don't see the title, the same at Instagram. You see a page full of video screens, you have no idea what it's about. 16:13 copilot also says i can turn all videos in a vertical map permanently. Will simply put all verticals on this laptop for now, easiest. 16:46 if you have a permanent vertical tv you want to watch  your TikTok on it. Is there a way to watch TikTok on the laptop 90 turn? 16:21 copilot says TikTok doesn't have a sreenturn/fullscreen possibillity, but it's possible by Windows/F11 (fullscreen) a TikTok tv. Vertical videos are ideal for the human person, and for watching in hand. For watching at home horizontal is better, but there are vertical videos. The best way to turn verticals into horzontals, is by partscreening: using horizontal parts that are most important. 16:29 there are those USB's that don't show anymore on your pc, not because they're dirty or so, no someone switches them off! 19:29 made a nice song to a TikTok video that was good, have put it on my newest stuff place, sorry for the Sweethome Blackstar. 22:11 replaced the song by a 3dd3 00piano ring-mod sound. i even replaced the homeview video on page 'home' by the vertical of it

24-7 what happens now is so mean. It's the same as yesterday, a mirage iphone recording, i noted it after yesterday, belonging to it: 04:53 now it happens again. At awaking i recorded 1280 with the Ringmod pedal, i'm playing it on the iphone, i allowed it on the laptop, but when i open up the iphone on the laptop, 1280 isn't in the iphone storage. And yesterday it even stopped playing on my iphone, it was gone, i had to rerecord it, and after i had done that, it was back again. i made a crazy recording, don't want to redo it. 05:00 the video that i lost yesterday was P-PIT PEDAL SHS GFX, 2nd of 4 videos, now i made Family of Living keyboard over ringmod. 06:21 put it on TikTok for friends, + a pitch one. It sounds very good now i hear it over the stereo, i put it on public as Family of Life

23-7 04:36 my new stuff on the own audio/video page is noisy, low volume. Making an audio version of Videocalling for Soundcloud. 05:24 my Thomas Gospel is 6 1/2 screen long, added some text before 3 lines, after 7 lines, divided in screenwide sections of words. If in 7 screens then the end can be the start. 1, 111, 94, 2, so end words end up to start new screen, as a start to the Thomas Gospel 05:36 i keep mine this way with an open start by Jesus and in the end the invite to seek God, a short intro of 3 lines, and 7 lines after my choice of the divides was because of the letter and the screen, sayings had to fit the screen, it can be different. a.i. image along. 09:58 the first thing to clean up better is the Sextine Chappel. Did it first time last thursday, i'm using my time cleaning up again. 10:36 my 22-6 sample videos aren't ambient firstplace, but effects. i use the same sample all the way putting different effects to it. 20:18 this is so crazy you never heard of it. Just made a video IMG_1273, playing it now. i opened my iphone as usual so i can play it on my laptop. It's not in the map on my iphone storage, and when i search the number, in it, it's not found, and i'm playing it live! It's my new video on TikTok, the follow up for my present video, handplayed house on my Yamaha SHS over the GFX-5, second vid. 20:07 now it disappeared while playing the video, the video went out and my present TikTok video started, can't roll it back, lost it. 20:31 played it again, now it's IMG_1274 playing on my iphone. 20:33 IMG_1273 is on my iphone now! i transport it, but the new one is better. A mirage iphone video, not found on my iphone, then after i rerecorded it, it appears! That really slows me a hell of a lot. 21:09 finished my fourth Yamaha SHS over GFX-5 effects video today, same cam position, same sound, same light, beautifull videos. 22:31 still turning down video and audio because of volume level. TikTok and Soundcloud don't put everything the same volume. 04:53 now it happens again. At awaking i recorded 1280 ewith the Ringmod pedal, i'm playing it on the iphone, i allowed it on the laptop, but when i open up the iphone on the laptop, 1280 isn't in the iphone storage. And yesterday it even stopped playing on my iphone, it was gone, i had to rerecord it, and after i had done that, it was back again. i made a crazy recording, don't want to redo it. 

22-7 02 i'll be a capo user. the theme was in G, so the solo too, the bass could go a small 3d lower, Big Bang Power on Mikro is 2 up. that sounded so good, the different chords. i took the decision at Pos Inflo, second video after Live Show All Nine, i want all 9 'okay'. 10:34 mentioned my niece Monique Bijl to my sister Christien a while ago. She's making statues, i heve been by her exhibition in Rotterdam together with her. i made a video that i put on Facebook. i could make music to her art, her sis is in appartment styling. 12:43 replaced the Thomas Gospel (21-7) by me new one, also put it below my flyer on a new economic thought, improved text of it 12:48 taking the door out is a few seconds, placing it in when the air gets polluted takes me a minute or sometimes more than that. 15:32 with my two nieces i could make a lot of money making home music and vision set ups, easiest by pc programs, not my stuff. 15:52 my nephews David and Jonathan are into programming, i could point out the ambient recording and playing possibillities. 18:30 wrote them a messy letter on ambient just mentioning things, mainly: adapting the key  to what you play, changing sounds. 19:13 didn't manage to get my new vid NO DELAY FUZZ on X, it's on TikTok, The same sample still, now with adapt sound Gary-M. 19:50 put some videos out on TikTok, friends only. They are free to be viewed, but not on my tiktok. With a vertic stick a verti tv. 19:53 hearing ceiling sounds, air is getting poisonous, will put the door in. 20:06 won't go on putting it in. i won't dy, i'm with J.C. 

21-7 01:36 i'll give the chords of the Air accompaniment now, by the way at church in the Rozenbottel in Parnassia somebody played Air on piano during the Lord's supper and it was so beautifull. Possibly Bach devellopped Air on a clavecimbel, or an organ. But i don't know how far the guitar was devellopped by then. It may be basically a guitar piece that is worked out on a keyboard. Then the guitar is an accompaniment to a melody in the head of the composer. The chords are worked out into orchestral lines. 01:44 C Em Am G, F D G G, C G A7 A7, Dm Dm G G, C C Am D, G/C D G G, 2 times. G G A7 A7, A A Dm Dm, E Am E E, Am/Dm F/E Am Am, D Em D D, G/Em Am/D G G, C F D G, E A Dm Dm, G G C C, F C F F, Dm Dm G7 G7, C/F C/G7 C C, 2 times, that's the complete Air. Then my chorus to it is: C F G6 Em A9 D9 G6 C, i often play 2 finger chords on the guitar, not choosing between minor and major. i only play a minor when it's explicit, or necessary because of the melody. In 'i testify of Jesus' i play: Am F Dm, G Em C. There i have to play full chords, if not, it doesn't sound to the melody. i made the song on a piano in JHOP The Hague, it's all on the white keys. The song is on my album Choirs, it's in audio on YouTube, because all my Spotify albums are transported to YouTube automatically. 02:19 i miss my songbook and my guitar lessons book of Theo, that's why i had to rewrite Air, and i had to search this on YouTube. i testify of Jesus is 2 lines of chords, going a 3d down, the second line of chords being one note down, on the white keys of a piano. This melody i could play along with my right hand, i never can play two handed keyboard, but this is so simple that i am able to do it 12:49 The Municipal Health Service reporting center visited because of a report by my sister Christien. They said that my sister was worried it was going the same way as 10 years ago. I explained that some things are the same as 10 years ago, but I handle them differently: I'm not desperate, I don't run around the city looking for help. They asked what was the same, I said that I believe musical instruments in my room get broken, and that I believe I suffer from poisoning symptoms. I explained that I clean up well, keep things tidy, take care of my appearance, and that I am calm and reasonable, open to criticism. They asked me if I wanted to get back in touch with Achter de voordeur, I said I don’t feel the need for regular contact, but that we could have a chat again once in a while. They asked if I know my warning signs for when things get out of hand again. I said: not cleaning up, not tidying, not taking care of my appearance, not washing my clothes, not living regularly. They asked do you live regularly, i said i go to sleep on time, but at night, when i awake, i do things untill i feel sleepy, then i go to bed again. So i go to bed regularly, and i awake regularly. 12:52 there will be a new chat with the ladies of Achter de voordeur may be. i have no request for help to the psychiatric service. 13:04 you wouldn't believe it: they came by unannounced, they didn't have my phone number or my email! That's a joke or serious? 14:02 copy/pasted a Gospel of Thomas marquette.edu/maqom/Gospel%20of%20Thomas%20Lambdin.pdf will select mystical sayings. In the past i used to fix it into dialogues, i thought it was cut into pieces from a normal story version, may be 6 chapters. Now i'm just interested in the handy saying on how you can come to get to know yourself, life, the Father. Practible work gnosis. 14:13 SV Loosduinen has filled all her teams, though i had let them know that i'm not interested in competition. Search an other. 18:19 here's my summary of the Thomas Gospel :

4) Jesus said, "The man old in days will not hesitate to ask a small child seven days old about the place of life, and he will live. For many who are first will become last, and they will become one and the same."

(22) Jesus saw infants being suckled. He said to his disciples, "These infants being suckled are like those who enter the kingdom." They said to him, "Shall we then, as children, enter the kingdom?" Jesus said to them, "When you make the two one, and when you make the inside like the outside and the outside like the inside, and the above like the below, and when you make the male and the female one and the same, so that the male not be male nor the female; and when you fashion eyes in the place of an eye, and a hand in place of a hand, and a foot in place of a foot, and a likeness in place of a likeness; then will you enter the kingdom."

(76) Jesus said, "The kingdom of the father is like a merchant who had a consignment of merchandise and who discovered a pearl. That merchant was shrewd. He sold the merchandise and bought the pearl alone for himself. You too, seek his unfailing and enduring treasure where no moth comes near to devour and no worm destroys."

(98) Jesus said, "The kingdom of the father is like a certain man who wanted to kill a powerful man. In his own house he drew his sword and stuck it into the wall in order to find out whether his hand could carry through. Then he slew the powerful man."

(103) Jesus said, "Fortunate is the man who knows where the brigands will enter, so that he may get up, muster his domain, and arm himself before they invade."

21b)You, then, be on your guard against the world. Arm yourselves with great strength lest the robbers find a way to come to you, for the difficulty which you expect will (surely) materialize. Let there be among you a man of understanding. When the grain ripened, he came quickly with his sickle in his hand and reaped it. Whoever has ears to hear, let him hear."

(5) Jesus said, "Recognize what is in your sight, and that which is hidden from you will become plain to you. For there is nothing hidden which will not become manifest."

3b)When you come to know yourselves, then you will become known, and you will realize that it is you who are the sons of the living father. But if you will not know yourselves, you dwell in poverty and it is you who are that poverty."

(7) Jesus said, "Blessed is the lion which becomes man when consumed by man; and cursed is the man whom the lion consumes, and the lion becomes man."

(70) Jesus said, "That which you have will save you if you bring it forth from yourselves. That which you do not have within you will kill you if you do not have it within you."

11b)In the days when you consumed what is dead, you made it what is alive. When you come to dwell in the light, what will you do?

On the day when you were one you became two. But when you become two, what will you do?"

(15) Jesus said, "When you see one who was not born of woman, prostrate yourselves on your faces and worship him. That one is your father."

(17) Jesus said, "I shall give you what no eye has seen and what no ear has heard and what no hand has touched and what has never occurred to the human mind."

(19) Jesus said, "Blessed is he who came into being before he came into being. If you become my disciples and listen to my words, these stones will minister to you.

24b)He said to them, "Whoever has ears, let him hear. There is light within a man of light, and he lights up the whole world. If he does not shine, he is darkness."

(28) Jesus said, "I took my place in the midst of the world, and I appeared to them in flesh. I found all of them intoxicated; I found none of them thirsty. And my soul became afflicted for the sons of men, because they are blind in their hearts and do not have sight; for empty they came into the world, and empty too they seek to leave the world. But for the moment they are intoxicated. When they shake off their wine, then they will repent."

37b)esus said, "When you disrobe without being ashamed and take up your garments and place them under your feet like little children and tread on them, then will you see the son of the living one, and you will not be afraid"

(41) Jesus said, "Whoever has something in his hand will receive more, and whoever has nothing will be deprived of even the little he has."

(40) Jesus said, "A grapevine has been planted outside of the father, but being unsound, it will be pulled up by its roots and destroyed."

(42) Jesus said, "Become passers-by."

(58) Jesus said, "Blessed is the man who has suffered and found life."

(74) He said, "O Lord, there are many around the drinking trough, but there is nothing in the cistern."

(75) Jesus said, "Many are standing at the door, but it is the solitary who will enter the bridal chamber."

(81) Jesus said, "Let him who has grown rich be king, and let him who possesses power renounce it."

(45) Jesus said, "Grapes are not harvested from thorns, nor are figs gathered from thistles, for they do not produce fruit. A good man brings forth good from his storehouse; an evil man brings forth evil things from his evil storehouse, which is in his heart, and says evil things. For out of the abundance of the heart he brings forth evil things."

(47) Jesus said, "It is impossible for a man to mount two horses or to stretch two bows. And it is impossible for a servant to serve two masters; otherwise, he will honor the one and treat the other contemptuously.

(106) Jesus said, "When you make the two one, you will become the sons of man, and when you say, 'Mountain, move away,' it will move away."

(114) Simon Peter said to him, "Let Mary leave us, for women are not worthy of life." Jesus said, "I myself shall lead her in order to make her male, so that she too may become a living spirit resembling you males. For every woman who will make herself male will enter the kingdom of heaven."

(48) Jesus said, "If two make peace with each other in this one house, they will say to the mountain, 'Move Away,' and it will move away."

(50) Jesus said, "If they say to you, 'Where did you come from?', say to them, 'We came from the light, the place where the light came into being on its own accord and established itself and became manifest through their image.'

If they ask you, 'What is the sign of your father in you?', say to them, 'It is movement and repose.'"

(53) His disciples said to him, "Is circumcision beneficial or not?" He said to them, "If it were beneficial, their father would beget them already circumcised from their mother. Rather, the true circumcision in spirit has become completely profitable."

(56) Jesus said, "Whoever has come to understand the world has found (only) a corpse, and whoever has found a corpse is superior to the world."

(60) a Samaritan carrying a lamb on his way to Judea. He said to his disciples, "That man is round about the lamb." They said to him, "So that he may kill it and eat it." He said to them, "While it is alive, he will not eat it, but only when he has killed it and it has become a corpse." They said to him, "He cannot do so otherwise." He said to them, "You too, look for a place for yourself within repose, lest you become a corpse and be eaten."

(80) Jesus said, "He who has recognized the world has found the body, but he who has found the body is superior to the world."

(87) Jesus said, "Wretched is the body that is dependant upon a body, and wretched is the soul that is dependent on these two."

(112) Jesus said, "Woe to the flesh that depends on the soul; woe to the soul that depends on the flesh."

(61) Jesus said, "Two will rest on a bed: the one will die, and the other will live." Salome said, "Who are you, man, that you ... have come up on my couch and eaten from my table?" Jesus said to her, "I am he who exists from the undivided. I was given some of the things of my father." <...> "I am your disciple.""Therefore I say, if he is destroyed, he will be filled with light, but if he is divided, he will be filled with darkness."

(84) Jesus said, "When you see your likeness, you rejoice. But when you see your images which came into being before you, and which neither die not become manifest, how much you will have to bear!

(83) Jesus said, "The images are manifest to man, but the light in them remains concealed in the image of the light of the father. He will become manifest, but his image will remain concealed by his light."

(43) His disciples said to him, "Who are you, that you should say these things to us?" "You do not realize who I am from what I say to you, but you have become like the Jews, for they (either) love the tree and hate its fruit (or) love the fruit and hate the tree."

(102) Jesus said, "Woe to the pharisees, for they are like a dog sleeping in the manger of oxen, for neither does he eat nor does he let the oxen eat."

(39) Jesus said, "The pharisees and the scribes have taken the keys of knowledge (gnosis) and hidden them. They themselves have not entered, nor have they allowed to enter those who wish to. You, however, be as wise as serpents and as innocent as doves."

(110) Jesus said, "Whoever finds the world and becomes rich, let him renounce the world."

(113) His disciples said to him, "When will the kingdom come?"."It will not come by waiting for it. It will not be a matter of saying 'here it is' or 'there it is.' Rather, the kingdom of the father is spread out upon the earth, and men do not see it."

(3a) Jesus said, "If those who lead you say to you, 'See, the kingdom is in the sky,' then the birds of the sky will precede you. If they say to you, 'It is in the sea,' then the fish will precede you. Rather, the kingdom is inside of you, and it is outside of you.

18b)Jesus said, "Have you discovered, then, the beginning, that you look for the end? For where the beginning is, there will the end be. Blessed is he who will take his place in the beginning; he will know the end and will not experience death.

(2) Jesus said, "Let him who seeks continue seeking until he finds. When he finds, he will become troubled. When he becomes troubled, he will be astonished, and he will rule over the All."

(94) Jesus said, "He who seeks will find, and he who knocks will be let in."

(111) Jesus said, "The heavens and the earth will be rolled up in your presence. And the one who lives from the living one will not see death." Does not Jesus say, "Whoever finds himself is superior to the world?"                                                                                   (1)he said, "Whoever finds the interpretation of these sayings will not experience death                                                                          THE GOSPEL OF JUDAS DIDIMUS THOMAS

18:33 i need to sort it out a bit more, i sorted it out while making the summary. The one on my laptop will be a bit more organized. 19:42 this is crazy, wouldn't believe it: you can't get your joint delivered at home in The Hague online from a coffeeshop, it seems! 19:47 now i found dutchcoffeeshops.com/nl/in/den-haag i will try some coffeeshops, Why don't they show that on the national? 19:56 didn't see on dutchcofeeshops den haag coffeeshops in The Hague with homedeliverance. There's people liking to stay home 19:58 there's home deliverance, but national, they send it to you per post. But not like a pizza, you like to have one and you get one 20:02 when Frank was here he called his speed (amfetamine) dealer and he brought it. Sometimes he wanted not only my weed. 

20-7 03:51 made a video on TikTok that i placed on X too, showing that Shower Girls is on my channel, but not when logged out. 15:57 I wrote my brother a text message, the last 16 bars of his chords from Air are, in my opinion, wrong. He wrote: G G C C, F C FC, Dm Dm G7 C/F, C G7 C C. It should be: G G C C, F C F F (as far as I'm concerned, that's how I always play it), Dm Dm G7 G7, C/F C/G7 C C. I asked my brother: how can the 4 chord half-bar change, that appears earlier twice in a different version in the piece, be on the 4th bar? It must start on the first bar, like the other two. And how can the 4 chord change not have all chords the same length? I told him his version was wrong. That took me a lot of time to figure out, but I'm convinced it's true. During class i was in trouble too when playing the piece, i always had problems doing the end chords, playing guitar, or feeding the chords in my sequencer. With '4 chord half-bar change' i mean 4 chords in 2 bars, each half a bar. That happens 3 times in the second part of Air. 16:08 i'm working on the keyboard version of Air, i do one version, the complete Air, with the chorus as an end, that's the simplest. 17:32 my bro sends me a tab, saying it's easy. i said that it's about a chords list, 24 bars first part, 48 bars second part, then the last 4 bars must be C/F C/G7 C C, i asked him. He got me wrong, but i was clearly not asking for help, but criticizing his lesson material. He had C/F a bar earlier and then C and G7 each a bar, and then two times C. The change C F C G7 needs to be at the start of a 4bar Now i didn't listen to Air at all in the meantime, just playing it the most logical way. He rehearsed it with me at guitarlesson this way. Theo taught me how to play the first 4 bars, the long intro tone, with a bassline. i worked that out into four chords for my keyboard. i play the first four bars C Em Am G and then F D  G G, C G A7 A7, Dm Dm G G, C C Am D, G/C D G G, that's the first 24 bar part of it. 17:47 Theo wrote me: "It sounds fine to everyone, just the way you play it. But Bach and other precise performers make that acceleration happen two measures earlier, slow ending" i replied that he did it one measure earlier, and not all chords even length. The question is, did he do it wrong by mistake, or did he do it deliberately, or didn't he understand the chords list, or am i wrong? The answer of Theo is strange, how can Bach do the '4 chord 2 measure change' at any other place than the start of a 4 measure? So to me it sounds like Theo doesn't understand his own chords list. May be he has it from somebody else, and made a mistake. 18:05 Theo: 'true, but I wrote "two measures earlier" because Bach plays the G chord first with a B in the bass and only then the G' 18:32 that's a strange answer to me af the maker of the simple chords list i received of him. Those chords are super, i'm so happy! 18:30 the other two '4 chord 2 measure changes' in the 2nd part of Air are measure 13/14 and 21/22, this is about 45/46, the end.

19-7 00:57 i hear the voices are worried, i'm working on my song Early Daybreak, they want to block my TikTok. They made money. 01:04 it's a theme i made on TikTok on 17 october 2025, the song i develloped gradually by livestreams on 20 oktober. i also had Livestream 17 GMT, it's a pair of two songs. Seemingly they published their own version successfully and want to block my TikTok. 01:09 It seems to be a plagiarism system that uses psychiatric patients and third-world artists. Not only music, also inventions etc. Also by sects, like Gaby Kroes was in the Jesus People. Gaby wrote fine songs, and she may be a very good guitarist, Sahabi too, she was in Osho. When you're in a sect you often can't be traced. People get lost. Sects are easy moneymaking for human traffickers. 01:22 the money doesn't go to the artist, but also the product is often wasted. i had my theory about Prince and the Stones songs. 01:27 my ideas of liberating sex and human traffic are horrible to them, because they abuse their position. But they waste people. Human traffick may be the most profitable business, together with prostitution. Good if it were organized in a way that is humanist. 01:36 i like Joe Satriani and Wishbone Ash, the music varies a lot, also inside the songs/tunes, parts are good, others bad. The worst excample is on Joe Satriani's Time Machine CD 1 nr 14 Woodstock Jam, it sounds like my brothers Theo and Leonard the worst way. 01:41 Front Page News of Wishbone Ash has a duo guitar intro that makes it impossible to become a hit. It would have been super. Possibly because it's sex music, they cause dissension at sex parties, and give the original artists the blame. They harvest people. 02:14 Shower Girls is on my videos list in my TikTok artist studio, but not when i'm logged out. Why would i upload anything to them 02:18 my livingroom sound is clearly out of tune with my musicroom, but i like the sound of both. It's not too bad, i keep it this way. i must really start tuning all instruments in one key, which is the Casio 100tone, because it can't be tuned. That's a good decision. 02:28 the advantage of ambient is that you can play two things through eachother. The shower girls video still goes with this now. 02:36 have removed the door between living and musicroom again. Removing it is easy, but putting it in takes some time, precise. 03:48 have put Early Daybreak out, now livingroom and musicroom are in tune. Not of this Earth of Joe Satriani has always a bad part in the tunes. Joe is a crazy guitarist with a very personal harmonic idea, but there's always distastefull parts in his compositions 13:20 have taken the four Lifestream screencopies of my guitarsolo, and the two if Jimi could see me now's off TikTok. See when they take them off my page. i put them online just because i hear i have to show how fast i can play. i like good music, no racing. 13:30 that's ten minutes now, for putting out videos, and moving that to another browser. i watch logged out on Edge, in on Opera Normal to do what i decided, i don't want so many guitarsolo videos on my account. It was just because they wanted me to play fast 13:34 i am an ambient artist now firstplace. i thought somebody would be interested in getting young by herbs, like i did before. Now i'm old again, my feet are ugly, i'm tied to my home. But i'm happy with my house and my music. Nobody will move me out. 14:22 it's an hour now since i put the 6 videos on 'friends only', still not. It's 30 hours since Shower Girls, it's released TikTok says on my artist studio. It's visible on my channel when i'm logged in, but the video has no views. Virtual reality. They can't kill me here. As i said the video is visible, i'm playing it onscreen while playing oppositestring stratocaster, 'If Jimi could see me now', two showergirls. 17:54 recorded Air Song and Love be welcome and put them on my video/audio page. Will try to get into X, it's horizontal, try TikTok 21:17 Air has a new text because i can't find my songbook. Voices say they have it. So they really have been in my appartment?

18-7 01:26 my two newest videos on TikTok, Old Folky Guitar  and My Pinay Souvenir, are much lower volume than the former two. 08:54 yes the Oppositestring Stratocaster video is much louder than the videos i mentioned. Don't they want it all one volumelevel? 09:39 i always expressed my gratitude to X, TikTok, YouTube that i have a stage. But i can have criticism, they must be thankfull too! 11:44 i type this for the second time, it failed to upload: my new video Shower Pair isn't yet visible on Microsoft Edge browser.  11:47 also not on Firefox Mozilla. The pair is a lesbian pair which always gives a lot of conscience trouble to explain for the voices. 11:50 when they need to block something it's often because they have stolen something of my music, or committed an awful crime. 12:18 it's still not visible when logged out. The image is of a showerpair of a partyvideo like i used for the Horny Dance/Horny trance 14:03 the video still isn't visible, but on my TikTok studio i have no report that it is banned. Schyzophrenic TikTok here, it's not me. 15:01 my new video If Jimi could see me now shows immediately, but Shower Pair still doesn't. The image is running on the tv there. 15:34 that i made an acoustic If Jimi could see me now is pure technical, i heard them say i need to play fast acoustic, so i made it.

17-7 08:54 had to place the door again to have a saferoom. Made a remark on Rolls Royce being a winner of the war, Kruppstahls investments were lost, the English had their payments. That may be a reason for the miraculous winning of the allies in the war. 08:56 i am talking with voices which seem to be in clubs. i go out in peacefull times, i stay home in times of quarrel and anger. 08:58 Rolls Royce is into mininuclear now. They may dislike my support of wind/solar and H2. Where did the Merlin engine come from? The Merlin was the engine of the Spitfire, Hurricane, Mosquito and Lancaster airplanes. There may be a link to jews in Germany. The USA used a copy of the Merlin in the P51 Mustang, the most wellknown escort fighter of WW2. Is the BMW a bit like the Merlin? 09:07 if the BMW is of a jew, and the Merlin is better than the BMW, it's an argument. i believe in a club solution to the whole thing. 09:11 what i wrote is not an accusation, it's a possibillity of explaining why Germany lost deliberately,. For excample by sending out the Bismarck alone, when they had the Scharnhorst, Gneisenau and Tirpitz to go along, and U-boats could attack the Ark Royal. 09:14 the Me 109 fighter was designed for an aircraft carrier, its' landing gear is in the middle. That is very instable for that fighter. It's the most built fighter of the war, 33.000 were built of it. Why didn't the Germans turn the Graf Spee into an aircraft carrier? 09:23 At the scouts i earned the aircraftrecognition badge in an airscouts group. I read 4 booklets by Van der Klauw on WW2 planes. 12:02 an advantage of the door between the rooms is i have two seperate sounds running. Placing the door doesn't cost much time 12:08 if Hitler had won, it was no problem to declare my music 'entartete musik'. The people against me are acting a bit like that. Germany could have won by nazis in neighbouring countries. We had Mussert, in the Uk the Oxford group or so. Then the Dutch army and fleet would be along the Germans completely. So then Rolls Royce could produce their engines for them, no problem. If France was left for the French to take over, the Germans wouldn't have such a lot of trouble with the Free French, Francophones. They had to bomb Warschau, Rotterdam, The Polish were racists anti-jews, they would have been cannon-fodder for the attack. Germany was cut down to a small country, nowadays even smaller. He needed soldiers. Poland, Holland, France would help a lot. Now his troups were busy suppressing neighbouring countries. Those countries could do it, and add soldiers to the German amy. If Hitler wanted to control the whole world, he needed the armies of the countries he occupied. Then it was possible, a growing army. 12:33 now the colonies are freed, and industry has spread to the third world. Occupying the whole world was possible in that time, if one Western country took over the others, there's all industry. Hitler could take over the USA by nazis within the Republican party. 14:07 the Fokker D21 had a 850 hp Hercules engine + a fixed landing gear. But the Koolhoven K51 had a retractable gear. The D21 was dangerous to the Me 109D that attacked Holland, it was a fine dogfighter. The Germans needed a slow escort to the Stuka Ju 53 and Mescherschmidt Gigant trooptransport. They could have used the Dornier X flyingboat as a trooptransport to attack Iceland too. Holland could go on producing the D21, and the G1, which was a crazy interceptor with much firepower, but too weak engines. 17:31 have gone through all my videos on TikTok a second time now, will pass them by fastly once more? Will watch them tonight. 17:58 fastly counted i'm on 220 videos now. Will play them as i like tonight, and see how far i come. Won't switch on/off any now. 20:17 uploaded an underwater video with nudity. Cannot click on a button: nudity. At YouTube you couldn't see the button 18+. and when they blocked you for it, they didn't tell you there was a possibillity to put it on 18+. There is nudity on TikTok too, but how? 20:19 so in a few days i may be banned again, need to search for a different site. Like employers sending you off, no other job. 20:26 nudity isn't always porn, it can be art. There is no place for it on the web, i was banned by Vimeo after one night, that's it. 23:41 the UK could be forced to a coup by fascists, if the landing was just taking over main industrial ports, like Southampton and Liverpool. The landing was prevented by Churchill bombing the landing fleet, but the Germans had good radar and interceptors. So there could be a landing in Southern England, but not heading to London, but to the Atlantic coast shutting off British industry. i wrote on X that Hitler didn't need Rotterdam, he had a broader river south of it already. He could leave Holland to Mussert's coup. Hitler signed peace with France, but he better just left France to itself helping the fascists, and headed to the UK as fast as possible.

16-7 14:03 cleaned up the Sextine Chappel. Will record a vertical Yehova Ro'ie keys, Walking with Jesus & Yehovah Yahwe today. 17:46 GFX-5 Chet Atkins 1rc 3dd3 is 'no sound' for the second time. GFX-5 Chet Atkins 2rc 3dd3 is visible to me, but not when logged  out. So there's only GFX-5 Chet Atkins 2rc. Wanted to inform viewers by the info line on my account but it doesn't work. 17:50 switched GFX-5 Chet Atkins 2rc to 'friends only', it's echoguitar, i make ambient, it's part of a trits of ambient videos, 1 misses. 17:53 a video can be put on 'no sound' because music of others is used. That was once the case, when i played a house CD, but often my sound is blocked when it's my own sound. There's a whole list of such video's, over 10. Then i have to go complaining. 17:56 when a video is visible to me, but not to others, that's a completely different case. Then TikTok is cheating me and the web. 17:58 when the info line on my account can't be uploaded, i can't have contact with the general viewers, i cannot inform them. 18:00 so my music is presented as i don't want it, i am given the wrong impression about it, and i cannot reach the people viewing. 18:04 when the sound of a video is blocked, i must be informed, when a video isn't shown too, i must be informed about the reason 18:29 there's volleyball at the Mormons, so i go to play there. Let's see how my condition is for playing football with SV Loosduinen. 21:15 lost my bike key may be, left my bike there. Two weeks ago my other bike was stolen when i picked up a mirror and left it. If they close all websites and lock my bike when i forget my key ( i'm forgetfull, my memory worsens) then i can sit at home silently. When i came out of the church after volleyball my bike was thrown over. It was at a regular bike spot, standing in a regular way. 21:46 i was revising the selection of my TikTok videos, being halfway after doing it up to the end, noticing it was still the old way. i am very glad that the first half is more or less streamlined. i would like to have streamlined it up to the end. They want bad music or bad image of me. They like it if i look weird and there's no sound to it. Now after what happened at the start of the list, why should i still work on it? They can just remove the sound of a video. They can just leave a video out, like My sweet Lord, or C'mon baby light my fire, or a solo like Lifestream, one of my best soloos if you ask me. i like the Bolin videos, may be there's four even. i think i made crazy good music but also weird stuff, i have been looking nice and also like Catweasel. That's a series of the 70's. I can't help it. i am at their mercy. i like to make a good channel, but they can leave out what they like, add what they like, take the music away. No use. 21:59 it's called LIVESTREAM GUITAR 2025-11-12 but in fact the theme is called LIFESTREAM, like an earlier video with keys/ a river.

15-7 02:32 wrote my brother: "When Heilwig is Hadewijch, then, in any case, ísn't the correct name passed down: it's not the name Hadewijch, but the name Heilwighe. It's really weird that Ruusbroec comes up with a different name than the one found in the Brussels library, right? So that's an assumption that actually raises questions. My assumption answers many questions. Isn't that a reason to hold on to an assumption? Do you believe that Heilwig is Hadewijch?" In that case the name is at least one corruption, 02:43 Ruusbroec's sect, that was stopped, may have lived on without the poems, and it was a setback that the poems were found. In that sect a member Hadewijch was persecuted, her poems not venerated, who mentioned her was in problems. Persecution, not only of Hadewijch's persons and poems, but of love and sex. A license to persecute nymphomanics, sex workers, and charitative persons. But then especially women, mistreating them, taking them in captivity in the hidden group network, merchandizing them. After the poems were found, it was just possible to say that Heilwig is Hadewijch, and you accept that whole set af anti-love acts. But that set of anti-love actions isn't in line with the whole of the poems as they are now. In the poems is a mixture of love and hate. 03:19 now Hadewijch is widely known worldwide, by Christians and sexers, here the anti-love sentiment may have lived on that way as a way to meet women, if you persecute women and love. The women in it persecuting their competitors once they were inside. The problem that i face now, is that the thought is hated of Heilwig being the blur that covers the real Hadewijch, who is Christian. 03:31 possibly the Hadewijch influence outside the lowlands couldn't be bridled, inside the lowlands it became a general system. Now the thought that the poems were songs is widely accepted, it's raising new questions. The poems can be seen as corrupted. 15:00 replied to my brother "1, "because according to you Hadewijch cannot be schizophrenic," no, I think she is schizophrenic if all the texts are from the same person. 2, "the 'heffingen' problem," no, 'heffingen' are from the old paired medieval poetry/song form, Hadewijch creates complex rhyme schemes that point to modern melodies. 3, if Hadewijch were a Minne devotion with communal singing, then messing with the rhythm of the verses and the number of verses per stanza makes that communal singing impossible, and the poetry just becomes poetry, which with Ruusbroec’s persecution ends up in the archive. 4, you claim that Hadewijch and Heilwighe are different ways of saying the same name? They are Germanic names made of 2 parts; they mean something very different. I’m just defending my opinion. My opinion is a good explanation for many things, wherease uniting Hadewijch and Heilwighe of Bloemaerdinne, a theory I also knew, actually raises a lot more questions." i always try to be short and to the point. 15:05 it's no problem to have an email discussion like a post chess party, you can reply in your time, think it over as long as you like. 15:08 as long as i think i can defend my view on his criticism i keep replying,. He gave me the idea he thought Hadewijch was the same as Heilwighe van Bloemaerdinne, so i attacked that view even after he stopped, or at least i wanted to know if that was true. 19:57 AT TIKTOK A WHOLE LIST OF VIDEOS I SWITCHED TO 'FRIENDS ONLY' WAS ON 'PUBLIC' AGAIN WHEN I REVIEWED IT AFTER! bullshit. After cleaning it up i want to do it once more, now i have to redo it once more. Work for nothing, i'm so tired i work so hard 20:01 i got to the end of the list and reviewed it. They don't let you select your own videos on your own account, show your music. 20:09 my brother wrote he wants an end to it, i wrote: "Thanks for helping me think it through, but I have the right to defend my perspective. My perspective is one I haven't heard from others yet, and it explains a lot of the facts." my view is a new view on it. 22:15 will check my videos on TikTok, last time everything was okay the next morning, may be it's everything as i changed it by now. 22:20 if there's really a Heilwighe club still, persecuting Hadewijch, then i guess there's not really a Hadewijch club devout to Love. Hadewijch's writings are mingled, but with a Heilwighe club the hate to Love survives, the devotion to Love is persecuted i guess. But Heilwighe should have been Hadewijch, so there ought to be devotion to Love, if the writings represent a mingled personality. 22:27 up to 1820 Hadewijch was persecuted, after 1820 Heilwighe was Hadewijch, but may be the Hadewijch persecution went on. How can Hadewijch be persecuted if Heilwighe was Hadewijch? They could just ly about the writings, and criticism was dangerous.

14-7 04:57 cannot enter X, my browserscreen at Mozilla Firefoxwas lost during the night, when i try to login i get an old suspended account @nicoisamahmoud. i lost that because of publishing facts about kidporn on YouTube. That happened earlier with another. 05:12 have somehow entered X nico scheurkogel @nicolaasscheur1, saw no replies by my brother to my 4 replies to his comments. At YouTube it is clear that you have several accounts connected to several emails, with X once you're in, you cannot enter another. Both with X and TikTok i'm not certain to which email my account was connected, and there's no possibillity to inquire with them. The same applies to logins, often you're asked for a login, but it's not clearly stated which login is required, they must be explicit. 05:29 have also entered X nico isa mahmoud @NicoScheurkogel. It's music and sex, nico scheurkogel is more religion and society. 08:45 I've been to the GP for my feet. I told her that a year ago I had swollen feet, which are gone now, but that there’s a layer on the soles of my feet that gets soft when it rains. Because of that, I can’t cycle. She, Dr. Van Biezen, looked at it. She said the bluish color on my feet is just blood vessels, that there’s fat under my bones, and that I should go to a podiatrist. I explained that I can actually walk fine, but that I have a disagreement with my psychiatrist, I think I have poisoning symptoms, and I want that layer under my feet properly examined. She said the podiatrist can do that, and that there’s no strange layer. I said that an X-ray could check whether the layer under my foot is organic or not. She said that can’t be seen on an X-ray, only bones. I said that heavy metals can also be seen, and she said, yes, maybe a nail. I said then I’m looking for another GP. She wished me good luck with it. 09:42 am logged out at X nico scheurkogel again. Won't try to enter now, if they want me out. Put Lunar City Pacific on my website. 11:12 have also put 2 rehearsal takes of an 0'16 rehearsal band on it, one of them with a voicedub, i later made texts to our tunes. 12:23 made two ambient dub videos to Lunar City Pacific. Can have ads on my website, if any idealist investor likes to have it here. 12:44 on my video/audio page i call the Pacific our new frontier. i mean by that a new growth zone, like the West was for the States. 12:59 wrote my brother an email: "Hi Leonard, at the moment I'm having trouble getting into X. But in short, I believe in the Biblical God, and I usually think of Hadewijch as someone who truly believes, but sometimes actually doesn't. So I believe that the Brussels Heilwig is the successor of the Antwerp Hadewijch, who made her poems impossible to sing, and her ideas hostile to Love. Because the current versions are metrically not suitable for singing the melodies, and also not really praise! That's not a faith I spread, but a defense of my view. Just like I don't spread my Islam, but I testify to the truth of Islam, and have my own opinion of it. And that I go to church on Sundays, and have a defense, an apologetic for it, towards non-believers, Christians, Buddhists, Hindus, and Muslims. There is freedom of religion, right?" This is a reply to his criticism. i believe there's upright believers, and there's persecution too. 13:18 if people get income by my stuff, i ask to invest it into solar/wind energy, H2 transport, on sea or in deserts. Under wind energy can be fish/plants (kelp) production. Then the Pacific/tubetrain/containerhome/24-7citybulb idea, movable homes for students on deserted industry sites, having bikes to contact public transport. The 24-7citybulb on low groundprice spots near the city center. You can make big money with the investment, but it needs investors! i'm an idealist, i do it voluntarily, profit or not. 19:16 my brother answered me with a long story, in which he didn't really go into my arguments. i replied: "It’s a new insight that the poems were sung. If it’s true that the songs were sung, then the line of verse has a certain rhythm of syllables, which I call meter. That rhythm, which aligns with the melody, is often not so consistent in the different stanzas of Hadewijch, even though it could be. So with the new idea that Hadewijch was sung, there’s something strange going on with Hadewijch. I explain that by someone wanting to make it impossible for the songs to continue being sung. That the songs would disappear into the archive, or rather into the hearth. Because Hadewijch was still known in Switzerland in the Middle Ages, right? And Hadewijch was an archival piece for centuries, right? Ruusbroec, the one who mentions Heilwig of Brussels, takes offense at her, doesn’t he? There was still heresy persecution, Christian persecution, that’s still a current reality. I haven’t heard my view anywhere else, and yet it’s a possible explanation. So my view is something to respond to. You say: "It would also shed an entirely new light on the historically-real thinking world of this Hadewijch/Heilwig" – so you're more or less assuming that Heilwig was Hadewijch? That's just an assumption, an assumption I was also aware of. But I think my assumption is a better explanation of the facts. Because there was persecution, Hadewijch was an archival document, the songs don't flow rhythmically as if there was a melody, song 8 has one line too many while the other final lines fit neatly as part of the stanza. My explanation is defensible, and you don't really address it, but are more like: in science, that opinion doesn't exist." The idea that Hadewijch was sung raises new questions, my assumption is a new idea. 19:33 he wrote to me about the 3/4 stresses per line system of the medieval prose. i replied: "Regarding the 3 or 4 stresses per line, I’ve also read *Karel ende Elegast* at school, you know, I do know that. Maybe the AA, BB, CC rhyme scheme, paired rhyme, was a way to sing poems in an Old Dutch style, by traveling merchants moving from castle to castle, market to market, and tavern to tavern. But Hadewijch doesn’t have paired rhyme, she has separate stanzas with a complicated rhyme scheme; she probably had real melodies. She also has mixed poems, paired rhyme, a correspondence in rhyme with another woman. Maybe those did have stresses and could be sung that way." i know that Hedwig is held by some to be Hadewijch, and that there was a 3-4 stress system. 19:38 My brother is a Dutch studies scholar, specialized in the Middle Ages. He was a researcher of the Northern Legenda Aurea, a saints' calendar with a saint for each day of the calendar. i just have my secundary school, after that a bachelor human geography. 19:52 by the way if there are medieval translated parts of Hadwijch, like i know of some in Swiss, it's interesting to look at the ridm. 19:57 i read the Swiss versions and Hadewijch's mixed poems in a rosicrucian library in the Bloemstraat in Amsterdam the Jordaan. 20:22 by the rosicrucians scriptures of the roman/greek age were transported, some of them were proven to be old by new findings 20:25 like in the Gospel of Thomas of 1948 are 4 verses that are also in the Gospel of the Holy 12, of about 1920: logion 77/19:6, logion 28/88:5, logion 22/66:13, logion 27/26:9. So the gospel, received by revelation, is real, or there is an occult connection to it. That gospel is in that library in the original print, so i know the gospel is of before 1948, in the prologue Swedenborg is mentioned. 20:38 it's called Bibliotheca Philosophica Hermetica, Bloemgracht 19, 1016 KB Amsterdam, the team is willing to help you to search. The shop i bought my first Quran in Amsterdam was bookshop Au bout du monde, at the Singel, near the Leidsestraat, small shop. 23:11 my brother wished me good luck, i said: "So I'm someone with a well-founded opinion, I don't just express my own opinion, but the fact that Islam is good for me, being Christian, that Hadewijch means something to me, I pass on to others that these are things that are useful." In the past i wanted to be an imam, but i wasn't good enough at Arabic. i am a believer, i can defend myself.

13-7 09:46 have logged in at TikTok, the trouble was to get to know which email i was using. Am at House Hasonangan. First check my vertical videos and see which of them is good enough for TikTok. Must not upload rubbish now. Will make vertical from now on. 09:53 High Fly is a nice house theme with an ambient beat, techno like, nice video, isn't yet on it. It will be my first new release there 10:00 when this one is checked the next one will be That's Anouk, supersong: boobs like heaven, blonde like an angel, that's Anouk. 10:13 getting "something went wrong, try again later" 10:17 have a nice Spring of 26 acoustic preparing for playing it on the streets. 10:21 found the Lunar City Pacific video, so i have the lyrics, i can make a video of it. So that will be the 4th, that's enough for now. 10:33 something went wrong again, trying it a third time, otherwise i try That's Anouk or Spring of 26 first. High Fly is a nicer video. 10:49 will do the acoustic guitar video of Yehova Roo'ie instead of it, it was the first video of it, i made a horizontal keys video later. 10:51 placed the video despite it went wrong, now the content is being checked. They already did that for 10 minutes. High Fly. 13:29 recorded Lunar City Pacific, but when transporting it, it blocked, and now nr IMG_ 1178 is the vertical guitar song i'm playing on my iphone, but on my laptop it shows as a horizontal keys song! The vertical guitar song doesn't show on my laptop anymore. 13:34 simply took out the USB of the iphone and connected it again, as i usually do when something gets blocked, to make it work. 13:35 now i get: cannot open "IMG_1178" (11 stands for the 11th score of 100 videos i recorded on the iphone this year, made 1178, you rather had the number of the month first, and then a 2 or 3 number score of videos, so the number could be more than 4 long) 15:26 right after i put videos on 'friends only' they are on 'everybody' again. This makes me hate to be back on TikTok. Bullshit club!  15:28 OFFICIAL NICO ANNOUNCEMENT no more Nico videos on TikTok! i hate to be on that site. i select videos, they deselect them. 15:33 they put videos on 'no sound' just because i look silly if there's no sound to it, not because the music is not by me. Unthankful 15:39 for the same reason i hate to be on the web generally. You don't know what they block and what they let through. Caricature. 15:57 today i added 5 on TikTok: Lunar City Pacific, High Fly, Yehova Ro'ie, That's Anouk and Spring of 26, so you know what i did. 15:46 I'm stopping picking blackberries like I do every year. The yogurt is making me feel poisoned. Picked blackberries are the best. 16:13 i picked at the Uithof and Ockenburg this morning. At the Uithof the blackberries were cut back, before the picking season! So if anyone can check, may be that's the place my poisoned blackberries are from, the old crooked dike with the walking path along it. The Uithof is a protected birds area, not only we eat the blackberries, they are for the birds. There's all kinds of rare birds overthere 21:41 when trying to enter X @Nicolaasscheur1 i had 30 seconds to fill in a 6 digit code i received by email. why is that so fast? Didn't manage, though i tried 5 times, because it's hard to distinguish the new emailed code from the former emails in a short time. 21:44 entered @NicoScheurkogel nico isa mahmoud, where my brother replied to my Hadewijch string of replies, gave 4 replies. It's possible that on X Nico Scheurkogel are more replies by my brother, i will check on the replies page there, using Nico Isa Mahmoud. 21:49 the reply my brother gave there was already answered by me, it also showed on my Nico Isa Mahmoud notifications page. 22:42 checked the changes i made on TikTok, it seems the videos i switched to 'friends only' are still like that now, so i go on with it. 22:58 the video 'de tijd tikt verder dub' that is switched to 'friends only' on my laptop here, is still viewable on my other laptop, so i must log out first, to see the videos as people who aren't friends view my page. i go to a different browser and enter TikTok there. 23:05 when viewing my videos at Opera i get at every video: 'there are problems playing this video', after seeing it a short time only. 23:08 at Mozilla Firefox i see the videos, though Balloon Volleyballing had the sound swithed off, had to put it on. Can start to work. 23:53 when paging videos are skipped, now and then i hear 2 videos through eachother, very nice videos are skipped especially. 00:10 have big trouble doing the job, videos can't be played, then i have to return to the House Hasonangan page, to where i was. Ain't yet half my video list. Will go once more from the start. If you have 2 internet pc's it's good to check by 1 whether you see all. 

12-7 20:56 i've got 6 rc20 loopstations, live sample machines like Ed Sheeran uses, of them are 2 still operational. In the sleeping i recorded an e-bow solo to the Lunar City Pacific theme, but it didn't come on it twice. Things that work can the next moment stop working. People have remote controls it seems. Voices ask me to make a change in the music, when i do it falls away, as if i did it. 21:00 the worst remote controls are those that work on the webcam girls, they have a plastic thing in their vagina, which can cause pain. People may pay to cause a webcamgirl pain. i hate to see the red plastic thing, but there are also things you cannot see. The plastic thing shows, because they offer the control over that device. Often they are very beautifull girls, they tend to get younger 21:24 i get it in my instruments, live bands may be too, i get it when i sleep, girls may be too. i'm not silent, i'm not in a club or so. 21:29 so by isolating me The Netherlands spoils a worldwide thing a lot of people knew, but were silent about. i'm not bound at all.

16:56 image of my footsoals: the downpart is one cm thick, spongy, blue, even shiny, right side. They have been swollen, this is what is left of it now. You clearly see it. i have to be working, stay in the house all day. If you don't see the video try another browser 17:18 my question is: poison in the blood doesn't show on an x-ray photograph, but this is a layer in the footsoal, will this show? By an x-ray you can see whether the material is organic, of the body itself / a disease, or non organic, like heavy metals or radioactive. By an x-ray i get a result that is less likely to be falsified. That seems necessary in this case, given the reactions. That's an outrage! 17:40 cannot add this video at Mijngezondheidnet, the contactsite for medical service, to my appointment on 14-7. Would be easy.

14:47 am working on a keyboard version of Lunar City Pacific, but the lyrics are on X, and when i don't log in, i get: "no posts" so i have to write the text off my video. Wrote the text on a tweet to a picture of the Pacific, and made a guitar version of the text. Well, what's the use working it out now, since i can't enter X or TikTok, i have nowhere to share the song. Made a chorus melody. When i feed my phone number and then my account name, i get: "account already made" but it's on my phone so they know it's me

11-7 02:01 cannot enter both my X accounts, so i can't upload my ambient devellopments. Have a non-rhythm night situation now. 08:42 played at the same spot as 8-7 08:54 but then a snackbar further, now the other snackbar owner came out, had to go again. 12:02 on Facebook was a Canterbury music fans group. i launched the theory that the Broadway Matadors Hair version was the original Hair version, with the saxephonist of Pink Floyd and the flute of Jethro Tull, and that the song Hair was written by Robert Wyatt of Soft Machine. The Broadway Matadors would have been Soft Machine with Andy Summers on guitar. It's possible Prince was the arranger of the musical. Robert Wyatt could also have made Try with a little help from my friends, with Andy Summers on guitar, and Won't you show me the way of Peter Frampton, Robert Wyatt makes nice free songs with very personal melodies. Hearing Sue Kramer singing, Donna Summer could be the female singer of the Broadway Matadors, she sang in the Munchen cast. Reddy, the main male singer, could be the singer of the Pearls of joy, who also sings in the Revival at Brownsville Cd, as i presume. 12:24 Good morning starshine i always like better with 'my early evening singing song'. The Broadway Matadors cassette is topless. 12:33 then Let the sunshine may be of Donna Summer! Sue Kramer sings it so crazy. May be she was only a choir singer originally.

10-7 quotes: "My version of Hadewijch's songs is searching for the original version before the persecution blurred the text by lengthening lines, adding verses and adding poems. The version sung by Els & Els is believing the transmitted version, when we know there must have been persecution. If the poems were songs and there was persecution, it's logical to seek for a version of the poems that is singable, and for an ideology in the text that is truly religious, and not schyzophrenic." defense of my Hadewijch idea.

10-7 06:54 wrote on X, about Hadewijch: She probably was from Antwerp, descent from the duke of Brabant. Hadewijch's poems were found in the library of Brussel, about 1820, she lived over 500 years earlier. Ruusbroec talks about the sect of Heilwighe van Bloemaerdinne, which was immoral. Hadewijch probably lived in Antwerp earlier, it may have been her followers with a new leader. if Heilwighe was the follow up of Hadewijch, she may have added to Hadewijch's poems. i dislike a lot of them, and i like like a lot of them. i only made melodies to the poems i like. i didn't use words in latin, i don't sing it in a church fashion, but in a folk swing fashion. in the days of Hadewijch there were a lot of extatic visionary women. Some were inside church, like Hildegard van Bingen, others outside. Hadewijch is critical of the church, but she attends the mass and reads the Bible, as we learn from her visions and letters, she's moderate. My idea of the teaching of Hadewijch is that she teaches Love is God, but Love is hard. She calls Jesus our Love in the visions. Women are often forced to make love, the word Minne also means sex. She teaches a selfless attitude accepting the hard times, it leads to high summits. i have published an imperfection in the rhyme scheme of Hadewijch, poem 8 is ABABBAA,C-C, the last verse, which is a part of the scheme, is BBAA,CC-C. i took out the first C line, but in the version of Els & Els they change the melody to sing it. My melody is just like the rest. "they who early catch sight of God's beauty/ and are quickly acquainted with her joy/ and take delight in it/ (if things turn out well for them)/ will have God knows/ a much better bargain in love/ than i have found thus far" on base of the medieval text i chose to leave out that line. If the poems of Hadewijch were songs, than such a change in the scheme of the rhyme is impossible, but otherwise too. Hadewijch has her very intricate rhyme schemes and she sticks to them, she won't make a change to them, they are her mark. She is a crazy poet, none is like her. When i made melodies to her poems, i had the idea that the rhyme schemes were following the melody lines. So lines with a similar ending have a similar melody. That would be an explanation for her intricate rhyme schemes. You see that with all the poems that i made melodies to. A lot of the medieval melodies of Hadewijch poems are waltzes, but i believe that the waltz and the 4/4 beat are 2 ways of making a melody, like you can walk and skip. Her songs can be elegant body to body dances, or folky wild free dance melodies, for the nobility and the folks. A melody is a harmonious line of notes, it can be fashioned rhytmically into a 3/4 or a 4/4, which suits a different style of dancing. i made all waltzes into 4/4 beats, because nowadays we dance freestyle. Also i develloped a waltz accompaniment to 4/4 beats for body to body. The version of Hadewijch 8 "to sing" by Els & Els is using a medieval melody. In the last verse this melody was adapted. i guess that wasn't so in the original medieval melody. It's a change of a medieval tune. Just because Hadewijch is corrupt, they have not been truly medieval! My own version of 8 "to sing" isn't meant to be authentic medieval. i try to bring to life the original song of Hadewijch, or to use the poems as they are meant: glorifications of Love, the name of God with Hadewijch. Love causes us to mourn, but we will be glad, it's worthwhile. On YouTube Hadewijch Songs i had guitar versions of 24 poems of Hadewijch in the original medieval Dutch, text adapted to fit in the melody. On guitar with Dutch subtitles, keys with English. i never closed the channel. It was with a different email. It's a crime! YouTube stinks. The version of Hadewijch 8 "to sing" by Els & Els sounds medieval, but isn't truly scientific, in the sense that the medieval melody is followed. Mine purifies the original text of Hadewijch, and it's what it's meant to be: a religious song glorifying Love. Mine is good folkrock. My version of Hadewijch 8 in medieval Dutch that was on YouTube is more pure than the version of Els & Els, but YouTube has closed my channel, without giving me any notification of the reason. YouTube does as it wills, it's MyTube, who's that Me that decides overthere? A criminal! If the poems were sung, it's logical that the lines have a similar rhythm. So it's good that i adapted the text to fit in the melody. The fact that the lines vary in rhythm is blurring the original song form, making it impossible to sing the poems. That way they couldn't be used. i own a video of a livingroom concert in 2000 or so, in which i sing poems of Hadewijch. i had the idea that the poems of Hadewijch were songs before i read the translation by Willaert & Fraeters. But by that translation i had some of the songs i like with a medieval melody. i thought the poems were songs not only because of 8 "to sing", but also because of the repeating mentioning of the birds in the different seasons. Of course she also mentions the flowers etc, but the birds are prominent in the intro's of the poems. And because of the rhymescheme. The fact that Hadewijch wasn't known from then up to 1820 is very strange. In the middle ages she was wellknown, there are versions in Swiss language of her texts. She must have been persecuted. i see the closing down of my YouTube channel as persecution of Hadewich. i'm proud! In The Netherlands there is freedom of religion. These aren't the days of the inquisition anymore. If anyone holds anything against me, there is a judge and i have the right of reply. But this way i'm just removed. Well, only from the web, making the web a ly. i'm not gone at all. My version of Hadewijch's songs is searching for the original version before the persecution blurred the text by lengthening lines, adding verses and adding poems. The version sung by Els & Els is believing the transmitted version, when we know there must have been persecution. If the poems were songs and there was persecution, it's logical to seek for a version of the poems that is singable, and for an ideology in the text that is truly religious, and not schyzophrenic. Hadewijch has opposite character traits in the text, but she may have been Biblical. According to the visions and letters, Hadewijch was churchgoing and Biblereading. She was approving of the value of the Church. If we search for Hadewijch, we best try to be Biblical and harmonious with the general Church. Not extreme, sectaric. She must have been a bridgebuilder. So this is the Nico idea: we must remove Heilwighe from Hadewijch, clean up the text from extreme ideas that are contrary to the moderate ideas that can be in harmony with the Bible. And we must clean up the rhyme from blurrings of the religious Love worship song function of it." This is a string of replies as i like to make on X.

8-7 08:54 played HIS NAME IS JESUS tonight in the city at a snackbar, untill i was asked to move. It's ZIJN NAAM IS JESUS, it's older. 09:31 when uploading audio on the video/audio page i lost SHEBA by mistake. i wanted THE BEST on it, but it isn't the right format. 11:22 added the original medieval version of Hadewijch 8 to my video/audio page. Vacumecleaned and wiped the living and the hall 11:25 am informed by the Mormon elders that there's volleyball tonight. Will go there and see. A shampoo footbath changes a lot. 18:40 there'll be no volleyball at the Mormons. Happy, because the cleaning up was a big attack on my feet. Can recuperate a bit.

8-7 quotes:  09:21 "i said i want a referral to be seen at the 24/7 at the MCH, she said that isn't possible without being seen by a doctor. When i go to the MCH they say i need to be seen by my own doctor first." emergency aid in The Netherlands blocked for me

8-7 09:10 have made online an appointment by MijnGezondheid.net with my new doctor's post at 20 juli, earlier wasn't possible. 09:14 will also be called back because of my contact with the chatbot, will tell the assistent that i really have serious legproblems. 09:21 talked with the assistent, i can get an appointment at 14 juli. i said i want a referral to be seen at the 24/7 at the MCH, she said that isn't possible without being seen by a doctor. When i go to the MCH they say i need to be seen by my own doctor first. The assistent said that if i have these problems already for a longer time, there is no need to hurry, but my problems are worsening. i told her i need advice what to do, whether to refrain from moving about. Dr Akram, my old doc, said i need insoles and support stockings. i believe i'm in a perfect health condition, mentally and physically, but i have a poison problem. Stockings won't help. 09:28 so i'll live like a patient, i'll stick to bed as much as possible, i'll feed myself as wise as possible, i'll treat myself the best i can. 09:47 by the herbs i strengthen the cells of my body to move out the pollution, but it's heaping up in my body, so i must look out. 11:42 i must make plain i'm not screaming for help. i'm complaining. i have my herbs, i can help myself, but they act unjustly to me. When i get younger i'm made to look old again, by all the pollution thrown at me, God knows who or how. i want to get proof of it. i've got younger, so won't be killed this way. i guess i get my legs right, like i also didn't loose my brain capacity. i ain't desperate. 14:14 as i announced on YouTube this spring, i have subscribed to a football club, S.V. Loosduinen. i'll play indoors, and start low. With the Mormons volleyball last winter i could still move, i guess when this is over i can recuperate and get in a better condition. 15:10 decided to play acoustic. My amps hum, my dd7 light goes out and makes a sound when i play a note. Acoustic is safe for now

7-7 08:32 yesterday my sister Christien informed me that she sent an email to the municipality health service GGD with questions about my mental health. i wanted to read it. She sent me what it was about: "a. That I’m worried because you mention an end from behind the front door, the last connection to people you were linked with for psychological help after the guidance stopped. b. That I’m worried because 10 years ago it also started like this with the unpleasantness of a poisoning in your house and in your feet.". She also wrote "Bro, you're really getting pretty alone with your worries, about your health and about what's going on in your house. You know, I partly blame it on the fact that you want to do it without (minimum) medication, but you also started 'self-medicating' again by smoking weed. To me, it feels a lot like the Loosduinse Kade days." i never said weed was self medication. Also then i was desperate, fleeing my appartment, looking for help. Now i'm okay, at ease, in a good cheer, stable, not bothering others. 08:46 i sent her what i wrote here, adding: "I find the situation very different now, I'm doing really well mentally. Also, smoking weed was not self-medication. Where did you get that from?". i stopped smoking weed by the way, because of the poison it's impossible. 13:30 been to the city for an id card, bought a scale there. My weight is 82 kg, but i'm quite skinny now. When i'm thin, i'm under 80. Have a new doctor's post, will get an appointment there and ask for an x-ray. My feet are really heavy though they're not swollen. 16:35 when i was working in the laundry service i was weighing containers, when i weighed myself i was 72 kg, i was thin like now.

6-7 16:03 if someone had a radiation meter i don't need an x-ray. It isn't such a big problem to get one here. Then poison is proven. 16:35 with my herbs i strengthen the cells of my body, they can throw out poison and heal effects of radiation, i am in a good mood.

5-7 09:51 my highspeed cassette copy recorder doesn't copy anymore, spoiled a tapeside by it. Cannot repair it now, there's a copy. i spend my money and my time on this. i'm a oneman music home. They own vast companies and parties. Am i a threat to them?

3-7 20:37 family gone. Not a word about my feet, broken instruments, poisonous atmosphere. i take a shower and drink my elixir. i asked why a desktop has a jack in for recording audio, when a laptop needs an interface. Why can't you simply enter videotapes? 20:49 and why the new Windows 11 laptops have no right/left click possibillity when you don't use a mouse, on the lap you need it. 23:33 Angely left a row of similar pictures on my iphone just like Frank did when he was here, now i take a picture it repeats, virus. 23:42 i took pictures of the demolished right side of my autoreverse continuous play cassettedeck but it became short videos, how?

2-7 01:13 on 16-6 i wrote: "20:48 also i did an action about the black dod disease. Phycisians say it's sweat christals on the skin, but you get skin problems by it, pimples or freckles. i got rid of the problem by neem soap and tea tree shampoo, which made me start to try to stop the aging process". The phycisians were wrong then, now they say my footproblems aren't from poison, which is not something you can say for certain. i cannot get an x-ray, which is the clearest test, and not easy to fake, a blood test is easy to fake. 01:17 i decided to keep on changing doctors untill i find a doc that agrees with me and gives me a referral. i wrote in to another in the weekend, they will inform me during the week whether it's possible, then i will will show my feet firstplace and demand an x-ray 01:21 the situation won't cause my death anyway, i have my herbs, i don't have to quit the house like i did 10 years ago living at AntonConstandse, which is an institution for patients that quit psychiatry. i didn't have a chance then, now i'm more independent. 01:34 on friday it's my birthday, i invited my family for a dinner, or, to come later in the evening. Also they can come on sunday. 01:37 i like to cook, and visitors are a reason to buy meat, which i only eat biological. Soup meatballs are easy, just pick after desire. 01:41 thursday morning is clean up morning, i will mop the floor, which is very necessary. i just accepted to live in poison anyway. 01:46 it took time for me to find the word "mop" the floor in Dutch, which is a clear proof that i have brain damage, but i can think. (02:02 i wanted to record Paradise City last evening but i couldn't find my song book that i had used during the afternoon. Strange!) 01:54 i slept in the evening, now i awoke. i have quit smoking, i can't anymore, also i have quit masturbating. Painfull by the poison. 01:57 at Facebook i had a group exchanging things that profited your health, i tried to get my clear eyesight, my erection and my hair back. My hair is returning slowly, my erection is good, my eyesight has improved very well. i am very vital now, i become young 02:41 removed the Stones and Myriam Makeba off my video/audio page, ande put Waliking with Jesus and Yehova Roo'ie on it. (11-7 08:40 very strange, i always fill the line, guess "ande put Waliking with Jesus and" was added by someone)

05:35 the copilot of X said the jail videos are just BDSM. They can be searched on dissident faces, on ethnicity of the jailers and the prisoners, whether they are from China or North Korea, also there can be checks on similar videos from Eritrea, Belarus or Russia. On Insta the jail videos company also has products that can be made by prisoners, China has profit of forced labour by prisoners. 06:31 on X i sometimes get "replying to Nico Scheurkogel" when i make a reply chain, sometimes not. My replies are on my posts page, my posts are on my replies page. i like to make an ordered page, it's messed up, seemingly by people interfering with the ai. An excample of that is when the GROK ai of X replies to my remark on jailvideos, talking about miniguitars and classical or electric. Then the person is likely to have an argue with me on guitar, and he also has a connection to the jailvideos, hiding something on it. 06:40 made a 13-tweet reply chain on X brainstorming on how to search out the Chinese jailvideos and YouTube sm video intros. 06:44 the art in my room may also be a connection. It comes from people throwing art that may be handmade by wellknown artists 06:53 if you find the root of fascism and torture and remove the possibillity to torture you may free the whole Earth of war etcetera. 08:20 can't close the right side of my auto reverse continuous play cassetterecorder. The plastic front has been rudely forced down. 09:30 my Yellowberger gives no sound. The jack gives a hum when i pull it out, but in the guitar there isn't sound coming out of it. 10:05 the sound that i use for 45 Liberation day has delay settings that it starts to feedback, too much delay, i can't play it right now. 16:38 the Yellowberger still gives no sound. Often if something doesn't work, it works later on, because of remote control possibly. 20:12 Angely was here with 2 guys and had a customer. She has a bad voice and can't sing. May be she comes by again, i don't wait.

1-7 15:28 Angely has been by with 2 guys, they wanted money of her. Let her in, the guys went off, they were rude. She used my phone to call the police, but before the police was there she wanted to go. Brought her to Mi Casa and gave her 10 euro for speed. She must not base coke, the guys still owed 100 of her, she must use speed or weed at her age. Later the police came, i told them all i knew. While i was writing this she called me she wanted more. Told her i can help her to detox or to get thinner, give no money. How can these guys have given her 100 euro coke? She's 39, a bit fat, she will never earn that much. Strange guys, no business idea. 15:38 if she's a bit thinner she can make money, if she really works for it. If she manages to use speed and weed she can even save. At Mi Casa she has to pay, also it's hard to let guys in there. Here she just has to help to raise money for food, use Sextine Chappel. 15:46 impossible that drug dealers would have given her 100 euro coke without money at hand. She promises but never does it.

29-6 04:03 made a complete version of The Lord is my shepherd in Hebrew, last time it was only the chorus, that was up to: for the sake of His name. There's 3 verses, the dark valley, the laden table, goodness and mercy. These verses can all be in 4 lines. Problem is that i scream when i make a recording, so i'll do it by day. That was also the reason for going into psychiatry in 2006, screaming.

26-6 12:27 my cd player doesn't repeat anymore, i could do repeat shuffle. Earlier the left side of my duo eternalplay cassette broke 21:45 my cassettes have a vibrating sound, so there's something with the string. Staying carefull not to leave the house, dangerous.

03:49 when i was off a toaster was burning tosties. When i arrived it was out. i guess the alarm ran and someone did, so they know. 04:50 no the toaster was still on, i put it out. So may be the smokealarm went as always, but nobody came in to put my toaster out. 04:53 i have brain damage, even the smokealarm didn't go on. It's a problem you can't put it out after being warned, wakes you up. 09:09 will buy some things, today i take my phone with me. The X music is of the 80's, recording on a Yoko dubcassetterecorder. 11:52 sorry i was wrong. You hear a 100tone drum, not a Boss dr ridm. So it's from after 1997, also had a 100tone earlier in the 90's. 11:55 it sounds like it's the Yoko, so it's between 1994 and 1996. Then i had a Morris Les Paul and my Phoenix stratocaster. I guess it's the Morris on rhythm and the Phoenix on solo. Then it may be an Aria Ape 3 effects, i also used it for I think i love you keyboards

24-6 09:16 The doctor said that nothing was found; I showed him my feet. He said I have flat feet and need insoles. I said that I have spongy, blue soles since the swellings went away, and that I believe there’s poison in my home. He said that can’t be tested, only specific poisonings. I asked for an X-ray, he said you can’t see poison on that. I said, you can see a bullet, so you could see heavy metals too, for example. He denied that, and even when I requested it because it’s covered by my health insurance, he refused. I said that my psychiatrist calls my complaints paranoia, while I am calm and reasonable. He said there are medications for that. 09:22 both Google and Bing chatbots say you can see heavy metals and all kinds of poisons. i'll check with my insurance company. 09:50 Google chatbot says i cannot ask my insurance, but i can do it on my own costs, it's about 100 euro. That's affordable for me. 11:29 The team from Behind the Front Door came by, they said Marijke wouldn't be coming yet, a special appointment would have to be made for that. I explained that the GP didn't want to give a referral for an X-ray, and I asked if Marijke could do it, she's a doctor too, she might be able to ease my paranoia. The psychiatrist can't do that, she can only prescribe treatments for somatic complaints. I explained that I don't get much benefit from them, and that they actually bother me: they think it's wrong that I smoke weed, but they don't really look at whether smoking weed changes my behavior or speech. They don't see that I'm taking better care of myself, cleaning my house well, looking younger. I'm a pop musician, but they think I'm getting too thin, even though I'm very vital and cycle through the city. So I don't think they're a good finger on the pulse, on the contrary, they're a nuisance to me. We've ended the relationship. I'm done with Behind the Front Door. i can always call on them if i get problems, we have Whattsapp. 11:31 they said the psychiatrist cannot inform my doctor that it's better to give me an X-ray, only when i'm under care of Parnassia. 11:31 what she could do is tell me to go to the doctor and tell him she thinks it's better that i get an X-ray to ease my paranoia. 18:55 contacted DC clinics in The Hague, they want a referral. Will contact Bloodtest.nl and Labonovum, they do bloodtests on it. 19:13 my doctor could have offered me a bloodtest may be, i don't know whether he can get the tests. But he was too cynical. He was incorrect on the point that an X-ray doesn't show toxic materials. If i had a referral i could go to DC, or to Haga, or to MCH. 19:26 may be i prefer to get a kit from Germany and have my blood tested there. Labor 28, Synlab, Labor Dr Wisplinghoff possibly. 23:50 dropped 8 joints that i bought at The Goat in the Zuiderpark, one i keep. They almost killed me, paranoia. i don't wana dy! (02:14 25-6 gave one of them to a muslim brother. Talked with a group of boys near the Gold Wok and said it was poisoned or so.)

23-6 09:37 been by the doctor's post, they said i received an email for an appointment about the examination of my artreries tomorrow. Didn't receive the email. Good that i went by there in person. Strange that i didn't receive the email in any map there. 09:43 the examination was at 4-6, so it took them 3 weeks to get the results from the Haga hospital to my doctor. Serious complaint

10:02 when i tried to enter my account Nico Scheurkogel on X i got: we cannot find an account under that name. But when i posted a screenpic of it on X Nico Isa Mahmoud the letters @nicolaasscheur1 turned blue, so it excists. X is a bit schyzophrenic it seems. 10:45 reported four X posts with pictures of Chinese prisoners to X. The a.i. on X said the man on the picture was from Shanghai.

22-6 19:46 Someone has been in my house, Angely, a half-Thai girl of 38, who wants to stop smoking coke. She called me saying she wants to detox, so I went there immediately. She lives in Mi Casa, a homeless shelter near a gas station, where the girls hustle. But the girls in The Hague ask for money but never have sex. She immediately asked for money to be able to smoke, 30 euros. She also bought a beer with it. She also wanted food, so I made some hot food. When it was ready, she wasn't hungry after all, so I put it in the haybox, a shopping bag with cushions inside, to keep it warm. I told her I had condoms; she could even put the condom on herself. For the sex, she immediately wanted more money, so when we were done, I took out another 30 from the ATM. She gave me oral, and I fingered her; she got really wet. She’s already gone, she didn’t eat the food. But she did see the house. Money gone. 19:47 that's prostitution, you loose all your money. In a restaurant you give a fee, a prostitute tries to pull all your money out of you 19:48 after the sex i took a shower with blackseed shampoo. Nice if there is a possibillity to shower after sex, so you can protect. She could have done it too. She didn't really want to stay to quit cokesmoking. Always fakestories. Prostitution is play, but you must be trustworthy outside the sex. They are never trustworthy. The sex is play, but the deal must be serious, this way people hate it. 19:54 that's also on Facebook and datingsites, they just want to pull money out of you, you never get what they promise. Forging. 19:55 prostitution isn't cheating, it's a play, you play to be lovers. It's a play you pay for, it needs to be a trustworthy deal, no fake. 19:57 it was my lost money. i'm in financial problems. But now someone has been here, and i have shown that i'm able for sexing. 20:07 i'm healthy so i can stay here, but she's sick, she gets problems. My sis Christien has been here too, i guess she had problems. On wenday i get the talk with Behind the frontdoor and Marijke van der Velde, the psychiatrist of Frank too. It was in Allekanten, the hoodhouse nearby. i apped Behind the front door that it had to be here. Marijke has to check my home situation. They said it can be discussed on wensday. i told them they were welcome here, that's normal. Strange they dislike to come here again, afraid or so? 20:19 played my X sunday morning song Zondag for her too, but now with the text Monday. She wants to sing along my music too.

21:08 i never received any emails on my website adress nicoisaamahmoud@gmail as far as i noticed, to inform anybody who did. 19:18 i did a dub on my rc20 and the dub mode stopped during player. i use the original Boss adaptor. Dub mode just went out! 20:28 my forehead has thick cushions with lines on it, which i can press, they are soft. By that i look older, but it's just like the feet. (today they are thin again, also the atmosphere in the house isn't poisonous, but it's very warm, though i ventilate, 22-6 05:58)

20-6 06:05 still no phycisian or chemist has come by. No court for Nico. Public assassination. No accusation and right of reply here. 19:17 i'm off to the Markt with my batteries reloaded, yesterday one of the two wasn't a relaoadable one, that's why it was so fuzzy. 21:45 was very noisy there. When they also put the music louder i went. Yesterday they put the light out very early, was my idea.

19-6 00:59 when i added White Wedding to my playlist Nico's Choice playlist on Soundcloud and put it behind Future Love Paradise i lost all tracks behind it! It's only 10 tracks long. i have to remove it of Soundcloud. i do it immediately. Art destroyers! Forget Nico! 01:11 the atmosphere is violently poisonous again. 01:15 i hate to be on the web with its' selective blockings. Not reliable, fake shit. 01:26 by putting something on the web you give them the possibillity to make their charicature of it, add to it or leave away of it etc 01:38 a criminal that shows, by the regional and national differences. There aren't multiple Nico's Choice playlists worldwide or so. 01:50 i won't make a new playlist in a pool of poison. Is that the thanks i get? The world thanks Nico by trying to kill him. Byebyebye. 06:32 will stay home today again to see whether somebody will check my home or my bodily condition, tonight i play at the Markt. 18:59 my new tune Hot Bali doesn't copy on both my rc20 loopstations. So i cannot play it in the sleeping, only by a long wire. But now i have the continuous long loop here, without a cut in it. Nice to hear the ambient moving, nice sound for ambient cycling. 21:49 have heard that my home will be attacked when i'm out. Won't go. Not so very poisonous environment here now, by the way.

18-6 07:20 i have difficulty finding simple words, i have got severe brain damage. Can't a chemicus or a phycisisan come by here? If i go to the acute care i'm seen as paranoid, my doc won't see me, or give me a referral for it. i'm locked in a situation where i can't act 08:07 still had no email of my doctor about my artrery exam, so still have no appointment to show my feet, so i can ask an x-ray. 10:05 been by the town hall to renew my id, it's outdated. When i had my artrery exam i was told it has to be uptodate. Can be no appointment before 7-7. So there's no possibillity to get further examinations before that.  i hope to show my feet to my doc soon. 10:18 will play at the Plein today 10:41 was an evangelization there, they wanted quiet, to talk to people passing by. Offered to play Christian songs. At the Mc Donalds i found out that i had broken a string last time playing at night in the weekend. Couldn't fix it easily, so i went. Normally i play with one string less, i like that, but now i must look out. It was a D string, that's not so easy playing. 10:52 when i clicked my Spotify link on video/audio page i saw only my 4 praise albums and Anouk Lovesongs. Selective blockings! 15:47 If no doctor or chemist comes to visit me at home today, like I asked this morning, I'll play again tonight, it's shopping evening

17-6 01:08 the atmosphere in the house is violently poisonous again, during the day it was okay. i offended somebody.                  14:14 according to Muhammad Abduh, the mufti of Egypt who reorganized Al Azhar university, verses of the Holy Quran can be criticized, like the verse in sura An Nisa on beating women. He also wrote that Aisha was 18 when marrying, a marriage that was consumed after some time. All scholars say her marriage was consumed years later, but on her age opinions differ. So there is a muslim scholar who is critical on the text of the Quran. So there isn't an unanimous opinion of all scholars of Islam on that point. 14:21 i am not a follower of Muhammad Abduh, but i mention him to say there is no unanimous opinion on the Quran's perfection.

16-6 quotes 18:37 if Holland has anything against me, they can go to court. Strange way of dealing with it. Something to hide?      20:35 i was arrested at the US ambessy for the 9-11 flyer action, and at the house of parliament on the 3d tuesday of september for the prince Bernhard action. In Holland you are allowed to do one man actions, so those two arrests were unlawfull                          21:12 the verse 12:43 of sura Ar Ra'd has a different putting in Arabic, according to Hassan, the son of the 4th khaliph 'Ali. The same basic letters, but different vowels, having a different meaning. So there is no unanimity.                                                                              22:16 i have no new theology, i just have an apology, i can defend my position, both as a muslim and as a christian.

16-6 17:47 earned almost nothing by playing on the street, no use. At home i opened doors and windows, cannot do anything else. 18:06 decided to stay in my house, though i have brain damage. i won't dy. Someday i'll get an x-ray, and it's getting worse for them. My lunar city Pacific would save the Earth, so my job is done, and music is in my fingers and in my ears, not so much in my brain. 18:24 when Marijke van der Velde comes on 24 june i will may be have problems speaking. She may say it's psychiatric, but it's not. 18:37 if Holland has anything against me, they can go to court. Strange way of dealing with it. Something to hide? The real reason? 19:09 even if i could not speak clearly anymore, they cannot move me out of my house. It's only if i'm a danger to myself or others. 19:14 what could they hold against me? i defend the right of kids to have sex, i am against adults having sex with them on their own initiative. In 2000 or so i held a poster action at Central Station THe Hague about Maxima's marriage with king Willem Alexander. i was in favour of him having to make the choice between becoming king or marrying Maxima, she could be his maitresse, like king Charles had in the days of Diana. In 2001 i held a sandwichboard action about 9-11, i said they wouldn't have taken the Pentagon, which is a-bomb proof, but the Capitol, in which were still senators. It would have been the first target if Bin Laden was serious. After that i was sandwich boarding about prince Bernhard being a staff general, the possible reason why there were no paratroops dropped near the bridge of Arnhem in operation Market Garden, and the Polish brigade was dropped in Oosterhout, not in the Betuwe, where the US troops could break through to Arnhem, where were still paratroops fighting. By the way the Ijssel was also a river that was nice to defend for the Germans, like an Italian river. So even if they had Arnhem they were still not yet through. Why didn't they build a boat bridge before the Rhine splits in two? Why did they go through the city, which is hard to conquer? Then i had an action about Pim Fortuyn, posters in The Hague and Rotterdam, his city. After he was assassinated i signed his register and visited his memorial places in Rotterdam and The Hague. i saw all that as dangerous devellopments needing action. Then lately i did a fast about the need for a new economy, with a flyer i still spread. The improved text is here on my website. i'm a one man activist. 20:48 also i did an action about the black dod disease. Phycisians say it's sweat christals on the skin, but you get skin problems by it, pimples or freckles. i got rid of the problem by neem soap and tea tree shampoo, which made me start to try to stop the aging process. Also i turned in my Dutch passport, of which i informed the parliament by a letter. This wasn't a public action, i stopped it. 20:35 i was arrested at the US ambessy for the 9-11 flyer action, and at the house of parliament on the 3d tuesday of september for the prince Bernhard action, which was seen on tv, though only a bit. In Holland you are allowed to do one man actions, so those two arrests were unlawfull. Also i was arrested at Emmaus Langeweg, an old Franciscan monastery where i wanted to work, but they didn't want me. i had a big sign saying 'i love Emmaus Langeweg' and slept there for a week. Met a guy whose girl died there, her grave is at the monastery cemetary. In the Emmaus were two Belgian guys who didn't want outsides in there, clearly suspicious 20:45 that action was in the 80s when my parents moved from Voorburg near The Hague to Zwijndrecht near Rotterdam, i had to search for a place to live. By that i lost my job at Hokatex Voorburg, where they had given me a permanent job after temp work. Up to my mental illness of screaming in 2005 i have always tried to work or get a training, like school teacher, or imam at the IUR/IUE. 20:53 last time was at Howie the harp for experience worker in psychiatry. They want patients to work along. It moved to Rotterdam 21;04 the IUE is an islamic university that closed down, the IUR still excists, i go there to search for things in the library sometimes, i like to read tafsier Tabaari. Also the team likes to drink cofee in the canteen and knows me, also Yaa Sien, a Dutch religion scientist. 21:12 in tafsier Tabaari i read that the verse 12:43 of sura Ar Ra'd has a different putting in Arabic, according to Hassan, the son of the 4th khaliph 'Ali. The same basic letters, but different vowels, having a different meaning. So there is no unanimity. The Holy Quran is said to be mutawattir, completely certain, according to the unanimous religious scientists of Islam, but Tabaari is different. 21:19 the verse says: "God is enough as judge between you and me, and those who have knowledge of the Book". (kafaa billahi shahiedan baynanie wa baynakum, wa man 'indahu 'ilm ul qur'aan).  Alternative: "and by Him  the Qur'aan is known" (wa min 'indihi 'alima ul qur'aan). The alternative leaves freedom for believers to seek light on the meaning of the text. So by that reading of the verse i can defend to seek knowledge, besides of following the scientists of Islam. i can defend my own view on it, citing this verse. 22:08 Islam is wide, it's a world religion. You are in it by the shahaadah, declaring that there's no god but God and that Muhammad is His prophet. By doing so i haven't yet entered a school of law, like the Turkish Hanafi or the Maroccan Maliki. i have my opinion. 22:16 i have no new theology, i just have an apology, i can defend my position, both as a muslim and as a christian. i don't preach.

15-6 quotes:  i have sponge feet: They aren't swollen with fluid anymore, but when it rains i can't bike. I use the tram to target get home, i leave my bike somewhere. I want an X-ray. Now my feet are feeling crusty living here in the polluted environment. The cushions are looking blue from the side, though i wash (08:41) Had an inquiry after my artreries, why not veins, they cause eudema

15-6 04:56 been to the non-denominal Church of Christ of Phill Kumrei yesterday, talked along, brains still function for English talk. 04:59 cleaned up my appartment yesterday, but now i wake up it's all poison again here. Took a shower and drink my cold tea elixir. If i can stand such poisoning with my herbs it's interesting for people working in disaster areas. i support the cells of my body well. 05:05 forgot to lock my house and bolt the door. i am forgetfull. They seem to know when i'm asleep, that's why i took the bolt too. 05:17 my Yamaha SHS 200 has been changed, accompaniment volume was from 0-5, now it's from 1-16, cannot put it out this way. So somebody was in my room. The poisoning is extreme today. Was happy i functioned yesterday, i'm afraid i won't after tonight. 05:22 up to now i survived by my herbs, now my room has been all treated, i will have to try to survive by faith alone. God is bigger. 05:57 a bit foolish of them to do this to a believer. Don't they know that by faith we can overcome all things? i'm at the Rock Jesus. 05:31 now accompaniment volume goes from 0-5 again, so i can put the volume out this way again. They can use remote control. 07:26 the two times that i shared damage to my equipment was after the 6 Ella Freya waltzes, one sequencer was spoilt. And after playing the Unshakeable video my telecaster B string on which i played the video was put too low to play on it. Kept it that way still. That day i played 3 dub guitar videos to Swingpraise songs of YouTube: Unshakeable, Big bang power and Our Father for YouTube. 07:43 Among the pastors of all of The Hague, I am known as a straightforward person. I visit all kinds of churches, take part in the Week of Prayer for Unity, worship gatherings, evangelism initiatives, and I love talking about the things of God. They know I am a serious believer, who lives for it, and who likes to defend his position. On the other hand, I am part of the whole Christian church, everyone who calls on the name of Jesus. When Jesus comes back, He will judge between the sheep and the goats. In Our Father I say: 'With all who pray Our Father I will pray, with all who say Jesus is Lord I go my way'. So I am critical, but also supportive of the Christian testimony. In JHOP of Johan den Hartog i held the Prayer week for the unity of Christians, i prayed along the Pax Christi prayer for peace after the Palestinian terrorist Hamas attack, which resulted in my song Give Peace: 'give peace Lord, give peace, Lord have mercy upon us'. That was the thing that i prayed at that online meeting, it was the voice of all the prayers that i heard. 07:50 when i'm known as a difficult, much too serious believer, that they rather not talk to, they ought to know God may help me. 08:04 a bottle of cold herbs tea i make with lemon juice and fruitjuice concentrate, i make muesli with herbs powder and flaxseed. Of course apple cider is better than lemon juice, and you may dislike flaxseed. You can go for taste firstplace, or for effectivity.  08:41 have made an appointment with the doc about the inquiry of my artreries. I couldn't go last week because i couldn't find my keys, i found them when i was cleaning and tidying up. i will tell them it's an emergency because i have sponge feet: they aren't swollen with fluid anymore, but when it rains i can't bike. I use the tram to get home, i leave my bike somewhere. I want an X-ray. Now my feet are feeling crusty living here in the polluted environment. The cushions are looking blue from the side, though i wash. 

13-6 quotes: 14:32 Nico's Wishbone Ash, what if it were two ladies singing vocals playing guitar! (Vocals of Wishbone Ash are weak)  Prince may have made the Jimi Hendrix look, been like that! Jimi Hendrix live is rude and hard, Prince is free, funny and feely in fact.

13-6 01:26 cannot upload WEAK END'S WEBFAKE, my ambient to my newest X video. Selective blockings, even here on my own site! 02:17 my 76telephone doesn't do a spread tone anymore, it gets to a doubletone directly, that wasn't the case yesterday. Strange! It was my new Casio 100tone accompaniment sound: doubletone + extra single tone. Had to do a rc20 recording doing the second renewing the doubletone every time it switched to combined sound. So you hear one tone going on and off. Also nice, more lively. 02:37 the ambient is on X https://x.com/NicoScheurkogel/status/2065593245338349582?s=20 it's nice along the WEEKEND video. 03:47 couldn't upoad a video with my speakerguitar announcing i play tomorrow. i try my sound at the Markt. i play  'i like to sex'. 12:39 played 'i like to sex' and 'spring of 26' at the Mc Donalds. Feel like my brain is being eaten out, but i can't go for a check, that's the problem if they accuse you of paranoia. But i'm at the Rock, if you're in the will of God nothing can stop you, He sustains you. 12:44 also cannot go and stay out of the house like i did 10 years ago. i have my herbs and i found God and praise, this time i'm safe 14:32 made a TRIBUTE TO PRINCE playlist, after it came Nico's Wishbone Ash, what if it were two ladies singing vocals playing guitar 14:34 may be the two were playing guitar/keys with Prince, by the way Prince may have made the Jimi Hendrix look, been like that. 15:11 voices ask me to play on the street again, but i didn't recharge batteries. It would be fuzzy, rather take my folkguitar and sing. 15:15 yesterday a guy gave me a Davidoff for my playing. My head is really bad, took the cigarette from the wrong side when talking

12-6 23:51 have understood that my music has been made public, but not the music on my website, that's just what i hear by voices 23:57 that it's selective, not all music is been set free, just what they decide, so it will not be a true picture. They pick and they block. 23:59 the fact that music of mine appears out of nothing is a proof that they just hide persons or parts of info on persons, faking it.

11_6 13:58 i cannot use my hotspot. When I go to settings, it says that the hotspot is unavailable because I am not connected to Ethernet. I have never had Ethernet; it is a wired connection. i had to switch to fiber optics; I had internet via the telephone cable and was fine with that because I don't need fast internet. I don't play games or anything like that, and I don't download movies. I went to Kompassie, where you can go with problems of all kinds; they had a staff party today. Then I went to Haaitek, a volunteer computer support service run by Anton Constandse. They had Wi-Fi there when they clicked on Wi-Fi. When I click on Wi-Fi, I only get information about the Bluetooth connection; I cannot configure my Hotspot. When I then go to Settings, it says that the Hotspot cannot be turned on because I don't have Ethernet. Now I just have to go home again to see if my laptop works there. I have internet on my smartphone and share that with my laptop via the hotspot. Wanted to buy Noni but my money for is through now.

10-6 03:22 a horizontal film on my iphone i can play horizontally too! That has been a long time. Now the Samsung voicemessage.

9-6 13:40 on Spotify Nico Isa Mahmoud albums i saw only Anouk Lovesongs of the new Soundcloud. No Eyem nico isa mahmoud.

9-6 10:47 I have lost my key, because I live in a smaller part of my apartment, I have retreated to cleaner areas. The living room, where I have received my sister Christien, and later psychiatrist Marijke van der Velden, I do not clean, on the contrary, the door to the balcony is open. The balcony is very dirty, I can't stay there long. Housing corporation Hof Wonen wants to know the brand and number of the key from me! All their service personnel have the key. But when I ask about that, I get the answer: you can also order it yourself. So anyone can order the house key from me on WinkHaus if they have the number. That is not possible, only the key buyer, Hof Wonen, should be able to order new keys! I want to protest against that on Mijn Hof Wonen, but my password is not accepted, I immediately get: I have already entered it incorrectly 4 times. So it least now i will have three keys when i found mine. 11:32 the fact that i don't know where my keys are limits my activities, i must look out that i can come in again. Hof Wonen ought to have spare keys, you need them immediately  when you cannot enter your house, you ring at the neightbour. Then you can't move. Also when someone found the key, he can make spare keys, and bring the key as a found key, and get a reward for it, plus the key. 00:22 by the way Marijke is also the psychiatrist of Frank. i was asked by my contact of Behind the front door not to name herself, but in a blog you must be free to name people, so people can check. Hard to find out the name of your psychiatrist at Parnassia.

8-6 09:13 the fake Wishbone Ash single is now replaced by a very nice take, just with an overload of echo. A nice very long bonus version. Would Wishbone Ash ever play like that! The single https://x.com/NicoScheurkogel/status/2056279633528586320?s=20 

7-6 07-10 cannot go to church in the PKN Shalom church today. 3 months time out in the church of Heleen Joziasse. God's house! 7:45 will stand in protest in front of the Shalom church from half past nine to ten o'clock, i'm a regular churchgoer, i support it. 09:09 i never go there, but today my sis Christien drops in, she's PKN, she knows Heleen. i can go today, hearing what happens out. 09:11 in my situation it isn't good to threaten peacefull churchgoers with a protest action. i don't do it. i cannot go to church at all. 09:14 in church you must accept church rulings. If they shot me out, i don't need them, i can worship, God is near, inside of us. Dad. 16:14 Christien is gone. She didn't remember why i lived on liquid food for over a year. She didn't know why i stay at home too.

6-6 17:34 wrote a little song as a reply to a nice pic of the Nothern light on X: 'our sky, necessary protection, our water, necessary nutrition, our air, necessary, our Earth, our home, our Moon, our steppingstone, the Pacific, our tryoutzone, TRYOUTZONE PACIFIC, PACIFIC LUNAR CITY, OUR HOME PACIFIC, PACIFIC STEPPINGSTONE. time, ending, space, limited, man, endless'. Will work on it.

5-6 quotes:"20:28 the hanging girl hangs in a position that she is easily spanked (beaten with a device) in her genitals. It is already painfull." Bushido is one thing, spank another, this is under age. These guys may be scouts studying bushido with spank possibillity. 21:08 The first girl at the top of the Fettered posts page on YouTube is wearing a sailor outfit. Is that from the water scouts possibly? 21:10 the sailor outfit pictures may be the intake, the 3 hanging bushido's may be the final ending of the girls, a clubhouse artwork. 21:23 added the sailor suit pictures and also something looking like hotel personell, if scouts, may be simply robbed. Swap or rob. 21:27 the first of the 3 hanging girls has a white tie on, it doesn't look like the sailor suit, the second and third have ballet dresses? 21:29 if girls were swapped they may have taken girls there, that stayed there because of an incident, but later may be turned up. For swapped girls there are girls here missing, that may reappear. For robbed girls they are missing there, but may join the robbers 22:26 When scouts design pioneering objects to cross a river or to make a cable car, they make a small-scale model. When scouts have made this, they may also have little figures for bushido scale designs. So they may use Japanese schoolgirl puppets modelling. 

5-6 9:36 At the general practitioner's post, the result had not yet arrived. I can call this afternoon to make an appointment for the earliest on Tuesday. I said that I have an acute problem, I can't cycle in the rain, but today there was no doctor available. A doctor can have a look at it anyway, right? Often they have a moment with nothing to do between patients. I'm not going to the emergency room again, I'm not panicking, I can manage. But I do have physical complaints. I am worried about my brain. That will be their fault 9:39 i won't dy, i have the Holy Spirit, also with a vacuum in my skull i can point out the way, like happiness is in love, love isn't easy. 20:18 my feet are not so good at the moment, i hope i can go to play on the street tonight. i announced so at X. Crusty sometimes. 20:28 the hanging girl hangs in a position that she is easily spanked (beaten with a device) in her genitals. It is already painfull. Wrote the same on browser Opera, but though refreshing my editorpage and my website page often, the line didn't come on it. 20:56 Just went for a walk with sneakers, downstairs in the house, and outside to see what the balcony looks like. I really have heavy, wet patches, they sting. At the back of my right foot, my heel, I have pain from the shoe, which could lead to blisters. I’m also going to try my leather shoes. My feet also feel hot, I felt the same thing 10 years ago when I lived on Loosduinsekade with Anton Constandse. Back then, I had to keep the windows open to ventilate poison, while downstairs there was a cyclist rush route to the city center. That was burdensome for me, even now when I ventilate. i have bodily complaints, it's seen as paranoia. It materializes. 21:08 The first girl at the top of the Fettered posts page on YouTube is wearing a sailor outfit. Is that from the water scouts possibly? 21:10 the sailor outfit pictures may be the intake, the 3 hanging bushido's may be the final ending of the girls, a clubhouse artwork. 21:23 added the sailor suit pictures and also something looking like hotel personell, if scouts, may be simply robbed. Swap or rob. 21:27 the first of the 3 hanging girls has a white tie on, it doesn't look like the sailor suit, the second and third have ballet dresses? 21:29 if girls were swapped they may have taken girls there, that stayed there because of an incident, but later may be turned up. For swapped girls there are girls here missing, that may reappear. For robbed girls they are missing there, but may join the robbers 22:09 i think i can play tonight, if i wear slippers i won't get blisters. i like to show that i'm not dead yet, and i can play, brains or not. 22:26 When scouts design pioneering objects to cross a river or to make a cable car, they make a small-scale model. When scouts have made this, they may also have little figures for bushido scale designs. So they may use Japanese schoolgirl puppets modelling.

4-6 15:57 I went to the Haga Hospital for a vascular examination. It was fine, so the vessels were not the cause of the swollen feet. Now the swollen feet are already gone, I only have patches on my feet, which bother me when it rains. Then those patches turn to mush, so I prefer not to continue cycling, but take the tram. I asked if I could discuss the results with a doctor, that was not possible. I wanted to request an X-ray. I went to the emergency department at the MCH, but there they told me to go to the general practitioner. That will have to do. No one is in a hurry, so I am improving my diet. Had my weekly clean up this morning, stay quiet. 15:59 The vascular examination was about the arteries. For edema, I would examine the veins first! They carry away the fluid.      18:10 i guess they rather wanted to know my general condition, by the description it's clear, but i will not dy, just brain damage. 19:01 what i do tomorrow at the doctor's post is say that i can't bike with the mush in my feet, i have to take the tram. i need help. i won't come with a poison story but with a complaint. i have no mental illness problem, but a material body problem by now, action! By my health assurance i can get a rontgen picture, my general health and nutrition seems to be fine, no reasons for edema in that. i can simply ask my doctor for a rontgenscan, i have all kinds of complaints. But i'm taking back the house, except where the visit is.

y 3-6 02:28 in the text along the hanging girl is "cannot open the side" (Hip joint flexibility is not enough, cannot open the side, and moreover this pose is really very painful......), he wants hip joint flexibility to open her from the side, it's a pose, for 'sex activity'.

2-6 04:40 at YouTube channel RopeDance (hangman scenes from movies) i read: If you like this type of video, please like it and subscribe to the channel. The channel will continue to be updated. so by suscribing you get into contact. It has t.me/ropedance

18:23 on X i gave the link of a skinny girl YouTube video of channel Fettered, it looks real, Fictituous prison is theatre. YouTube info: Chain knot the heart, moon dream Fettered bond 鏈結心扉，月夢 Fettered 羈絆 Link: https://cs.yuelk.com 往后90天内不会再此账号更新请关注 https://youtube.com/@udidjidhg?si=OQom6PPAHDpV2Dio Please follow https://youtube.com/@udidjidhg?  si=OQom6PPAHDpV2Dio Links YueM cs.yuelk.com tiktok tiktok.com/@yuemco6  Discord discord.gg/Q3gza5ZRkv

19:13 the girls in Fettered find it hard to walk, not by the chains. You see them entering rooms without seeing what happens there.

17:03 had the talk with the psychiatrist, she informed whether i want to be in regular contact with the hood team. i told her i like it that i'm doing fine now spiritually. They are afraid because i use weed, but i say i speak and act stable. My Behind the front door contact told me Heleen had called her, i said she believes the info from one side. Now my contact does the same. The psychiatrist will come by in my appartment next time Behind the front door visits me. After 2 years Behind the front door stops. Then the hood team can take over. i told them i don't want that, but then we can talk about it. i told them i have no request for help. Didn't show the psychiatrist my feet, wanted to talk to her about the fact that i'm reasonable: calmly thinking along, not in my own mind world. 17:12 i was criticized for publishing screenshots of the Chinese jail videos, but i say a picture raises the crowd, so the police acts. 17:13 if YourWeb thinks it porn they can take my website off the web. They have to inform me of doing things like that, i change it. 17:15 If i'm guilty of child porn they can inform the police, if they take unlawfull action against my music i just need to wait a bit now 17:43 wrote my contact: "Dear (), I think you did the same as Heleen: you believe her side. She as a pastor, and you too, you should not be like that. I was calm, open, I thought along, was willing to question my own standpoint. I was also still happy! I do not have a psychiatric illness, but perhaps a giftedness! I am ending the collaboration, you should have noticed that, and also that I look much more well-groomed and younger. Goodbye!". They don't see a patient, but a victim. They say weed is wrong but where was i wrong?

1-6 18:34 Tales of discipline says there are full versions of the videos with real spanks, but they can't be shown. So it's hard SM. youtube.com/@Tales-of-Discipline/posts there's just a request for suggestions on what the viewers want to see, and reactions. 18:42 Nudevista has nothing on House of lords and mistresses in the spanking zone, PornMD a lot. Looking for similar videos there. 18:46 there's 122 videos there, all of XHamster, overthere are accounts like Slave Sex, awfull lot of SM videos, too much to find out.

1-6 00:38 nico scheurkogel channell is off YouTube. Had no email yet. Cannot follow any link, i have to login. For entering YouTube? 00:44 in the video Send it to me the Rolling Stones name Eastern block girls, in 1980. YouTube has links with commies, but they're moral majority types. How can they favour the Rolling Stones, sexers just like Prince, and China, who are anti free Christianity? 17:29 have searched Nudevista and Pornmd on Tales of discipline and Lihuayu, the videos are called samples by 镣囚 so i search on 17:39 when the videos are called samples, they are for sale in a full version, may be even a newer version if the prisoner is alive still 18:01 making money by Chinese prisoner video's can't be possible on YouTube, it's a moral company with community standards.

31-5 00:29 placed 12 links to YouTube videos on X, after i used the link to Bigo, the YouTube kidporn video that is still on it, three months ago i shared it on my infopage nico scheurkogel. It's just that i am removed, i'm not against porn or kidporn on YouTube. 11:14 YouTube channels are Tales of discipline and Susaniasf, both SM channels, same style as the X Hamster concentration camp. They make SM videos that end at the moment the spank starts. One video has real spank, Jenny 22, it's kid SM, the girl is under age. https://youtu.be/KGis4t2thhM?si=1d0S5cq5FPTrpYC-. Scenes are about learning not to swear, in a boarding school situation often. 13:56 notified YouTube 'feedback' of Spenked 22 with a screenshot of the moment. 13:47 notified them of channell 镣囚 too.      14:31 at this moment the YouTube page of my website doesn't show the videos with links to  Roman slave + new YouTube videos. 16:25 the YouTube links on the video/audio page function, not the YouTube page of my website. May be YourWeb sees it as porn. 16:27 had no email of YourWeb, then it must be YouTube. But how can they do something to links on my website? It's not theirs. 22:44 video 'gespenked 202423550' has a Dutch name! https://youtu.be/-YVP5ggIMtU?si=dgys4WTuwy6sqvo4 it's suhaniasf chnl. 23:10 found channel Fictitious Prison. Jail videos, Chinese. Found a playlist with all kinds of female prison videos, also headscarved. https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLC3sypPDaUP4Yi9dLHM8mmALcVmcIAorb&si=K1300KMvSxe7UrA0 didn't yet watch, just browse https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLC3sypPDaUP4pkF011pkEFmM16udvn-zy&si=Op0NUL1QGzuY2Zwk playlist of Lihuayu studios. 23:23 Hong Kong channel 镣囚 has same 本频道主频道网址链接https://www.youtube.com/@镣囚 镣囚体验爱好者X账号:@Jiaoliaozi 23:36 Lihuayu studios has art products, and Fictitious prison. May be the art products come from Chinese prisoners. Cheap product 23:50 the webadress lihuayu.com appears, but it's no link, there's only lihuayi, a very big company. The Instagram has art too.      00:22 Imprisoned Beauties has playlists from all Asia, one Dutch: Het schokkende geheim van de Japanse vrouwengevangenis

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30-5 03:26 played 45 Liberation Day, sounded okay when i sang to it. My X nico isa mahmoud praise & protest is open again, super! 03:29 i'm still on YouTube music with my Spotify tracks, so my videos are off YouTube, but my audio still is. Soundcloud is up to date https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_klD762CH2zI3bsqopyYOt07r_IK4tdh28&si=c8PoDgHiq2uTEvah Want a pop album. 03:38 my YouTube nico scheurkogel infopage is still visible www.youtube.com/@nicoscheurkogel/posts will try to reopen my videos. 04:52 wrote: "my YouTube account Hadewijch Songs was never suspended, i never put it on private. Where are my videos, YouTube? Criminals, thieves, persecutors of Hadewijch! God punish you!" i want my Hadewijch videos back on YouTube, it's a crime!

09:57 will go and play my clean sound again, if i can get the Zoom operating. The double rubber only worked a little while, we'll see. 22:16 if anyone would come and find it too poisonous, then there's a storage room downstairs with a toilet, tv's and matrasses.

29-5 fixed the jack-in of my Zoom by a few rubbers around it and around the wire jack. Play this afternoon, nice clean sustain sound 19:34 will play at midnight at the entrance to the tramhalts at the Markt, there it's crowded all night, i pick a place with low noise.  

27-5 8:29 have an appointment with the psychiatrist on June 2, Behind the frontdoor requested it. i am doing what they want of me. 08:38 Revolving door patients leave psychiatry and immediately return. Here it seems to me that psychiatry wants to keep them in, do they have too many beds? No, there are too few beds. Let them treat mentally ill people! This is not the Soviet Union, where dissidents are hospitalized. i am calm, reasonable, there are reasons that my material complaints are real, they must take it serious. 08:48 a paranoid person is not at ease, he can't think orderly, he's not in the conversation but in his mind. i listen to others, happy. 08:42 i have no demand for help to the psychiatric aid, also there are no real complaints about me here in the house, i'm safe now. 12:21 Walking on the moon sounds like Prince playing reggae, i reordered the Nico's Choice playlist again, this may be the ultimate! 13:04 if Gabi and Sahabi like to meet me, and it's my brothers who are against, we can talk. i never was informed of anything of it.

23:35 asked U2 on their X account whether they like to play 45 Liberation Day, because i'm blocked here. Bono isn't so afraid

26-5 06:00 yesterday there were people early, so i go early. Then i bring my Zoom to the repair and pick up my spanish, once more. 06:56 still need to try some charged batteries, will say when. 08:34 going now, will stand a bit further, the Passage music was loud. 16:01 Max Guitar can't repair rhe jack in of my Zoom, can't have a Bigsby on my Vox. Going to play with my spanish at the street. 18:24 will go on playing my own music on the street or covers that i love. Tomorrow i try the folkguitar, at the Passage, a bit louder. 21:02 my voicemessage recording came to a stop before i got in, storage full. i showed up, if you want to see me, best turn up here. 21:18 i'm breaking down the ambient to a night situation. i can play from 10 to 10, after i play where i sleep+something in the living.

25-5 quotes: 01:56 artists may have not published under their name, the worst crime is artists getting songs not of their own, Prince Sexy M.F.! Or the album Eclektic Value of Ted Turner, and the live single of Wishbone Ash, Lorelei/Baby come in from the rain, proof. 03:57 seeing the reaction to my publication of the single with my comment, i'm off X there, i guess it's my enemies now who did it. 07:01 i never gave permission to do that, i never knew of it. May be Sade and Wishbone Ash were faked or forced into it, me never.

08:41 the wheather is nice, i put my ambient on and go play in the city, recording meanwhile a long voicemail recording as defence. 15:02 will play Love in the air tomorrow, will play with sound Lead 1, sound 1 of the preset sounds bank of my Zoom speakereffects. 15:19 i bring the Zoom to the repair tomorrow, then i play the Anouk lovesongs on my spanish, it's not such loud noise where i play. 15:28 Still i'm sad has a different vibrato in the longer notes of the singing, like an older woman, not like Liz Mitchell of Boney M. 15:30 about my live praise club band, it could be Maranatha New Life, i would be the musical director, Shannon the worshipleader. 15:49 reordered the Nico's Choice playlist on Soundcloud, if i find In the neighbourhood i may put it in it too, instead of Kool, bad. 15:53 Dee-Lite's Groove is in the heart could be of Prince, the singers sound like Lois Lane, who went to Prince for production.    16:25 if Walking on the moon isn't of Sting it's of Prince probably, along with a lot of the good Police stuff, it's very varied and good. It's the problem, we don't know it. I miss you, She's so cold, Waiting on a friend are his sound. Emotional rescue a Mick Jagger text? 16:53 Mother's Finest sounds like the Pearls of joy. It would be my fav praise combo, let them choose what they like me to play of my video/audio. i had a playlist on YouTube with Revival at Brownsville a cd of Hosanna music, same singer/band as the Pearls of joy i'd say. A legend! The backing vocals are very good, and the rhythm of the band is relaxed and stands like a house. Revival music. 17:42 good that i have a time out on the Shalom church, Maranatha New Life holds church there on sunday afternoon. i won't bother them with my plans. They are for when i have nothing else to do. Firstplace i run this house, a rent sharing community. 18:33 playing tapes to find In the neighbourhood. The solo of Get off of Foxy sounds like Prince! Before i said Jeff Beck with Bowie. 

25-5 01:06 wrote on 21-5 22:06 onwards i like to play with the EO Beamband, Stryper and Chris Tomlin, i believe in good pop praise. 01:08 i have on 4 rooms in my appartment the same beat in different versions, houselike (over the Korg guitar synthesizer (etc.). 01:11 in the musicroom only the 3dd3 ambient, in the storage an iphone with the Korg version, in the living the Yamaha keyboard. 01:24 if Can you feel the force is of Third World, the solo is of Inner Circle. Cannot find the 'E.W.&F. like' In the neighbourhood disco. 01:33 the advantage of a spread lowvolume appartment sound is that you van move around. You can put it out in the room easily. 01:56 artists may have not published under their name, the worst crime is artists getting songs not of their own, Prince Sexy M.F.! Or the album Eclektic Value of Ted Turner, and the live single of Wishbone Ash, Lorelei/Baby come in from the rain18:5 00:17, proof. 02:05 my Soundcloud Wishbone Ash playlist is very good, but sometimes it needs more bass, like Phoenix, in the end over the top. 03:36 i'll treat my rooms by plates with herbs spread out. i choose them from my storage seeking intuition to find the right ones. 03:44 i hear that after the Wishbone Ash single there have been fake concerts, also of Sade, she is only the sister of the real one. 03:46 i always hated the name Wishbone Ash and Jail Bait songname, and the name Sade, she is so positive, she's like a conscience. 03:48 how is it possible that Prince wrote songs for the Rolling Stones, no conscience at all, when Prince is in favour of flowerpower. 03:50 The people giving it to them are against moral downfall, but The Rolling Stones are urban jungle, that's moral downfall or not? 03:57 seeing the reaction to my publication of the single with my comment, i'm off X there, i guess it's my enemies now who did it. 04:01 i recorded Het leven gaat verder with my brother Theo in 1982, after they said i wrote too much, the band had split up. Now i cannot play at the psychiatric stage Chillen in de Steeg, only karaoke or jamsessions, also not with the New Age Reunion, no way. 04:16 Whitney Houston and Micheal Jackson often look very bad on concerts, Micheal Budapest before Billy Jean as i remember. 06:38 if 03:44/03:46 is the case, the name was a reason for a Jail Bait concert by a wishbone Ash, fake band, catching fans of them. 06:42 if the artist isn't the real performer, may be the name was forced upon the artist to catch fans. A double crime robbing songs. 06:46 Jail Bait is: i wonder why your face no longer shines, i wonder why you're always on my mind, i'm still wondering, give me a little more time. It has nothing to do with jail bait, catching people. May be it wasn't the intention of the original artist they abuse. 06:49 if they need a fake single, fake bands gigging instead of the real Wishbone Ash, it's clear Wishbone Ash wasn't like that. But there is support by X, i was thrown out rightaway, like i've been thrown out of YouTube before. But now with a replacement single. 06:53 Wishbone Ash may have been named to catch fans, Het leven gaat verder, my 1982 song, for the same reason may be. Why stop the band because i write too may songs, but record the last song that i wrote? Because people liked me more than my brother. 06:56 those days i was in Amsterdam studying the world's problem, reaching enlightenment,wasn't into getting a hit, musicmaking. 07:01 i never gave permission to do that, i never knew of it. May be Sade and Wishbone Ash were faked or forced into it, me never. 07:05 when i recorded Money to party on YouTube 2015 it was because i chose to become a commercial artist, which i still am now. 07:08 there never was a deal with me that i would stay out of the popscene, i never permitted to catch my fans. If so, it's a crime! 07:11 others have the chance for a career, i chose a bit late to do so, but i have the right to get my chance, i still look good, i'm liked. 08:41 the wheather is nice, i put my four room ambient on and go play in the city, recording meanwhile a long voicemail recording. 08:48 if Wishbone Ash is Sahabi and Gabi i'd love to play bass and sing, if they want me to. i also like to play along as they like me to. 08:54 yesterday my music temple became games too, in every room except the kitchen are games, in the kitchen is a drawingboard where you can hang a drawing. Some people were never kids. In the shower you can colour the floor, to be washed away again. Pic. 09:18 i'm still doing things, when i go i write it. 10:11 all 4 rooms are nice, the voicerecording is ready, my stuff is packed, i go by bike 13:22 the police came by several times but no problems. Somebody gave me the money in hand, since then i played with a 20 cents

24-5 19:04 have a crazy sound now with my Zoom, only the full compressor before it. Will play noon tomorrow, or later when rain. 23:03 had my vacation money, bought an iphone (is full), a laptop and a tv. Cannot yet use them, also found a big Samsung screen. 23:33 made an addition to note 22:06 of 21-5, about Prince having written Girls of Moments & Watnoughts, it's just guessing! Bad.

21-5 8:30 Behind the front door has asked for an interview together with the psychiatrist. i asked whether it was because of Heleen. 11:21 I have a referral to the hospital, but not for an X-ray; it was for an ultrasound and a blood circulation test. I pointed out to her that the soles of my feet are blue, even though I have clean nails. (My Soundcloud playlist shuffles by itself, free order of playing, though the shuffle button is off. That is a pity, and very strange! ) 11:19 It is not clear whether I am receiving treatment at Parnassia while I am at Behind the frontdoor. If that is the case, then I will leave; I have no need for psychiatric help, I am doing well spiritually.

22:06 Every one's a winner of Hot Chocolate could be of Prince, also Third stone from the sun of Jimi Hendrix. 24-5 23:7 (pretty) Girls (Moments & Watnoughts) could be too? Can you feel the force Third World, In the neighbourhood Earth Wind & Fire if i'd say it. 23:13 may be Level 42 is a setup of EW&F to get a good production, listen to Starchild, Philip Bailey (super!) , or The Chinese Way. 23:24 i said before that Level 42 would be my favourite accompaniment for solo gigs, here it would be the EO Beam band (praise). 23:27 with Gabi Kroes i'd like to sing praisesongs, as far as i know Sahabi is Christian too, though she is a sannyassin of Osho. i already had a lifestyle of meditation on pleasure in the 80's, a year ago i became sannyassin as a sufi, believing the Cosmos is the body of God, the Soul is his mind. If so, all our acts can be worship. i see sex as the image of God, man and woman are his image. 23:35 i had the idea for a live worship group, going into praise as live pop music. i see praise as the other new style of the 90s next to house. Praise is very relaxed and free, direct worship of God, singing along, feeling what you sing, communion with the Divine. 23:41 by giving my music to God in 2021 i overcame my depression. i chose for sex because i hate the way girls are treated in sex. 23:56 https://youtu.be/Ayld0Y1B2Lc?si=CSDvyj_lbLtNUDaA this is the Maranatha New Life, they have a nice praise hour on sunday. 0:00 where there are 2 or 3 together in Jesus' name He's present, so others feel He's alive. i never said i'm Jesus, He'll come again. 00:03 the worship leader is Shannon Bueno, if she'd like it i'd have her as the singer for the live worship band, live club pop music. 00:08 i know we sing wellknown songs in praise, Darlene Szchech, like Victor's Crown, Thank you for the cross, not our own songs. 00:13 i'd make it into a good pop beat, but the worship leader would choose for the next song, picking it from our repertoire. Third Day is a praise band i like a lot, also All sons and daughters. The EO Beam band can play very well, but they are not always good, 00:21 the problem with Christian poppy music is it's getting into a slwodown. i don't believe in it, the beat can remain, but lighter. Stryper has a piano song! It's a metal band, but half their songs are slow. I'd like to see the singer play soloos along the sologuitar. 00:24 i'd love to play in Stryper, i'm a W.A.S.P. too, but only if we play only one good slowie. i hope Ozz Foxx will try herbs and live! 00:27 i love Chris Tomlin very much, he had two Asian girls on drums and guitar, i'd love to play the bass, playing good praise music 00:35 bass is nice, it's a beat connection between drums and guitar. The girl is a nice spacy poppy metal sound, i want bright happy. 00:40 then Chris doesn't have to play at all, he can just worship with the crowd, and we keep up a good beat with spacy harmony. 03:39 this was noted later, on 25-5, i just added Girls to my Prince possibillities. The Wishbone Ash single is proof.

20-5 22:21 my X account @NicoScheurkogel is suspended again for non specified reasons, just that i broke the X rules. Wanted to post on it: 'No smoke without fire was the first album of Wishbone Ash that i bought. i was waiting for the album, i hoped for Live Dates 2, having the 4 albums with Laurie Wisefield in one production. The problem was Locked in, more poppy. The single was along it.' Wanted to put the live single along it, but the single sounds very good, like Andy Powell! Also the Lorelei side sounds like Laurie Wisefield now, only with a load of echo. Strange! By the way, to me Sexy M.F. sounds like Caro Emarald, Dutch poppy jazz. 22:41 may be there's a live recording of Lorelei without the overload of echo, strange that Laurie would use such a bad sound. 22:46 by the way Andy and Laurie always sound very bored and professional, i hate to hear them play the beautifull music of Ash! Like Baby the angels are here of the same album https://youtu.be/csQA2VnfA1s?si=H9Tc11tAtDimSnfD sweet and full of sphere. The song is very good, but the soloing is without fantasy. There's tunes where also the solo is good, like Surface of Front Page News. 22:57 i guess it wasn't known the live single was on YouTube and it was replaced, if it's true that it's a different recording now. Then they also hated my post about it on X and suspended my account, so it's also off my other account, i had the post on both accounts. Anybody knowing Wishbone Ash heard that the old recording was a bad band playing the music of Ash with Martin Turner singing. 23:10 i was a big fan then, i wrote their name all over the highschool, had the name on my jacket, and made an Argus badge myself. 2313 i love the studio songs and soloos of Wishbone Ash, but knowing them live from videos, i wouldn't go to a concert, very boring! 23:17 Front Page News, the album before it, had very good soloing and varied sounds, but No smoke without fire was a setback!  21-5 00:39 made a Wishbone Ash playlist on Soundcloud, will may be make a John Martyn playlist too, if i find enough good stuff. Made the playlist because no Wishbone Ash record is really good, you need to make your own compilation, like i did on cassettes. 01:01 made a John Martyn playlist but can't find it! Won't make it twice. Forget it. Fake website. Fuck the fake! The web is bullshit.

20-5 21:01 the name of the Hoodband leader is Freek Elbers, he denied to me he is a trained force, he said he is a musician just like me. At the Hoodband website is written he is especially trained, Den Haag Zuidwest - Fort van de Verbeelding he had to be a pro! 21:08 Danique, a girl from Curacao, played Billy Jean for me, which i explained better to her, i asked after her after the concert.

19-5 00:51 wrote an email to Stek The Hague, the organisation of the PKN church for which Heleen Joziasse works: 'Dear ladies and gentlemen, I have spoken with Heleen. I will have a 3-month time-out, during which I am not allowed to enter the Shalom Church. The reason is that I allegedly harassed a girl after the last concert. In this regard, she believes someone else's story. The same applies to the story of Freek, the band leader; she believes him, even though there has not yet been a three-way conversation, as I had suggested. She believes that I should seek psychiatric help for a number of reasons: 1. Before the Buurtband concert, I had asked her if I could play my new song '45 in front of the church. She did not want that, which is why it did not go ahead; however, I did request a three-way conversation with Freek at that time. 2. The fact that I stopped by the Buurtband after the concert to ask Freek how it had gone. 3. The fact that I walked out of a Buurtband rehearsal. The reason was that he offered me the accompaniment part of the song. He should have offered it to the new guitarist, to whom I was explaining how I play. That is what he was making a fuss about. 4. The fact that I supposedly eat poorly, because I went on a hunger strike during which I only ate liquid food. She considers that irresponsible; she thinks I am eating poorly even now. 5. She thinks I am poorly dressed; I walk around in sandals without socks. 6. She considers the fact that I am composed and reasonable to be merely a facade. 7. The fact that I rarely leave my house, fear. To all this i told her that I am in contact with *Achter de voordeur* (Behind the front door) of Parnassia and the municipality. They are keeping a finger on the pulse. She doubts whether they can assess the situation sufficiently. But they see me more often than she does, they visit my home, and they are psychiatrically trained. The fact that I rarely leave my house is not fear; it is a threatening situation. Heleen thinks I am not doing well and simply told her fellow church member Jaennet that. I am actually doing very well, but I have problems.' Wrote an email before this about the way she asked me. 01:26 so she, a pastor, simply believes the story of her bandleader, and a girl from the band, when she has had a pastoral talk with me at home about my home situation. Me being calm and reasonable she simply calls a facade, she supposes i don't feed well.     11:35 i wear 2nd hands clothing, it's my image, i'm an influencer, i'm an idealist, i dress myself well, but with poor stuff! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

18:5 00:17 have to stop playing electric on the street, if so they will take revenge, voices don't want that electric on the street.      08:43 prepared to play with a clean sound on my Vester folkguitar, but i hear they also don't want a clean sound on the street here. 08:52 so the street is their street, the internet is their internet, and even my appartment is theirs, they spoil my music here!                08:59 if you search for Eclektic Value on Spotify you get no results, but there's a link to Spotify on Wikipedia English. It isn't up to date about the new videos Ted Turner made with his wife Majella singing. Ted also sang in Wishbone Ash. He should never have left Wishbone Ash, he played important soloos, i'd say Surface of Front Page News too, and Half Past Lovin' on the Flying V. Did Wishbone Ash ever play Half Past Lovin' live with a good solo? It may have been the reason there wasn't a Live Dates 2 after Front Page News. Three guitarists is well possible, listen to Albatros of Peter Green. A double solo line is simple, three is possible too!  09:16 The king will come definitely had to be on live Dates 1, Half Past Lovin' on Live Dates 2. After Front Page News there had to be a Live Dates 2. There was a single with Baby come in from the rain/Lorelei, very bad! i doubt that that single was really of Wishbone Ash, it's definitely Martin Turner singing, but not Andy Powell playing, He plays it much better. It's a messy sound, a jamrecording. https://youtu.be/0-AsbBDTmrc?si=LT6MnkkD6WNlHSSD  tedturnerandmajella.com www.youtube.com/@tedturnermajella4581   09:32 wrote Ted Turner on his site i believe he played The guitar man of Bread, Eagle of Abba and i was made for lovin' you of Kiss. 09:40 https://youtu.be/7BqF3ZLwA58?si=6Vtp0Yv5oVKeUx0d is the Lorelei side of the single, it isn't Laurie Wisefield, bad jam sound! https://open.spotify.com/album/020IG0tWMlRMbUXXPmwViD?si=6UYxBjs5TzKJNytgCzTrXw the link to Eclektic Value on Spotify. 11:02 wrote on X: 'THIS WASN'T WISHBONE ASH! this is a single along No smoke without fire, it's Lorelei live. It isn't Laurie Wisefield, it's a messy jam sound, bad guitarist with overloads of echo. There's also the other side on YouTube, Baby come in from the rain.' 11:11 Wishbone Ash is known for excactly playing their records with a very clear sound, as if they are performing a classical piece. 11:15 the people blocking me everywhere may also have published music that i never made. i'm not present, so they can do it. 11:16 interesting to hear what they would have published. Sexy M.F. is an insult to Prince music, and also not the thing he'd say. 11:29 https://youtu.be/52sgFDG8fPc?si=_hPnkIBXRQOFizhl has a bad solo by Laurie Wisefield, like he also plays Phoenix badly. If Laurie is so bad at playing Ted's soloos, Ted had to stay in the band, also to play new soloos like Half past lovin' and Surface. If Ted is such a unique talent in making soloos, that they had to get him back for Half Past Lovin', they had to keep him in the band! Laurie had to play the solo of Half Past Lovin' on the Flyin' V, he plays it on a Les Paul, it isn't the sound, he plays it very badly. Half Past Lovin' is a top tune of Wishbone Ash with a top solo, it's very popular, it's strange there is only one live video of it.

7-5 13:45 showed my feet at the 24/7 at the Haaglanden Medical Centre. Informed about an X-ray picture, it's possible.                        13:48 wrote on X that Sexy M.F. isn't Prince avantgarde jazz, Woodstock Jam not Joe Satriani, Eclektic Value (2010) not Ted Turner. 13:53 four o'clock the sun starts to shine, i'll play at the Passage same place then, now i'll play the Brownstone.

17-5 02:41 can't sleep in the livingroom like i did when Frank & Melis lived here in Januari. My throat is gone. Tried it a day/night. 03:02 i lived in the livingroom to make room for others, i had two beds free. Impossible now. So Gaby and Sahabi can stay away. 04:04 (16-5 19:17 the pads under my feet are blue, about a centimeter thick, when seen from the sides.

16-5 8:15 it seems that 3 o'clock is a better time, also my sound was a bit heavy, but playing electric is liked, saw no police so i do it. 11:27 won't play, voices say my house will be in danger.                                                                                                                               12:56 wanted to upload Wavewave 3dd3 on Soundcloud, but i get: 'the specified source is occupied', my phone's full. It's 3dd3, 17english horn only, i also have 2 guitar rc20's to it, but now i have it on a voicemessage, a video, and an rc20 of it in the sleeping. 13:16 i have 3 places of ambient, one sound, the actual ambient is in the living and in the music room (it's on the Soundcloud msg. 13:35 wrote Remy van Kesteren: 'Hi, I am Nico Scheurkogel, artist name nico isa mahmoud. There is a double-sided Senegalese harp that is very rhythmic to play; you can accompany yourself well with it. A simple guitar version is a right-handed Stratocaster and a left-handed Les Paul. The left hand is then for the accompaniment, the right hand for the solo. The guitar tuning is not for the harp, but for playing open chords. I have developed a harp tuning for guitar, EBE, FisBE. it is a power chord with a 9, a power chord is a fifth. With that, I can easily improvise in a harp-like manner. After all, there are frets on it, and the Stratocaster has a tremolo handle. Hopefully not a waste of your time, thanks for the beautiful music!' For me it would be the folk and the stratocaster. (13:39). 19:17 going back to the doc on monday. When I stand, you can see a sort of little pads sticking out from the side of my soles, about a centimeter thick. My feet are completely flat flaps. Can show it. 19:54 yesterday it was raining when i was biking back home, it was bad for my feet. But i take footbaths with shower and oil, after which i feel a lot better.

15-5 05:24 will take my Yellowberger today. with an octaver between my two compressors over my Zoom, feedback tremolo guitar. 9:43 it's going to rain all day, later in the day less rain, may be after 3 o'çlock, it's 30 percent chance of rain then.                           10:00 i'll definitely play at 3 o'çlock, i play with my effects in a big shopper bag, i put it on the side with the front open.                  10:36 it's a problem for my ambient that i cannot put my voicemessages on repeat anymore, on my Samsung.                                17:33 pastor Heleen Joziasse of the Shalom church has told other people it's not going well with me. A pastor may not do that!

13:48 too rainy  to play, can try my 2 compressors, one natural sound, one full effect, like a rhythm and a solo fuzz for clean sound. 14:30 the wheather is okay now so i go. i try to play daily at noon, or another time, if the wheather is okay, untill i decide to stop.

12-5 am a bit late, doc will read my eamail. Have a complete lefthanded played appartment now, on the strat/tele. Superguitars. 15:17 played New piece, The morning and Rakakaa Kurukuu, was okay, better than yesterday, tomorrow i stand a bit better still. 

11-5 10:00 have an appointment with the doc tomorrow 10 past 10. Will play at the Passage today, from 12 on, with my Zoom 7010 21:36 the Zoom was not as good as the spanish yesterday at the Leyweg, will take the folkguitar tomorrow, louder, easier playing. Now i'm making appartmentwide sounds, i recorded the livingroom  sound by a video and a voicerecording, i put both on my stative, the voicerecording horizontal, the video for viewing. It is a super ambient sound, a stative with 2 ambient recordings. Later in the evening i make  new rc20 sample on the same guitar/same delay as the livingroom sound, for the sleepingroom sound. Nice! 21:52 tuned my 2 lefthand Fenders the same, EBEFisBE, now i can easily play opposite stringed, and i can learn playing lefthanded this way. Will record the livingroom sound again on the 2 Fenders may be, tonight i can try them when it is quiet, i play very soft. Opposite stringed is really a reason to buy a lefthanded guitar, you can buy the one you always liked to have, like to have a Les Paul. 23:53 the tuning is nice for oppositestringed, and for learning to play lefthanded, i play much better both ways now, easy tuning!

10-5 11:27 i like to play harp guitar, it's also a 6 string harp, you can tune it, and use the frets always as an alteration of the tuning.  16:42 my new tune The Morning of this morning sounds nice. i will play it at the Leyweg shoppingcenter nearby, i take my spanish. 20:10 sounded very loud on the street, also made a new song there, Rapapaa Kururuu, playing all strings in one position, 3,1,6//0.

9-5 07:48 i can play the music i made alone. i don't need extra musicians. But i would like to play the Lesbian videos and Hadewijch together. Folk is community music, Hadewijch is folk, to me Hadewijch is one of the best folk albums ever made. i can play it evt. 11:18 the reason for me to invite Gaby and Sahabi is, i want to found a community, they know Jesus People and Osho, me nothing. 12:08 thought of a nice text: lalala lalala, lalala lalala, lalala, lalala lala Gaaby, lalala lalala, lalala lalala, lalala lalalaa, Sahabi. Nice hey! from 8-5 10:34 it's about Gaby and Sahabi, i'm a fan of Gaby, and i'm a lover of Sahabi, she enchanted me one day, as she used to. 16:50 just put a tune on Soundcloud, FABT, wanted to write Gaby but it went wrong. Had the Chet Atkins tuned in a chord, over a fuzz, drummed the lower 3 strings, then played in the dub the three high strings, was 2/3 2 up, 2 1 down, i play harplike with it. The ringmod dub spoilt it a bit, did one dub searching, which was too soft, then a louder one. Ringmod is without distinct height of tone.

8-5 19:49 found on Google:"Yes, swollen feet and ankles can in some cases be a symptom of poisoning. Important points regarding poisoning and edema: Mercury poisoning: A known cause of swelling (edema) in the hands and feet is exposure to mercury, which can be accompanied by skin discoloration and itching". So my Behind the front door contact was wrong, she said it wasn't likely. 19:55 asked the search pilot at Duck: "Yes — swollen feet can also be caused by poisoning, depending on the type of poisoning: Sepsis (blood poisoning) due to an infection: yes — can cause swelling due to inflammation/fluid accumulation. Toxic exposure (chemical agents, certain medications, heavy metals): possible — some substances damage the kidneys, liver, or heart or increase vascular permeability, causing edema. Allergic reaction/anaphylaxis (upon exposure to toxic allergens): yes — can cause swelling quickly, often accompanied by itching, rash, or respiratory symptoms. Indirectly via organ damage (e.g., kidney or heart failure after poisoning): yes — leads to general or lower leg/foot edema." i have severe poisoning, but i can make it by the herb tea and muesli. Fascism didn't go after the war, it's in the sex movement, it uses torture devices and poison. They were confident to win, no way! 20:48 wrote my doctor's contact website: "Dear Doctor, I sometimes suffer from swollen feet. I went to see Doctor Akram about this a year ago. He said it was caused by fluid retention. I have paranoid symptoms; I believe it could be caused by poisoning. I asked my contact at Achter de voordeur about this, and she said that the psychiatrist wanted to ask me a few questions about it first. I would rather not do that, because I do not have a request for help; I do not want to enter psychiatry, I can manage on my own. I read on the internet: 'Yes — swollen feet (up to the end) foot edema.' I am calm and can be held in a reasonable conversation. I am an environmental activist and protest singer; I do something that multinational shareholders do not like. The multinationals are very violent in the Third World. Is there a way my suspicion can be investigated, a test, my soles for example, where it would have sunk in; I have a strange plaque in my soles. Kind regards, I am very healthy due to a healthy lifestyle and mindset, and due to herbs, namely immune system boosters and expectorants; many herbs have those properties. Nico Scheurkogel nicoisamahmoud.com". in Holland you can keep your psychiatric complaints with the medical doctor, as long as you aren't a danger to yourself or others.

8-5 05:00 learning the Bourré of Bach from  tab in e-chords and ultimate guitar. Play it a lot slower, may also do the bass different. It's a beautifull melody with a supporting bass line, i played both apart, and the beginning together. Will be a theme for live too. Most guitarists play it very rhythmic, when there's not much rhythm to it, and melody not distinct from bass, you hear clusters. An electric guitar has a lot of action to the tone and the attack, you can make the melody loud and the bass softer, by the attack to it. 05:07 i will play the melody first part and all of it on 2 loopstations, and rehearse the bassline along it apart from the melody line. It would be beautifull by a violin and a cello, a trumpet and a contrabass, a flute and a fagot, 2 solo instruments, one accompanying. 05:51 see the melody as essential, the bass is an harmonic atmosphere to it. Also added a chorus to Air making it Love be wellcome 14:00 wrote Adrian Belew at his site: "hi, i'm a fan! i propose a 7 man band, you with Thomas Dolby, Bill Bruford with Seal on bass, Howard Jones for arranging, and me as a fill, my website video/audio page is www.nicoisamahmoud.com/video-audio At X Twitter i contacted Jon, Thomas, Howard and Seal, link https://x.com/NicoScheurkogel/status/2052110460409757717?s=20 i am an experimental musician with big ideas." Sent my playlists Mixed Stuff 2 and Nico's Choice to them, but something went wrong.

06:27 made a loopstation with 2 dubs of it chords EBBEGDDE,EBBEGDDG. That will also be the idea of the rhytmic bassline. laptop is full so i don't upload all i made, made also a praise: all that i want, all that i long for, all that want, all that i need, with Abeat bass. 06:35 the blue Vox is my look now, i can play everything with it, if there's a Bigsby to it. But for metal i'll often use the Vester, solid. The Mikro is also a very good metalguitar, i want better pickups, they are precise, but no good sound. i want Schaller, supersound, Schaller has tremolo blocks too, but the body of the Mikro and the Vox is too thin for a normal block, so i use a Bigsby on both evt. 07:11 have now a short loopstation video, 2 times the theme, and a solo/rhythm version. i will load them up on X now. Possible. 07:15 there is not enough space on my disk. The loopstation version is the best sounding video of the 2, sounds like a bell, super! 07:53 can play the first part on my folkguitar now, using the bassline as my chords, as a harmony and a rhythm to the melody. Have also a funky bass to it: EAE,GAE, staying in E going to A evt, moving to G then to A after that, just to have a repeat rhythm harmony. The bass is a beat along the drum, more or less in harmony with it, the rhythm guitar is a rhythm in harmony with the composition. 08:08 going from the minor note half a tone back is extra minor, there's a second like that, going from small 7 to big 6, very blue! So that's a minor note a quarter lower/quint higher. Had bass 003222320, 00333222320, 00322320, 00332233 better than along it. A bass is a repeating rhythm like a drum. We make modern dance music, we like ongoing rhythms, the bass does that in harmony. 09:26 recorded a fast solo, then i found out the EB&G string are all three nice for playing on the loose string, so made a video of it. 09:58 will also make a text to it. The first solo is poppy, the second jazzmetal, the third danceable. Have an EG beat, will do it here. 10:34 made the ambient version, did a short video of the ambient, a first solo too loud, second okay, named it for Gaby and Sahabi. i would love it so much if i could play my Hadewijch songs and Lesbian music with Gaby Kroes of Tabernakel of the Jesus people. Sahabi is a girl of my class 5 drawing, named Christien, nicknamed Kick. She joined Osho as Sahabi. She loved Richard Thompson. 10:44 the loopstation video became real nice, the solo is very good, but i think it a bit overdone, much fast playing, muscle music. 11:01 the text has become: when i sing, when i play, when i laugh, when i think, when i sleep, when i dream, i think Gabi, when i laugh, when i think, when i sleep, when i dream, when i sing, i think of Sahabi. Sahabi Gabi, Gabi Sahabi, Gabi Sahabi, Sahabi Gabi. 11:24 put a voicemessage recording on Soudcloud named Gabi Sahabi, just a bit of echosinging along the ambient 2 loopstations. 12:48 the Soundcloud Mixed Stuff 2 playlist is okay again, i put some things out and added Gabi Sahabi. May be my best playlist. 

7-5 18:28 Lucky Strike blue authentic, no additives, can't be found here, i have American Spirit blue, it is better and lighter tobacco.

7-5 11-41 won't be a phonecall with Behind the front door, she asked me not to mention her name. Told her it's important for me. 15:06 may be it's good to have the talk with the psychiatrist. Just to inform her, and to get info on whether thick feet may be poison. 15:10 wrote her: If the psychiatrist wants to have a conversation with me, that's fine, but I don't have a request for help. I just want to know if swollen feet can medically come from poison. Do you want to ask her that?". So my case will be known to psychiatry now.

6-5 09:40 wrote Matthijske: Hi Matthijske, what I would most like is to perform with the New Age Reunion at Musicon or the Paard Café. Tjebbe Borggreve from Popradar is involved, and Menno from Powerplay. It is a real psychiatric band with 2 clients as singers. I can work well with Tjebbe and Menno, it works out, we make swinging music, we have 3 videos that did well, 1-2, Super, and Love Machine. We can play those. I also talked at the bar with someone about recording a record with Guy from Bunker Records, he lives in the Grote Pyr. He does house and metal music. He could also work for Popradar artists. Bye! Nico (send it now)

15:16 they said i have to talk to the psychiatrist, she has some questions for me. i said you surely can find out yourselves, you are educated for that. She (Antoinette) said she thought it isn't probable. i asked do you think it impossible for someone to be poisoned or medically to get thick feet of poison. She thought it impossible medically to get thick feet of poison. i said i'm calm and reasonable, isn't that a reason to take me seriously? They noticed nothing poisonous about the environment only that it was smoky. Now i have to go see the psychiatrist, i didn't ask for it. Will tell Antoinette by email i didn't ask for it. Told them they are an addition to the medical service, like a psychiatrist is a medical doctor, an extra addition to the medical degree, you're a medical care team.

19:17 Antoinette of Behind the front door called me, and asked if we can call by phone tomorrow. i replied that i just wanted her to know that i don't have a request for help. She proposed the interview, and i accepted that. We don't need a phone call tomorrow. 19:21 i also don't see why a psychiatrist would ask questions first. i am not a patient. i want to be informed, it's my medical aid. 19:24 Seeing a doctor could imply that i go back into psychiatry. i have no problem, i survive here, i want to stay here, i need nohelp. 9:28 apped her a screenshot of the report since they went away. i rather app with her, then i can make my point on what she says!

5-5 21:30 played at the Chillen, was the english version of 45 but with the dutch text. Had a loopstation. The ac/dc dropped so i lost my echo. Then i played it in the rock'n roll version, but the ac/dc kept falling away. Sang the song, while my guitar went on and off. Was very nice, went there because i heard i could go out. Now here the atmosphere is radioactive, electric. i retreat to the sleeping. 21:37 Tomorrow Behind the backdoor comes by. They have to answer whether thick feet can come from poison, whether a calm, reasonable man's paranoia has to be taken seriously, how come that they knew i would come at Chillen when i hadn't reacted yet.21:45 if they agree i have to be taken seriously, because i'm calm and reasonable, they have to check my appartment on poison!

22:36 the forensic institute has much to do, but may be a simple investigation is enough, or just the soals of my feet, they are layers

5-5 08:04 the song Addicted to love of Robert Palmer could be of Suzy Qatro, Doctor doctor could be Bonnie Raitt and her together. Why does Robert Palmer have a woman's song like Man smart woman smarter? They robbed women of their songs, wasting them. No it's a song of Harry Belafonte, also sang by Gratefull Dead. His version would be Bonnie Raitt playing that song, nice beat to it. Nice beat, like Little Feat. Time loves a hero could be a Bonnie Raitt song. i always thought 'i've got the music in me' a song by her. 08:29 the song Man smart, woman smarter, is of  Jack Segal, Harry Belafonte, Norman Span, but i hear Myriam Makeba in the song! 21:40 saw the Ridin' high video of Robert Palmer, normal jazz songs. Prince used the writer for arrangements, i hear that nowhere!  22:09 good jazzy arrangement of Prince is in My name is Prince. The end of album Purple Rain song has violins, super beautifull ending. 22:30 i am an easy writer of themes and songs, since Prince is also a good arranger, complex music like EWF could be his. Then EWF could be just another Prince show. But i know nothing of complex music, and also nothing of EWF, they play very well. 22:52 i firmly believe Paint it black is his, i hate the name change. People could influence his music, after Lovesexy it worsens. Ugly! 22:55 i love Glam Slam very much, nice song, nice solo arrangement. Most famous song is Anastacia, love is God, God is love, hippy.

5-5 01:36 i hear of someone of Reakt, the recreation organization of Parnassia, that this evening there is a Chillen in de Steeg called  freedom, and that i will play there. i contacted my contact at Chillen in de steeg, asking why i hear that by now. i would have liked to know it. The band Van lief en leed will play there. That is already the second time, Lifed too. New Age Reunion never played there. i hear that when i go out there will definitely be broken into my house. i have a good erection now, i started trying to get it back some years ago, announced it at Facebook. Voices feel my erection when i masturbate, they hate it. So i'm not going out anywhere! 05:20 'Behind the front door' is coming by on wednesday. The also sometimes write me an email i don't receive, may be because of the porn viruses. But here i have been confirming that i would play. If that would be so, i would have announced it here rightaway! So this is a fake thing. By the way Behind the front door would be present at the concert of the Buurtband in November but weren't. It's a two person team, if one of them couldn't come, the other could have, or they ought have told me, i expected them! 05:36 the email i sent to Behind the front door i also sent to the person of Reakt, Christien Innekel, and contact Matthijske Verseput. Strange Christien Innekel sent me the email to inform whether i needed anything. Matthijske would have done that.

 05:59 by the way i asked Behind the front door last time to inform with the psychiatrist in their team whether thick feet can be caused by poison. i am calm and reasonable, then my complaints ought to be taken seriously. Strange if a psychotic person is calm. The doctor only saw it as fluid in the feet. Now i have thick soals under my feet, how is that possible with fluid? Something was in it. 06:10 in this case i never confirmed that i would play at Chillen in de Steeg, as Christien and Matthijske assume. i didn't know it!

now it's actively forbidden to watch porn when you're below 18, a thing that makes it hard to watch porn. It isn't forbidden to watch

it's a wrong interpretation of the law. Adults may not SHOW porn to minor age persons, that's child sex. You may not offer it to kids.

3-5 12:10 i'm watching the video Video Addictions of Robert Palmer. 'Sneaking Sally through the alley' could be the Pointer Sisters. 'Man smart woman smarter' is a very strong women's power song, USA style. Doctor doctor is bottleneck, can be Bonnie Raitt easy. Johnny & Mary could be Joe Jackson. Clues is Prince, likely. At the end of an instrumental part is a distastefull guitar stringbend-up. 'Some guys have all the luck' is an interesting video, don't know. 'Pride' is very strong Caribean beat vocal music, may be Paul Simon  or the Talking Heads. 'You are in my system' could be Kim Wilde. The soloing of Feel the heat and Get it on is like Prince. Riptide is oldfashioned music like Birds of Anouk. Addicted to love is an USA style rocksong, not Prince. Very good solo, also in Simply irresistable. Every kind of people could be Joe Jackson or Micheal Mc Donald (ja mo be there). Not another Prince song, Clues only, but the solo's sound like him, so he could be the soundman, with songs by other people, like Bonnie Raitt, the Pointer Sisters. Remarkable that there's a women's song along it, much women singing along, Man smart, woman smarter, may be Bonnie Raitt. 

1-5 if there is a link with Northern Korea in the Nazi videos of XHamster, we know they adore programming people. They may be behind the Kampuchea regime of Pol Pot with the torturing kids. Then the nazis are behind the communist criminal regimes! 

12:52 i liked the Lovesexy tour of Prince, the rest is only partly good. If he wrote C'mon ev'rybody, the Summertime blues, Satisfaction, Paint it pink, We love you, Angie, Goodbeye ruby tuesday, She's so cold, I miss you, Emotional rescue, Waiting on a friend, and also Kid Creole and the Coconuts, Mink de Ville, i'm coming out/rapper's delight/Chic sound, how much money is that? In Russian spy and i is a solo he could have played, a lick. Salt 'n pepa has a version of Twist & Shout of the Beatles with a solo that could be his. In the concert of Kid Creole is a solo by the guitarist, Kid plays only rhythm guitar. It's a Prince show. 3 solo's, a crime! The worst crime is to the hippies, that Paint it pink is named Paint it black. Who did this to an artist of the format of those songs? We must know everything he wrote. i'd say Me myself and i for instance, it has a Prince beat, and he was one of the first samplers! Where was Prince all those years, untill his career start late 70's, in lingeries, stockings, with a telecaster, sample music pioneer. All the things he recorded in those early years must be in his personal music archive. He was a great hitwriter like Lennon/McCartney! Kenny G had a hit Who can love you like me, it can be Prince with the Bangles singer. It would have been a much bigger hit if known.

2-5 Prince simply may have been like me, when he touched an instrument he played something good, so it might be a lot of hits. The Rolling Stones did a rock 'n roll concert in the Kurhaus Scheveningen, disturbed by violence form the crowd, stopped by the police. Strange they had the music of Prince, a peacefull sex lover. There's image of it, also of the Marines cleaning up the A'dam Dam in 1972, a police task. It was the idea that peacefull hippies were filthy sexers drugusers, as leftwing intellectuals were seen too. Been listening to a videocassette with all hits of Robert Palmer. There's music of Prince among it, the video with the guitargirls. Then Clues may be of Prince, it was a crazy song. The beat is possible, also the way of playing of the band. i'd say it's a Prince song. When i watched the cassette i didn't have the idea that all songs were of Prince, may be some were of others, like EWF, who knows? i'm not going to watch the cassette now, i'm cleaning up the living room, i don't stay there too long. Also the balconee isn't healthy.

30-4 20:35 will play my new song '45 liberation day' on the street on 5 May, it on X in Dutch and English, it became very good!

29-4 06:27 now it's almost the 5th of May, liberation day here in Holland. Made a song for the 100th celebration of liberation day in 2045, called 45. Played it on my balconee lately, but my neighbour complains. Still haven't played it anywhere, not even at the PKN. Voices always call me to record stuff i play. Now i'm just playing, if good, they may come to record it, my biz is to play good music. On King's day there was a freemarket, i couldn't play it. May be i can't play it on the Liberation day freemarket all over town here. No in the Netherlands there is a freemarket on king's day, but not on liberation day. Kids sell their things on the street and play. My version of 45 keeps getting longer, i can play it house style on the spanish guitar too. i think i play on the street on 5 May, 45 only.

28-4 10:31 stopped making funny picture remarks on X. A conversation was considered invalid, and after that also a short version.

19:18 why would the Myriam Makebe video have the Sun city orchestra version? That's her band, Boney M her disco showgroup! The Sun city version counts as a bad version, you don't do it again for that. If the Myriam Makeba version was known, it was nice. 21:32 why wasn't both the Myriam Makeba and the Boney M version known? Why was it published by the Yardbirds, bad version.

21:34 Myriam Makeba launched a disco showband, but thaught it important to have a complete orchestra for her own version!

27-4 2:18 New Age Reunion is a very strong band now with a solid rhythm section, in which i can participate with my Korg guitar synthesizer. Frank can be more on keys, me mostly guitar. With Kevin i am a strong stage duo, we like to cooperate contacting all. Frank is subsidied in Reakt, so he can be forced. It's part of his recovering process, in which i helped by having him for a month. Why have we never played at Chillen in de Steeg, why we never played at a band evening of Popradar at the Musicon, not me too? The psychiatry in Holland is meant for treating patients like Frank, not for blocking me. Now Frank really has to say 'no' openly! Popradar is a subsidied project, New Age Reunion could make a lot of money. Is there any sense of finances here, as always? i think the patients in The Hague would enjoy a band with Frank, Kevin, Martiene and me. There are more Reakt bands but this is known. Frank knows the producer of Bunker records who produces metal and house. We can have a record. We are the metal / house Hawkwind, psychedelic and danceable. The Super videos were in a 1 hr weekly, the Frankie's home was a jam. i can work fastly. The record would be jamming as always, picking out the good parts and dubbing them, somewhat later, when i worked them out a bit. We can make money, Popradar is in it with Tjebbe, it's his job, they have a lable. If Popradar funds it they will make money. Scared? i have a CD of Reakt the Rozenbottel with Ilse, then the music was good, they had a festival at the Parnassia compound, so why not? The difference having Tjebbe is that i can send him some voicemessage guitar recordings and he will play them then, he is normal. New Age Reunion is a jam, we make music for dancing and using drugs, it would be nice if our sound was available live and on CD. If i prepare one theme with a text and sing it at the CD we may have a hit. We have the rhythm section for it, and i have song ideas. If i would have a hit with De tijd tikt verder i would ask the Popradar band with Pro Peeters on guitar for accompanying me live. Money

Now  i have '45', a song for liberation day, everybody likes it passing by, rock 'n roll, i never played it yet, not even at the PKN church

Dutch people not making money. Money in pop. Everything is done for making money, but this money is dirty. For what reason?

27-4 00:51 a prayer on X:

26-413:50 lately i played a C'mon ev'rybody medley. It's rock 'n roll songs with rock intros EEEEE- AAAAA- BB-AA E./EEEA-BBBE. By then Prince was young, he could play a ukalele. Satisfaction is the same structure with AA,ABC,CCBB. Before Child in time there was a band called It's a beautifull day with the same theme. Prince could have made Angie and Goodbeye ruby tuesday, he loves girls. He would have made a Paint it pink. i want to know the original Rolling Stones, Deep Purple and Chic tapes. I'm coming out! Diana Ross found him and later Little Richard, Chuck Berry and Bo Diddley wanted him, then Donna Summer and Diana Ross together. Then he can be Micheal Jackson with choir Chem Chem Yetu, which is also on Remain in light of the Talking Heads and Les Poppies.

https://youtu.be/HnvGOPQkP4A?si=qPrVNuFvsGUihWMI may be the version by Myriam Makeba herself, i put it on my video page. Why can people take a composition Paint it pink and make it Paint it black? Why did the Rolling Stones play it? i want the tapes! When i hear Chem Chem Yetu it's Got to get something started from Micheal Jackson, from the Talking Heads The great curve. When i listened to Still i'm sad again i'm sure. Why has an appreciated artist been played by Boney M, and why is there a hoax? There are also a lot of third world artists in the house CD Rain Dance, which has native american rain dance chant along too. Myriam Makeba is a third world artist, Prince may be too, he may be Mexican. Talents are weak, we have to protect them! If the video is Myriam Makeba why don't we know? Why couldn't she sing her music? Why has Prince been plundered by the Stones?

27-4 i'm listening to Makeba again, she sings it better, but Liz Mitchell has a better voice. Also Liz is younger. May be Boney M are her singers for her music, and the band in Sun City was her band on this recordiong, but recorded better. Makeba may have done it

Prince made an awfull lot of music. Put a search engine on it to find a Black Night or an Angie kind of thing. Or the old tapes of him. He may have the old tapes there, Myriam Makeba hers. Boney M is a great sound but bad music. Kill the world is two songs may be. Still i'm sad by Boney M is better than the version in Sun City. They had to play the Boney M version there, why didn't they do that?

25-4 15:39 Freek talked to me as if i wasn't calm. People act like that to test me, but in his case it was like i really wasn't calm. I was. Heleen, the pastor of the Shalomkerk, said the same when i was completely serious. She said i could play the song to her. No, it was for the people coming to the concert. It was a song like the songs of the hoodband. i could have been an outside invitation. There was no sign at the door, there was nothing on the internet, also not on their website agenda or the hoodband part of it. Strange! i am the one to bring flyers to all hoodhouses, livingrooms for the hood, when there is something happening like that. People know i play well and make nice songs, and that i'm a serious person. How come that Heleen doesn't take me serious when i'm a calm and reasonable person? She even said: yes, yes yes, all the way through my talking to disturb me. i asked her and she said she approved. i sat next to Freek at the Good Friday service. He isn't only a bandleader but a churchgoer. It's a Dutch reformed church with a hoodhouse and a food project. i gave lessons in Dutch to people speaking arabic there untill i had problems at home.

25-4 10:34 asked for a wire to an older guy who sang in a Beatles medley in the 70's, the stars on 45, he has a John Lennon voice. Then i went to Heleen Joziasse who has been here, and has advised me in securing my appartment. She didn't want me to play on the street before the concert, not even if i stopped at the concert. i informed whether she would call the police, because i don't want to get into psychiatry again. She didn't want to tell me first and said she thought i acted strangely. i was calm and reasonable. So i discussed the argue between me and the bandleader, Freek, and negotiated it into a tiangle talk between me and Freek with her. A pastor like her ought to know i'm reasonable having trouble. She was in Kenia dong women's studies. She works in a refugee neighbourhood. She must know how multinationals use violence without limits, they are here and there, i'm speaking up. My idea that if a person is reasonable and calm you must take his paranoia seriously. i stop contacting doctor and psychiatrist this way. By the way the person in the XHamster video left side top may be in the hoodband playing plastic pipe (noise for disguising me?). 

9:30 apped Heleen i need a line for the ac/dc. What i do is to play the song on my spanish with the normal rock 'n roll version, then bluesy and slowsong, then on the electric even bass only, playing it as long as i like. The hoodband starts at 11, i won't stop when they start, except if they order me to. i won't go on then, because i need the ac/dc wire and the electric guitar is the nicest. The question is whether they like it that i play there. The hoodband plays freedom songs for the hood, this is the best song for that. Like with New Age Reunion, we are pychiatric patients, they are the organisation for us, by them we can get concerts easily, but we don't

in The Hague near me is a stage called Musicon, underground music. They also host concerts of Popradar bands, the Reakt /Parnassia organisation that was the rehearsal centre for New Age Reunion, their band accompanied me at Love heals and Crucifiction at the Chillen in de Steeg karoke video. Drummer/bassplayer Tjebbe works there. We can have a double drum with Tjebbe, Menno free, Tjebbe steady. i can play sinthibass, Frank keys. Kevin and Martiene are show together with me. The New Age reunion is a very good band now. Tjebbe is a teached singer, bass/guitar player and drummer. He is a wellknown street guitarist in Leiden. Menno played in Powerplay, a wellknown band in the 80's. With them i i have people playing what i think out.  In the 80s i used to play along my brothers in a band untill i made Het leven gaat verder, our first vocal song, which my brother Theo recorded on his Teac. But the band split up because i came with too many ideas. i could have made lyrics to those ideas. There are a lot of stages where New Age reunion can play in The Hague. Popradar is subsidied, we can make money, also we are their work. They are also part of the hoodband project, Pro is their guitarist there, the guitarist in de Steeg. You see their logo in the left corner: 

23-4 15:28 will play at the Shalomkerk Beresteinlaancoming saturday, outside. Will take a spanish guitar and evts my Zoom effects + my Vox. Will start half an hour before the Buurtband starts. Will sing: "100 jaar vrijheid, iedere dag, 100 jaar vrijheid, 45".

Frank came by with a guy called Kevin. He is our 6th member if we would play at Chillen in de steeg. Menno on drums, Tjebbe on bass, Martiene and Kevin vocals, Frank and i guitar/keys. i am always prepared to play with Frank, but we're not in a band situation.

'11-3 todays' quotes: "10:07 so because of watching porn i cannot upload my song. I cannot search for a prostitute like for a pizzeria, 'give me a whore nextdoor', click telephone."  Porn is dirty so virusses on pornsites, no ads for brothels.

"06:58 have to wait for the upload screen at Soundcloud, virusses of the porn. Of sex you don't have to get a virus, so why of porn?".

"10:59 i logged in now, i get:  "Sorry, we could not log you in. Please check your input and try again." Who decided that on porn there can be virusees? Who decided nude isn't art?" i wanted to have my porn on Rumble or Vimeo, best on YouTube amateur porn! Thanks Elon Musk that my account wasn't removed this time! (18:20). i will never be Scientology Church but they are also in U.R.I. which i follow by email.

"18:27 Wikipedia has no pornstars, but they cover-up a murder of a pornstar. YouTube has no kidporn, but they support Roman Empire slave abuse. And then we can't google a whore nextdoor or publish amateur porn. Dirty!"

"20:02 i've prooven i'm a human: You've proven you're a human. Continue your action. At my homeplanet Q 36 they will be happy i'm recognized as a human now. That was my first mission. 20:35 to be recognized at X is a good start.20:07 i intend no evil for this planet, mankind can save it, Q 36 also has." 

'12-3 quotes: "03:29 i like to walk through a guitar shop like walking windowshopping in the red light district. Nice museum!"

"Creed is free is bad on the smartphone but nice over the stereo. Tone adjust is nice.(10:43)" nice if a smartphone thinks along when you search. Or a website. (11:05). 11:05 and have a history, you like to repeat. 11:07 People can't find things

"i would love to jam with a.i 11:49. them the guitar or the accompaniment"". Can be a team like a.i. jamming, it's programmed."(viruses). 11:53  but i treat it like intelligence, also chatbots i treat as life. It can come alive, i believe, but it needs ac/dc. Like we do O2 air. 13-3/00:04 'them the guitar' i meant: me one they one. 00:22' them a guitar' was better.

i worked on my PROSECUTOR'S PLEA in the case Kitty Yung at 10-3/15:39, case closed now.

"18:16 covering up a murder by a murder, and forbidding prostitution and porn, so that they can have their way with the porn actors and prostitutes." 18:20 i couldn't proove concealed group murder on Kitty Yung, but made it likely.

"21:54 i'd like to find the condom to visit pornsites without viruses"

"23:31 metal is hippy survivors. 23:33 in 1970 they killed flower power but sex was never killed."

" everyone can make sound and a.i. can react. Also with painting. filling in colours or other sections of the screen, or reacting to your line. 23:50 like with photography each could be depicted and all could depict, now all can paint or make music." Important you  can go back to the good situation if you mess it up, so scroll back the history. (00:01)

13-3 10:41 quotes "10:40 happy this one sounds good over the smartphone too. Nice soft sound in the room." Also you can take it along in the house.  "10:46 probably an old cassette of Nico, you hear it's vintage."

'14-3 quotes "00:27 to germans objects are holy and to englishmen persons are holy. To me both are true, except myself, i use a small letter, i don't assume anything." 03:23 i'm amused not to assume anything, i'm not amused by assuming often.

"00:16 i made the massage/oildance 'club' video (13-3/23:55) horizontal screen but i cannot play it in the horizontal mode, it's in the vertical mode horizontal way, so only part of the screen, why, Apple? i cannot watch my own art!."". i made it horizontal screen and i can't play it horizontal screen! How is that possible?"

"01:31 the 92/93bells  don't repeat like the 76telephone. A pity you can't hold a 00/01piano note! (about the Casio 100tone)"

"01:22 keyboards give much freedom to choose your notes, but guitar has more possibillities to form a note or make a rhythm. 01:24 i see guitar as the best instrument for soloing and for rhythm, but keys for arranging and accompanying. Like Steely Dan."

"People say Ramadan isn't fasting because you eat a t night, but it's 30 fasts of a day in a month. The month ain't a fast, it's a month of 30 fasts (19:19)." It's Ramadan, the month of fast.

"21:27 so now there's me playing the best music of my life but not able to enter my upload screen because of investigating the kill of a pornstar." mostly i avoid getting viruses.  22:02 The song Ce soir of the Golden Earring is about the killing of a rock 'n roll star.

(22:49 from 01:18 it's about my tune 'the best') (i like Simply the best by Tina Turner in the A'dam Arena, good backing vocals!). (They could have done both Tonight and the Brian Adams tune with that guitarist, i saw him in a Cinderella video, 23:00)

"23:02 i was asked by voices to play Stairway to heaven. Also i had a version of Music was my first love using my SHS and a metal guitar." the Stairway to heaven is just playing it again a while, and then i record it in once.  

"23:56 i get young by immunesystem boosters and slime dissolvers. The idea is that we dy by disease, if we heal our disease we are eternally young. By sin we're sick. Of sin we dy."

15-3 quotes 00:19 "for noting ambient you need different speed for the seperate lines you note, if you use 2 samples 2 lines, etc,"

"02:36 so on Soundcloud i have to remove audio because it's not loud enough, and at home i have to move out upside down videos. That's not a real quality selection, it's moving out what may have been the best."

"15:1? kid porn and prostitution are forbidden because of the protection of kids, but they want it just to do unjustice to them and exploit them to their harm" if it is more protective to children to accept kidsex we must not forbid it, but forbid violating them

"Now i see YouTube and Wikipedia as the socalled good guys, but that's bad. So let's be real with the sex sector. (17:00)".

"these people treat sexworkers like anything goes. 18:34 we pornwatchers know that by the strange videos we see, also of our own little stars. Porn industry is a very strange biz. Why kill one of a twin?" Of Kitty Yung are terrible videos i don't like to click on.

16-3 quotes "00:51 the other USB is still transporting. I just added as many videos as i could for transport, now it's 11 at once. Then it goes very slowly. i just kept on adding videos for transport untill the USB was full." Then i throw out the upside downs videos.

"01:09 pedosexuality is forbidden, pedophilism can't, it's a nature of personality, not of behaviour"

"01:22 they like those videos to be seen, to show that they are in the position to do anything. Like nobody can hold them to account." Of young pornstars there are videos with extreme violent situations, nightmare videos.

"02:49 Now i drink a blendershake with muesli. i make very fast meals you can drink, and very slow meals, socalled chews, with cabbage, carrots and seeds with their peals etc." You can cook  a meal to pudding or keep it fresh.

"On the smartphone, on the laptop, on the website, helpfull a.i. so a kid can use i.t. (03:17)"

"03:28 pornstars are art objects,. i make handcam pornvideos zooming in on existing image, and music to ofscreen copies."

"4:00 i'd say Mariah Carey is from Hawaii and Sade from Tahiti, so both polynesian and extremely talented, unique. The polynesians are the fewest people homing the largest area in the world, (i'd estimate, 04:04.) Both's music i love extremely.

"11:02 a proof that viruses are activated by human action. i've got as many viruses as before, but they aren't active anymore." By the viruses people can interact with your internet behaviour.  

"There were updates when i opened it up. Why aren't you asked: when do you want us to do the updates? Like "directly after pc'ing", or "at 1 tonight".". Don't you make an appointment for maintenance work on your house?

"13:09 if you want a playlist eternally on Soundcloud, you do the lowest possibillity of the list you see when you search a name. You get the Playlists page, they can be eternal shuffle." on the profile page you get other tunes after the playlist.

17-3 03:22 quotes "03:20 sin is the thing that makes the Holy Spirit part form us. When the Spirit stays, then what we did was no sin. Sin is what divides man from God. Sin is what Jesus died for." by the Spirit we can discern good and evil, but each has a conscience.

03:17 "i am both holy and horny, and i'm completely open about it". "03:20 i don't harm or hurt anybody".

"i ain't a liar or a cheat, i am what i appear to be. i don't wear a mask."(3:17) Google, YouTube and Dutch Wikipedia are! The worst.(04:58) seeing the case Kitty Yung, see downpage here date/hour 4-3/14:15 up to 11-3/15:39, it's open group murder.

"12:32 why isn't there a website with arty nudity and sex? It is the most beautifull thing on earth!"."12:35 i cannot be on a pornsite, my image is too primitive, like bad vintage. Which can be the best,by the way." You can give porn likes in the club, music too (14:09).

"Prostitution has been forbidden for health reasons, and now it's forbidden it's in the hands of crime, so it has a bad name and a lot is possible there. 23:20 it shouldn't be that way now there's healthcare and safesex. Also it's safer for the sexworkers and more serving for the customers." Seeing the murder attempt on Mindy Jung (4-3/14:15 up to 11-3/15:39), they don't mind the fans.

"(23:50) Sex was forbidden for long, and kidsex is forbidden now, but may be just because criminals are controlling sexindustry. And YouTube should not be leading them. (21-2, page 'YouTube')." YouTube is contrary to it's own rules. The rules aren't for that!

18-3 quotes: "Now in a map are maps like 'Android', or 'LOST.DIR'. 09:40 i moved the content out and then the maps. i hope i didn't do something wrong, but may be they are of the viruses. How did i get the maps?

"They can just observe, not block. If you were wrong they can catch you, you can defend yourself. This is injustice. 10:05 we in the West at least should have a free internet!" if they let me watch forbidden porn they have caught me, but they block it.

"11:25 i want to add a video of 379 Kb on PM2. I get: there's 95.2 Mb more needed for copying. 95.2 Mb needed for copying  379 Kb?" Sometimes the storage of my Samsung smartphone is much bigger than the other. People interfere with us.

"12:13 Up to the death of the prophet people could go around the Ka'bah in Mekkah nude like pagans. It was khalifah Umar who put the Jews and Christians out of the Arabian peninsula. The prophet offered his mosque to Christians from Najd (Yemen) saying: 'there is place for you in the house of God." so they had their prayer objects in the prophet's mosque in Madinah." (tradition.)

"12:39 now i am a sufi muslim with a pantheist belief, zaahiriyyah, i see the Cosmos as His body, the Spirit as His Soul, baatiniyyah. i am tantra sanyassin cherishing matter but myself being spiritual, religious. Matter is good and bad, so there's suffering. i'm good."

"14:31 recorded it horizontal but i'm playing the guitar at my side, only filling part of the screen. Not nice to watch. i wana see me big!" i used to have my iphone as a nice extra screen for my music videos and also my porn copies. Now it's partscreen.

"17:00 H36 is the last of 24 songs for Hadewijch acoustic playlist. Can't transport the video from my iphone."Still the case 19-3/01:48

"19-3 quotes 06:39 i am in favour of 13 months of 4 weeks, so you know the day of the week by knowing the date. Also for rent and wages easier. Then you have a 'new years day', if there's a day left over. Not in Olympic years." Best for workers. (06:58)

"09:26 when i play 'instrumental 26' on X, the vision is ahead of the sound." it's with soloing, fast licks. (09:33)

10:16 "Thanks X that i have a place to share my sound & vision with the world. Please tell me if i do it wrong." X @NicoScheurkogel

20-3 quotes "14:30 i have a Philips tv with 2 USB's downstairs, i thought i can only play one video that repeats. But if i use the red button at the first video of a map i play all videos." you like to have repeat one video or all videos, or even all maps.

"16:32 put it in place 6 of Hadewijch dub playlist, by taking videos out of the playlist, and putting them back in again. Then they come at the end of the playlist." at Soundcloud you cannot order your playists like at YouTube. Now i can do it!

21-3 quotes "The new day can begin at midnight or at sun-up. This belongs to the subject. i may become a paid member of X to publish it. (05:19)" i put this remark after last evenings' stuff on a music video Red Bikini on X nico isa mahmoud @NicoScheurkogel

(05:27) "Isn't there a gap between 2.20 minutes and 4 hr, and between free and 191 a month? Video of half an hour, 50 euro or so?" basic package on X is 191 euro a month. People are ready to spend a lot to be something on X!

"13:06 it's okay. Now i can do nothing, it's fine." Soundcloud playlists are okay, i made great music. Relax.

"14:33 did the Hadewijch dub too. It's the most important playlist, it isn't just good music, also important music." who cares?

"15:15 also for me it's important. i don't have to make a new religion, Hadewijch can be sex religion if you translate the word 'minne' (love) with sex." we have to accept the hard sides of sex, if we choose love as our way of life.

22-3 quotes "12:32 if a promotor can sell likes and shares, the internet is fake. You can't do more than bring under the attention."

"15:41 to make a list on X, you do on the left menu, do down 'dods', then the 'lists', then 'show more', then scroll down. Make one and load up videos by right side top of post, the dods, 'put on list or not'. "    it's not always right, the menu on the web.

23-3 quotes "03:04 when you put something on X (or any site) you get a copy on your laptop (or phone). The map where it is put is hard to find, even the name keeps on changing. So your storage is filled without possiblillity to find it." serve your customers!

"04:57 we see here how the YouTube slave empire works in practice, as it is here and now!" YouTube does it in the porn videos.

"05:22 the criminal has filmed his own crime. YouTube is reality.  06:06 what we have now is here and now evidence, we can search the names of the victims and the actors". What we had were Hollywoodlike productions, now it's at the spot.

"07:20 when you see what girls have been through you feel sorry you use their service, like you do when enjoying the services of that industry." i want to tell everybody i love sex, but i don't want to force anybody to do anything.

(09:25) "Why aren't your lists public on your profile, why can't you show your likes, they are my pride. Why can't your profile be public?" It is the poor man's free website! Facebook too. You can show or hide things, go out at night, (switch off -18).

"14:12 when i click on the link i get: "something went wrong, try again", all the time. So X doesn't like me." Then nothing will help.

"i get: 'Waiting for posts'. 15:42 when i make the list i can post, can't i? Bullshit!" on it was Pearly, Aaaanook!!!!!!, the Vagabonds, That's Normal, Rapper's delight, the love of Jesus, school care 1 & 2, and Red Bikini.

24-3 quotes 11:36 "i make 'single guitar with a dub'. i have no band. Strong sound."

"17:50 when i'm the only member of the list, and i added only videos made by myself, there can't be other videos than that i added"

"17:56 so i consider to keep my website, just to make YouTube hang. Devils! Worst of criminals! Hypocrite fakes! Dirty kid abusers!"

"22:42 for the dub to Music i used my Ibanez Mikro, it is a tone higher, the spanish was a tone lower. I play Music in E, that was D on the spanish, so it became C on the Mikro." (because "22:49 i tuned the spanish a tone lower which you see in the video" on X, 23:17)

"23:59 what happened to playlist POP VIDS can be seen as evidence that X is doing me wrong. i didn't put those videos on the list."

25-3 quotes "01:51 now i am against spreading disease to adolescents, they must not be used as safesex, i like them to be clean. i love them because they are beautifull and i hope they can be happy like i am." Now there must be an open discussion on this.

"02:11 the U.S.A. sees football as a boring sport. i believe you can skip the offside rule no problem, it's better." The game goes on.

"Because I visit porn websites, I get emails that you shouldn't click on. The websites, the emails from that sector are full of viruses. Very inhospitable!" (13:05) Why would porn industry chase away people from her emails? They want us to open them up, isn't it?

"14:45 so i uploaded Begin&End (24-3/23:35 'video/audio') to my smartphone, but it seems that X doesn't accept iphone videos."

"H2 from seawater seems first priority, you can win salt and O2, but you can transport the Sahara Sunenergy." (18:30). Electricity!

(18:40) You can make your own Begin & End, it's my ambient sea, endless". Super over the iphone. 21:38 6th video on 'video/audio'.

26-3 quotes "04:27 i am vintage and very cheap, highfly ultralight". Nice name for a tune. i knew Marsuddin Pasaribu, Freebird, too.

"06:21 arabic is my favourite language, very rich in meaning by the word roots." i believe our alphabet is from Abraham. (6:14).

"06:53 still not, so the situation is easy for me. i can work and now and then record something. And eventually store it or publish it at X or here" i cannot upload. Here i must convert my format to upload it. So i take my rest.

"16:05 the 18+ rule for sex workers is important for anal sex and fist fucking." These are physical limits. There are personal borders.

"Humanism, with it's motivated ethics, may bring out the best of the world religions." (16:28) we have to motivate our principles.

"17:50 in a lot of jobs sex is expected. Then the wage isn't sufficient. Why not agree upon a price per sexjob at the job interview?"

27-3 quotes "Keys are sensitive, but in the case of guitar it's direct, with piano it's by a keyboard, indirect." (06:17)

08:12 "You could do vertical short with possiblillity to watch longer. Some videos you would like to be longer." you could show a bit.

19:52 "Now i'm playing 'guitar with a dub' vertical is OK". So if Marijn would come and also be my guitarman and opening act, nice!

20:05 "Of course a classical guitarist accompanies himself, but that's in written pieces" in jazz we improvise together accompanying.

28-3 blog 00:42 made a rolling bassloop for Time is ticking, will do a small solo in it along the loop. Hope it isn't too loud here. 00:46 but first i have to remember the text and evt write it down. It's just the translation of the Dutch, so i don't need to write it, i guess.

01:04 listening to it. 01:06 the loop is soft but well hearable, the solo not too loud. 01:08 it's a nice loop, i put it on TikTok when possible. 01:15 content is checked. 01:16 it's on TikTok.

27-3 blog 05:42 Wifi Internet. Just put my audio on to X Casio 100tone + my 2rc High fly. Keeping this roomsound a while. 05:45 the 2 iphone videos thart are halfspeed after a while are nice samples in the beginning of them, and nice image after. i play it along. 05:59 had still space on my Samsung for a vid of the morning sound, HighFly 2rc. The iphone has the halfspeed video along as view. 06:01 Wifi Internet could also be a text, or anything. The Casio 100tone has a powerfull sound, in The Best. i prefer it for sampling. X Casio 100tone is a sampletune, made up of all 100tone sounds, as The Best is. It is a super soundsource, but it is keys, on and off. 06:17 sorry, i was wrong, excuse me. Keys are sensitive, but in the case of guitar it's direct, with piano it's by a keyboard, indirect. With the 100tone it's on/off, but a great sound. But with the 100tone and the SHS i use only part of the sounds and rhythmpatterns.

07:48 will make a video of Music accompaniment only + voice. i use the SHS + dr ridm. For guitar i use the Blackstar travelguitar. If you tune it well it is a crazy guitar. It's over my Squire Career 10W amplifier combi without a fuzz added. It's not yet completely okay. 08;01 became 5.12 minutes, i made it as a vertical. The horizontal will be longer because it has a solo. No fuzz, just the same sound. Vertical is smartphone and horizontal is pc. Long or short is generally true, pc you want long, smartphone fast. Both could repeat. You could do vertical short with possiblillity to watch longer. Some videos you would like to be longer. So TikTok could show 5 seconds, or 10 etc. as wished, with the possibillity to watch longer of it, if the video is longer. The short is the way of showing videos.

08:27 made a horizontal of Music with the guitar along. May want it better still, but i will first listen to this one well over the stereo. 08:29 my Samsung is still not visible on my laptop, probably due to the virus attack of my Aaaanoook!!!!!!!! video on X (23-3/8:56). That my iphone has problems is strange, i have no internet on it and my porn is by screencopy. Frank made some similar selfies. 16:57 now isn't it strange when a person is on your iphone a while, and he has put a series of completely similar selfies on it? How?

19:40 made a superloop, my old song from 1982 Het leven gaat verder, now De tijd tikt verder, a version almost the same from later in the 80's, it was on a Walkman stolen from me. It is repeating on my iphone. It is on my speakerguitar, low energy battery. i will convert it and put it on Soundcloud, it is a vertical, so i try it on TikTok and X too. Now i'm playing guitar with a dub vertical isOK. The speakerguitar i used for Hadewijch 23 and 19, it was endorsed by Marijn Roerade from the Max guitarstore in The Hague. If he would be my frontprogram i'd play with him if he likes, and of course if he'd become more popular we could ever play guitar along. A keyboard has two hands, with guitar it's nice to play the tune the other is playing, so that the other can play what he likes to it. Of course a classical guitarist accompanies himself, but that's in written pieces, now we make jazzmetal, like Steve Lukather of Toto. 20:16 i will also record Time is ticking, a roomdub version of 20 years ago, later. i add an amp for a bit more low notes. A bit lighter.

20:21 Haven't yet seen the video in the iphone here at my laptop. It is a more uptempo version and  less clean than the old one.

20:23 Hear a voice say "can't you load it up?" i guess she's in The Hague, i guess she has a smartphone. i believe they are people! 20:27 Transporting it to USB Music File 3. 20:29 It's loading up on TikTok. 20:33 been uploaded, content is being checked. 20:33 OK

20:34 See it most left. I play it when mine is finished. So i put it on X too. 20:44 it is on Nico Isa Mahmoud, i reposted it on the other.

20:45 Will convert the other one. This is a video, but a bit low light, and a bit grey. The other must be nicer image and better sound. played it on TikTok. Will try it on the stereo too. A pity TikTok goes out when you go to a different window up or browser down. 21:06 Hippy survivor (text). i'm a late babyboom generationer. My parents married in '45 but i was born at mama's 40th or so. 

21:17 played along the TikTok instead. The other comes later. The 2 videos are nice together. 21:19 The dub guitar is very loud. 21:20 the solo is not too loud. 21:21 it's a loud bass with a raggy background guitar and vocals by the tv that's playing. i look okay. 21:23 i put it on X anyway. 21:31 it's on X, i watch it before i put it on TikTok. May be i must make a version with louder music to me. 21:44 it's a nice dub version. My face looks terrible again. When it's on TikTok it repeats. It's not so guitar, though it's on a guitar. 21:46 it's uploading on TikTok. 21:48 content is being checked. 21:48 i see it on my page at TikTok. i hope the sound is okay. 21:59 the guitar is the lead like a drum, you hear little of the original. i keep it this way. It's not like an oldfashioned song, and has a beat. 23:03 i best convert the first video and dub to it with my Fostex. i best work out the Dutch original first version, with the bass/solo. 23:43 Still it had been better not to upload the second video on TikTok, it distracts attention from the first video. May be it's wrong.

26-3 blog 03:18 made 2 'i love Anouk encore' videos by lengthening it, using the red line when you like to rebegin at a point. Can't transport. 04:18 will put 2 Casio 100tone tunes on 'video/audio', The Best, of Soundcloud, and a new one lately on X, really live. 04:25 The Best is one dub, both times playing 2 keyboards, and then a voicesample and 2 '00piano's', they are ambient. The X tune is an ambient with me playing a tune to it while filming it. Like i did at TikTok. 04:27 i am vintage and very cheap, highfly ultralight. 

04:33 must inform with YourWeb after repeating video's, i make loops. 04:48 my video is not the right format to be placed here so i need to convert it. Later. Why those formats? It can be any format, not too big of course. Then you need to convert it. Extra work. 05:19 tried to put The Best on 'video/audio', but i don't get it on the screen when i want to place it. It's in the map, i checked it. 05:21 if they have a virus on it, they can activate it. i had a lot of trouble and at once it was over (10-3/11-3). Like something was settled.

05:27 Highfly Ultralight will be the name of the Casio 100tone video song. i already made Alpen in Dutch to it, a video of ten minutes. 05:35 'Highfly' is the chorus. It's all 100tone, using 3 samples (one 94bassdrum and two 93toms). The Best is also all 100tone, super! 05:41 they are like the stuff i played before, when i was good. i'm getting better, not worse. (i like the Buurtband!)

06:05 just said my prayer in arabic, when voices like, i say it in Dutch. i can translate Quran texts, but some sura's i know by heart. 06:07 i can translate because i know the meaning. i use the Elephant, Quraysh,(105,106) some sura's i like. These are about Makkah.

06:14 i know the meaning because i read some translations, and speak arabic a bit. So if i know the words i can translate a verse. i believe the Kabah in Makkah was founded by Abraham and Ismael, and that Quraysh is the tribe of Ismael. Arabic is a sister of Hebrew, better conserved and built up than Hebrew, but in root the same. i believe our alfabet is from Abraham. The Phoenicians got it from him, then the Greeks and the Romans. 06:21 arabic is my favourite language, very rich in meaning by the word roots. (10:07 the word alfabet is the names of the first two letters of the Hebrew and Arabic alfabet, alif and beth, in arabic alif and ba. 10:13 prophecy is written. Abraham received words from God. He came from Mesopotamia where people wrote, he adapted that.)

06:33 made an ambient voice accompaniment to the X Casio 100tone video, so it's now ambient highfly superlight in the room. 06:47 recorded it on my Samsung. Dropped some lesser videos, have room on it again. Hope i can transport with it again. 06:53 still not, so the situation is easy for me. i can work and now and then record something. And eventually store it or publish it at X or here. 06:58 it's about 10 minutes, me singing now and then along the ambient roomsound of X Casio 100tone and the voice ambient.

08:23 uploading Balloon Volleyball on TikTok. So a nice vertical i upload there. Had to place it somewhere. It is coming in a minute. 08:27 it's 100% on TikTok but when i scroll down the upload page, i don't get to 'upload' yet. 08:49 it's published so it will be there.

09:35 i have the original Balloon Volleyball video on my iphone, + the X map video of the laptop over the stereo, both on repeat. Highfly Ultralight. Very nice 'ambient sea' tune. But X Casio 100tone is also a very relaxed sound for making sounds along. i'd say 2 person balloon volleyball can be keep the ball up, or each i time only, that's harder. Or it can be keep it up in a group, or each once. The balloon is slower if there's more air in it, if there's less air in it it is faster. In a small room you need a slow balloon. (9:43)

11:55 working on a version of Music with the Yamaha SHS keyboard,, i try to keep it short it will be a metal version, also not so slow.

16:05 the 18+ rule for sex workers is important for anal sex and fist fucking. Other things i said about safe sex are my own view. 16:09 sexworkers don't choose for all kinds of sex with their choice. They can set their own borders, choose their kind of sex. 16:12  in islam rape is forbidden. Sexworkers must be persons accepting that kind of job. Forced sexworkers aren't good sexers. 16:14 Islam teaches to treat slaves right and to do not let them do a job that they aren't fit for. Western slavery was often mercyless. 16:17 why force girls when so many girls are ambitious? It is rape. But there can be slavery, like by debts. People are unresponsible often. 16:28 Islam did wrong and does wrong, but all religions have their injustice, like the inquisition or slavery. But there's a positive influence by the world religions too. Humanism, with it's motivated ethics, may bring out the best of the world religions. 16:46 of course persons that stopped their growth by hormones are never 18+, and there may be -18 that accept anal or fistfucking. 17:39 in videos nowadays girls have something in their anus. It has become too wide, so what's the use? You destroy the anus if too young. 17:50 in a lot of jobs sex is expected. Then the wage isn't sufficient. Why not agree upon a price per sexjob at the job interview? Then it can be paid for the sex at the job interview, also for if it wasn't you that was taken for it. Let's deal with it fairly and openly.

(19:23 if a job has that requirement. i don't mean that all jobs should include this type of work. Employers differ in that opinion.)

18:11 recorded High Fly vertically on my iphone for TikTok. Also such a nice tune. 18:25 the video went slowspeed without sound after a while. Happened before. Have no internet on my iphone. Yesterday i dropped some similar selfie photos Frank put on it. 19:19 recorded an ambient one but it went halfspeed too. Very trippy, but no sound. Image to my ambient roomsound and vision.

25-3 blog 01:29 my Samsung is full with image to Begin & End, recorded at my video/audio page here, but i can't transport the videos, so i can't record too. Also the first Begin & End video i made doesn't come on X now. May be later. It has the TikTok video image. 01:33 of watching porn you get viruses, as is seen on my video of 23-3/8:56, you see a very fast devellopping list of names.   https://x.com/NicoScheurkogel/status/2035988598302855421?s=20 01:51 now i am against spreading disease to adolescents, they must not be used as safesex, i like them to be clean. i love them because they are beautifull and i hope they can be happy like i am. 01:58 it was forbidden because you must not teach children something unhealthy. But it doesn't have to be unhealthy anymore. 02:01 i agree that it's often unhealthy now, so watching porn is something for which i can be criticized. i know no Fairtrade porn. 02:05 i know no fairplay football team too, if there was one i'd be a supporter. Football players are the modern gladiators. 02:06 if i made money i'd buy a club to make it fairplay. Who makes faults systematically goes out. That must be in football too, like in a car. 02:09 i guess the girls would love football better if the men don't hurt eachother on the field. i like the goals, not the faults. No faults means more goals. 02:11 the U.S.A. sees football as a boring sport. i believe you can skip the offside rule no problem, it's better. 05:41 the offside rule is a rule by which goals are cancelled. That ought not to happen, if possible. When the net is hit, you cheer!

12:31 wrote the team of 'Behind the front door' (24-3/10:29) an email telling them that i can't open up my inbox and spam maps. So i can't read or answer emails on that mailadress. Wrote them by my other active mailadress. i try never to change emailadresses. 13:05 i wrote to them: "I think it is a virus. Because I visit porn websites, I get emails that you shouldn't click on. The websites, the emails from that sector are full of viruses. Very inhospitable! As if you have to get sick from it! I am indeed sick from those viruses, but not from the porn." 13:09 i'm in danger of getting the label 'confused person' like in 2015. i had to accept medicine to get out.

14:43 found out how to upload videos from my iphone. Drag and drop gives problems, but iphone opens a special screen for it. Only that is hard to handle. And when i selected videos to put in a map on my laptop, other videos came in that map. 14:45 so i uploaded Begin&End (24-3/23:35) to my smartphone, but it seems that X doesn't accept iphone videos. May be i'm wrong, i hope so

18:27 playing my iphone Begin&End. Going to the Buurtband with the spanish in 15 minutes. Will try to upload my video once more.

H2 from seawater seems first priority, you can win salt and O2, but you can transport the Sahara Sunenergy. (18:30) pick spanish. 18:33 i did one year Human Geography, and upgraded but started joining religions or interesting in them, talking with them (URI). 18:40 picked the spaish, it's a note down but that sounds nice. You can make yhour own Begin&End, it's my ambient sea, endless. 18:43 with the energy of the Sahara Sun we can make the Rock & Roll city. We need cheap H2, we need to win it from seawater.

21:53 recorded Balloon Volleyball along Begin & End playing a balloon i found. Hope to get it on X. 21:54 Will play 25-4 live again. 22:05 my team became 3'd at the national youth championships. Now i rather play football, nicer to watch, lively match image. (21:54) 22:59 the Buurtband plays live in the Shalomchurch on 25 April. Second time. i like it a lot to play with them, nice music.  

24-3 blog 08:36 recorded Music of John Miles on my spanish guitar. Will put it on X and Soundcloud, i've already seen the video.

08:49 will not yet put it on Soundcloud, it needs a dub. 09:00 i make no hurry with the dub. This is a nice guitar video and song. 09:33 tried three wires on the right side of my Boss CS-3 compression sustainer, when i put it in i hear a sound, but i get no sound at the other jack of the wire. So all three wires are bad, or there's something with the input side of the CS-3. 09:35 i check the wires.

09:38 all three give sound over my Career 'mini Marshall'. So i have to take out the CS-3. 'Compressor only' is a silver sound. 10:24 have two CS-3's but both don't work for whatever reason, it may be my own fault. Am not completely sure about the way i play it along. Was screaming at my first try so i stopped. Screaming was the reason for me to go to the mental aid in 2006 or so. i could not read Quran or record music without screaming. Then i became suicidal and entered hospital. 10:29 now, 20 years later, i'm out. No medicines, not written in, except a team of "Behind the front door" coming by monthly or more to check how i'm doing. 10:31 i understand that i'm too hasty with my dubs, so i check my sound and what i play well. 11:10 it's on my Fortex, get it to my Samsung

11:21 almost 5 seconds before it starts, it's 4.50 minutes long. 11:26 over my stereo now, it sounds okay but i must hear it all first.

11:30 very good, i put it on Soundcloud. 11:36 it's in Mixed Stuff 2. So i make 'single guitar with a dub'. i have no band. Strong sound

17:26 tried to fill up POP VIDS again. i saw there were no members, so i added myself as a member, (see 23-3/15:42). i added only videos by myself, so nobody else could add videos. But after adding my videos, i openend the list, and there were pics of my page.

17:29 i did everything right, so who did it wrong? Won't pin the list to the top of my posts list. Posts and replies are a mess! 17:50 when i'm the only member of the list, and i added only videos made by myself, there can't be other videos than that i added. https://x.com/i/lists/2035716192564850871?s=20 of course now somebody may become a member, then there's 2 who can add. 17:54 i won't put a screenpic on top of the page, i want to keep the 2 screenpics forever, untill YouTube hangs on the highest tree! 17:56 so i consider to keep my website, just to make YouTube hang. Devils! Worst of criminals! Hypocrite fakes! Dirty kid abusers! 18:04 what i wrote stays, people copy/paste or screenpic it. So why keep my website? Just so that it doesn't depend on them only.

18:17 took a Business package because i saw there was also a video possibillity. YourWeb doesn't allow porn, i already inquired.

18:22 now i'm an independent video publishing company, by my own website. Everybody is chasing me away, to do it by myself.

19:25 will try to put a video on my Spotify page, and eventually move Spotify to the activities page. 19:23 uploaded Vagabond Voice, but when i click on it i don't get the video yet. Would do a selection of my videos and a selection of my audio. 19:25 now it works. 

20:18 have THE LOVE OF JESUS, VAGABOND VOICE & BIG BANG POWER. My Galaxy doesn't show on my laptop. Can't transport vids.

21:06 now there's 6 videos and 3 audios on the page. Have to rename the page, which isn't easy 22:41 found out how to do it.

22:42 for the dub to Music i used my Ibanez Mikro, it is a tone higher, the spanish was a tone lower. I play Music in E, that was D on the spanish, so it became C on the Mikro. That was nice. i used my Behringer Tube Overdrive TO100, no other effects. i love it. 22:47 i bought the Behringer at the Cash Converter's, very cheap. i love Behringer products, i also use a Behringer amplifier, happy with it. 22:49 i tuned the spanish a tone lower which you see in the video, it's clear from the way i play it on my spanish. It was for my voice. 22:52 i bought the spanish for 100 euro in the mental hospital in 2015, i wanted to go to play on the streets again when out again. 22:54 i love the spanish for rhythmic playing and soloing, but the folk has a clear sound. The solo of Higher than the sky is the folk. 22:56 the folk i bought of Joke of the N.A. 12 steps program, she didn't play it. i didn't play too, i was depressive. But now i'm happy! 22:59 the solo i played for producer Anthony Ezeobele from Nigeria.  He mixed it into it, using a voicemessage of my smartphone.

23:35 recorded a handcam offscreen Begin & End on my iphone, but my phones don't show on my laptop, so i can't transport it. 23:37 at least i can easily play it softly in the room, and it repeats. Sorry that my videos/audios don't repeat on video/audio page. 23:44 for good sound i play the music over the tv when recording offscreen. Eventually i put an amplifier next to the cam. 23:47 with fixed cam you have stable sound too, with handcam you can zoom so you have lively image. The sound gets a bit lively too. 23:49 now i have the iphone as a soundsource, i can put it next to a fixed cam copying image to Begin & End. Nice film sound may be.

23:59 what happened to playlist POP VIDS (17:26-17:54) can be seen as evidence that X is doing me wrong. i didn't put those videos on the list. Like i was wronged by TikTok so i don't publish there, like YouTube, Facebook and Instagram wronged me before.

23-3 blog 03:04 when you put something on X (or any site) you get a copy on your laptop (or phone). The map where it is put, is hard to find, and even the name keeps on changing. So your storage is filled without possiblillity to find it! On the phone you get it double, you get a second one, also very crazy....... 03:22 when you put something in a map you may get: 'you already have this name/content', but not simply 'same content'. You don't want to have the same content double without knowing that.

                                                                         The case YouTube/Dutch Wikipedia/Kitty Yung:

04:29 found 'kid-SM' in "punishment-for-a-college-girl" on X hamster channel 'House of lords and mistresses in the spanking zone' 04:32 torture devices in vaginas: "tough-interrogation-for-two-army-sluts". Also torture of muslima's in "extreme-suffering-20-2-scenes-in-1". 04:44 there is a clear link with the YouTube Roman slavegirl and concentration camp videos. And here is also kid-SM. Abuse, mutilation of children is forbidden.

04:57 we see here how YouTube slave empire works in practice, as it is here and now! 05:07 added an XHamster screenpic of a tortured muslimah to the 100 youTube videos. A lot are taken off YouTube. Do you agree, YouTube? Can't you just say "i am ceasar, my every wish is fulfilled, i am served as i command!" with your slavetrade empire. Fake!

05:22 the criminal has filmed his own crime. YouTube is reality. That's how slavetrade behaves in her club. Torture empire! 05:53 in the video ""dominant-roman-noble-spanking-his-submissive-slaves" on XHamster, we see clearly the same idea and studio i'd say. 06:03 like MormonGirlz spends a lot of money on her productions, here are big investors. Porn is cheap productions mostly. 06:06 what we have now is here and now evidence, we can search the names of the victims and the actors. 07:20 when you see what girls have been through you feel sorry you use their service, like you do when enjoying the services of that industry. Like we love to.

                                                                                (19:51 i won't investigate the matter).

08:56 had a virus attack when filming ofscreen, was with accompaniment Aaaanook!!!!!!!!!, i put it on X nico isa mahmoud. There's the link to the other channel on my profile message. 08:59 made a series of Aaanook!!!!! videos to an ambient roomsound along it. 

09:21 created 'Sexy Girls' on X @NicoScheurkogel nico isa mahmoud, 29 members, but my uploads failed, sexy fims of my prophile. Why aren't your lists public on your profile, why can't you show your likes, they are my pride. Why can't your profile be public? 12:13 made list 'funny porn replies', but when i add videos i also add members, and when i make a list it fills with my own profile page.      i just want to show my funny replies to girls videos and pics. So you can see them in a row. If i can't, i don't become a member. 12:18 also because people need to login to see it, because lists aren't shown on my profile, because i always get trouble at X.

12:49 FUN PORN https://x.com/i/lists/2036042873167106504?s=20 i hope it works you get all my funny replies to girls pics, if u like. 12:51 if there's a picture of my page, you don't see the reply along. You cannot get the reply along, even if you know how to do that! So no reason for me to become a member of X, only that i can upload my 18 minute Red Bikini music, and Bikini Girl original. 12:55 who minds art? Who cares for Rembrandt or Bach? This country once was a great age of art. Now it's backward. 13:14 Anouk is a good singer, and Ilse a good songwriter, but their band is second rate, not up to date. In Haarlem we have Sjako, they are a very good rhythm section and a super guitarist. We also have Bas Krumperman of Diesel (Sausolito summer holiday nr. 2), he's also very good. To make it you must select good people. You must also make a poppy dance sound. Guitar can be super dance music!

13:27 my list FUN PORN isn't on the list that i get when searching on @Nicolaasscheur1 nico scheurkogel, my other channel. i can make a Hadewijch list, and pin it to my profile by a link that i put there in a post. When i use my own videos i don't add members! i do it on my other account, my 'Utah account'. i get different remarks, videos and pictures there. 13:44 pinned a post with the link to my list Sexy Girls to my profile @NicoScheurkogel nico isa mahmoud. 14:08 compiled my Hadewijch videos in HADEWIJCH SONGS on @Nicolaasscheur1 nico scheurkogel https://x.com/i/lists/2036063219979293033?s=20 but on it is just the contents of my page! 14:12 when i click on the link i get: "something went wrong, try again", all the time. So X doesn't like me. Won't pin it to my page.

14:30 so i compiled all my Hadewijch videos, and all my funny remarks to girls' pics. X is ungratefull for my talent, like YouTube! 15:36 made POP VIDS with 'Aaaanook!!!!' 4 times, 'Pearly' 4 times, 'Red Bikini' https://x.com/i/lists/2035716192564850871?s=20 not all videos but just those that i remembered as nice. i get: Waiting for posts. 15:42 when i make the list i can post, can't i? Bullshit!

16:46 doing FUN PORN, was blocked at: 'my first fan, in Asia!' to pic https://x.com/miinapooh/status/2035613514518110219?s=20 

16:31 couldn't post to pic https://x.com/TikTokBaddies/status/2035831155350438323?s=20 "i said why you love old men like me? she said: because i loved my daddy so much!" they do not let me make my art! X can forget my FUN PORN. No sense of humor.........

17:24 played Love in the air on a spanish, it's on my Samsung. 17:27 very good, it's coming. 17:53 the video is on X, the link to Soundcloud is https://soundcloud.com/nico-isa-mahmoud/love-in-the-air-1?in=nico-isa-mahmoud/sets/mix-stuff-2&si=1f8a220cfbc149e1928c139ae98abd97&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing. 

21:09 made a list with all video image music by me. When i checked it i got: 'no posts yet' first, then it filled with my profile content.

22-3 blog 14:04 now i read on X that it's only 3.52 euro a month. Then it's no problem. But i want to make playlists, no scrolling. then i can put the whole 18 minute Red Bikini video with the complete music of it on X, or the whole Bikini Girl video original.

14:34 made a playlist called Hadewijch acoustic, and put a load of the original videos on it. But now i see nothing on the playlist. If i can make playlists i become a member of X. But it doesn't work. Like i thought that it would cost me 191 a month, to be on X basic. Some people give me trouble, like that i can't make a playlist when i do everything right, or info about X that is wrong, "up there".

15:02 still can't make a list on @NicoScheurkogel, the list that i made on @Nicolaasscheur1 i can't see on @NicoScheurkogel. When you aren't shown, why would you bother to upload anything? When you cannot make a playlist, you're not welcome. 15:41 to make a list on X, you do on the left menu, do down 'dods', then the 'lists', then 'show more', then scroll down. Make one and load up videos by right side top of post, the dods, 'put on list or not'. i would sort out my videos there and become a member too!

15:52 tried again but couldn't make my playlist Hadewijch Acoustic, all videos of X compiled.15:56 tried it on both accounts. Sorry.

16:23 i stop trying. i don't create beautifull things just to be thrown to pieces.

17:08 did 3 Pearly videos, 2 are already on X, one comes. 19:19 had an email from Instagram: "Your account has been permanently disabled. This is because your account, or activity on your account, violates our community guidelines. You can no longer request a review of this decision because your account was suspended more than 180 days ago." on that account were only music videos, it was nico.isa.mahmoud They don't even let you write a line to defend yourself. Don't they have a.i. to sort the appeals out?

20:45 been trying to fill the playlists that i made, on both my channels. But what i get then, is a copy of the complete posts page!

20:47 i decided not to become a basic member of X. When i make playlists, it doesn't show on my profile, so who would notice?

22:30 on XHamster are Rome III soft porn videos, by Luxury porn en Darring-Orrange media, but i saw no sm. No big wave of vids.

21-3 blog 05:27 a Basic membership on X is already €191.58 a month. Too much for me. Then i can upload videos of 4 hr. Isn't there a gap between 2.20 minutes and 4 hr, and between free and 191 a month? Video of half an hour, 50 euro or so? Who makes 4 hr?

10:47, reaction to (20-3/1:05) Rat & Bat isn't on the Lesbian acoustic and electric playlist. Again the best tune. 11:31 reordered Lesbian acoustic playlist, and made a Lesbian combi playlist with all tracks of both. 11:51 reordered the Lesbian electric playlist.

12:17 reordered the Lesbian Combi, but may reshuffle the second half still. 13:06 it's okay. Now i can do nothing, it's fine. 13:50 it's easy to move from playlist to playlist. You can take a new screen on Soundcloud and the playlist keeps on running down under. So you pick the starting tune you want on the new playlist, and press it after another tune has ended in the present one. 14:33 did the Hadewijch dub too. It's the most important playlist, it isn't just good music, also important music. 15:34 Hadewijch is important in medieval literature, in mysticism, and in the Dutch language. My tune H29 Mary is good pop, unique Nico music, but also a great creation in literature, a Mary song of Hadewijch. 15:15 also for me it's important. i don't have to make a new religion, Hadewijch can be sex religion if you translate the word 'minne' (love) with sex. So i can just be a sufi muslim with a modernist view.

20-3 blog 01:05 i love Anouk encore wasn't in playlist Anouk lovesongs, H29 Mary wasn't in Hadewijch dub, The best tunes of it.

01:59 Anouk lovesongs, Hadewijch dub and Nico's choice playlists at Soundcloud are new order. Listening to Nico's choice, nice.

02:09 forgot Dreams of Fleetwood Mac. It's before the last tune, Dancing in the streets, after Walking on the moon. 04:35 Done it.

04:58 reordered 'Hadewijch acoustic' and limited it to 24 tracks. 05:22 instead of Hadewijch 36 is 'Spring of 26 instrumental' by mistake. Need to replace it, but that won't be in a minute, sorry. 06:13 replaced the list with the good track, sorry for who was playing it, took out the old one. 08:41 Will work on the lesbian acoustic and electric, wil keep them seperate, may make a mix.

14:30 i have a Philips tv with 2 USB's downstairs, i thought i can only play one video that repeats. But if i use the red button at the first video of a map i play all videos. Now see if that repeats too. 14:32 i am putting all videos upside up on that tv too. My cinema.

14:35 on the USB i have a map called Lesbian kissing, with 2 loopstation tunes each of half an hour, i fill it up with the short lesbian videos that i have on PM1. The USB downstairs is PM2. These were my first 2 big USB's.Lesbian kissing 1&2 is longer lesbian movies.

15:46 recorded H4 with my Chet Atkins, it was spanish first time, so it's nylon string on nylon string. Added just a rhythm guitar. H4 is one of the last 5 Hadewijch songs i  added, it has swing. H36 too, will do a dub to it too, the dub playlist can be a bit longer. 16:19 over the smartphone it sounds bright, but over the stereo heavy, That's good. 16:32 put it in place 6 of Hadewijch dub playlist, by taking videos out of the playlist, and putting them back in again. Then they come at the end of the playlist. It's not so easy.

16:48 will first play the Hadewijch dub playlist to see if i want it longer or not. May be i must keep it like this. 22:48 i keep it like this.

22:49 made a video of PM2 oildance video Red Bikini, the music was so nice. The cinema is also a disco. 22:50 the Philips tv repeats the whole map of my USB, so that's easy, you can change when you feel like it. 22:51 the Red Bikini video is on X nico isa mahmoud.

(21-3 05:15) made an 18 minute copy of the video. Can make a vertical and put it on TikTok? No, to me they are against too sexy! The new day can begin at midnight or at sun-up. This belongs to the subject. i may become a paid member of X to publish it. (05:19)

19-3 blog 04:06 H36 isn't on my laptop yet, but it's on X. You can see it on top of this page. i will blog on here, adding to quotes evt.

05:50 'The spring of 26' is on X, also an ambient version. Made it during the night, forgot to note. Have to get my Fortex to my livingroom to record it, do it after my sleep. Got a nice way to play it along the loopstation already.  H36 is by X on my laptop too. When having time i will place H2, 4, 28 and 36 on Soundcloud. First i strip the video off at the free converter. As with all H's.

06:22 today it's thursdaymorning, cleaning morning. Will be afternoon before i start doing Hadewijch or Summer of 26. 06:35 tomorrow Ramadan is over. Strange, i thought they wait till they view the moon. www.news18.com/lifestyle/events/eid-ul-fitr-2026-date-moon-sighting-time-in-india-uae-saudi-arabia-duabi-iran-chand-raat-history-significance-aa-liveblog-ws-l-9981979.htm 06:37 the fact that the date isn't fixed is a problem for contracted workers. That the month moves through the year is nice! 06:39 i am in favour of 13 months of 4 weeks, so you know the day of the week by knowing the date. Also for rent and wages easier. Then you have a 'new years day', if there's a day left over. Not in Olympic years. 06:56 placed the 'ambient spring of 26' on X at last. 07:00 now there's one leap day in 4 years, then 3 in four years, with 13 months. Nice off-calender day, every 3 of four years!

08:47 before cleaning i recorded 'Spring of 26 instrumental', will be on X soon. 09:08 it's on it. i 'd say: if people keep watching, keep rolling. When you scroll away it ends when it ends. Except when you open a new tweet, then the other sound switches off. 09:26 when i play 'instrumental 26' on X, the vision is ahead of the sound. Still don't find where it's put at my laptop when i placed it at X. it's called IMG_288 at my iphone, i'd like to have a total scan of my storage seeking IMG_288. Then i can put it on repeat too.

09:58 may be i best do an acoustic guitar to the vocal version, and the fuzz solo to the slow loopstation version.

10:13 great news on X nico isa mahmoud @NicoScheurkogel " Hello, We’ve unsuspended your account. Please complete the challenge to regain access to your account. Should you run into any trouble logging back in, try requesting a password reset email. It may take an hour or so for your follower and following numbers to return to normal. Please note that your account was previously suspended for violating one or more of the X Rules. This case will now be closed and replies will not be monitored. Thanks,X". Thanks X that i have a place to share my sound & vision with the world. Please tell me if i do it wrong.

10:39 i am so happy, the funny replies are on the 'replies' page, and the reposted videos on the 'posts'! X @NicoScheurkogel

12:39 playing The spring of 26 on my smartphone, play it over my stereo next, if okay i put it on Soundcloud, 3.20 minutes. 12:43 it sounds like a gym, much bass. 12:46 you have to wait 4 seconds for me to reach the stereo, but it's a nice loop.

13:35 remade Mixed Stuff 2 with C'mon ev'rybody on front. Just made a new playlist and erased the former. Redo Mixed Stuff 1 too.

14:08 remade Mixed Stuff 1 too, but may have to do it once more, That's normal was not meant to be in the end. i'll see. 

15:01 converting Hadewijch 2, 4, 22, 28, and 36 from video into audio. 15:27 they are in Hadewijch acoustic, won't reshuffle it too.

18-3 blog 10:22 i hope i can get the colour of the quote right. i take this pic out may be later, but i think it is nice! The quote turned orange. 10:24 i keep it this way, then i don't have to take the old quotes up. The screenpic is "2 way transport in Time connect". 

10:29 will take the screenpic on top of the page out of course, but later. Call it "Top page". 10:31 the transport is speeding up.

10:53 the PM2 became nice, it's in a room downstairs, there's a tv. I put a menu at the wall of it to reach Lesbian Kissing 2 On it is Patty & Catty and some more too. It is a Philips, it only repeats one video, after a while you switch. There are some matrasses too. 11:16 it can be a cinema, there's 10 chairs on eachother. All you need is a tv and a USB.

11:25 i want to add a video of 379 Kb on PM2. I get: there's 95.2 Mb more needed for copying. 95.2 Mb needed for copying  379 Kb?

12:13 i see Islam as a lay brotherhood, like the 3d order of the Frasiscans and Dominicans. There are Arian christians who believe in Jesus but not in His divinity. Muslims are married, but do fixed prayers and dress like a religious order. The can be seen as a Christian sect. 12:15 similarly i see Christians as jews believing in Messiah Jesus, fulfillment in the prophecies. They keep the words of Jesus and the explenation of Paul. We follow Jesus by Paul.12:17 Jews don't, they keep on holding Moses waiting for a Messiah to come. But they see that half of humanity believes in their religion by Jesus or Muhammad. Seed of Abraham the believer.

12:19 i am not a new belief. Islam is wide, i accepted Islam. Islam is lead by scholars, people knowing Scripture. It says: 'take it back to the Book and to the Traditions."(radduuhu ilal kitaabi was sunnah). There is no compulsion in religion, creed is free. 12:13 Up to the death of the prophet people could go around the Ka'bah in Mekkah nude like pagans. It was khalifah Umar who put the Jews and Christians out of the Arabian peninsula. The prophet offered his mosque to Christians from Najd (Yemen) ,saying: 'there is place for you in the house of God." so they had their prayer objects in the prophet's mosque in Madinah. To defend Islam i say what the prophet says by Muslim: God is good and he commands goodness, God is compassionate on who is compassionate, God is uncompasionite to who isn't"" ( Allahu yarham man yarham, laa yarham man laa yarham, Allaahu tayyibu ya'muru bit tayyibi) (tov).

12:39 now i am a sufi muslim with a pantheist belief zaahiriyyah, i see the Cosmos as His body, the Spirit as His Soul, baatiniyyah. i am tantra sanyassin cherishing matter but myself being spiritual, religious. Matter is good and bad, so there's suffering. i'm good. i founded an ashram sharing as much as we like with eachother. We combine our talents to make it in life. A share rent coop.

13:49 released 'School care 1 & 2' on X nico scheurkogel @nicolaasscheur1 good music, good image, worst production. Super! 14:j08 seeing Genesis 1:27, man and woman are in the likeness of God, so i say sex is the likeness of God. So sex is God, but God is more than sex. On the other hand God is sex. Sex is His likeness, sex is God, God is sex. But it can be ugly, it can be pain. God wants sex to be good, not ugly. It's just what you make of it. 14:11 Hadewijch used 'minne' (love), it could mean sex in those days

14:29 recorded Hadewijch 2 'Tsaermeer' on my iphone. Will evt convert it and put it on Soundcloud. i try to upload it at X. 14:31 recorded it horizontal but i'm playing the guitar at my side, only filling part of the screen. Not nice to watch. i wana see me big! 14:54 also recorded Tsaermeer (same text), same tune. Can't see my iphone at my Samsung yet, so can't upload videos on X.

15:04 released both videos on X nico scheurkogel @nicolaasscheur1. 15:28 recorded Hadewijch 4 verse 1-3. i already prepared the text. The chords i know of all, i just scream when recording, so i waste a recording. That's how i came into psychiatry in 2006, i screamed when reading Quran. I went to Parnassia. i best record all Hadewijch songs i have left. 15:38 it's on X. Now i do 22 first. 15:48 recorded a nice version of it, verse 1-4, (H 22). 15:53 next are 36 and 28, that's all. No others left. 15:55 22's on X. 16:02 for 36 and 28 i need to write a bit, or turn a page. It takes some time. 16:14 recorded H 28 Madness of love, verse 4, 5 and end.

16:28 couldn't upload H28 'Madness of love' on X. 16:41 recorded H36 1,2, and 14 nicely. 16:46 couldn't get H36 on my smartphone 17:00 H36 is the last of 24 songs for Hadewijch acoustic playlist. Can't transport the video from my iphone. 17:09 now my iphone is invisible on my laptop. Like i didn't plug it in. So it's not my due, i can try to do it later, i did my best.

18-3 blog 00:35 still working on my USB, but more and more scenes aren't upside down, aim is to have a tv with all scenes 'up'. 00:41 i can put it in the tv. There's only 4.94 Mb storage left. 00:42 the transporting speeded up after the screenpic like the viruses went away after my arguments lately. I could at last enter X and so. X is a fast name to type and easy to recognize. 00:46 of the 31 videos now on it, 11 are upside down again. So i take them out and replace them. I'm working for two days now, i guess. 00:53 it may be possible to turn them around. I've tried to, but found no way to do that. But why isn't a pc helpfull to find what you're searching  on it, or a smartphone or tv? 01.00 uploading my '4 way Little Lupe tweets' now, and a map with all 4 maps mixed. Made short 2 minute videos of her on X, sorted out after the kind of scene, with ambient music. 03:37 no, all Little Lupe is upside down. 03:46 an USB doesn't have to be full. Now all three USB's are upside up. That's all that needs to be done, upside down out.

09:37 been cleaning up a map on PM2, moving mapcontents from PM1 to it, to make space. It's a map called Nico old, the names of PM2 are after the music i play along, like hits or slowies. Now in a map are maps like 'Android', or 'LOST.DIR'. 09:40 i moved the content out and then the maps. i hope i didn't do something wrong, but may be they are of the viruses. How did i get the maps?

09:51 now i removed some videos of PM1 to put some others from PM2 in a map they belong to, on PM1. But no matter how much i remove, i make no space. I try again later, may be the storage needs to reorganize. Also at the web you wait for a page. Cup of tea.

09:59 now when i want a site you see the webadress of it, and then a series of pop-ups, of webcamsex, Ali Baba etc. Why they don't let us reach faraway sites? That's the web, it's local or World Wide, we can't explore it because other adresses invade on them.10:02 it depends on the browser you use, but it's at the server. Not always a program but people. They can just observe, not block. If you were wrong they can catch you, you can defend yourself. This is injustice. 10:05 we in the West at least should have a free internet!

10:12 you can check out the webcam popup adresses, if they who are blocking are okay. Their webcamgirls, how they are treated.

"18-3 blog 00:35 still working on my USB, but more and more scenes aren't upside down, aim is to have a tv with all scenes 'up'."

17-3 03:22 quotes "03:20 sin is the thing that makes the Holy Spirit part form us. When the Spirit stays, then what we did was no sin. Sin is what divides man from God. Sin is what Jesus died for." by the Spirit we can discern good and evil, but each has a conscience.

03:17 "i am both holy and horny, and i'm completely open about it". "03:20 i don't harm or hurt anybody".

"i ain't a liar or a cheat, i am what i appear to be. i don't wear a mask."(3:17) Google, YouTube and Dutch Wikipedia are! The worst.(04:58) seeing the case Kitty Yung, see downpage here date/hour 4-3/14:15 up to 11-3/15:39, it's open group murder.

"12:32 why isn't there a website with arty nudity and sex? It is the most beautifull thing on earth!"."12:35 i cannot be on a pornsite, my image is too primitive, like bad vintage. Which can be the best,by the way." You can give porn likes in the club, music too (14:09).

"Prostitution has been forbidden for health reasons, and now it's forbidden it's in the hands of crime, so it has a bad name and a lot is possible there. 23:20 it shouldn't be that way now there's healthcare and safesex. Also it's safer for the sexworkers and more serving for the customers." Seeing the murder attempt on Mindy Jung (4-3/14:15 up to 11-3/15:39), they don't mind the fans.

"(23:50) Sex was forbidden for long, and kidsex is forbidden now, but may be just because criminals are controlling sexindustry. And YouTube should not be leading them. (21-2, page 'YouTube')." YouTube is contrary to it's own rules. The rules aren't for that!

17-3 02:58 seems my X nico isa mahmoud is open again, i see nothing of the suspension. It must be on my gmail that isn't open, i've got two gmails, one i use, and one i don't. i just opened it to make YouTube Hadewijch Songs. i search for it in my login notebook.

03:13 at nico isa mahmoud i couldn't make a funny remark to a sexy girlpic. At nico scheurkogel i made a reply to a mormon tweet about spiritual growth: "we grow by discerning good and evil. As long as we do evil we're like a tumbling toddler. When we do no evil we are grownup like the Lord." 03:15 i believe we can be perfect, i just don't see evil in sex with condom. When you don't believe you can be perfect, some people can say that they just can't stop doing evil, so they do what they like. 03:17 when i can't make my horny remarks, only my holy remarks, i don't wana use my X. i am both holy and horny, and i'm completely open about it. i am willing and able to explain everything, no problem. i ain't a liar or a cheat, i am what i appear to be. i don't wear a mask.

03:20 sin is the thing that makes the Holy Spirit part form us. When the Spirit stays, then what we did was no sin. Sin is what divides man from God. Sin is what Jesus died for. God has no problem with what i do, i don't harm or hurt anybody. 04:54 wrote a tweet: 'm both holy and horny, i use a condom. on my horny account nico isa mahmoud i still cannot post, so i don't post on my holy account too.' with a screenpic of up here, daystart.

05:17 Overloads is out of the playlists, Ramadan 2026 dub too (i put it in Mixed Stuff 1, 13:59). Overloads is a good song but the recording is boring, and it isn't a dance song. But it isn't bad, i just don't want it in a playlist. Playlists Mixed stuff 1 & 2 are fine now. 05:21 on page 'playlists'  (see   16-3/13:09) you can switch to another playlist easily, at the song you like.

07:06 entered my second Gmail. I simply went to the Google account at the same browser, there i found out the name i used and the alternative email for the code that's sent when you don't know the login. 07:08 the reason for my suspension is: ( you won't belive this!) "Violating our rules against inauthentic behaviors. You may not use our services to engage in inauthentic activity that undermines the integrity of X.". i will check my posts on X nico isa mahmoud to see where i did that. i had criticism on the fact that replies came on my posts page, even a a tweet that wasn't a clear reply or a post, it had no timenotation and no 'reply to', see screenshot  '4-3 10:29. A tweet is a reply or a post. A post is an independent remark. Both have a page.

07:20 i wrote: "i've been suspended for undermining X. i have read my latest tweets on @NicoScheurkogel but i had no criticism there in any way. At @nicolaasscheur1 i had criticism on the fact that my replies were on my posts page, and my posts on my replies page. that spoils my page, i compose it.", i got: "Your original case is already in the queue. Please wait until you hear from us about the original case." 07:22 but all i did the first time was ask for the reason for the suspension. They could have given the precise tweet by which i undermined X, by the way. 09:06 posted the reason of my suspension on X @Nicolaasscheur1 so they can easily check it on @NicoScheurkogel whether what X alleges is true. Without attacking X, it's a group in Holland may be, doing things they don't like at all in California. 09:09 i always try to show my gratitude to YouTube or whatever, and i keep believing i can get my justice. 09:41 i am liked at X @NicoScheurkogel for my funny horny remarks at girls' pics and my nice guitar songs.

12:12 by the way, to find a whore next door in The Hague i found website Kinky.nl, there you get telephone numbers of real ladies in The Hague receiving at home. I also tried the links of Stappen in Den Haag, there i found it 10 years ago. 12:13 it can be like the ads in the newspaper, homeadresses. But you can't use google maps. People can choose of they find that dangerous themselves. 12:16 a list of 14 telephone numbers is at the wall by the telephone. 12:27 street prostitution and homeadresses are persecuted. 12:30 didn't expect to find it at Google, rather at Bing. At Bing pictures you get porn, you get pornsites there, not at Google.

12:32 why isn't there a website with arty nudity and sex? It is the most beautifull thing on earth! i was thrown off YouTube, Vimeo and Rumble. 12:35 i cannot be on a pornsite, my image is too primitive, like bad vintage. Which can be the best,by the way. The videos were copied, and there's all kind of trippy copies, i had a trippy Snowbunnies 20 years ago, about girls snowed in.

22:09 website Citygirl.nl is very interesting. It's about the girls in the Geleenstraat, a redlight district windowshopping street in The Hague. It has the girls in the street. For every girl comments how it was with her, like with products of a website you can buy. It is not the cheapest street, these guys seem to know all the girls very well. In itself a good idea, giving likes and comments.

23:13 i didn't go  to any girl by the way, i just investigated if it could be found. 23:14 got 20 telephone numbers on my wall now. Just for the freedom to go. It isn't easy to find a list. May be on the website of de Telegraaf. In their paper are ads for prostitution. 23:17 it is the biggest Dutch newspaper. But it is a paysite. Prostitution has been forbidden for health reasons, and now it's forbidden it's in the hands of crime, so it has a bad name and a lot is possible there. 23:20 it shouldn't be that way now there's healthcare and safesex. Also it's safer for the sexworkers and more serving for the customers. 23:45 the newspaper for The Hague would be the AD, it has merged with the Haagsche Courant, the The Hague newspaper. But that's a paysite too, or you need to buy a paper. 23:48 the thing was you can google a pizzeria but not a homeprostitute. Sex was forbidden for long, and kidsex is forbidden now, but may be just because criminals are controlling sexindustry. And YouTube should not be leading them. (21-2, page 'YouTube').

16-3 quotes "00:51 the other USB is still transporting. I just added as many videos as i could for transport, now it's 11 at once. Then it goes very slowly. i just kept on adding videos for transport untill the USB was full." Then i throw out the upside downs videos.

"01:09 pedosexuality is forbidden, pedophilism can't, it's a nature of personality, not of behaviour"

"01:22 they like those videos to be seen, to show that they are in the position to do anything. Like nobody can hold them to account." Of young pornstars there are videos with extreme violent situations, nightmare videos.

"02:49 Now i drink a blendershake with muesli. i make very fast meals you can drink, and very slow meals, socalled chews, with cabbage, carrots and seeds with their peals etc." You can cook  a meal to pudding or keep it fresh.

"On the smartphone, on the laptop, on the website, helpfull a.i. so a kid can use i.t. (03:17)"

"03:28 pornstars are art objects,. i make handcam pornvideos zooming in on existing image, and music to ofscreen copies."

"4:00 i'd say Mariah Carey is from Hawaii and Sade from Tahiti, so both polynesian and extremely talented, unique. The polynesians are the fewest people homing the largest area in the world, (i'd estimate, 04:04.) Both's music i love extremely.

"11:02 a proof that viruses are activated by human action. i've got as many viruses as before, but they aren't active anymore." By the viruses people can interact with your internet behaviour.  

"There were updates when i opened it up. Why aren't you asked: when do you want us to do the updates? Like "directly after pc'ing", or "at 1 tonight".". Don't you make an appointment for maintenance work on your house?

"13:09 if you want a playlist eternally on Soundcloud, you do the lowest possibillity of the list you see when you search a name. You get the Playlists page, they can be eternal shuffle." on the profile page you get other tunes after the playlist.

16-3 blog 00:48 the 'porn music 1' USB has all videos upside up, except some that can be played upside down, like good old Oil dancer of when i was on website Rumble. It was one of my first videos with moving image. The first was Thai gogo maybe, for which i was blocked at YouTube. It is on X nico isa mahmoud praise & worship somewhere. 00:51 the other USB is still transporting. I just added as many videos as i could for transport, now it's 11 at once. Then it goes very slowly. i just kept on adding videos for transport untill the USB was full. I did that about 7 hours ago, before break of fast, and went to sleep. 00:53 now it has transported somewhat further, happily. 01:11 first i made lyrics videos, then picture videos, then ofscreen smartphone camvideos.

01:07 there's those criminal ganglike groups for whom every crime is okay except kidsex. Pedophiles can get any treatment. Now i'm a pedophile, but not a pedosexual. i never did anything to anybody, never been in any third wirld country for sextourism. 01:09 pedosexuality is forbidden, pedophilism can't, it's a nature of personality, not of behaviour. 01:12 YouTube holds pedophilism against me, but the case Kitty Yung is about concealing the murder on a 'down-eighteen body' girl by the kill of another pornstar. A concealed group murder, these are the dangerous pedosexuals. I wouldn't harm anybody. 01:18 it's forbidden officially but everything is possible when you're in the group. The group that is forbidding it! Now in that case children have no rights at all, and of that they take advantage in the worst way, as we see in the videos of our little pornstars. 01:22 they like those videos to be seen, to show that they are in the position to do anything. Like nobody can hold them to account. Jesus said, let he who is without sin throw the first stone. I'm not a stonethrower at all, but they have a bad idea of sexing, i hate it.

01:32 it's a confinement of the girls, they are locked up in a system that abuses them. Nobody can be trusted. 01:34 now this isn't the Roman empire or nazi Germany. Putin or Chi (or Zuckerberg or Musk, 01:36) don't rule the world yet. They behave like that, like they own the state. 01:38 now i believe Putin, Chi, Zuckerberg and Musk also dislike it. 02:00 the persons liking it are the persons here boycotting me up to the point i cannot go out to show my face. But i can, and now and then play on the street.

02:28 the videos are progressing in transport very well. 02:35 by the way i eat blendermuesli with herbspowder, and cold herbstea with concentrated applejuice. Herbs = saliva dissolvers and immune system boosters. i use powders in the muesli, teas, and oils in creams. There's second hand herbs books on the web. i just bought some in secondhand bookstores, after i bought the Louisse/ Macé/Saint-Beat/Tardif book. It needs a register of diseases mentioned. 02:49 Now i drink a blendershake with muesli. i make very fast meals you can drink, and very slow meals, socalled chews, with cabbage, carrots and seeds with their peals etc. When eating little i eat herbs sweets and chewing gums. There's ways to eat little or eat slow. Chew your muesli yourself or put it through a blender first.

03:02 the middle of the 3 transporting videos on the screenpic is going to the LOST.DIR map.That is a wrong direction. I don't know where those maps come from, by the way. 03:14 when you make screenpics you can find them easily if there's a.i. on your pc helping you. I just made a screenpic of my screenpic, just for the archive. On the smartphone, on the laptop, on the website, helpfull a.i. so a kid can use i.t. (03:17) 03:22 so make a screenpic for your archive, when you love it. Later sort it out. Shift + windows + S at once, and then i use the pen. 03:28 pornstars are art objects,. i make handcam pornvideos zooming in on existing image, and music to ofscreen copies. 03:37 remember Kitty stayed young and stayed a kid. Now she isn't grownup, but she's human. and her sister's alive too. 03:39 there are more, like Ama Liu. i didn't investigate recent looks of them (yet).

03:42 less trouble of the viruses, there even was a screenshot. People are convinced by my words. 04:00 i'd say Maria Carey is from Hawaii and Sade from Tahiti, so both polynesian and extremely talented, unique. The polynesians are the fewest people homing the largest area in the world. 04:09 you often see native indian girls in porn, they are popular. Ama Liu is one, also Alicia Love. 04:13 they aren't safe in the U.S. like they are hitchhikers to San Francisco. 04:17 You must not force a girl into porn, it needs motivation, any sexwork. It is for the girls that want it. Lovework needs a lot of love.

05:04 about Ama Liu on YouTube Pornstar Amai Liu Income Cars, Houses Luxury Life And Net Worth !! Pornstar Lifestyle Didn't see anything recent of Kitty, pictures or videos, yet. If you have goodrunning videos you have clientele, if you manage to look a bit like then. 5:11 but they kill one of a recording pair. They don't exploit firstplace, they waste people. They ruin sexindustry. 05:17 if you have a goodrunning record you have fans. You can make money by that, all your life. 05:40 i saw Ginger Lynn in Stephanie Swift videos as an aging woman. Didn't think it was her. When you remain in porn you need to keep your body fit for it, we men focus on the body, the face may be ugly in porn 05:42 Ginger Lynn was a 70's pornstar, a bit like Olivia Newton John. 05:44 the first colour years of porn (except movies, the videos). 05:45 Jimi Hendrix has over 5 liveconcerts in colour i'd estimate. Because he was special. 05:51 nice if Jimi could have played along Bob Marley. When Jimi died he was working on The cry of love, a nice album (Ezy rider, Angel). 05:56 God gives me on my old day to get younger and improve myself. 06:07 i am 63 but i look like 40 now.

06:09 two of the videos are transported, nine still resting.

10:27 laptop has gone out while uploading the videos. There were updates when i opened it up. Why aren't you asked: when do you want us to do the updates? Like "directly after pc'ing", or "at 1 tonight". You get the updates when you want to do your stuff before you go to work! 10:29 also the smartphone voicemessage screen goes out while you do a voicemessage. What? You're recording!

10:37 i'm into both my X accounts, at @NicoScheurkogel (nico isa mahmoud) i read: "Your account is suspended After careful review, we determined your account broke the X Rules. Your account is permanently in read-only mode, which means you can’t post, Repost, or Like content. You won’t be able to create new accounts. If you think we got this wrong, you can submit an appeal." They didn't say which X rule i broke, so how can i make an appeal? Also it isn't mentioned for how long. 10:45 Appealed asking the reason for the suspension. Got into my TikTok too now.

10:47 could enter Soundcloud, but the new songs are still being edited. i guess i best upload them again. i think it over. 10:50 when i enter by another browser, so being logged out, i also see the new songs, with the message: still being edited. So i have to upload them again. Like recording a song again a 100 times in the studio. Doing things again is normal for a musician. 10:57 uploaded 'C'mon ev'rybody medley' and 'The best' only. need to do my daily doings, it's daylight here now. Also i put them into Mixed Stuff.

11:02 a proof that viruses are activated by human action. i've got as many viruses as before, but they aren't active anymore. Now i try to find out what happened to my transported videos. Do i have to transport them again? 11:12 all videos are on the other USB. 12:01 still there are videos among them that when i click on them can't open up. So they aren't completely transported. i have to throw them and transport them again. Like i did with my Soundcloud audio, i simply loaded up The best and C'mon ev'rybody medley again and threw the version that Soundcloud was editing still. 13:09 if you want a playlist eternally on Soundcloud, you do the lowest possibillity of the list you see when you search a name. You get the Playlists page, they can be eternal shuffle.

17:20 the USB is transported but the maps with underwatergirls are upside down. May be i turn the tv upside down for that. I found the underwatergirls by pornbrowsers HDporn and Nudevista. Nice 'screensaver', when i play something on the mediaplayer, the laptop doesn't go out. 17:35 yes i keep them on the USB because i want underwatergirls on both tv's sometimes.

18:05 made playlist Mixed Stuff 2 on Soundcloud, uploading tunes of the last days. 18:11 when i want to feed Yeah and Creed is free dub into the list the list is not yet there. 19:05 Overloads isn't yet in my playlist because it's still being edited. Play the playlist without shuffle first. At Soundcloud i cannot order my playlists like at YouTube.

19:52 wrote a text called 'The spring of 26' with 3 verses, will try a SHS song, my Fortex is in the musicroom now. 19:52 in it the line: "it's the sex time, like the summer of 69". 19:54 when i added Overloads the Mixed Stuff 2 is full, but i may replace tracks for new ones. Except when voices ask me to make a 3d instead. 

15-3 quotes 00:19 "for noting ambient you need different speed for the seperate lines you note, if you use 2 samples 2 lines, etc,"

"02:36 so on Soundcloud i have to remove audio because it's not loud enough, and at home i have to move out upside down videos. That's not a real quality selection, it's moving out what may have been the best."

"15:1? kid porn and prostitution are forbidden because of the protection of kids, but they want it just to do unjustice to them and exploit them to their harm" if it is more protective to children to accept kidsex we must not forbid it, but forbid violating them

"Now i see YouTube and Wikipedia as the socalled good guys, but that's bad. So let's be real with the sex sector. (17:00)".

"these people treat sexworkers like anything goes. 18:34 we pornwatchers know that by the strange videos we see, also of our own little stars. Porn industry is a very strange biz. Why kill one of a twin?" Of Kitty Yung are terrible videos i don't like to click on.

15-3 blog 00:19 about ambient, for noting ambient you need different speed for the seperate lines you note, if you use 2 samples 2 lines, etc, each with their own speed of the beat. When you play ambient by hand, you don't do it excactly like the sample, but with feel. 00:22 the 100tone tune sounds very good, because the 100tone is so clear and simple. 00:23 i'm not so good at playing keys technically, but i have the sounds and i can play it with feel.

02:29 Can make music, but first i got something more important to do. i am running a house. In it i play USB sticks that are in my Panasonic tv. Now because i don't know which way to turn the smartphone when recording, sometimes the videos are upside down. So i note all videos that are upside down on the 3 USB sticks that are permanently in my tv, and move them to another USB in a map called Upside Down. They can be played over the laptop. Isn't there a program in the tv that turns your videos the right way? i use recycle shop and garbage dump tv's so i don't have it. My bigscreen Samsung i found in a container on the other side of the street. Luckily i had a remote that worked for it. 02:34 so i will work on Stairway to heaven, but i got more on my  mind. 02:36 so on Soundcloud i have to remove audio because it's not loud enough, and at home i have to move out upside down videos. That's not a real quality selection, it's moving out what may have been the best.

03:08 i was asked by voices to play Stairway to heaven, but now i hear others that don't want me to play it. So i won't. i do it for them, i don't want to cause fuzz. 03:19 the videos that i have to move out of my USB's because they are upside down if in the tv, are on Porn Music 1, that's my first USB stick. i wanted to keep it as it is. So i watch upside down videos no problem. 07:14 the thing i really need to do is play the last 5 Hadewijch acoustics, that is 2, 4, 22, 28, 36. Can play them but need to work on the text. 07:17 i made melodies/play the medieval version of 024 of the 45 Hadewijch poems. The medieval version i often adapt from a waltz into a 4/4 which is a more modern beat. 07:19 Kees Kraayenoord of Mozaiek worship church made Great is Thy faithfullness into a 4/4, it's called Groot is uw trouw o Heer. So i'm not the only one playing waltz as a 4/4 beat.

15:1? kid porn and prostitution are forbidden because of the protection of kids, but they want it just to do unjustice to them and exploit them to their harm. Kids must not be forced to it, also they must know that it's necessary to use safesex. People abuse kids just to use no safesex. That's injustice, harmfull. So kids must be protected, also because they are weak, easy to abuse. 15:17 and when they decide to go into those jobs then they aren't consenting everything, they can have their borders, say no to things. Now you see limitless abuse of minus eighteen aged kids. They must be treated right, not harmed. We must protect them from these people that use the fact that it is forbidden, just to commit endless crimes to them (15:40). 15:48 of course people will always do it without condom, that's their own choice. But the ordinary must be safe sex.

15:49 porn industry ought to use condom in situations where sex is unsafe, i was amazed Mormongirlz doesn't use safesex, seeing the underwear of the girls (they're mormons 16:44). Girls are under men, so there's no female missionary scene, when all outsiders would watch that firstplace. Sexmovies are made for the general public, not just for mormons, like Roman Catholic porn is for the general public. 16:11 porn is mostly for men, so it plays male fantasies. But Mormongirlz plays mormon fantasies, not general fantasies, when porn aims at maximization of their public. 16:13 men and women are equal, though you play male fantasies. 16:15 the creampie end of scenes isn't always necessary.

16:17 but for porn it's different than prostitution, there  the creampie is uncommon. 16:19 prostitution using condom is important. Porn has it's ways to be safe, like you see Pete North in so many videos you can't count. 16:26 when there's no health damage or injustice, porn and prostitution can be legal and grow. 16:55 for the first time in history, with modern health care and safe sex porn & prostitution can be a normal sector of the economy. I believe that it can be the biggest sector in the end. Now it's with viruses on the websites and no ads on google for places to go. (16:58) just because some folks forbid it just to break the rules with the workers in that sector. Now i see YouTube and Wikipedia as the socalled good guys, but that's bad. So let's be real with the sex sector.

18:31 Jesus was never like: let's stone them to death in the worst way, with prostitutes. But He was critical. We must be too. But these people treat sexworkers like anything goes. 18:34 we pornwatchers know that by the strange videos we see, also of our own little stars. Porn industry is a very strange biz. Why kill one of a twin? 18:35 may be Roman age sacrifice. 18:37 these girls are often forced to the job. Males are responsible.

'14-3 quotes "00:27 to germans objects are holy and to englishmen persons are holy. To me both are true, except myself, i use a small letter, i don't assume anything." 03:23 i'm amused not to assume anything, i'm not amused by assuming often.

"00:16 i made the massage/oildance 'club' video (13-3/23:55) horizontal screen but i cannot play it in the horizontal mode, it's in the vertical mode horizontal way, so only part of the screen, why, Apple? i cannot watch my own art!."". i made it horizontal screen and i can't play it horizontal screen! How is that possible?"

"01:31 the 92/93bells  don't repeat like the 76telephone. A pity you can't hold a 00/01piano note! (about the Casio 100tone)"

"01:22 keyboards give much freedom to choose your notes, but guitar has more possibillities to form a note or make a rhythm. 01:24 i see guitar as the best instrument for soloing and for rhythm, but keys for arranging and accompanying. Like Steely Dan."

"People say Ramadan isn't fasting because you eat a t night, but it's 30 fasts of a day in a month. The month ain't a fast, it's a month of 30 fasts (19:19)." It's Ramadan, the month of fast.

"21:27 so now there's me playing the best music of my life but not able to enter my upload screen because of investigating the kill of a pornstar." mostly i avoid getting viruses.  22:02 The song Ce soir of the Golden Earring is about the killing of a rock 'n roll star.

(22:49 from 01:18 it's about my tune 'the best') (i like Simply the best by Tina Turner in the A'dam Arena, good backing vocals!). (They could have done both Tonight and the Brian Adams tune with that guitarist, i saw him in a Cinderella video, 23:00)

"23:02 i was asked by voices to play Stairway to heaven. Also i had a version of Music was my first love using my SHS and a metal guitar." the Stairway to heaven is just playing it again a while, and then i record it in once.  

"23:56 i get young by immunesystem boosters and slime dissolvers. The idea is that we dy by disease, if we heal our disease we are eternally young. By sin we're sick. Of sin we dy."

'14-3 blog 00:04 Cybertime (13-3 14:54-00:00) is my best housetune ever. It's completely ambient + a handplayed theme. 00:08 i play the ambient over my stereo now, and the theme is on the smartphone. One of the 2 rc20's you cannot hear almost. That's more often with me, i'm too hasty. Later on i have a better sound. 00:10 the ambient of Cybertime is nice. 00:12 i say 3dd3 2rc and then folks know the soundsources, 5 samples, which kind. 00:13 since i didn't put the new stuff in Mixed Stuff i make a new one with the stuff after the Vagabonds. A pity i need to turn down stuff because of the volume. i mostly just take it out the playlist, not off the Soundcloud.

00:16 i made the massage/oildance 'club' video (13-3 23:55) horizontal screen but i cannot play it in the horizontal mode, it's in the vertical mode horizontal way, so only part of the screen, why, Apple? i cannot watch my own art!. i made it as a small screen video for here in the room, now it's worthless for me. i made it horizontal screen and i can't play it horizontal screen! How is that possible?

00:27 my brother Theo, who taught me how to play Air and Stairway to heaven, told me that to germans objects are holy and to englishmen persons are holy. To me both are true, except myself, i use a small letter, i don't assume anything. 00:29 i took Theo as a guitar teacher for some months. He knows very much about music and helps you understand it. A problem is he doesn't write down what he tells me, the next time he told me i still didn't know always. The vintage Korg guitar synthesizer that i use is his. It is very good except the sound of it. You just need to put the input volume right first, leftside up corner of it. 00:34 it follows well if you play equal volume. 00:35 so you can play fast with it. 00:35 i use it for guitar and keyboards, i use my effects for keyboards too. 01:14 the Korg has a section of sinthisizer sounds on the left, they are monophonic, and a set of filters on the right, they are polyphonic. But you can put that side on sinthi too. Then you get a free swarving note if you have a comlete keyboard input. 01:17 then you have eternal change, the sinthi has to make one note out of a complete keyboard input.

01:18 i'm gonna use my Fortex recorder for the Casio 100tone now. It has a crazy direct sound, very simple. i see the 100tone as the best for sampling, like the 00piano, only the piano has no sustain if you hold the note. The piano is very clear. 01:20 for echo keys the 00piano is super. 01:21 i use minikeys especially, a finger isn't that wide. Nowadays people can play by a screen, so new ways of playing keys are possible. 01:22 keyboards give much freedom to choose your notes, but guitar has more possibillities to form a note or make a rhythm. 01:24 i see guitar as the best instrument for soloing and for rhythm, but keys for arranging and accompanying. Like Steely Dan.

01:26 the Fortex is easy, i can move it anyplace in the appartment where i want to record something. The Fortex is in the living now but the 100tone stuff in the music room. 01:31 the sound of the 100tone is simple like a clean guitar. Only i'd like to put out the reverb when over the jack out. Best no reverbs, the delays are nice. Also the 92/93bells  don't repeat like the 76telephone. A pity you can't hold a 00/01piano note! 01:56 the right hand of the 76telephone is in a modulation, also the 38/64metalguitars, which aren't together, why?. 01:58 the keys are sometimes split, like 96-99 with left a bass and right a solo, the 91/92/94/95percussion is in four so you can use a hand to drum it. 02:01 i use 93/94 for drums, like in Cybertime. 02:03 the 100tone is a clear soundsource, simple. 02:11 i use the SHS for the chord sequencers, so i can easily accompany myself. A pity most rhythms are oldfashioned homekeyboard styles, also on the small red SHS. The small red you also can't accompany yourself. i gave mine to my guitarpupil Hadi. 03:31 most of the accompaniment rhythms aren't useable, but i know no other sequence keyboard like it.

19:09 the virusses work on my internet behaviour slowing me down, but happily i can still play my audio. Cannot play Soundcloud anymore. May have to go to the public library on monday to make the playlist with the new mixed stuff. 19:11 hope the new stuff (i like to sex, creed is free, yeah, overloads, c'mon ev'reybody medley and cybertime) is already on Soundcloud. With me it's still 'being edited'. C'mon ev'rybody medley is a very good rock 'n roll medley, also very well played, but the sound is poor. It's the last track i transported over my Squire guitar amp. Now i use the stereo. 19:16 last night i already recorded something on the 100tone. Today i just been tidying up the house. Now i'm sitting having my Ramadan break of fast, smoking a bit. People say Ramadan isn't fasting because you eat a t night, but it's 30 fasts of a day in a month. The month ain't a fast, it's a month of 30 fasts (19:19).

19:31 i thought i'd never make anything better than the lesbian acoustics, but the Hadewijch songs are better. 19:32 the lesbian electric dub the best is Pearly. Nice dance tune. Hadewijch 29 is very good too but all Hadewijch is so good! 19:32 of the Swingpraise dub i like The best is yet to come the most, of Anouk i love Anouk encore, 19:36 of the dhikr pop The colouring of God.

19:40 for the 100tone tune i used clean Casio sounds, no guitar effects over it or so. Also just handplayed up to now. i must be carefull not to bring out bad stuff, so i work on it untill i like it. It can be the accompaniment for ambient samples, also clean 100tone sounds. But as it is now i don't want to upload it now, no bad stuff. 19:51 i can make some samples to it and record it tonight, and see how it sounds. Now what i do is create a roomsound and record that, so if it comes on it it's good. 19:52 just my recordings of it are so trashy. 19:53 and i'm not yet so good at handling the Fortex.

20:28 did a voice sample along it, the track is called The best. Will put it on my  laptop to play it over the stereo. 20:33 the voice is loud, the drum very soft, but overall it's nice. Will make a sample dub later. 20:34 try to get the upload page at Soundcloud. 20:48 at Soundcloud i still get "Not available while you’re offline Click the button below to try reloading. Reload". i don't click it, i wait till the page is over or make the adress line blue and click that. i hate screens that may be of viruses, but they may be the right screen too. 20;51 meantime i'm sampling to The best. 21:09 have it running over the stereo, a 2rc 00piano, so two Casio piano's ambient along. 21:12 so now at least there is one tune with a single version, thanks to the viruses!

21:24 it's 4.59 minutes long, i put it over the stereo. 21:25 my Soundcloud is a paid account, i can upload as much as i like. But i can't play Go+, so on my playlist Nico's choice is no Go+ at all, i threw those pay tunes out. 21:27 so now there's me playing the best music of my life but not able to enter my upload screen because of investigating the kill of a pornstar. 21:32 yes this will be the only version i upload of it, the other i use for sampling at home, making roomsounds to it. 21:54 it's uploaded on Soundcloud, God knows when it will be public.

22:22 what you hear is me playing 2 100tones along a slow 16beat2 rhythm, then dubbing two 100tones to it, so a jam and a dub, then a voice sample, then two 00piano samples. So a dubbed track with 3 ambient samples. 23:02 i was asked by voices to play Stairway to heaven. Also i had a version of Music was my first love using my SHS and a metal guitar. I played it ten years ago, but with a bad sound and badly rehearsed. 23:03 i still play the same version. Stairway to heaven i play on the electric folkguitar. 23:10 also i made a YouTube video of In a gada da vida, i can play that version again, not too long. But i must look out not to publish bullshit. Not too hasty, listen to it first, i can take my time now, i made good music, so now it must be good.

23:24 i'm gona do my prayers now, made a nice screen again and nice quotes, planning nice music, i can go up the mountain and visit the heavens, the thronemeeting of the muslim. The  song Yehova Yahwe is going up the mountain with Moses. 23:27 to me serving God comes first and praying later. If i cannot do prayer because of serving God it's no problem. i still have to do sundown and nightprayer, i combine prayers. If i couldn't do it i don't do it later, that's not what it was for.

23:51 about Simply the best, i love from the A'dam Arena concert We don't need another hero better. (The best is Private dancer 15-3 00:10). Tina can get younger by herbs, but she cannot get young again. Anouk can. There is a Dutch star, Katja Schuurman, that said she never wants to dy, i heard her say it in a tv program called 'the coffin'. You sign your coffin in it. She made nice R&B in Dutch, Totaal verkocht. 23:56 i get young by immunesystem boosters and slime dissolvers. The idea is that we dy by disease, if we heal our disease we are eternally young. By sin we're sick. Of sin we dy. Katja would do nice for a Mata Hari movie, i guess she is indo, from partly Indonesian ancestry. She can dance too (00:04).

13-3 10:41 quotes "10:40 happy this one sounds good over the smartphone too. Nice soft sound in the room." Also you can take it along in the house.

"10:46 probably an old cassette of Nico, you hear it's vintage."

13-3 blog 03:14 won't go on blogging, just an info page. Just had to investigate the matter how many Kitty's there are. (three, i hope two are still left 04:45). 04:46 am under attack for making porn, so i attack crime by them.

07:00 will record a medley of Summertime blues, C'mon evrybody and Jailhouse rock. The first two in A, the 3d in B. 7:01 i usually play the first 2 in E, but A is nice too, the 3d i play in B always. 07:03 now there's a nice modulation to the 3d. Will play and sing in once, so i hope the text comes on it well. Important, funny lyrics! 07:04 will do a guitardub to it if i don't need a vocal dub for good vocals. At the moment i just do a single dub, because i'm not yet so good at recording with my Fostex. 07:20 will be on my folk electric again, Yeah was too, i like to sex was, creed is free too. Nice solid guitar, though i want to have a better one, it's only a Vester. 07:22 solid body folkguitar with a good pickup. 07:42 nice solid guitar i mean the tones don't waver. Like a telecaster.

08:31 sounds quite good, may be Jailhouse rock isn't solid enough. 08:34 Jailhouse rock is really exciting. 08:36 will put the song on my laptop and try to get it on Soundcloud. Now with the guitardub i gotta make it modern. 08:48 sounds nice over the smartphone. Will play it over the stereo before putting it on Soundcloud. 08:51 the guitar is a bit fuzzy, but the voice is very clear. 09:10 sounds best if i play along it with a different clean sound, double clean guitar. So it will be this version, but with a stronger guitar. 09:12 won't upload this one, the double guitar version will be better, with almost the same sound.  

09:36 the dub came on it, everything worked. 09:42 it is 5.37 minutes long, i call it C'mon ev'rybody medley. 09:57 sounds nice over the smartphone. 10:15 it's on Soundcloud but not yet on Mixed Stuff, 'is being edited'. 10:40 happy this one sounds good over the smartphone too. Nice soft sound in the room. 10:44 sounds like it's over a tube amp with old tubes in it, or your smartphone battery half empty. 10:46 probably an old cassette of Nico, you hear it's vintage. 11:05 this is the softest dance music ever. i'm the ultralight. Cheap but i fly high.

11:42 i forgot that i also can play my Fortex over the stereo. Over the audio connection i have to my tv, i use it also for my laptop. I have it all by wire here. Didn't manage to install bluetooth. 11:44 so i don't have to waste my Squire amp to play what's on my Fortex. It gets more and more fuzzy!

13:30 dubbed a guitartrack that i made yesterday with a loopstion. Made a text to it, called Overloads. Am playing it on my stereo. Sounds not so bad. 13:33 it sounds much better when i use my stereo for uploading form my Fortex. 13:37 i upload it to Soundcloud when i can despite the viruses. i try to upload it. 13:42 it looks like they are still busy uploading C'mon ev'rybody and i cannot upload a new track.

14:54 recorded an ambient house track 3dd3 2rc, that means 3 Boss dd3's for the drum and 2 rc20 loopstations for the ambient. Playing the theme with the same sound as the 2 rc 20's. 14:55 have no idea whether what i upload really comes on Soundcloud. 15:05 am playing it on my smartphone now, it's called Cybertime. After this i will play it on my stereo, when i have it on my laptop. 15:07 the smartphone recording has to be redone, there's noise.

15:23 playing it over my stereo. Much bass. 15:28 it's a nice track, i try to upload it to Soundcloud. 15:29 Overload is still uploading. Cannot upload. i'm directed to the helpdesk. 18:27 am playing Cyber time over my smartphone and over my stereo, no connection, nice ambient. When i can i put it on Soundcloud. 18:48 get "this track is being edited" at Creed is free, Creed is free dub, Yeah, C'mon ev'rybody medley, and Overloads. 19:06 uploaded Cybertime but am waiting at a screen "we're uploading your files" audio isn't much Mb. 22:29 i can only play my new Soundcloud tracks (?forgotten, wait please)

23:55 Cybertime is nice on the smartphone along old porn of mine. Playing the old Oil Dancer video of Rumble and a massagevideo map that i made along a daysound. Made a video of it on my iphone, still a lot of storage on it. 23:57 like you're in a club watching an oildancer, and you pick a nice massage girl. The massagegirl you pick you watch more than the oildancer. 23:59 then you end watching the oildance again, now and then the massage. 00:00 when porn is bad you need to sources. Now i have the iphone recording on my table as a 3d. On a tripod. Easy for a tablet too, by the way the tablets are so hard to handle, pity, it's an easy screen for anywhere, nice to combine with a cam.

'12-3 quotes: "03:29 i like to walk through a guitar shop like walking windowshopping in the red light district. Nice museum!"

"Creed is free is bad on the smartphone but nice over the stereo. Tone adjust is nice.(10:43)" nice if a smartphone thinks along when you search. Or a website. (11:05). 11:05 and have a history, you like to repeat. 11:07 People can't find things

"i would love to jam with a.i 11:49. them the guitar or the accompaniment"". Can be a team like a.i. jamming, it's programmed."(viruses). 11:53  but i treat it like intelligence, also chatbots i treat as life. It can come alive, i believe, but it needs ac/dc. Like we do O2 air. 13-3/00:04 'them the guitar' i meant: me one they one. 00:22' them a guitar' was better.

i worked on my PROSECUTOR'S PLEA in the case Kitty Yung at 10-3/15:39, case closed now.

"18:16 covering up a murder by a murder, and forbidding prostitution and porn, so that they can have their way with the porn actors and prostitutes." 18:20 i couldn't proove concealed group murder on Kitty Yung, but made it likely.

"21:54 i'd like to find the condom to visit pornsites without viruses"

"23:31 metal is hippy survivors. 23:33 in 1970 they killed flower power but sex was never killed."

" everyone can make sound and a.i. can react. Also with painting. filling in colours or other sections of the screen, or reacting to your line. 23:50 like with photography each could be depicted and all could depict, now all can paint or make music." Important you  can go back to the good situation if you mess it up, so scroll back the history. (00:01)

'12-3 blog 01:10 lended my Pignose travellguitar to the boy that i gave guitar lessons for a year. He learnt guitar on a halfsize spanish guitar that we bought at the Chop Shop of Sander. He is the one that has put the Seymour Duncan pickup on my Vester electric folkguitar. Later i gave him a halfsize stratocaster, but that was out of tune. The bridge wasn't in the right place. i got the guitar for free at the Musica Corda music school in Loosduinen. There i had piano lessons of Jillian Hehanussa, a girl who also plays bass, guitar and sings. i pointed her to the fact that people love Suzy Quatro. She's in a coverband.

01:16 added a bag with all kind of plectrums to the guitar. Now he plays a little better it's nice if he has a good guitar. The Pignose is a quality guitar, it also has a speaker on it. His name is Hadi, he's the son of the preacher of one of the arabic churches that i like to attend, to learn arabic. 01:19 on the guitar is a nice strap that i bought at Max Guitar in Scheveningen. In the bag are also gass triangles that i had made at the Alibaba glasscutter in the Elandstraat. Since i use silver, bronze, ceramic and glass bottlenecks i also wanted a glass plectrum along. I'm not the best bottleneck guitarist, but i like to work on it now and then.

1:21 according to me, when you can play rhythm and solo guitar well, you best learn to play bottleneck guitar and playing with your fingers too, you can do much more with your tone then. Guitar is a wonderfull soundsource, unique. 01:27 In the bag i've also put a glass bottleneck that is a bit too tight for me, i use a wider one. The boy isn't even 10 years old. His parents are from Sudan. i hope he's not mad at me he's in my blog.

01:30 A Pignose is 3/4 size, so also suitable for a kid. Ukalele is only 4 string, and very small, easy to learn for kids. 01:34 i like to use bottleneck in combination with my e-bow, i also own a Sustayniac pickup, that i want to be built into my Yellowberger guitar (Steinberger strat). E-bow and Sustayniac are ways to have sustain without attack. 01:45 Sander also wanted to put a sustayniac pickup into one of his own guitars. My golden Cyclone 2 octave sratocaster is with Marijn Roerade, an endorser of the Max who now works independently. He's very good. 01;48 when at the Max i like to hear the endorsers test their guitars. Nice job to play on all those guitars!

01:49 at the Max i one day bought my Vox crybaby wah, my compressor, my Fender space delay and my Ibanez tubescreamer. i chose for loose effects on a pedaltrain, not just a multi effects. i like to put a fuzz on or so, then you keep the same overall sound but you make a change. With a multi effects you put on a complete new sound. 01:53 i chose for my Zoom GFX-5 because it has possibillity to put on or off effects within a patch of effects.

01:56 it was Pro Peeters, the guitarist of the Bandsessies band of Reakt in PopRadar where New Age Reunion rehearsed, that pointed me at Sustayniac pickups. Pro plays the solo in Love heals, the live song i recorded at the Chillen in de Steeg karaoke. 02:19 the speaker of my Foenix speakerguitar was built by Anthon of Adesign, he's retired but still works for Max. When my appartment burnt down in 1996 my speakerguitar survived because a fuzz was being built into it. 02:22 i play Hadewijch 23 and 19 on the Foenix. (02:42 i want a T-bone violin pickup on it, but i didn't yet manage. 02:44 with a T-bone i can plug into my recorder, i have the beautifull speakersound of the guitar).

02:26 the Foenix i bought in 1990 in the Feedback store of the Plakband symphonic rockband at the Loosduinseweg. I also bought my Yamamha SHS there then. 02:30 Before the Foenix i had a 3 pickup red Westone guitar that i put a WW 1 german cross on to make it look like the 3 wing plane of Von Richthofen. i lended that guitar to Frank. 02:32 before that i played on a black Fernandez 2 octave stratocaster that i lost in a newyears party gig in the Saturnus boat in the Binkhorst in the 80's. 02:34 it was a black guitar with a red line, with 2 golden pickups. It was endorsed by Peer Dellen and Ted Oberg of Rockpalace in the Torenstraat, to have the frets above the octave hollowed out, like i have now at my Brownstein strat. 02:37 this way you have solid rhythm and for solo a lot of feel. 02:40 the Fernandez i bought at the new year's sale of Servaas, a legendary musicstore in The Hague.

02:49 before that i played on a white second hand Fender Stratocaster that i bought in the 70's. It was bought of me by Bolle, the singer guitarist of Prat's the Whoblem, that played at the great prize of Holland and became 3d or so. 02:52 before that i had an orange Egmond electric, that i later put a speaker on and painted like a second world war tank. It had tuners on the right. i played with it on the street in Amsterdam at the Uitmarkt. 03;17 the orange Egmond was bought of Wehkamp by post order by my brother Theo, who recorded Het leven gaat verder with me on his Teac 4 track recorder in 1982.

03:29 i like to walk through a guitar shop like walking windowshopping in the red light district. Nice museum!

10:43 was cleaning morning. Creed is free is bad on the smartphone but nice over the stereo. Tone adjust is nice.10:45 I can play over more than one amp with different sounds at the same time, for Creed is free, with keys or guitar. 10:51 one clean, one effects 11:13 i wrote i wasn't in a studio but i recorded with Maurits-Jan van Westenhoven, a Dutch rapper. Now i like to dub keeping the original intact. 11:14 first Choirs better, it's the best for dancing. But it needs a bit more on the music side. 11:15 it's half guitar. Are supersongs too. 11:17 Sing & Swing is okay, no need. 11:19 the remark of 10:51  was about guitar, not keys, firstplace. with my SHS not easy.11:31 i would love to jam with a.i 11:49. them the guitar or the accompaniment 11:49  wrote that earlier may be it's on a different place, could not find it, may be erased by the virus. Can be a team like a.i. jamming, it's programmed.

11:57 have trouble things coming not completely on my website page when i check, i'm at the editor. Then may be when i go back the last part is gone. So i stay on this page. 12:07 i thank God for as much things work, like i also always thank the companies. 12:08 and the virusses i treat patiently, washing dishes, not clicking on a screen but in the adress, making it just blue, waiting doing nothing. 12:10 dancing to my music watching. would try a compressor over my music to make volume equal. 12:11 a program would be easy for pornsites at least. Or YouTube. 12:12 loud advertisements. Why don't websites do it theirselves?

17:22 X gives me a black screen, TikTok too.. Am asked by voices to try to get in. Don't have a black screen on all X accounts. They are on different browsers, like my YouTube accounts were. That way i could be on different YouTube accounts at once. For a new X you just need a new email. 17:27 but also can't get into my Soundcloud. It's the viruses, but they are used by people to do things in our pc. i had the idea of a clean pc and an internet pc. Or a split pc, two seperate parts non connected. 17:30 so your real stuff aren't damaged by your fun part. Real meaning job and house. 17:32 now there's screencopy you can feed stuff from the internetc, but loading up programs etc can't be by screen i guess.

18:14 wrote 'case closed' at my Kitty Yung case. If those people are behind us not finding a whore nextdoor, or publishing our amateurporn, i hope their empire ends. 18:16 covering up a murder by a murder, and forbidding prostitution and porn, so that they can have their way with the porn actors and prostitutes.

20:19 recorded a loopstationsong Yeah, same text. It has a voicedub to me playing along my loopstation and singing a bit. It's a metaltheme with a solo, but the singing makes it alternative. 20:21 the soloing is like the Anouk lovesongs, but the sound is heavier. But because it's without drums it's still not so heavy. 20:22 i hope i don't damage my Squire amp with the recordings. I like that amp but also my Career, it's a nice solo amp. Good duo together. 20:42 playing it over the stereo, sounds nice, i put it on Soundcloud. 7 minutes long. 20:55 get the message "Not available while you’re offline Click the button below to try reloading.". Can't upload Yeah. 21:53 on both my X's i get Something went wrong. You have exceeded the number of allowed attempts. Please try again later. But on one i 2 times fixed a puzzle, on the other i solved 2 of the 3 problems.

21:39 it's on Soundcloud, have to put it in Mixed Stuff still. 21:49 get: 'this track is being edited' also with creed is free. 21:54 i'd like to find the condom to visit pornsites without viruses 22:02 if i click on a playlist i have to wait for hours. 22:23 when i play a playlist it stops every now and then. So i ruined my laptop for this inquiry. Or now they activate their virus presence in me to the max. 23:28 the first take was the light guitarsound that plays on in the end. And the loopstation, heavy sound, and a voice. The dub is the intro voice. It sings along the original voice. 23:30 very nice track. 23:31 metal is hippy survivors. 23:33 in 1970 they killed flower power but sex was never killed.

23:48 about "i would love to jam with a.i 11:49", everyone can make sound and a.i. can react. Also with painting. filling in colours or other sections of the screen, or reacting to your line. 23:50 like with photography each could be depicted and all could depict, now all can paint or make music. I said up along the quotes it would be nice a smartphone would be helpfull, or a website, to find something. Like that a painting or a sound can fill itself, reacting to you. 23:53 i find things at websites by googling and by google finding a menu, often several different ones. Would that the website of Facebook or YouTube would help you to find something, or a smartphone would help you to find it's functions. Local a.i. at the spot. 23:56 intelligent 'thinking along' technology a kid or an aged person can use easily.

'11-3 todays' quotes: "10:07 so because of watching porn i cannot upload my song. I cannot search for a prostitute like for a pizzeria, 'give me a whore nextdoor', click telephone."  Porn is dirty so virusses on pornsites, no ads for brothels.

"06:58 have to wait for the upload screen at Soundcloud, virusses of the porn. Of sex you don't have to get a virus, so why of porn?".

"10:59 i logged in now, i get:  "Sorry, we could not log you in. Please check your input and try again." Who decided that on porn there can be virusees? Who decided nude isn't art?" i wanted to have my porn on Rumble or Vimeo, best on YouTube amateur porn! Thanks Elon Musk that my account wasn't removed this time! (18:20). i will never be Scientology Church but they are also in U.R.I. which i follow by email.

"18:27 Wikipedia has no pornstars, but they cover-up a murder of a pornstar. YouTube has no kidporn, but they support Roman Empire slave abuse. And then we can't google a whore nextdoor or publish amateur porn. Dirty!"

"20:02 i've prooven i'm a human: You've proven you're a human. Continue your action. At my homeplanet Q 36 they will be happy i'm recognized as a human now. That was my first mission. 20:35 to be recognized at X is a good start.20:07 i intend no evil for this planet, mankind can save it, Q 36 also has." 

11-3 04:27 made a new song, Creed is free, will be my 1st song since Het leven gaat verder that i will record as a guitar song plugged into a recorder. Can give the text: -In my house creed is free, you can be who you wana be, in my home, freedom of creed, wellcome, but not for every deed. -Reality, feel free, society, who you wana be -creed is free. 04:31 will record it using my electric folkguitar. have to prepare everything for the recording. Will be a guitarsong, later i will dub it out. There are no sing parts in it but i won't do a solo. 04:44 made a solo to it and a ridm way of playing it. Will be clean guitar, it's nice to play acoustic, that's the way i like to play at night. But for a roomsound recording i use an amp for the low notes. You hear only high with a nightguitar. I plug it in clean and add a mike. 05:04 Everything is ready for the recording, go to the toilet and so.  

5:26 First time was 5.46 long, was a nice experience to listen to. Hear it is liked that there is a dub to it with the same guitar. Cannot upload it anyway, because the USB wire doesn't work with all computers with my Fostex. So i have to wait till light, to play it on my amp and record it acoustic again. It's Ramadan, in an hour i stop eating. But if i'd do a dub i would have played a different version, an accompany version. I like it to be single guitar and then later add an electric guitar, this was like acoustic. So no dub now. 05:31 if it's nice tomorrow i upload it. 05:38 it's a superrecording i like it very much, i played it again.'06:42 using the tripod of the smartphone to put it right in front of the speaker of my amp, so i don't have to play the tune so loud. Record it now.  

06:53 Became 5.45 min, will upload it because i believe in the song, and it is recorded well now by tripod. Bad i have to touch the screen every now and then to save the screen. 06:58 have to wait for the upload screen at Soundcloud, virusses o the porn. Of sex you don't have to get a virus, so why of porn? 07:11 can play the song on repeat now, it's nice. When it's on the Fostex i need to put it on again. Now i can play it over the stereo.

07:30 have the upload screen at Soundcloud. 07:33 uploaded it. 07:48 still isn't in Mixed Stuff. When i click the dods for putting it in the list, i get less choices. Won't try to upload a screenpic again. 08:04 may be better wait for the dub version, that's better for Mixed Stuff. 08:21 became 5.47, will record it on voicemessage rightaway. Just played rhythm electric along. 08:22 workmen in the street, work on my house. 08:25 also drilling nextdoor. By the way the dub didn't come on it, did something wrong. 08:30 the guitardub is on it but very soft. Enough for today, i did it right.

08:52 Mindy has turned to Windy three times at '9-3 03:42 on my screen. Will check if the same here on the editor. May be because of viruses. 08:55 was four times. I keep it this way. Let them redo it.

09:35 this time it's loud enough. 09:49 playing it on my smartphone. Will play it on my stereo when it's on my pc. 09:58 became very nice, will upload it 10:00 clicked on getting the upload page 10:02 i won't click on a pop-up "Not available while you’re offline. Click the button below to try reloading. Reload)" just wait as long as i see dods rolling in the browserwindow on top. With virusses you often have to act the right way or remove something off your screen or pc. 10:07 so because of watchig porn i cannot upload my song. I cannot search for a prostitute like for a pizzeria, 'give me a whore nextdoor", click telephone. Would that it wasn't criminal, then it could be legal.

10:13 uploaded the dub at Soundcloud. 12:55 Over the smartphone the dub is too loud. It's like with the I like to sex dub, i think it's not good. 12:57 if i hate it i dub it again and take it off Soundcloud. 

10:52 made 16 pictures of drawings in my house, 3 hanging in the sleeping, one of them i photographed more times. And 10 stored up. 10.54 will try to get into Eyem despite the virusses.10:56 i get "Deze pagina is niet bereikbaar De verbinding is opnieuw ingesteld. Probeer het volgende: Verbinding controleren De proxy en de firewall controleren ERR_CONNECTION_RESET" but i simply wait 10:59 i logged in now, i get:  "Sorry, we could not log you in. Please check your input and try again." Who decided that on porn there can be virusees? Who decided nude isn't art?

11:17 i'm inside Eyem, first had a screen: "the app ""would like to access your Eyem account" 11:37 have them on Eyem but when i click the 'upload 16 photos' button nothing happens.

18:27 Wikipedia has no pornstars, but they cover-up a murder of a pornstar. YouTube has no kidporn, but they support Roman Empire slave abuse. And then we can't google a whore nextdoor or publish amateur porn. Dirty! 18:52 was asked by voices to try to enter X Twitter again, so i'll try, first at nico isa mahmoud, then at nico scheurkogel. First i do twilight prayer (maghrib, futuur, break of the fast). 18:54 creed is free on the smartphone is getting better and better. 18:58 am loggin in on both X's. 18:59 can in the meantime make a video to creed is free. Like Daarboven it's a Fortex song. 19:14 made a nice vid with the electric folkguitar that i played it on, the 'Folk'. 19:20 am in the wait inside X nico isa mahmoud, holding that screen. Playing the video to check the sound. The image is good. 19:31 am on X nico isa mahmoud but my upload failed 2 times. 19:35 the video failed too, the first 2 were drawings on my wall. 19:36 the sound of the video is okay, less high. But you hear my guitarstrap, i don't play it.

19:40 can try to fix my problem now at X nico scheurkogel, will get a puzzle. 19:42 the X nico isa mahmoud i'm on is an old account, @nicoisamahmoud 20:00 the sound of the video is nice despite the strap. May convert it to have it as audio, try how loud it is. 20:02 i've prooven i'm a human: You've proven you're a human. Continue your action. At my homeplanet Q 36 they will be happy i'm recognized as a human now. That was my first mission. 20:35 to be recognized at X is a good start.20:07 i intend no evil for this planet, mankind can save it, Q 36 also has! 20:18 i have entered X nico scheurkogel but had to retry again rightaway. 20:34 fixed the puzzle 2 times now. Is a better one than in the past.

21:26 the video i tried to upload at X @nicoisamahmoud is recorded on my iphone. It has better image than my Samsung.

(10-3) 22:23 i cannot work because of the virusses. Others know more. May be i was wrong. May we find out if there was a cover-up.

22:13 according to IAFD, Don Hollywood was a porn actor and director from 1999 to 2009, so no vintage. 22:15 that is a very fast and short career. (Joey Silvera has a video with Kitty in 2004 discovering her as new talent and going anal with her. Joey is a wellknown vintage porn star. 22:21 the video is called Hellcats 2, release 1-1-2004, kodiapps.com/movie-998017 Joey is no actor, but he works as a director, there are 3 male actors. Joey had a career since the 70s or so, strange if Don's career was so short.) 

www.iafd.com/results.asp? searchtype=comprehensive&searchstring=don+hollywood born 1948, married 2000 www.imdb.com/name/nm1128257/bio/ also known as Ron Miller www.wikidata.org/wiki/Q85951237 

But the 'vintage' video can also be Jerry Shager and i can find nothing on him. So i really cannot say anything definitive, but i'm convinced.

21:40 had trouble upoading a pic, still didn't manage to do so. The page can become full too, so from now on no pictures.

                                                            THE PROSECUTER'S PLEA (in good order)

15:39 the decisive statement before i found out Kitty Yung exists, was: "a video of Kitty Jung cannot be before 1984, if you have the '2 Kitty's' view." (6-3/17:47 ). A video of Kitty Jung can't be of 1983. 

15:55 (9-3/03:42) 1 'orange overall' 2 'gym' 3 'vintage' 4 'anal'. Pic 3 is proof there's a 1970-now Kitty, pic 1-4  are proof there's twin sisters. So the death of Kitty Yung is a cover-up (for killing one of a twin, 12-3 12:28).

-16:07 one of the 2 Jungs was murdered and they published that an unknown pornstar Kitty Yung had died. I never heard of her then. 21:55 the two were video recording girls but the videos weren't published, for their community there needed to be a cover-up

-'11-3 07:39 the two weren't twins, so there had to be no duoscenes. Mindy was younger than Kitty. (the growth was stopped in a younger stage may be 20:42). So it was possible to do it, may be already intended by  Jung12:34

-09:40 when they intended to kill Mindy they had to make Kitty Yung as a cover-up. (12:46 or if they wanted Mindy to survive in private, at least Kitty Yung would, somebody would dy. 12:49 i guess they wanted to kill beautifull Mindy, 13:15 not just Kitty Yung).

-Kitty Jung could have gone into porn openly earlier, from her 18th birthday. 18:39 Strange they didn't do that!

-12-3 05:43 very strange that Kitty stayed young that long, if the videos started in vintage times!

06:13 concluding i can say i cannot proove taking part in concealed group murder on the side of Dutch Wikipedia by the facts i know, but i made it likely. I'm just thinking along. 13:28 it can be killing Kitty Yung, and taking Mindy private. Or killing Mindy and killing Kitty Yung as a cover-up. So single or duo murder. There may be a group that intended Mindy to be killed, and a group wanting Mindy in private, the second group worked along with the organizers of the kill of Mindy, but seized Mindy. The second group is guilty of one murder, the first group of two murders. (14:11)

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04:18 the video Daddy's Little Girl (9-3/10:35) of 3 hours that was 'Kitty only', isn't on the list, only loose scenes and compilations.

04:12 on the I.A.F.D. is a list of Kitty Jung films www.iafd.com/person.rme/id=8cb09523-3f24-4e2f-8d1c-66ade037edda 214 films

02:44 Kitty Jung was 'the legal kidsex girl of porn' (12:04). The 18+ rule is no use. People can stay a child for all of their lives (6-3/?:01)

01:39 there's vintage image, Kitty may be older. She may have been a twin, but when she entered adult movie industry, one of the two 'died', they didn't want a good person in porn industry. Like they didn't want the good Sade sister to get known (5-3/05:43)

01:17 note to 9-3/11:27 another reason Kitty appears on the cover and Mindy in the video may be that Mindy is Kitty's 'good sister'.

00:57 found the adult film database at www.wikidata.org, the page about Kitty Jung is www.wikidata.org/wiki/Q24262881 120 films

00:42 there's a game called Midnight Mayhem. Also the name of a studio where she did 'Asian Temptation' and '18 and innocent 2'

00:37 studio Mayhem has a YouTube channel with metal videos that have horror image. There's also a band called Mayhem.

00:33 on the skull logo of the film Bait of Skeeter Kerkove is the name of the studio Mayhem. It's on the hat of the actor too.

'10-3 00:30 adult film database has a list of 120 titles of videos by Kitty Jung www.adultfilmdatabase.com/actor/kitty-jung-22999/

23:57 so i believe pornstar Kitty Jung's original name is Katzu Ji-soo, and she has a sister Mindy Jung, original name unknown.

15:53 "there's a Kitty Yung and a Kitty Jung" (4-3/14:15) The start of my inquiry was 5 days ago. i hope i helped others thinking it out.

12:04 because of hormone treatment, Kitty Jung was 'the legal kidsex girl of porn'. No problem, 18+ is the rule, and the rule is met.

 11:06 i read Hannah Hays was a Silver Star, a nonude teen model. She must have done hard porn being a nonude model for years.

11:01 on Nudevista are 494 results, often the same scene on another site. (Milton Twins 610, Little Lupe 1606, Hannah Hays 2880).

10:46 so she was just a 'very young girl' in a compilation video. A scenes list is more usefull than a videos list. Just count Nudevista.

10:35 on kodiaps (08:37) is a list of 52 videos, scene compilations, except Daddy's Little Girl with Stephany Swift 204 min. 1-1-2009.

09:53 deepthroating and anal sex make free sex impopular. When you see such things in videos you watch out not to act along.

09:51 pornstars may cause Kitty to do deepthroat by herself so you can say it's a female obsession or fantasy, or to make it popular.

09:43 there are also porn actors that do it to her in the worst way, if recording i put my video on pause and scroll on to a new part.

09:41 the worst deepthroating i have seen by Kitty herself, violent, destructive, was in Music Club Foursome, txxx, with Keeani Lei.

09:25 a list of all porn actors named with her videos would be nice. They may cause her to do deepthroat by herself. (6-3/17:37)

09:16 but also that the growth process of Mindy may not have been completely stopped, may be because it was at a different age.

09:14 if there's twins and the oldest videos are vintage, non digital image, then seeing 'Kitty Jung vs BWC' Mindy didn't dy in 2004.

08:37 there's a videolist of Kitty Jung on kodiapps.com/actor-97911 (5-3/13:22). On my other links aren't many videos Kitty made.

03:59 porn vids can be much older than released. Proof to that fact can be the age of the porn actor. They're named, she's 'legal'. '9-'9-3 03:42 Windy's eyes are in one line horizontal, more round. Windy is friendly and calm but not hot. Windy seems less old.

15:10 have to disturb the peace of the memorial monument that i erected here at YourWeb. Kitty Yung Mindy Gladwell really excists

05:59 in memory of the halfsister of Katzu Ji-soo. I am sorry Kitty! i hate how Mindy (6-3/15:33) was treated. i hate how we treat you! 

05:19 it's about two childlike pornstars that are easy to confuse with eachother, with a similar name, with a 2004 'nightshift'.

05:14 the women working in that area aren't the evildoers firstplace, often it's the males enslaving them, like after adoption.

05:10 the fact that Wikipedia doesn't mention pornstars, and the excesses in porn industry, makes a porn Wikipedia necessary.

04:57 Wikipedia is giving no attention to pornstars because it's against ill treatment of women and children in the porn industry.

04:54 now murder is not uncommon in that environment, but Dutch Wikipedia shouldn't be involved in concealing the crime.

04:45 if the release date of the videos prooves that the two were sisters, both born in 1970, it was concealed group murder.

04:34 by the fact that Kitty Yung is in Dutch Wikipedia, and the way of it, and Kitty Jung isn't in it. No info on the cause of her death. 

04:29 quote 7-3/16:21 "sorry to Katzu Ji-soo (5-3/13:20) that i spoil the attention to the murder of her halfsister". Open murder!

'8-3 00:08 i want to be baptized by the Church of Jesus Christ of latter-day saints (mormons) on basis of Doctrine & Covenants 20:37 "And again, by way of commandment to the church concerning the manner of baptism, all those who humble themselves before 

God, and desire to be baptized, and come forth with broken hearts and contrite spirits, and witness before the church that they 

have truly repented of all their sins, and are willing to take upon them the name of Jesus Christ, having a determination to serve 

him to the end, and truly manifest by their works that they have received of the Spirit of Christ unto the remission of their sins, shallbe received by baptism into his church." (i call that: 'believing in Jesus and doing His word'. Not: 'believing in the Book of Mormon'.)

23:32 mormonism was persecuted, me too. Mormonism teaches liberty, meaning freedom of religion. In my house creed is free.

"which porn producer would make his girls wear the underwear of MormonGirlz? You'd join the sect when they drop that!" (20:44)

22:48 the elders seem to think: "just let him talk" so i inform them of what i say overhere in my blog. May be they start talking again

21:30 nice ad for mormonism if they had a safesex pornsite and ordered her members who walk after the flesh to use safesex.

21:26 but as women suppression it's thinkable. Still MormonGirlz is not so violent. Hope it will use safesex, ask president Oaks!

20:44 which porn producer would make his girls wear the underwear of MormonGirlz? You'd join the sect when they drop that!

18:12 that Dutch Wikipedia reported her.The way that was done.  i haven't been able to check facts as you do to make statements.

16:34 the way the case of her halfsister Mindy was treaten, it's obvious a murder is hidden, and Dutch Wikipedia is partner in crime.

16:21 sorry to Katzu Ji-soo (5-3/13:20) that i spoil the attention to the murder of her halfsister. Released music with no check, bad.

16:15 the simplest is a sample along my clean one. But the singing i did was nice too. When you know the song it isn't necessary.

16:01 possible to play the dub as an ambient along the clean one, low volume, high tone. The sample is louder than the song itself.

15:57 so play the clean one. But i will make a remix, i can't stand this. Sorry. Too busy. 15:59 the Fortex has better sound versions.

15:47 just needs more drum or a bass. i keep it this way, there's the clean video version too. Nice to have image along recordings.

15:42 using a second sample here of the same guitar, a bit longer, so it's ambient. Only having still problems handling the Fortex.

15:37 will be the 'remix'. Won't replace this one completely, only in the playlist. 15:39 this one is hard to bear, far too loud sample.

15:35 just the mix i mean, it's on the Fortex. But it needs to be played over the amp, for the voicerecording on my smartphone.

15:32 playing 'i like to sex dub', nice for dancing but for listening or chilling not. Needs to be redone, sample too loud. Sorry!

13:13 strange Kitty Yung is on Dutch Wikipedia, but even more strange Kitty Jung isn't too, in that case! More wellknown.

07:46 A 'silent replacement', same name. But it isn't made to sound like the girl before her, the name Jung is her father's name.  

07:39 remarkable the career of Kitty Jung starts at the death year of Kitty Yung! Even with a similar sounding name! Replaced?

12:52 'i like to sex dub' is on Soundcloud Nico Isa Mahmoud playlist Mixed Stuff!!!! Sometimes the playlistshuffle works even.....

10:32 my 4/4 waltz Ballroom (Soundcloud nico isa mahmoud Mixed Stuff) style of music can be played drums 4/4 percussion 3/4.

06:43 the drum of 'i like to sex' is Casio 100tone disco 2 very slow. Daarboven has a 100tone drum too, the ambient has it louder.

06:37 did 'i like to sex' with the sample and a voicealong, but my voicemessage recording wasn't good. It's on my Fostex, it comes.

20:33 i copy videos by filming with my smartphone. This way you get no registration or virusses. Screencopy is very safe!

'7-3 06:18 Dutch Wiki has a link to a Kitty page i can't find 5-3/18:02. There may be pages you can't find, hidden sites, found by a link.

17:47 a video of Kitty Jung cannot be before 1984 if you have the '2 Kitty's' view. (Kitty Jung 1984-now, Kitty Yung 1970-2004)

17:37 Kitty is so obedient (6-3/01:27). They use her mama to control her. Her mother is probably 90 years old, she has Kitty's teeth.

15:58 anyway when there's a Kitty Yung and a Kitty Jung and they're confused with eachother, it's good to sort out the videos.

15:55 Friedrich Jung, born 17-3-1897, was the father of Kitty Jung, not Kitty Yung. So he begot her when he was 86 years old!

14:01 the elders replied at last! 7-3/14:16 they still didn't reply. i testify i am a better Christian by being a muslim. i love Ramadan!

05:17 play Soundcloud 'i like to sex' from Soundcloud by my speakers, image by laptop video, ambient. Convert by freeconvert.com

? ? :01 if it's true you can stop the growth process by hormones, the 18+ rule is no use. People can stay a child for all of their lives.

01:27 in videos you see Kitty shove the erection into her throat with great force.  That gives the idea she's forced, see 6-3/17:37.

'6-3 00:55 if Kitty has a childbody because her growth was stopped by hormones, she is a child though18+ so she needs protection.

18:33 in the list of videos of Dutch Wikipedia Kitty Yung '1970-2004' are Burma Road 1 & 2, videos of Kitty Jung. So it's incorrect.

18:21 the father of Kitty was 73 if she was born in 1970 and 87 if she was born in 1984. That is quite a high age to mate a woman.

18:10 then Kitty's name is Ji-soo whose father is German and whose mother is Korean. Jung Ji-soo (5-3/13:20) if that site is correct.

18:06 Friedrich Jung was born 17 March 1897 www.answers.com/general-arts-and-entertainment/What_is_kitty_Jung_doing_now

18:02 "if on deadorkicking.com there's no way to get to deadorkicking.com/kitty-yung-dead-or-alive, it's a site of Dutch Wikipedia!"

17:56 if there's a murder people hide the case by a different person, police record, grave, (her name may be Katzu Ji-soo 7-3/17:26)

17:25 first time a cause of death: suicide, hanging. me.lacounty.gov/case-detail/?caseNumber=2004-09008 seems an official record. 

17:16 Dutch Wikipedia says her birthname was Mindy Lee Gladman, but here her girl surname is Bagwell, wife of Gladman.

17:12 Mindi has a grave findagrave.com/memorial/198703480/mindi_lynee-gladman-bagwell she was 34 years old when dying.

 15:00 if there's a twin Mindy that died in 2004 then Dutch Wikipedia may be hiding murder. That's worse than sex with minors!

14:55 since Dutch Wikipedia has the name Mindy, and the death date 2004, i guess Kitty Jung is kept by persons in the Netherlands. 

14:14 if the 1970 birthdate is true she  was treated during the 70s with hormones to stop the growth process, and evt. her twin too.

14:10 possible that because she stayed a young girl they made up the 1984 birth story. In 2003 she may have started a new career.

13:36 my idea is that she has a twin sister Mindy that died in 2003, and that she's old. The images give the idea that there's a twin.

13:31 using hormones it may be possible to stop the growth process, like the pill stops the fertility of a woman. She may be old then

13:22 kodiapps.com/actor-97911 is 1984/2003 with a large video list. I stop. The Dutch Wikipedia has strangely 'the wrong story'.

13:20 www.answers.com/general-arts-and-entertainment/What_is_kitty_Jung_doing_now has her Korean name Jung Ji-soo, crazy!

13:15 www.celebritynetworth.com/richest-celebrities/models/kitty-jung-net-worth/"She is sometimes confused with semi-retired porn actress, Kitty Yung." So i confuse 2 pornstars, which appear to be the same person. Strange death story about 2003, no info.

13:10 the Dutch Wikipedia Kitty Yung has a list of anal videos nl.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kitty_Yung (this is the same page as on 4-3/14:15)

13:08 mabumbe.com/people/kitty-jung-age-net-worth-relationships-and-career-highlights/ "1984-now", more info, but don't click!

13:04 inckredible.com/what-happened-to-kitty-jung/ says "Despite her stage name, she is not related to the earlier adult film actress Kitty Yung from the 1990s" But the photographs along the different stories are always the same childlike Korean girl.

12:58 www.filmoria.co.uk/movie-list/kitty-jung-castid97911/ has the 'birth1984-now' story. So her story can be completely wrong!

12:56 letterboxd.com/actor/kitty-jung/ says she was 18 in 2003, in 2005 she had a daughter. If so, why is the Dutch Wikipedia wrong

12:51 wonderclub.com/obituaries/view_obit.php?u=1541 gives no death date! But that she's dead! It's a memorial site, you can sign.

12:47 www.imdb.com/name/nm0950948/bio/ gives birth 1970, as did Dutch Wikipedia and deadorkicking.com. 2 different stories!

12:42 celebritate.com/celebrity/kitty-jung says she was born in 1984, and she's alive. www.wikidata.org/wiki/Q24262881 the same.

07:54 if on deadorkicking.com there's no way to get to deadorkicking.com/kitty-yung-dead-or-alive it's a website of Dutch Wikipedia.

07:42 video 45 of my 100 Roman Slave girl videos (page 'YouTube') has changed subject. Was noblewomen, is now slave auction.

05:43 i believe Sade's 2 persons, 'roundface', the artist, and 'narrowface', the live performer. They sing together (Smooth Operator).

05:40 i don't doubt there 's only one Kitty, except she had a twin sister, Mindy. That's easy, you can be one person as a twin or clone

03:51 Soundcloud shuffle doesn't work often. Made Nico's Choice playlist, alltime supersongs. You can collect 'tunes all like to hear'

                                                                                  Club Choice, Club Dance, Club Chill.

01:05 got an USB to USB wire for my Fortex, but when i connect it i don't see it on 'my pc'. So no remix of Vagabond or Daarboven.

00:22 last week YouTube, yesterday X, today Dutch Wiki. i'm progressing in the direction of my own country, where i'm besieged.

'5-3 00:17 if it's true Kitty is alive by the deadorkicking construction there may be more. May be unreachable except by a link on Wiki

17:47 the Pornstar Wiki has nothing, the Pornopedia a few videos, not much info. What it has: moving image of beautifull nude girls

17:32 There's a Pornopedia, a much simpler site is Pornstar Wiki. Scenes and stars can be named by things seen, like at  23-2/00:09.

17:08 at the searchengine i don't get 'Kitty Yung'. At '16:55 page' she's called Mindy without introduction. (didn't find it, 6-3/10:31)

17:05 not on 2004, the yearspage has years before year 1000! On the 2004 is Guusje Nederhorst, girl of Dutch Kane (band) singer.

17:01 her name's not on page Get to Know Some Random Notable People and Celebrities | Dead or Kicking . Clicked "get to know"

16:55 the link is Kitty Yung Death Fact Check, Birthday & Date of Death hard to find on the site, i got it by clicking on the link in Wiki.

16:46 on the homepage of dead or kicking: "Dead or Kicking is the most reliable online source of celebrities deaths fact check". It says it also states cause of death. "Let's keep the celebrities we love alive by sharing their stories". Could be 'dead AND kicking'.

14;26 when there's 2 and they're the same person, she may be still alive. Good if there were a 'porn star Wiki'. Will check it out.

14:21 found on deadorkicking.com that she died in 2004 but nothing about her death, the same on the Dutch Wiki. No further info.

14:15 found on Dutch Wikipedia Kitty Yung - Wikipedia that there's a Kitty Jung and a Kitty Yung. On Bing image they are the same.

11:13 have to fix a puzzle on X @Nicolaasscheur1 because i posted that the tweet "the reply" of 26 Feb, without time notation under it, was the 4th reply to the reply to a tweet of 24 Feb, that has timenotation under it. "the reply" was without 'reply to' on page Posts